Chapter 183
Concubine Wan waited for a long time but didn't wait for Zhu Zhao's response, she was suddenly a little angry, and asked, "I'm talking to you, can't you give a reply?" What the hell is going on with you? Compared to that woman, I am your mother-in-law, can I still treat you badly? How can you ignore the questions of your elders like this? Where did you put your etiquette and filial piety? ”
Zhu Zhao had to sigh and said, "Mother, what do you want your son to say?" You know better than anyone else what your son's temper is over the years, and because I am a man, the promise I made must be fulfilled for her, otherwise what kind of man am I? I can't even pass the hurdle in my own heart, let alone what kind of person am I in the eyes of others? It will only make people pinch their noses and laugh, just saying that I, as a man, can't even make promises for women, not to mention that if there is anything in the future, who wants to follow me to serve? Don't talk about it from afar, just talk about the things in front of me, I have won a few battles, I think my father will still send me to continue to lead troops in the future, if the people under my command do not listen to my orders, what else is there to fight in this battle? Where will I be the only one left to win? If that time comes, does the concubine want me to die? ”
Concubine Wan bit her lip with her silver teeth, although she also understood this truth in her heart, but all Zhu Zhao could see was what was in front of him, and the time was still very long, and his vision should not only be on leading troops to fight, but thinking about how to inherit the unification and how to govern the ministers who had different intentions, this should be what he should do. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info women have always been just a subsidiary of the imperial power, he is still too young, he only feels that he has only this one woman in his life, but he doesn't know that in fact, he will have more people in the future, even if the emperor is sincere to her, but the enrichment of the harem has never stopped. What's the use of this kind of thing? It's just a quarrel in vain, life is very short, if the limited time is wasted in vain, there will only be endless regrets when you close your eyes. If he reaches the emperor's age, can he still say that he only has this one person in his life? When he thinks about it again, he will only think that it is really a big joke.
"I know that no matter what I say to you now, you will think that I am hurting you and that I am deliberately dividing the relationship between the two of you, but I must say this kind of thing. If, one day, you stand in that position at the top, and you are surrounded by many courtiers with different intentions, and if you try to dispose of them day by day, in the end there will be no one available in the court, will you be satisfied with the result? You don't have a choice, because the best way is never to use your power to force people, but to tolerate them and bring them all under your wing, so that you can take all the power into your own hands without a trace of fighting. After staying in the palace for so many years, I thought you were very smart, but I didn't expect you to even understand this, what should you tell me about you? Kindness? ”
Zhu Zhao looked at her angry mother, and she also breathed a sigh of relief in her heart, did she plan to see her son like this? If she takes her anger out on her son...... Probably not, although she is indifferent to herself, but she can't do such a thing to her own child, because he thinks of him too badly. But the words that were held in his heart were not unpleasant, and he sneered and said, "How can I not understand? But a person's thoughts, I don't want everything in my mind to be fixed by this kind of thing, other emperors can only rely on this method to consolidate their power, what is there to be proud of? In my opinion, this is a kind of cowardice and bowing your head, because you don't have any good ways to think of doing this, what's so complacent about this? It's ridiculously tight not to be ashamed of your incompetence, but to treat it as a science. ”
Concubine Wan couldn't believe that the person in front of her was her son, and she was angry in her heart, what kind of crooked reasoning did he say? This is how many dynasties, how many emperors handed down the method of collecting power, but in him it has become cowardice, it really makes people cry and laugh, thought about it and said: "If you say this to others, but it is a great disrespectful sin, I don't think anyone controls you, you are really getting bolder, what can you say and what you can't say You don't know?" Such an approach is just a transaction, and there is nothing more cost-effective than exchanging a woman's high position for the submission of a family. You should have your own ideas about what to say now, but when you stand in that position, you will find that many things are actually not up to you how to think and how you want to do them. ”
Zhu Zhao pursed his lips and smiled: "Then let's wait until we meet in the future, my mother always likes to ask me for things that are far away from us, but what is it in exchange?" It's just arguing again and again, so do you feel good in your heart? Actually, all I wanted from beginning to end was that you could care about what I ate today, whether I slept well, and whether I was dressed warmly, just like other mothers, but what about you? There are thousands of mountains between me and you, and I sometimes wonder what would happen if we were destined to not cross that long river in our lifetime. Are our mothers and sons dead and inseparable? Even we felt that we had lost the only time we could talk to each other. I really want to ask you, have you ever thought about such a thing in your mind? What would you do if it did one day become like this? I'm really sick of what you say about the big picture, we didn't even have a good time at the beginning, and no one knows what's going to happen next, so what's the use of thinking about those things that don't work? It's because you're living an unrealistic life, thinking about things that you may never be able to achieve in your life, and you just make me laugh like that. ”
Concubine Wan's face rose with a touch of powerlessness, and in the eyes of this child, what is herself? Is she just someone who only knows how to value power? She was silent for a moment before she spoke: "Son, you are wrong, I am telling you this because you will definitely stand in that position in the future, and you will trample them all under your feet. It's actually easy to guess what they're thinking now, they must have thought that as long as they show themselves to be very obedient and well-behaved in front of the emperor, they will have a chance to ascend to that position, but this is not the case. I took that position for you early on, and I was willing to suffer for you, you know? Why can't you bastard understand my mother's painstaking efforts? I can give anything for you, I just hope that you can be more competitive, take two more steps forward, so that those people will no longer be able to catch up with you, so far you have done everything very well, your father and I are very happy, we really didn't expect you to grow up like this, although I owe you more, but seeing you become so good, my heart as a mother is really satisfied. I just want you to be better and leave those with a heart with nothing to say when the time comes. ”
Zhu Zhao let out a long sigh, even if it was like this, what could it do? In his opinion, what this woman asked for was too much, so that he began to resist from the bottom of his heart, and it is not suitable to talk about these things in today's song, after all, the two seem to be serious and serious, but in fact, it is more than silence and heaviness, he paused and said: "Let's not talk about this today, can it be done?" The child is still young, and I don't want him to see these complicated things between our generation, so I won't talk about it anymore and leave it at that. ”
Even if Concubine Wan has the heart to say anything, what else can she say in the face of such words? Although she didn't like the identity of that Qian Yun, how could she bear to let him be hurt by her little grandson? She very much hopes that this child can like her as the imperial grandmother, so that her heart can be more complete and steady, because she is too harsh on her son, so that the mother and son have become such a situation, no one is more sad than her, she only now found that she is missing more things is actually the company of her own son, she forced herself not to participate in his growth, and this little imperial grandson, she really wants to bring him to her side to raise him personally, give him all her love.
But looking at Zhu Zhao's current cold expression and resistance to herself, she can't take this child away, this is really a regrettable thing, even if she has the title of a concubine on her head, she is nothing when she really encounters something, she is just a mother who longs for her son and grandson, and longs for reunion. It's a pity that God is so cruel to her, so that she can only look at her grandson now, maybe she should be satisfied?
Although the weather was very cold, the streets outside were still full of people, the street vendors shouted endlessly, and there were a few high-pitched women's bargaining voices, and the atmosphere of the market rushed to the face, and for people who have been in the palace for a long time, they will not feel noisy and harsh to such a sound, but only feel novel, in fact, after living in that imperial city for a long time, they will feel that everything they have experienced seems to be fake, and it is not like there is vigorous vitality here, if it is not for the person who makes her give up, in fact, she would prefer to live in such a place, at least free, even I feel like I've come to life.
People are always serious to others and tolerant of themselves, but Zhu Zhao can't do the same thing, she can't let her son be greedy for this kind of unrealistic thing, he is destined to live in that position, facing not the small people in the market, but the vast territory and government affairs.
The carriage is made of special materials, and the voice of the mother and son is small, those words that cannot be known by others have not been listened to by anyone, and the people who survive in the palace are very vigilant, and they will not let people easily know their secrets, let alone send their handles to others, people's lives are always precious, who wants to die if they can live?
The carriage soon stopped in front of Liufu, and there were more people coming and going to Liufu from time to time, so no one would have any idea about what the most ordinary carriage should do, and people didn't pay attention to what they should do.
The father-in-law who accompanied the attendant went up and knocked on the door, the door opened quickly, the Liu family is a big family, and the people who come to the door every day are either rich or expensive, looking at the extraordinary clothes of the people behind them, it looks like the palace, thinking of their own young lady suddenly understood, hurriedly invited people in, and hurriedly sent someone to Tongyu Lord, there are distinguished guests in the house, but you can't wait slowly.
Concubine Wan looked at such a clever person, and sneered: "This old man Liu can train domestic slaves, and he looks very interesting." You can take me directly to see my little emperor and grandson, and there is no need to see those irrelevant people. ”
Zhu Zhao frowned unhappily and said unceremoniously: "No matter what our identity is, when we come to someone else's house, we are guests, and the mother concubine doesn't want to let the master of the family be our uneducated?" And since you came to see my son with the entrustment of your father today, please don't be too upright, you are the imperial concubine and respected today, if you fall out of favor another day and are locked up in the cold palace, who will go to see you? How long has it been since the last lesson that you have forgotten? ”
When Concubine Wan saw her son protecting the family like this, her heart swelled up with a burst of unhappiness, but she couldn't say anything, so she had to sneer and respond: "If it's really a person on the tip of the heart, you can't stand the slightest grievance, even if it's an insignificant person, it's worth talking to me with these few breaths, it's really my good son." ”
Zhu Zhao hung his head and didn't answer, but the expression on his face clearly reflected what Concubine Wan said, and when he saw the person in a hurry come out, a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, and when he saw that Old Man Liu was going to salute, he hurriedly stopped and smiled: "Why does grandpa have so many salutes?" It's not a family, so it's not good. ”
Although Master Liu interacts with all kinds of powerful people on weekdays, he rarely interacts with people in the palace, not to mention that this concubine is the mother-in-law of his niece, for fear that he will not do well and bring trouble to his niece. Hearing what the sixth prince said, he immediately breathed a sigh of relief and smiled: "The child just woke up, and it is very noisy at this time, so please don't blame the mother." ”
Concubine Wan glanced at her son, just gave him this face, and said with a smile: "Ah Zhao is right, it is a great credit to give birth to a big fat boy for our sixth child, they are all mothers, and they can understand her difficulties." They all said that they won't talk about those identities today, so don't be restrained, just take me to see my little grandson. ”
Master Liu nodded and said, "Niangniang, please." ”
Qian Yun is also the first time to see her mother-in-law, and she is a concubine in the palace, she is also very nervous, she doesn't know that this imperial concubine doesn't like to see her, and she doesn't know why her son is making a lot of trouble today, and the people who spread the word are gone, she can't comfort the child not to cry, and suddenly feels that her head is bigger.
She didn't expect Zhu Zhao to come with his mother at this time, she was still holding the child all over the ground, and the sound of them talking was already heard over there, and she was suddenly nervous again. Her appearance at this time is also a little embarrassed, although she still changed her clothes, but the green silk like a waterfall has not yet had time to take care of it, and she is extremely embarrassed in the face of everyone, she holds the child and salutes slightly, the strange thing is that the son who was still making trouble saw that his grandmother was not making trouble, and smiled at her, but Wan Guifei was very happy, and rarely smiled at Qian Yun: "Your holding posture is wrong, the child is uncomfortable, and your mother-in-law here doesn't teach you how to hold the child?" ”
This sentence poked Qian Yun's sore spot, and the closest people around her were the few people in front of her, all of whom had never had children, and everything was figured out by herself, so she had to laugh at this time.
Concubine Wan took the child into her arms, teased lovingly, looked at this face that was exactly the same as Zhu Zhao, and couldn't help but say: "Really and Ah Zhao coughed out of the same mold, looking at the eyes, nose, and mouth, it is really awesome." So well-behaved and likable, the imperial grandmother really likes you. ”
Zhu Zhao's eyes were staring at the woman who was standing on the side at a loss, but he hadn't seen her all night, and he felt that he missed her very much. For the first time, he felt that everything he had endured for this woman was worth it, because no woman like her could occupy his heart so blatantly, and no matter what happened in the future, he wanted him to protect her, even if he was not afraid of being the enemy of the whole world.
He couldn't help but walk to her side, his shoulders were close to hers, feeling her surprised gaze, he just smiled and nodded: "The concubine wanted to come and see when she heard about Xi'er, let's not disturb her, I have something to say to you." ”
Before Qian Yun could say anything, he was pulled out domineeringly, and in a place where there was no one else, she said coquettishly: "There are so many rules, the concubine doesn't like me in the first place, if you leave like this privately, I'm afraid that it will be difficult for her to change her opinion of me in the future, you really want to kill me." ”
Zhu Zhao glanced left and right, and when he saw that no one was passing by, he pushed her aside hard, but he still stretched out his arm behind her, for fear that she would really bump into something, he quickly lowered his head and pressed down, the breath of the two was so close, he smiled and said: "What are you afraid of, what do others think?" As long as you are in my heart, live a worry-free life, all the hardships and hardships are blocked by me, you don't care about this, even if it is my mother, it doesn't matter, she can't control my affairs. Since I keep you by my side, I must be able to ensure that you are safe and secure, if I can't even do this, what face will I have in front of you? I am the force around you, you should have relied on me, this is a natural thing, remember that no matter who is around you and say anything ugly, you don't care, no one can be qualified to deny you, in my eyes you are the best, the most qualified to stand by my side. If my mother takes this opportunity to ask you anything, you must remember that you must not agree, and you can just leave everything to me, do you remember? ”
Qian Yun deeply felt that her heart was about to melt at this moment, she nodded and said: "I know, I will believe you from beginning to end, no one can move me, unless you don't want me anymore, otherwise I will always stand by your side, no matter what kind of sadness I will face, I will always remember the good you gave me." ”
Zhu Zhao smiled and stroked her cheeks, and a pleasant voice sounded in her ears, dyeing her cheeks and pinna red: "It's so good." ”
Qian Yun glared at him with some shame, why is this person so unserious? What if someone else saw it? Is it not a disgrace to the dead? His voice was lazy and charming when the two were close, and it should have belonged to her alone, and she was afraid that others would listen to it, so she beat him angrily: "Do you want to go back to the palace today?" If you can't wait until the evening to say something, you have to say it all the time, what if someone comes to you for something? Get up quickly, don't press me, I'm dying. ”
Zhu Zhao's low laughter came out of his chest, he looked at Qian Yun and only felt that he was more and more partial to the whole woman, and immediately made a bit of a scoundrel, and said with a smile: "I can't lie, don't you want me after being separated for so long?" I'm thinking about you in my heart, I think I've not been close to you for a long time, so take advantage of this moment to give me a kiss. ”
How could Qian Yun agree? immediately shook his head and refused, but the disparity in strength between the two was so great that he really couldn't resist him, so he had to let him succeed, holding her uncombed hair in his hand, like a clear stream flowing away from his palm, looking a little shy.
His lips were very soft, and he hooked her soft tongue domineeringly and kissed it wantonly, as if he wanted to drain all the breath in her body before stopping, but he still couldn't pass on all his emotions to her at this time.
Qian Yun's whole person became soft, and even her face and her body couldn't control it, she couldn't help but start to slide down, if it weren't for Zhu Zhao holding her body, she was afraid that she would be lying down at this time, this person kissed her for a long time before letting go of her, and then said the words in her ear that made her blush: "Ah Yun, I really love you so much, I really don't want to be disturbed by such annoying things every day, I can live a free life with you every day, there are only two of us in this world, and no one can disturb our closeness." ”
Qian Yun stretched out her arms around his neck and kissed him on the lips, she rarely took the initiative to get close to him, so every time Qian Yun made such a move, Zhu Zhao would become very happy from the bottom of his heart, and the instinct in his body was also easy to be stimulated, just like at this time, Qian Yun only felt that the thing against his body had become vibrant. There is not a lot of intimacy between the two, even if they have a child, they still feel shy when facing this kind of thing.