Zhu Zhao and his party left in a hurry, because they had explained things to Qian Yun before, so they just looked at her deeply when they left. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 info But this time, even the old prince came over from outside, held Zhu Xu's shoulder, and said seriously: "Old five, you have to get better quickly, don't let so many people worry about you, if you have any grievances at that time, you can say it, so many people around you make decisions for you, and then see who dares to do anything unruly, unless he is impatient." ”

The expression on Zhu Xu's face is still wooden, and he can't see any other expressions, which makes the old prince frustrated again, it is really sad, one of the two most favored children has finally grown up and become strong, and the other has become like this, I hope God can love this child a little bit, and let him live a few comfortable days.

Although there was a big storm in Zhu Xu's heart, no one could discourage him from leaving here far away, so he just blinked his eyes and smiled when Zhu Tingwen talked to him, looking innocent and harmless.

The old prince was still very sad, hugged the person, patted him on the shoulder and said: "When you come back, maybe the imperial uncle has already left, and I can't see you call me the imperial uncle after you recover your memory, I really ...... in my heart But it's okay, I'll come back to the capital in the future, and the three of us will have a good drink then." ”

Zhu Xu's heart was even more sour, and he still muttered a sentence for a long time: "Uncle Huang." ”

Maybe there is no chance to see each other again in this life, the path they chose seems to be the same, but it is the most unrelated road, two different directions, I don't know when they will collide, and he has made up his mind not to have anything to do with the past again, so he is very satisfied with today's result. The two most important people in his life have all been seen today, and as for the person who gave birth to him, perhaps since he ignored him, there has been no father-son relationship between them, because in the past few years, he has never thought of him. He's just a stranger.

Zhu Zhao glanced at the sky and said, "Let's hurry up and leave first, it's getting dark fast, we have to find a place to stay before it gets dark." ”

Everyone didn't dare to delay any longer, and the group of people and horses traveled together, and soon disappeared from everyone's sight, which made people sigh with emotion. Qian Yun looked fixedly at the direction they left, this was really like a dream for the days with Zhu Zhaoshou, she was still in the clouds, all this had come to an end, and she didn't know when she would have to wait until they could meet.

That's it, but it doesn't matter, I'm used to waiting, and I'm more looking forward to the days when I meet, full of affection erupted at that time, and I feel that the best thing in the world is to meet him, and to have him is to have a real world.

After Qian Yun went back, Zhu Tingwen still stood there for a long time, holding the thing that was stuffed in his hand, and he couldn't come back to his senses for a long time. He actually vaguely guessed something in his heart, but he always felt unacceptable, if it was really what he thought, then how difficult has that child endured in the past few years? Obviously you can resist but you can't grit your teeth and hold on, how difficult is this for a person with a noble status, a person who has enjoyed glory and wealth since childhood? There's nothing more poignant than that.

He returned to Hehuiniang's home, sat at the desk, and then opened the note in his hand, the words on it were very strong and beautiful, he didn't know how this poor child learned to read and write under the gaze of everyone, and what kind of suffering did he suffer at that time? The more he thought about it, the more sad he became, and his heart couldn't help but shrink.

I also hope that Uncle Huang will understand my difficulties, I am just doing this to survive, so I ask Uncle Huang to help me keep this secret, I have always been grateful that you and Ah Zhao can treat me so sincerely in this world. But this court is so disgusting and frightening that I don't want to stay here anymore. The sixth brother wants to wait for me to go out for treatment, I only have one way and opportunity, I don't want to give up, please ask the emperor to apologize to him on my behalf in the future, I have always been worried about his good. If there is a brotherly fate in the future, we will see you again.

Is the palace terrible? Yes, after being treated like that, no matter how much glory and wealth you have, you can't pull the hearts of people? In fact, this is very good, they all got the results they wanted, only Ah Zhao surrendered in this bottomless deep pool alone, and he didn't want anything else, no matter whether Zhu Zhao could sit in that position in the future, he only hoped that his two nephews could be well, so that he, the emperor's uncle, could rest assured and be happier.

E-niang came in with tea, and when she saw him putting her hand under her lips and didn't know what he was thinking, she paused, and then asked, "What are you thinking, thinking so intrigued?" Hurry up and warm up with hot tea in the estuary, you are really, don't look at the weather outside and still open the window, this cold wind blows in, and many people suffer a lot. Do you think this is Yunnan? You're fooling around again. ”

Zhu Tingwen put the letter away and put it on the page of his favorite book, pulled the person to his side with a smile, let her sit on his lap, and sighed: "You really don't let go of anything, you have to take care of everything, it's my fault, I shouldn't let myself mess around like this." ”

E-niang couldn't help but smile and beat him on the shoulder: "If you are frozen, you see if I will care about you, it's too much, let you go, if you're like this, I'll go out." ”

Zhu Tingwen hurriedly grabbed her, hugged her tightly in his arms, and murmured: "I'm so grateful to God for letting me meet someone as caring as you in this life, no matter what I am asked to do, I am willing." Thank you for staying by my side, no matter what happens in the future, we will always be together, never separated. ”

Eniang nodded, and said a little shyly: "Didn't you already know my heart?" No matter where you go, I will follow you, no matter what, we will be together in the future, heart to heart, unless you change your ...... I'll just ...... What can I do? I'm still the one who's going to lose. ”

Zhu Tingwen couldn't help but feel distressed when he saw him suffering from gains and losses, hugged her and comforted: "How can I be such a bastard as you think?" Just look at it, all my thoughts in this life will be spent on you, not to mention that we run all over the world, how can we have so much time to care about other people's affairs. If you are not careful, it is so late, and I don't know that Zhu Zhao and they have not arrived at the place where they have stayed, even if some things are known to hurt people's hearts sooner or later, they are still afraid that the people they care about will be sad if they know. Old Five, this time I really put a lot of effort into it, and it seems that I really plan to make it up again. ”

Although Eniang didn't understand, she still snuggled in his arms and listened to him carefully, in fact, for her, being able to stay by his side was the most rare thing for her, after all, when she first heard that he was going to marry a lady with a similar family background, her heart was like being stabbed by someone, so painful and reluctant, after all, some things are the same thing in her heart, but when it really becomes true, it makes people feel desperate and sad.

She once thought that if the two of them didn't have a chance, she would really grit her teeth and go down no matter what hardships were in front of her, just so that her last bit of dignity could be picked up from the ground. She had always known that all her arrogance had disappeared when she met him, but reason still couldn't stop her from falling in love with a man she shouldn't have seen. Simply, God was always merciful to her, and let her get everything she wanted, which was enough, and she knew that she couldn't be too greedy, because once she went too far, she would probably offend the majesty of God and take back everything she had in her hands. Follow him to see the mountains and rivers in the world, this is something she never thought of, she is looking forward to it and feel moved, compared to those gorgeous clothes and delicacies, there is nothing more touching than taking her to see all the most beautiful scenery in the world.

"Although I don't understand what you're sad about, I think the world is so big and it's been so long, maybe it won't be long before the things you put on your mind can be solved, isn't that great? Maybe it's just because of the lack of time, everything needs time to wash before you can see the results. Even if people are separated, one day we will be able to see each other again, so don't be sad, we should look forward to that day with anticipation. ”

Zhu Tingwen nodded, leaned his head on her neck, and a fragrant fragrance entered the tip of his nose, making the sadness and sadness of the whole person disappear, in fact, this is very good, she is right, sooner or later they will meet one day, when there is no desperate and sad thing, it will only make people feel that there are only happy things in this life, as for the things that made people unhappy at the beginning, they have turned into a gust of wind and left, if this is really the case, how good it would be.

Qian Yun returned to Liu's house from the palace, I don't know why I suddenly had the idea of wanting to walk on the street, maybe I stayed in a high place for a long time, but I miss this kind of day when I can be free, although the people in the market are very humble and small, but it makes people feel comfortable and true, only this is the real life, those who are set up and put on the table to admire, although it is glamorous, but it makes people feel sad.

Maybe some of them will never understand what real life is like in this life, and what is the meaning of living in a world that is praised and illusory?

Walking through the crowd when she was about to reach Liufu, she saw a slightly familiar person standing not far away, and after taking a closer look, she saw that it was Deng Yuancai, he just looked at her and smiled, the two of them didn't say a word between them, and I don't know when they started, they didn't even have too much conversation between them, only this silence can put all the past aside and make each other quieter.

Deng Yuancai stood there for a full quarter of an hour before he got up and walked away, but his reluctant expression made Qian Yun look very disgusted. How weird are people? It is clear that he could give everything for this person and treat him as his own heaven, but now? But I feel that this person is nothing, and no one can completely put forward this feeling of rooting from the bottom of my heart.

She finally understood that all this was just because, her heart had changed, and she was no longer the same person she was at the beginning, and she was only willing to invest all her feelings on another man.

So no matter how sad and lonely Deng Yuancai was at this time, she couldn't empathize anymore, everything was over.

When he returned home, Master Liu was still a little surprised, looked at the fact that there was no one behind him, and asked suspiciously, "Why did you come back alone?" What about Xiao Xi'er? ”

Qian Yun knew that his grandfather was very worried about this child, but there was no way, they couldn't resist the people in the palace after all, no matter what grievances they had, they had to bear it themselves, but it was Xi'er's own grandmother, and she couldn't really suffer any grievances, so she was also relieved. I had to smile and say: "His grandmother likes him very much, let him stay with him for a few more days, there is no way, the identity of the other family is there, no matter how much he can't help the other people go, he can only follow her." ”

Old Man Liu frowned, and only sighed for a long time: "I really can't say anything about this mother-in-law and daughter-in-law, what can I really do?" Can we still stop the family from seeing their grandchildren? But such a righteous and powerful person is really unpleasant, really...... I can only hope that the child has nothing to do. Are you more uncomfortable in your mother's heart? Since you have chosen to be the daughter-in-law of the royal family, you have to endure no matter how difficult it is, Ah Yun, if you could listen to your grandfather at the beginning, you wouldn't have let yourself have such a hard time. You used to always keep everything in your heart and didn't say anything to me, if you had made this matter clear earlier, what else could he do with a rich family? If I don't flatten him, I don't believe in this willow word, you endure it now, let yourself become what you are now, are you happy in your heart? I didn't want you to deal with the Six Princes at the beginning, because of this, people like him are not something that we ordinary people can provoke, you know? He is always gambling on that position with his own faith, maybe when the real conflict happens, and then everything will have to follow him. If it's a winner, that's fine, but what if the person loses? What are you going to do? I've walked a lot longer than you, so I've helped you think of all the problems you might have encountered before, but you're too stubborn, kid, and you won't listen to what I say. There is a fine line between wealth and eternal loss. ”

Qian Yun smiled and soothed: "Even if she doesn't like me, she can't do anything with me, isn't it just making things difficult for me in some small things?" Grandpa, I'm no longer the little girl who was bullied, and I can also work hard to protect myself from being bullied by anyone. Those who are sorry for me, sooner or later I will personally ask them back. ”

Old Man Liu had no choice but to sigh and say, "Only when the sixth prince comes back can you live a few days in peace." ”

Finally left the palace and left the capital, only Zhu Xu and Cen Lian sat in the carriage, the two of them clasped their hands, looked at each other and smiled from time to time, they were all excited and apprehensive and couldn't stop being happy, even if they could only show it in a place where they couldn't see the light, it was a very happy thing, and it wouldn't be long before they could indulge in heaven and earth, and not be bound by anyone or anything.

When the carriage stopped, all the expressions on their faces converged, and they still looked like they were indifferent, and Zhu Xu didn't pay attention to anything, just looked at all the scenery in front of him, but actually didn't complain about him, because he really hadn't seen the scenery outside, so he was really curious.

Zhu Zhao looked at him like this, his heart twitched again, and he hurriedly greeted him and said with a smile: "It's cold outside, the fifth brother should hurry into the inn." Although the food outside is not as exquisite as in the palace, the taste is still very special, and when you are sick, when the time comes, our brothers will eat all over the world with their families, what do you think? ”

Knowing that he wouldn't pay attention to himself, but Zhu Zhao still talked to him tirelessly, in fact, it felt really bad to be unacceptable, but because the person in front of him was his fifth brother, no matter how much time he had to take, he would work hard to make the fifth brother no longer feel that he was alone, but what he didn't expect was that his fifth brother had a very heavy mind, and even made him helpless and couldn't guess.

Although this matter will not affect the brotherhood between each other, it still makes him feel hurt for a while, because the two people who should be the closest are the same one day that person doesn't believe you, in fact, as long as he says these words, Zhu Zhao will think of all means to help him achieve it, and he will never let him be so embarrassed, but after so many years of estrangement, they can't tell each other the deepest secrets in their hearts, as for the reason, they themselves know it but still can't say anything.

Cen Lian was the personal servant of the fifth prince, and in order to facilitate her care, she asked for a room with a small couch, and asked people to bring food into the house and told them to rest early before leaving.

Zhu Xu had never eaten outside food at all, and he didn't know what it tasted like, so he was a little unhappy at first, but when he tasted the delicious food, he couldn't control himself, and only said that it was delicious, which made Cen Lian on the side laugh. Straight to say that in the future, there are many different flavors in this world from the palace and waiting for them, but it is not easy to live outside, so this kind of good taste costs a lot of money, and it is also very eye-catching, easy to be seen, so no matter how greedy you are, you have to endure it for the sake of big things.

The more he got to run away from here, the more nervous he felt, Rao is Cen Lian was already asleep without a heart, Zhu Xu still opened his eyes and looked at everything in front of him, he wanted to be careful so as not to show flaws, in case there were other people's eyes staring at him in the dark. and those who wanted to crush him to death at the beginning, because he became stupid, so they didn't focus on him so seriously, and in the long years of the deep palace, they felt that he was no threat to them, so they let him live. He told Uncle Huang about this, the purpose was to beg the sixth brother to take more care of him when the time comes, so as to cut off those people's pursuit of him, in fact, what he wants is very simple, it is just to be able to live a peaceful life, but some people are just unwilling to let him go, maybe they really have to force him to death to be happy.

Isn't it enough for a man to be forced to lose his bloodiness and back down again and again? What else can I do? He hated it countless times, but he couldn't help it, he didn't have a favored mother behind him, let alone a foreign clan who could make him rely on, even if he had the ability to turn the sky upside down, what could he do? It is because of this that he knows that only silence is the best way, he already knew what was best for himself at such a young age, and reality proved that his approach was correct, otherwise he would not have lived until now.

I don't know when I fell asleep, and when I woke up the next day, Cen Lian was already waiting for him to get up, and said with some embarrassment: "The sixth prince has been waiting for you outside for a long time, you better get up quickly, and you can go on the road after breakfast." ”

Cen Lian was waiting for Zhu Xu to get dressed, but she saw Zhu Zhao walking in quickly and gently pushing her away, helping Zhu Xu get dressed neatly, and said, "There is a delicious breakfast prepared outside, why is the fifth brother so rubbing, and he doesn't want to eat delicious food?" Hurry up and wash up, and we'll be able to leave early after eating. ”

Zhu Xu still had the worry on his face after waking up, and suddenly smiled, making Zhu Zhao think that he had a momentary situation, and hurriedly chased after him and asked, "Fifth brother, do you still recognize me?" Do you still have an impression? ”

Zhu Xu shook his head, and the smile on Zhu Zhao's face became a little pale.

There is no good scenery on the road, and the only thing that can make people shine is the snowflakes falling from the sky, which decorate everything in white, covered in silver, very dazzling.

Zhu Xu looked out through the curtain lifted by Cen Lian, and took a long breath: "It's still winter outside, which makes people feel that it's real winter, not like in the palace, a small place, you can't see anything." ”

Cen Lian didn't speak, but she still nodded, and the outside world made people feel that the whole person was breathing smoothly. In the past few years in the palace, if it weren't for Zhu Xu, she wouldn't know what her life would be like, maybe it was really similar to the walking dead.

Zhu Zhao looked at the scene in front of him, as well as the falling snowflakes, and suddenly remembered the scene when he and Qian Yun enjoyed the snow in Zhuangzi again that day, maybe when they waited, they could take their children to play in the snow together, that kind of day is more worth looking forward to, and suddenly it is even more energetic, no matter what, the days to come are always worth being happy about.