Chapter 182
The emperor saw that the two of them couldn't help but quarrel again, and immediately stopped him: "What are you doing here? Those who know know that the two of you are mother and son, and those who don't know think that you are some kind of enemies who don't share the sky, both of them don't say a few words, don't disturb the good atmosphere. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info"
Zhu Zhao hung his head and didn't say anything, his eyes stared at the food in front of him, although he didn't have much appetite, he still forced himself to eat more, he was also very tired this day, he didn't want to wait until he returned to his residence to let his subordinates prepare anything to eat, he just wanted to be able to sleep peacefully.
The emperor glanced at his stubborn son and said with a smile: "I have the impression that only when you are still a child, who would have thought that time flies so quickly, it has only been a few days, and you are also a father, I really have mixed feelings in my heart, and I don't know what to say at all." It's not a wrong thing for you to remember in your heart, there are many rules in the palace, they are all people who are used to staying outside, I'm afraid that they will have to suffer some grievances, so you let your mother go to Liu's house with you to take a look. If it weren't for the busy government affairs, I would have to go with you to see it myself, but my first little grandson. ”
Although the emperor has many sons, there is no movement one by one, even if a few of them become relatives, they are also making trouble all day long, if he is not afraid of his father, he is only afraid that he will not be able to see it at this time, and he will have to lose all the face of the royal family. It's all a mess of things, and your head is big when you think about it. If he knew that sooner or later he would be planted on the body of the woman next to him, he would definitely not go to so many harem concubines, and it would only become an indelible embarrassment and regret in each other's affection. Once people are emotional, they care a lot about what they look like in the eyes of the other party, although he is an emperor, many people want to say anything to abandon their true thoughts and say some flattering words, but if you hear more of such falsehoods, you will only feel funny, so he doesn't want to listen, and the woman in front of him has never said a word of flattery in front of her eyes, she is very real, really makes him feel that she is the only woman in the whole world who is willing to use her sincerity to herself, so he can't help but immerse himself in all the beauty that this woman gives him, Stubbornly unwilling to leave, unwilling to go anywhere. I wish there were only the two of them in this world, and no one could disturb their affection for each other.
The thing he regrets the most in his life is that he can't give her all of himself, so he has given her a lot of favor over the years, and everything is up to her, as long as she says it, he has never deserved, and even in his son's upbringing, he has followed her. But the same thing is that he regrets it now, because they have given too little to the child they love the most, only a lot of frustration and disappointment accompany him, what if this son becomes the way he was disappointed? He thought in his heart that he wanted to pass on this position to him, and if he did not do the right thing and slaughtered the people, he would surely become a sinner in the whole world. He has always been afraid that he will not be able to undo this mistake until he dies, so he looked anxiously and helplessly, simply his son is the most competitive, even after so many hardships, he has become a person who surprises everyone, at this moment his prestige has already spread far and wide, even if he passes this position to him at that time, those people can't say anything else.
Zhu Zhao had to restrain his displeasure under the gaze of his father, he didn't know why he became like this with his mother, maybe it was for Qian Yun, he couldn't bear that the person he loved and cherished the most was so despised by his relatives, what was the difference between this and slapping him in the face?
Qian Yun is the bottom line that he can't be touched by anyone in his life in this life, not even his own relatives, but the man who sits on him, he has no way to refute him, because the person he admires the most when Zhu Zhaoxiao is actually his father. When he was young, the emperor's uncle told him that many things that others don't know, let him know that if you want to get the world, you must have proud ability, otherwise in the eyes of others, you will only be a dou who can't afford it, if you can govern the world well, no one will say that you are not, but you have to become the kind of mediocre, I am afraid that even God can't tolerate you, not to mention the people in the whole world, they will become Taotao River and annihilate you all, so that you have no possibility of turning over in this life, so that the whole world is in chaos, This is the most condemned and criticized thing that an emperor has done.
And his father is not only respected, but also has the ability to govern the world, when he ascended the throne as the emperor, many people were dissatisfied, and wanted to overthrow his father and set up his favorite prince as the emperor in one fell swoop, but they failed, defeated under the foresight of his father, at that time he was always in a place where no one knew, thinking that if one day he would also fight for this position, at that time all the brothers turned against him, what should he do? What if the future emperor in my father's heart is not himself? If he wants to openly disobey the will of his father, whom he respects the most, and compete with his appointed prince for this position, will his father be disappointed in himself? But this is nothing, after all, everyone in this palace has never had any hope for him, this is really the most tragic thing in the world, how can he not be selfish and not think about himself?
Because no one will choose him, there are very few people he wants to live with, he just wants them to see that he has this ability, not a wreck without a sense of existence in their eyes, and the deepest thing is to let Qian Yun see that she is the most discerning woman in the whole world, because her man will be the most noble person in the whole world, no one can despise her anymore, he wants her to stand in the most noble and dazzling position in the whole world to look at those who have stepped on the soles of their feet, and give them the most painful blow, let them know what it means to endure and what it means to turn into a dragon.
But at this time, he could only bow his head and respond: "My son knows." ”
The emperor looked at him with low eyebrows and extremely obedient appearance, knowing that he was a very rebellious person in his bones, not everyone could make him so obedient, and looking at this situation, he could know that the obsession in his heart had not been eliminated, the woman named Qian Yun gave birth to a son for him, and he should be more loving at this time, if he told him that he wanted him to receive others, it would only be a struggle in exchange for a while, and it would be too much trouble at that time, then it would not be something he wanted to see, so he needed to calm down, At least at this time, it is completely impossible to say this. And what worries him even more is that this son and his unobtrusive imperial uncle are a virtue, and when they come back this time, both of them seem to have made some big decisions, could it be the same thing? One troublesome is not enough, there will be another one added at this time, he is really bad as a brother and a father, if both of them are angry at him, then how can he deal with it? These bastards are all against the sky one by one, let them go out to practice their long skills, they are good, one by one they have all become such virtues, but it really makes him full of anger.
Endure today, and let them retreat from their defenses in two days, he has to beat them well, let them know the messy things they think, as long as they don't agree with the emperor, they can't think about those who don't have, if it's too much, don't blame him for taking the two of them for driving the knife. 、
The anger in the hall was cold for a while, and the food of this meal did not know the taste, and finally ended with the emperor's body being tired, and the uncle and nephew were frowning tightly when they walked on the road, after all, they were relatives who were related by blood, and the expression on the emperor's face had already told them a lot of information, what they wanted to achieve, this time I am afraid that it is not easy, as if it is so difficult to kick the iron plate.
So much so that when Zhu Xiang saw the two of them, the discomfort that was originally hidden in his heart suddenly passed away with a smile, and he couldn't help laughing: "What's wrong with Uncle Huang and Sixth Brother?" Why are you frowning? Didn't my father give you a banquet? But not having a good time eating? ”
Zhu Zhao waved his hand and said: "Second brother, don't mention it, I think it's true that my father wants to find a good time, and I don't know what I did wrong, it's so serious, I only feel panicked when I see it." This way, I went back to sleep first, Ming'er still has to see my son go, everything is fake, when can my son open his mouth and call me dad, I will be satisfied, I will go back first. ”
Zhu Xiang was also a little closer to Uncle Gehuang because of Zhu Zhao, and looked at the back of Zhu Zhao leaving, and said with a smile: "I thought that my father would honor him, but I am worried about this appearance, but don't make some messy things at that time, our brothers will also be angry." ”
The old prince was rarely interested, and said with a smile: "Don't worry, it's yours, don't want to run, you have to be a good person in the past two days, but don't be affected by your sixth brother at that time, no one will have the courage to plead with you at that time." Uncle Huang, I am also very tired, I will go back to rest first, you also go to bed early, take care of your spirits and listen to your father's reprimand. ”
Zhu Xiang always felt that Uncle Huang patted him on the shoulder with a deep meaning, he hadn't done anything excessive in the past few days, what was there to care about? After thinking about it, it was just to scare myself, it didn't mean anything, shrugged and left.
It's just that what he doesn't know is that the game that has been set up for him a long time ago is like a lion with its mouth open, which makes people look scary but eerie. He would not have known that all the hopes of the queen mother had been cut off in this way, and he had become the most miserable and funny person in the eyes of others for no reason, and the competition for the throne in the world had nothing to do with him from now on. Because they seem to be standing on a dangerous silk line, as long as they are not careful, they may be smashed to pieces, so he has been cautious, and what he does is only a few small things, who is clean except for the sixth brother among all the princes? It's a pity that this time it was this kind of small thing that he didn't pay attention to on weekdays.
Zhu Zhao thought that he might be too tired, so he fell into a deep sleep soon after falling on the bed, and slept until the next day the sun came in through the window, and sat up for a while before getting up, he didn't have to think about anything today, he was going to see the two most important people to him, although he didn't have any hope for his mother, but he was also a little afraid that if she really had any thoughts and wanted to snatch the child away from Qian Yun, he couldn't agree no matter what he said. Qian Yun is the person he pampers in the palm of his hand, even his own piano mother can't bully her.
The eunuch and palace maid outside had been waiting for a long time, and when she heard a noise in the room, she hurriedly pushed the door and came in to serve, and a palace maid who had served Zhu Zhao for many years said: "The sixth prince got up late today, and Concubine Wan has already sent someone to ask many times, and she wanted to ask His Royal Highness when he would leave, so the slave and maid had to reply truthfully." ”
After Zhu Zhao waited for her to tie her hair, she smiled and said: "It's okay, to be honest, although His Highness doesn't have any great ability, he still has the ability to protect those of you who are below from being implicated." I'm hungry at this time, so I'll bring breakfast first, and if someone else comes to ask, you tell them to prepare it in advance, and I can leave when I'm done." The old man woke up early, and with good patience, he would definitely be able to wait a little longer. ”
The palace maid didn't know how to answer, the corners of Minmin's mouth were silent, and she waited for the food to be brought to the table before she smiled: "Your Highness use it slowly, the slave maid is waiting outside now, if you have any instructions to pass on the effort, it would be good." "The discord between the six princes and Wan Guifei is known to the whole palace, and no one dares to put this matter on their lips on weekdays, because the emperor loves Wan Guifei the most, if it is heard, and it reaches the ears of the concubine Niangniang, not to mention what the concubine Niangniang will do with them, the big eunuch around the emperor will stuff them into the dry well that I don't know how many people have drowned, so in this palace, we must do more things and talk less, and those things that should not be cared about and know should not be inquired with curiosity. Because maybe it's just because you listen to the corner of the wall, you may not see the sun rise in that direction the next day.
So His Royal Highness the Sixth actually said that Concubine Wan was old, she only thought that she had never heard such words at all, the ears of the slave sometimes have to be as spiritual as the ears of the wind, and sometimes they can only be a blind and deaf person who doesn't know anything, no way, who makes the most precious thing in the world is not anything else, but their own life, in order to be able to live, all the most difficult things in the world to swallow have to open their mouths and swallow them all, this is the only magic weapon that their humble palace maids can live.
Zhu Zhao slowly finished eating breakfast and drank a cup of tea, then stood up and flicked the unseen dust on his body, this is the new clothes sent by the palace maid, clean and clean, how can there be anything else, in the final analysis, it is just the deliberate action of His Royal Highness the prince. He just wanted that person to wait, he was careful, and let her also taste the cold winter weather that she had braved, standing outside her mother's dormitory and waiting alone. At that time, it was very cold, but no matter how cold it was, it couldn't beat the iceberg built in his heart, and it would never melt, and his heart was numb, if it weren't for Qian Yun, he didn't know how long he would live in such a world, this feeling was too sad, so he felt that it was necessary to let that person taste it too.
Since yesterday, he has given Hengsheng a big vacation, so now there is no one around to accompany him, and he doesn't like unfamiliar people to follow him as an eyesore, so he walked slowly and leisurely to the carriage alone, and the eunuch who served Wan Guifei had been jumping his feet anxiously, and finally saw Zhu Zhao, and hurriedly shouted: "Hey, the ancestor of the slave, you can come, the concubine has been waiting for you for a long time, so you can leave now." ”
This is a very discerning eunuch, and it is no wonder that the mother concubine will reuse him, and he hates his mind when he looks for the two most ordinary carriages. The Liu family is not a small family in the capital, and there will only be more people who pay attention to their movements behind their backs, and he doesn't want to bring any trouble to the Liu family because of some people's selfishness, so he rarely praised the eunuch: "What a smart and discerning person, if it weren't for the fact that the concubine was used to serving you, I would really have the cheekiness to bring you over and help with some errands." ”
The eunuch was flattered and said: "His Royal Highness Xie Zuzong praised, Niangniang has been waiting for you for a long time, but you can leave first, and what will you do in the future, even if you tell the slave, the slave is full of liver and brain, and he is willing to break his bones." ”
Zhu Zhao shook his head amusedly, he was really a loyal servant, he lifted the curtain and jumped lightly into the carriage, and said respectfully to the woman with her elbow propped up her head and her eyes closed: "Say hello to the concubine, but you didn't rest yesterday?" The son should stay in the capital for more time, and there will be a chance to see him in the future, so there is really no need to rush at this time, but don't lose his body, if he knows to his father, he has to worry about it again. ”
Concubine Wan didn't even raise her eyelids, she knew that her son's words were not affectionate now, just listen to it, if you really take him seriously, you can't say anything, it will only make you uncomfortable. For so many years, she was the mother who couldn't stand him, but now she can't ask for anything, she just thinks that their mother and son can be reconciled when she is alive, so that she can count one of her wishes, even if she is allowed to die now, she is willing. Many things have changed over time, and if she could have found out earlier, she would never have treated her son like this. That man is her good reliance, but in the long years in the future, she can really rely on this son, so she regrets it very much now, but regret may not be of any use, only if she can do things into his heart can she be forgiven.
What is on Zhu Zhao's mind, no one knows better than her, but it is impossible for her to accept a person with no identity and no background as Zhu Zhao's wife. She also has her own arrogance, she can not care about those people in the harem, but she can't let her son get a daughter-in-law with a lower family background than them, this is completely unbearable, her son will stand in that position in the future, if such a woman with little knowledge is the future mother of the country, isn't it a joke? She must not allow it, his son must be unanimously high, and what his father failed to do, he must do.
And she finally understood that a woman's biggest mistake is not that she is greedy for glory and wealth, but that she has approached the heart of a man who wants to achieve great things, she has become the weakness of this man and something that cannot be given up, so that the enemy can easily find his key points and snatch what belongs to him, she can't let her son become such a person, so no matter how Zhu Zhao hates her as a mother, she has to find a perfect woman to match him.
"I know you blame me in your heart, you don't need to do this kind of thing to remind me what happened to you in the first place, you can't understand my heart, and I don't force it. But child, my mother is a person who has come over, and what you will experience in the future is not something that can be done by love, and this woman can't give you anything, so don't be obsessed, there are so many women in the world that are worth your choice, why should you hold on to her? In addition to giving her identity, no matter what you want, you can satisfy you, you can believe what I say, because this is my sincerity to you, I don't want to wait for me to die when my son is not willing to forgive me, I can't accept such a result, I don't want to leave this world alone with regrets. I promise you, as long as you listen to your mother, I promise not to touch her, she can always be by your side, no one can shake her position in your heart, I know this. Do you have to say something to your mother herself? Kid, you have to take care of the big picture, do you understand? ”
Zhu Zhao listened to her serious words, if he really drove the women around him away from his side without saying a word before, but now he can't, he can't sacrifice his solemn commitment to a woman for the sake of the so-called overall situation, so the mother's abacus did not start, and in his opinion, if the men in this world can't rely on their own skills to compete for this country, it means that this country has nothing to do with you, so it's better not to be obsessed.
Zhu Zhao didn't speak, he now felt that the only result of talking to his mother about this kind of topic could only be constant quarrels, which was the most hurtful but also more tiring, he didn't want anything to disturb his joy when he wanted to see his son and the woman he loved, no one could no one.