"What are you doing!" A loud shout came from not far away, and a middle-aged man walked forward quickly, staring at her with a wary face, "What kind of crooked idea are you little madman!" If there's anything wrong with my car, I'm not going to send you to jail! ”

She silently took a step back and looked at the middle-aged man with a big belly, the memories of the past had gradually come back, but it still took a lot of effort to remember him, he used to be a laid-off worker in a textile factory, and later opened a small shop outside, although he was not very rich, but he was also full of confidence in the yard. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

"What do you see? Cheap bones! I can't afford to sell my car to the point where I sell you! The man turned on the flashlight, looked left and right at his car in distress, and found that his car was not damaged, and finally breathed a sigh of relief, but still turned around and scolded her fiercely.

She glanced at him indifferently, inexplicably making the man a little frightened, what kind of look was that?

There was no grievance, no hatred, no feelings, but it seemed to see him through, which made him break out in a cold sweat in the gray and dark night.

"Damn, is this little madman a ghost, or is it my ghost, why do you feel panicked." The man muttered to himself, feeling that he was scared by this little brat, and it was really shameless.

She didn't look at him anymore, left silently, and returned to her home from memory.

Rao is her heart is firm, and it is inevitable that her heart is surging at this moment, and the hand holding the key trembles for a long time and cannot be locked in the keyhole.

After tossing for a long time, she finally pushed the door open, but the light that was not dazzling instantly stimulated her eyes and eyes to feel sore, this must be the reason for the light, she blinked her slightly wet eyes.

"Xiao Yao, is Xiao Yao back?" The figure curled up on the bed in the corner spoke timidly.

Her body stiffened, and she looked at the equally thin figure, less than two meters apart between the two, but it made her feel as if they were separated by a thousand mountains and rivers.

"Mom?" She moved her lips, her voice was sour, her throat seemed to be blocked by something, how many years had these two words not been called?

"Xiao Yao!" The person on the bed rushed over and hugged her tightly, "I'm so scared!" I'm so scared! There are bad guys! There are bad guys! ”

Her hand caressed her back, she was as thin as her, and everywhere her palm went, she was only jagged and skinny, because of fear, the whole person was stiff and unspeakable, and there was a strong smell on her body, but the long-lost warmth still made her can't help but hug each other back.

At that moment, she finally relaxed.

No matter what she looks like, she's her mom, it's mom's arms!

When she was most desperate and helpless, she also thought about her mother countless times, her mother's rare smile, her mother's dependence on her, and the warmth she gave when she was occasionally awake, all became the pillars of her most painful time, and she trained so hard, just to not be eliminated, in order to give her mother the best treatment, in order to give her mother a stable life.

But my mother still died, in the hospital that claimed to have the best medical conditions, fell from the twelfth floor, and died by suicide.

In fact, she is not surprised, since she was sensible, her mother's mental condition has been bad, and there are very few times when she is sober, and when she is rarely sober, she often feels guilty because of the drag on her, and often feels sad because of her own unruling, and even wants to die when she is emotional.

Once, she hugged Xia Yao and cried bitterly, begging her bitterly, she wanted to leave this world with dignity, instead of living like a madman.

It was the most violent conflict between her and her mother, and she cried and knelt in front of her mother, begging her to live for her.

She still remembered her mother's eyes looking at her, so sad and desolate, her hands were so thin that her fingers were distinct, she stroked her hair and wept silently, and finally promised her that she would live well.

She knew that the only concern in her mother's heart was her, and every time she went to the hospital to see her mother, her cloudy eyes would always shine, and when she was leaving, that brilliance would always dim little by little, and finally return to death.

After being selected by the Fang family, she was sent to the training camp, high-intensity training and even sleeping and eating are luxuries, and it is impossible to visit her mother every day, the boss just told her that her mother has been properly treated, and she is only allowed to see her mother once when she performs well.

In order for herself to be able to live, for her mother to be able to live, she gritted her teeth and endured all the inhuman torture, and her mother was her only belief.

Later, she emerged from the training camp and began to accept tasks alone, but she still did not have much freedom, and her shady status doomed her to not have too much contact with her mother.

In those years, she changed a lot, from a stubborn girl to a murder machine of sin, looking at her face in the mirror without a trace of human emotion, she couldn't recognize herself, but her delirious mother could still recognize her at a glance.

She felt relieved that no matter what she became, there would be someone who would always love her silently behind her.

Later, she was chosen by him, and those tasks took up all her time, and no one knew that she had a humble idea in her heart, which was to seize the opportunity he gave her, not only because of him, but also for herself, and she hoped that one day she would be qualified to stand side by side with him.

She put all her energy into the task, and soon her reputation spread, she is the most relied on confidant by his side, and she is also a ruthless, neat and decisive female evil star.

The focus of her life gradually shifted, and the time to see her mother became less and less, and even if someone reminded her, she forgot that her mother had been waiting for her to appear.

But when she looked at her mother with guilt, she found that she couldn't recognize her anymore, was her mother getting older and her memory getting worse and worse? Or has she become no longer like herself? Or is the heartstring that connects her to her mother broken?

She didn't dare to look directly into her mother's eyes, which pierced her heart like a sharp knife, making her clearly see how selfish she was, she fled the hospital in a panic, she could give her mother the best care, but she never had the courage to see her again.

In the end, all she could see was her mother's shattered body and the dark red blood on the ground.

That day, she understood that her mother was sober and found that she no longer needed her, so she would make such a decisive decision and cut off her "drag" on her in such a cruel way.

Accustomed to seeing blood, she felt dizzy for the first time, and it was only then that she realized that the most important part of her life was gone forever, and she was alone from now on.

When she was in the most pain, he didn't say anything to comfort her, but just patted her on the shoulder comfortingly, and the fleeting tenderness made her unforgettable for the rest of her life.

He was her master, the person she admired the most, even the one she secretly admired, and her mother was dead, and from then on, she could only live for him, treating him as the only driftwood a drowning man could catch.

The memories of the past are too painful, so don't want it, and she even ruthlessly abandoned the name her mother gave her.

Everything was like a dream, during that time it was floating in the air in a daze, and those unforgettable love and hate had faded away, but when she saw her mother again, her heart throbbed irrepressibly, how could she be so stupid at that time, how could she live up to the only person who loved her.

"Mom, Mommy......" The surging emotions surged out, and she hugged her mother tightly and kept whispering.

If she had been by her mother's side at that time, would her mother not have forgotten her, would she not have gone to death desperately, would her mother also have the possibility of being completely sober, and would she be able to have a complete life?

Tears of remorse blurred her vision, in this life, she will always be by her mother's side, and no one can separate them.

"Mom, I miss you so much, I miss you so much......" She has always been strong, and finally howled uncontrollably, "Mom, I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry for ......"

If it's a dream, let her live in it forever.

Xia Fanglian was still confused, she didn't understand the meaning of her daughter's words at all, but with her mother's instinct, she could still feel her daughter's pain.

"Xiao Yao is not afraid, Xiao Yao is not afraid......" Xia Fanglian, who was still seeking comfort just now, patted Xia Yao's back awkwardly and comforted him.

"Well, I'm not afraid," she raised her head in a choked voice and looked at Xia Fanglian firmly, "Mom, don't be afraid, I will always protect you." ”

"Protection?" Xia Fanglian was stunned.

Since Xia Yao can remember, Xia Fanglian's mind has been like this, sometimes sober, sometimes confused, often forgetting what she said and did in the last second, and she started to be stunned by herself.

Xia Fanglian's appearance was kind to Xia Yao for a long time, the confusion on her face made her heart even softer and sore, she looked at her face with affection, and said softly, "Yes, protection, Mom, Xiao Yao is back, back to protect you." ”

Mom, I'm back, and I'm going to let you never be hurt in the slightest bit in my life.

"Well, don't be afraid, mom also has to protect Xiao Yao." Xia Fanglian suddenly came back to her senses and said firmly.

Xia Yao's eyes turned red again, although her mother was a crazy person as others said, her love for her daughter had never been discounted at all, and when she was delirious, the word "protection" touched her sensitive nerves, and she always remembered to protect her daughter.