Section 282: The past is long
"There are many, many principles in this world, but many principles are not necessarily true. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć info" I said lightly.
"Actually, from the time you started helping me, you have completely abandoned the past, the principles of the past, haven't you?
You are helping me and saving me, in fact, you are helping your past, the self who is suffering in loneliness. ā
Listening to my words, Lan Bing's eyes looked at me shiningly, "You understand, you understand?" ā
"Maybe you can only experience one or two of them.
No one wants to be a youkai that everyone fears.
When you met me at that time, you suspected that those souls were devoured by me, and this kind of behavior was absolutely not allowed by you in the past, so that I would eventually incarnate into a demonic existence. I didn't really understand what was going on with me at the time, but you knew that you were afraid that you would be as unacceptable as you were at the beginning, and you would be deeply in pain, so you chose to help me at that time, just like helping me who had mutated at the beginning, so that I would not be miserable and lonely, just like you were no longer lonely and miserable.
In other words, at that time, you were actually already accepting your current identity. ā
"Accept yourself as a corpse." Lan Bing smiled bitterly.
"Does it really matter what identity is?" I looked at Lan Bing lightly, "You have never done anything bad, you are righteous, on the contrary, look at the human beings you maintain, aren't there many of them who are bad people?" Like Huo Yujun next to me, like those fish and other humans of the same kind. Good and evil, good and evil, in many cases, have nothing to do with race.
I am very grateful to you for helping me at the beginning, otherwise I would have been very scared at that time, but I was just afraid, afraid of a world that I was completely unfamiliar with and did not understand, but I would not be depressed, sad and disgusted, which may be different from you once were.
Because I can't quite understand the world of immortals, humans, demons, and demons for a while, just like me now, what is it? Is it a human or a ghost, a demon or a demon? ā
Lan Bing listened to my words and looked at me as if he was lost in thought.
"You ......"
Looking at his expression, I knew that maybe he had never considered who I am now.
"Look, you don't know if I'm a human or a monster. But you never doubted that I was your friend, so vice versa, you are the same to me, no matter what your true identity is, you will always be my friend. ā
"Thank you." Blue Ice held out his palm to me, and I struck it, and we looked at each other and smiled.
"Maybe you have a strong sense of race, and I don't, so I don't suffer as much as you, but I'm glad that you really came out now, and abandoned my principles, and became my first friend after being inhuman." I looked at Blue Ice with a smile on my face.
"No matter what happens, I only know that I have to live, for my family, for the people who love me, I think simply, and I don't allow myself to fall into that complex emotion, so I just follow my heart when I do things, just ask myself, don't do things that hurt others, I'm sorry for myself, it's OK, and there are fewer other things to think about, so when I know my abnormality, it's not as painful as you think." I let out a breath and felt like I hadn't said so much in a long, long time.
Sometimes, it's a real pleasure to have someone to listen to you.
"After complaining about the mound ridge, you haven't seen me, I thought you also cared about this." Lan Bing looked at me with some resentment.
"I didn't go to see you, I really had a contradiction in my heart, I also wanted to call you and ask you where you were and how you recovered, but I was still cautious, I ask for your forgiveness here, but I also want to know that I didn't go to see you because I knew your identity, but ......"
Speaking of this, I suddenly felt a little aggrieved, a deep heartache and sadness, and my eyes couldn't help but be covered with a layer of fog.
"You know, if I really cared about your identity, I wouldn't have tried my best to save you at that time, I didn't look at me, I just had resentment and anger in my heart, how could you be like that, how could you make Xiaoxiao look like that, you would rather put on makeup as a man in black, you wouldn't want to open your mouth to me, I don't know if you dislike me in place, or if you don't treat me as a friend at all!
If you had told me everything earlier, why would things have turned out like that, why did Little Guy suffer such a sin!!
So please forgive me, my little eye. ā
"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, I'm confused, but are you still willing to forgive me for being confused?" Lan Bing's face was full of remorse.
"If you really don't forgive, how can you sit here and talk to you." I burst into tears and laughed. "It's just, what the hell is the story......
I couldn't help but be curious.
"Well, that's a long story, much longer than my life. I really can't believe that old monster is still alive, what a good person doesn't live long, and the scourge lives for a thousand years. ā
"You're talking about...... "I'm confused."
"The creator of all these evils, it is terrible that our Lan family was almost wiped out, but he still did not kill this monster, and Ruling let it come out to harm people!" Lan Bing hated the authentic.
"You're talking about the eagle?"
"Yes, it's this brute, I will never let him go again this time."
"If my guess is correct, you should be hundreds of years old, so how old does this eagle have to be?"
"The age of this eagle, to be honest, I really don't know too much, but it is definitely thousands of years old. And all these stories are also caused by this eagle, but these stories I have only heard from my clan elders.
Because this eagle monster has always been the enemy of our Lan clan. ā
"So exaggerated?" People with short lifespans like myself are sometimes unable to understand the grievances and stories between these long-lived people.
"It's not an exaggeration, subduing demons and eliminating demons has always been the mission of our Lan people." Lan Bing said with a serious face.
"No, you should probably change it a little." I retorted earnestly.
Lan Bing looked at me with a confused expression.
"Well, it should be to kill evil and uphold justice." I chuckled.
Lan Bing shook his head for a moment, then he also understood, chuckled, and nodded approvingly, "You're right." ā
"So, what is the story of this eagle?" I brought the topic back to me.
"Hey, speaking of this eagle, he is indeed a generation of heroes, and at the beginning, he was not a bad person, but it is a pity that he loves non-people, and he is too dedicated."