Section 281: The principle of abandonment

The moment he rescued me, Lan Bing seemed a little excited, and even gave me a big hug, but he was separated by Mo Minghan without a trace. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

In the next few days, Xie Kui's work was very busy, almost non-stop, day and day, on the one hand, to prevent monsters in the mountains, and on the other hand, to participate in search and rescue work.

After all, with these SWAT officers, there are many people who are more likely to be spotted.

However, such man-made flash floods, the mud directly knocks down and buries pedestrian houses, and the survival rate is very low.

But even so, these fighters still don't give up easily.

In three days, some places will be cleaned up, and even if it is psychologically unacceptable, it will finally be known that there will be no living people in such a place.

In large areas of the affected area, it is unrealistic to rely only on manual cleanup, and excavators and shovels will inevitably be used.

Because people are directly covered under the sludge and then suffocated to death, the sludge is soft and sticky, and the human body and the sludge are closely combined.

Therefore, when cleaning with a forklift, it is inevitable that the body buried underneath will be accidentally injured.

So inadvertently, there will always be inadvertently shoveling the arms or thighs of some corpses.

Such a scene made the family members next to them even more emotional and unacceptable, and even the guy who was working with the shovel trembled all over.

Suspended in the air of this miserable cloud and mist, the Immortal Monarch knew that there was a lot of resentment here, so he tried his best to detain these new souls as soon as they left his body and his mind had not yet fully reacted, so as to save them from reflecting on them, giving birth to resentment or nostalgia and causing more trouble.

In this way, even the days of the first seven desperate wishes are saved.

It seems cruel to do so.

But it's also a last resort for the Immortal Monarch, it's always better than letting these geists combine with resentment, so that at this time there will be a terrifying land, right?

In search and rescue, no matter how careful the forklift driver is, it is inevitable that the body will be injured.

After all, too many people have died in this disaster.

And there are many corpses that have not been claimed, in fact, some of the people who have been recognized by others have all died in this accident.

Lan Bing was very angry and seemed to blame himself.

blamed himself for losing the face of the Lan family and indulging these monsters, so that these humans were killed so tragically.

So I asked what the hell was going on?

That afternoon, when we had a free time, we sat facing the bloody remnant of the sun.

Blue Ice told me a story from time ago.

Regarding this story, Mo Minghan didn't know exactly because he had rarely been active in the human world before, and he had only developed his power in the human world in recent years.

And Xie Kui, who is about the same age as me, although he is a special police officer, he doesn't know much about the long story that is just a legend.

Although He Bin knows something, he is only a little bit of a star and does not know the essentials.

In the end, only Lan Bing heard the story here that is more reliable.

Before telling the story, Lan Bing's eyes and face showed a sad and painful expression.

"Now that you know, I'm not who you think I am, and you still think of me as a friend?"

I don't want him to laugh and cry first, but it was this question that asked me first.

"How can I sit here and talk to you if I don't see you as a friend? If I don't treat you as a friend, how can I save you. I answered his question indifferently, but looked back at him sincerely.

I saw the excitement on his face.

"You are my friend, just because you are worthy of being my friend, and it has nothing to do with your birth or race. If you are my friend and have never betrayed me, why should I deny you as a friend? ”

"You know, you are the most righteous friend." I didn't want Lan Bing to give me a hug again.

"You know what? In fact, I hated myself for a while. After calming down for a while, Lan Bing finally began to speak calmly.

"When I chose to help you, I was also helping my former self, when I became a monster I hated the most, that kind of hatred, that kind of loneliness and helplessness, only I can deeply understand, a deep fear, so that you will want to destroy yourself."

"You mean you've changed from a demon slayer to a ......," I didn't say any more.

"Yes, I used to think that all ghosts should be punished, that they should all go to hell, and that they would only bring disaster to mankind. But I didn't expect that one day I would become the person I hated the most, the blood corpse of the ghost or the ghost, it was you, can you accept it? ”

I didn't answer Lan Bing's question, and I finally fully understood some of what Lan Bing had said before.

"It's okay, you came out, you're strong." This is what I mean from the heart.

"I'm not strong, I even want to let myself go to destruction, but I feel sorry for Xiaoxiao, sorry for the master."

"Tiny?"

"Yes, Xiaoxiao, Xiaoxiao was an orphan rescued by the master in that great battle, and the master died to protect me and Xiaoxiao. He told me to take care of Xiaoxiao, but I made Xiaoxiao become a little zombie, and I tried my best to save Xiaoxiao's life, but from that heart, Xiaoxiao and I are no longer the same me and Xiaoxiao. ”

"What converts you?"

"I want to end my filthy and shameless life, and as an exorcist, I can't allow myself to live as a devil. But looking at Xiaoxiao, I can't defend my master's life, I can end my life, but I can't end Xiaoxiao ruthlessly, and I don't have that kind of power. Lan Bing took a deep breath as he said this, and I could feel the struggle and pain in his heart.

"But I can't bear to let Xiaoxiao fend for himself in this world after I leave, and then let him become the person I want to correct, you know, Xiaoxiao was only two and a half years old at that time, he was smart and clever, such a cute child, but I didn't protect him."

Lan Bing grabbed his own hair, I regretted it a little at this moment, maybe I shouldn't have asked Lan Bing about the past, I could feel that when he said this, his wound was re-torn open by me.

"In the world, the most terrible thing is not death, but that you have to live for it."

I looked at Lan Bing with compassion and saw a deep bitterness cross the corner of his lips.

"Is it important to be human, to be a demon, to be a monster?" I asked him.

"Isn't it important?" He looked at me a little confused, then shook his head in confusion, "I really don't know, I just feel like I'm getting more and more unprincipled now." ”

"It's not that you don't have principles, it's that you have abandoned the principles you once thought you had."