"Xiao Yao is not hungry, my mother cooks for you. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info" Because of the touch, Xia Fanglian's eyes that were originally out of focus suddenly became clear again, although her hands and feet were still a little at a loss, but deep in her consciousness told her that she should always remember to protect and take care of her daughter.

Xia Yao looked at Xia Fanglian's rare clear eyes, knowing that this was when she was awake, she smiled and nodded, she hadn't smiled like this for a long time, her face was still a little stiff, and she pulled the wound just now, looking even more hideous.

Xia Fanglian looked at her embarrassed appearance, and felt a pain in her heart, "Xiao Yao is injured again!" ”

"It's okay, I accidentally fell while walking." Xia Yao smiled bitterly, injuries when she was a child have become commonplace, even Xia Fanglian can use the word "again", looking at her worried look, she hurriedly comforted, "I won't be able to see it when I go to wash my face." ”

"Does it hurt?" Xia Fanglian stroked her daughter's face distressedly.

"With my mother here, it doesn't hurt at all." She didn't care that she and her mother were both dirty, and hugged Xia Fanglian hard, but what she remembered in her heart was the appearance of her covered in blood, and her heart hurt beyond comprehension for a moment.

"Mom, I'm not dreaming......"

She was afraid that it was a dream, and that when she woke up, how would she face the world without her.

Xia Fanglian hadn't been so intimate with her daughter for a long time, and she was a little flattered for a while, and asked timidly, "Xiao Yao?" ”

"I'm here, I've always been here." Leaning on Xia Fanglian's chest, she smiled contentedly.

"You go wash your face first, and mom cooks." Seeing Xia Yao's smiling face, Xia Fanglian was also very happy, kissed her dirty little face, and hummed a song that couldn't hear the tune and went to the kitchen.

Xia Fanglian's ability to take care of herself is extremely poor, Xia Yao remembered that she rarely seemed to go to the kitchen to cook, so she hurriedly followed worriedly, "Mom, I'll cook." ”

"I'm going to cook for my daughter." At this point, Xia Fanglian is very stubborn.

Xia Yao had almost forgotten what her kitchen looked like, looking at the small but empty kitchen, she couldn't help but secretly sigh when she was used to seeing the mansion and the beautiful house, at this time she was really poor.

The most conspicuous thing in the simple kitchen is a worn-out rice bucket, the rice in it is a light yellow, at a glance, you can tell that it is cheap old rice, Xia Fanglian leaned down and grabbed a handful of rice and threw it in the pot.

This handful of rice is not enough for her to eat, Xia Yao smiled bitterly in her heart, and added some rice to the pot, but Xia Fanglian looked at her blankly.

"I want to make a tomato scrambled egg for my Xiao Yao, and then a kung pao chicken ,......" Xia Fanglian muttered to herself, her eyes gradually becoming sloppy again.

Where do tomatoes and peanuts come from? Not to mention the eggs and chicken, even the cheap old rice has bottomed out, and it is estimated that it will not be eaten the day after tomorrow, and the only thing that can be eaten is probably the dirty plastic jar on the brick countertop, in which there are still a few pickled radish strips.

Xia Fanglian couldn't find the ingredients she wanted, and the look on her face began to become anxious, "I can't find it, I can't find it......"

Xia Yao was taken aback, she was too familiar with Xia Fanglian's state, and if she went down, she was afraid that she would become ill, so she rushed to the small cabinet in the room with her remaining memories and found out the medicine she often took, and her grandfather hoarded a lot of medicine in the small cabinet before leaving, which was enough for her mother to eat for a year.

These bottles of medicine in the cabinet are all Xia Fanglian has been taking, although these medicines are not the best high-priced imported medicines, but they are not cheap, my grandfather almost filled his pension in order to buy these medicines, so their lives will be so tight.

After she took her mother away, she has always used the best imported medicine for her, in the face of these familiar and unfamiliar small medicine bottles, she was a little confused for a while, the outermost medicine is to control the disease, this is what Xia Fanglian has to eat every day, and the medicine in the innermost small bottle is what she took when she was sick.

She settled down, she knew this medicine, as a member of the organization, she may not be familiar with other drugs, but this kind of psychotropic medicine she has to come into contact with, although she is not proficient in pharmacology, but she also knows that this medicine can indeed quickly calm people down.

She didn't think much about it, she quickly unscrewed the medicine bottle, and was about to stuff the pill into Xia Fanglian's mouth, but her movements stopped suddenly.

This medicine is not right!

She had come into contact with this medicine, and the medicine in her hand was definitely not a real medicine!

She has long been surprised by this little trick of stealing pills, she is used to doing such things herself, but she didn't expect such a thing to happen to her mother!

At this moment, she fell into an ice cave, and it turned out that her mother took such medicine every time she became ill.

The small bottle that was supposed to contain the psychotropic sedative medicine turned out to be the most ordinary vitamin tablets, and shock and anger poured into my mind at the same time......

No wonder every time even after taking the medicine, her mother has never calmed down, and she needs her grandfather to tie her to the corner with a rope, and the scars on her wrists are particularly dazzling at the moment.

Who is so vicious? She's going to kill the man who killed her mother!

"Ahh

"Mom, it's okay, it's okay, Xiao Yao is here......" Xia Yao burst into tears, how could she be so stupid, so stupid that she didn't notice the abnormality of the medicine for so long, if it weren't for these fake medicines, wouldn't Xia Fanglian's illness be so tricky.

Xia Fanglian's bony body kept trembling, as if it was not her favorite daughter in front of her, but the most terrifying monster in the world, she struggled to break away from Xia Yao's arms in horror, shrunk in the corner of the wall and kept howling, "Go away, don't touch me......"

In this situation, even Xia Yao, who had experienced strong winds and waves, could only stand to the side and watch helplessly, with the same despair and helplessness in his eyes.

"Dead madman, howl what!"

"Howling all day long, and not letting people live?"

"Why isn't this madman dead?"

The curses of the neighbors clearly reached her ears through the wall, Xia Fanglian curled up in the corner of the wall, pulled a quilt and wrapped herself tightly, the movement around her made her even more frightened, but even when she was sick, she would not have such an excessive act as hurting others, but she was afraid and trembling alone.

Xia Yao stood still, looking at all this in front of him, it turned out that the truth of life was so unbearable.

"This damn medicine!" She slammed the bottle to the ground in a fit of rage, the scattered vitamin tablets as if mocking her fate.

She angrily opened the cabinet and opened every bottle of medicine with the same label, and the pills inside were all vitamin tablets!

She even wanted to laugh out loud, they had worked so hard to save every penny, and in exchange for all fake medicines!

She opened the bottles of the medicine that Xia Fanglian had to take every day, this medicine she didn't recognize, each pill was almost twice the size of the vitamin pill, and the color seemed to be whiter, and she couldn't see anything special about it, and with her ability, it was impossible to identify whether it was a real medicine or a fake medicine without help.

The other medicines are all fake, does she dare to give such medicines to her mother?

She looked at Xia Fanglian in the corner of the bed, pinched the pill in her hand, her face changed, and after a long while, she made up her mind that such medicine of unknown origin must not be given to her.

She flushed all the pills scattered everywhere into the sewer, leaving only a few pieces for someone to test on her behalf for the future.

At this time, Xia Fanglian's mood gradually stabilized, and she no longer howled loudly, but she was still trembling and moaning lowly.

Exhausted and slumped on the ground, she felt this for the first time.

Not because of her mother's illness, but because she inadvertently glimpsed the facts that were enough to subvert her perception of her previous life, everything in her previous life began to crumble like a magnificent but dilapidated building.

It's been a long time since I've felt so frightened, I remember that the moment of dying was not as uneasy as it is now, she closed the cabinet door, tried to hide her anger, and forced herself to withdraw from the terrible suspicion, after all, the days still have to go on, Xia Fanglian's mood is already unstable, she can no longer show half a tyrannical aura, which will stimulate her even more.

And now the top priority is to fill her and Xia Fanglian's stomachs, as for those mysteries, she has time to slowly solve them.

She looked at her palms and smiled bitterly, her ten-year-old self was extremely weak because of malnutrition, it was impossible to expect such a body to fight outside like in her previous life, not to mention that now she just wanted to stay by her mother's side to protect her, and never wanted to live those days of fighting and killing.

Xia Yao was washing rice and cooking rice in the kitchen, looking at the steaming pot in a daze, because they were afraid that Xia Fanglian would commit suicide by turning on the gas, they didn't even dare to use the gas at home, so they could only use the rice cooker donated by the community.

This is their home, a unit dormitory of no more than 20 square meters, the walls are mottled, the lights are dim, and Xia Fanglian's low moaning can be heard in her ears, but her heart is slowly settled.

No matter how cruel the reality is, she still has to thank God, at least her mother is still by her side, compared to when she lived alone in a high-end apartment, but was so lonely that she didn't know how to live, now her poverty and embarrassment have been God's greatest gift to her.

The porridge was already boiling, in order to save electricity, she turned off the rice cooker and slowly simmered it with the residual temperature, Xia Fanglian's voice gradually lowered, the violent struggle just now consumed too much of her strength, and she was tired and gradually fell asleep.

Looking at her side face half-hidden in the quilt, Xia Yao couldn't remember when she got sick, it seemed that since she could remember, her mother had always been like this, and it was rumored by neighbors that Xia Fanglian, who was in the mood for love, went crazy after being raped, and Xia Yao was the seed of that accident.