Cen Lian stood beside the fifth prince a little embarrassed, and said so much unconsciously, and hoped that he would not feel that he was noisy, and looked at him with some apprehension from time to time. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

Zhu Xu couldn't help but laugh in his heart, but he had to hold back this feeling in his heart, so he had to bury his head in his arms, and waited until they left because of Concubine Wan's summons, and even drove those unsightly eunuchs and palace maids away, and only the two of them were left in the whole palace and smiled: "What a stupid girl, what's so uncomfortable?" I know that you don't have anyone to talk to in the palace, and you've only been talking to me for so many years, and it's not your fault. I can see that Qian Yun has no malicious intentions, so I don't need to take it to heart. Even if you leave the cold palace, this place is just as boring and deserted, this palace really doesn't want to stay for a moment, it would be nice if we could have escaped from here earlier. Presumably, the scenery outside and the sky and the earth are so big that it is easy to forget everything here. But I haven't been in contact with people outside for many years, and there are too many ill-intentioned people in this world. No matter where you are, you have worries that you can't get rid of. ”

Cen Lian suddenly came to her senses, grabbed the hand of the fifth prince and said with a smile: "Your Highness, don't worry, I used to support myself when I was very young, although I was sold by my father and mother in the end, but I can do it by making a fire and cooking all my life, you don't have to worry, you will definitely not be hungry when you go outside." In fact, the outside is really beautiful, and when it comes to spring, we can go to the mountains to pick fruits and dig wild vegetables, do you know that the buds from the willow trees are also a delicious dish as long as they are blanched with water? There are also willow buds that can also be used to make tea, but the control in this palace is too strict, and there is no willow tree that can be seen in the cold palace where we are in, if there is, I can get you something to eat. I really can't help it, I also want to go out, I've been locked up for a long time, and I'm looking forward to the days when I can be free outside. ”

Zhu Xu smiled and touched her hair, hugged her, and said: "I really wronged you, I really thank God for letting me meet you in the saddest time, in the days to come, I may be a person who can't carry my shoulders and can't lift my hands, but I will try my best to live a good life with you, those things that can't be done, sooner or later, I will learn them all." In fact, I am also looking forward to the future, this cold place has long been gone, and I can leave with peace of mind. ”

Cen Lian looked at the deep sadness in his eyes, but he actually understood that his heart was still painful, because of the disappointment in those people and the helplessness of the environment, so he was willing to cut off all this, only in this way could he survive well. Cen Lian felt that although she was from a bad background, compared to everything inexplicable and intricate here, her life was simple and powerful, but she had hoped for her father and mother since she was a child, so she didn't feel so sad when these things happened, and she could accept everything she had to face next, and she wouldn't be like him, obviously her father and brother were in front of her, but she still couldn't live a good life that warmed her heart.

Cen Lian laboriously pulled out a smile and soothed: "As long as you don't dislike my low status, we will be a family in the future, and I don't have anything to worry about, my father and mother don't know where to go at this time, I don't think they have me in their hearts at all, if there is me, they won't ruthlessly push me into this place, you see, sometimes people's lives can't be separated from silver, but it is also silver that makes people so indifferent, even family affection can be avoided." So isn't it good for us to support and survive together? ”

The tenderness on Zhu Xu's face became more and more, and he nodded and said, "Okay, the two of us will find a village close to the mountains and few people that you said, and we can live our own lives in peace." If you can still see the six princes today, you can tell him that I am not comfortable in my heart, and I can't sleep well at night, and I don't let the imperial doctors in the palace see me, saying that they are evil ghosts, so that he can take us out of here quickly. ”

Cen Lian nodded, but she couldn't help but sigh in her heart: Thinking about the five princes, it shouldn't be uncomfortable in their hearts? There is nothing more sad than calculating one's brother, but no one can choose in the face of survival, even if he is sorry for anyone, he just wants to survive, is this wrong? Forced to choose, even if he is scolded by anyone, he will still do it? Cen Lian thought that not only would he do this, but if he was in this position, he would not hesitate to do so.

A touch of exhaustion flashed on Zhu Xu's face, he rubbed his eyebrows, and sighed: "Let's go back, I want to sleep well, so that I can forget these unpleasant things for a while." I'm just a coward, and I can only hide from them all the time, and I don't have the ability to face them directly. ”

Everyone in the world has a lot of unspeakable helplessness, and they can only tolerate each other and understand each other, fortunately they still have a future to look forward to, so it's good.

Concubine Wan Guifei made people prepare very rich dishes, Rao is Qian Yun who has eaten all the delicacies of the world, the south and the north of the country also have a bright feeling about these exquisite foods in the palace, and the folk food is really nothing compared to it, but after all, it is a person who has seen the world, and his face does not show anything wrong, and he sits at the same table with the emperor to eat, I think few people can do this?

She could see that the emperor really liked Concubine Wan, even in front of these juniors, he didn't put on the emperor's shelf, and he used my word, peaceful like an ordinary father, but unfortunately all this was just an instant, because he finally had to return to the position of the cold emperor, no one could turn out his palm, and no one could go against the world.

Zhu Zhao was also a little restrained before, in the past, they used to pick up vegetables with each other and talk about small things, but now in addition to the emperor and Wan Guifei at the table, the two of them are like gourds without mouths, quiet and silent. He suddenly whispered in her ear: "Don't just eat what you see, the food in the palace is very exquisite, and I will often bring it to your home in the future." ”

Qian Yun's face suddenly became as red and dazzling as the sunset, and he felt ashamed for a while, this person ...... Why do you say that in front of those two? It's really embarrassing. She had no choice but to nod cautiously, but how could she really stretch out her arms to mess around? Isn't this sincerity to embarrass him?

Zhu Zhao personally served her with vegetables, completely ignoring Wan Guifei, who had already cooled down, and then smiled: "Since it is a family banquet, my son thinks that he can't hold on to any rules." It's rare to have a good meal here, you always have to eat enough, how troublesome is it to let the small kitchen make a supper at night? Father said yes? ”

The emperor couldn't help laughing, nodded and said, "You kid, you don't need to be polite today, you can do whatever you want." The two of them should be like this, and they can support each other. Ah Zhao will have to face more things in the future, and he may not be able to take care of the affairs at home, so you have to worry more about it, and don't let him remember the affairs of the family outside. ”

Qian Yun hurriedly responded, she thought in her heart that her patience was about to run out, but she still had to maintain a decent smile on her face, respectful and generous, her whole face was like a mask, which made her feel very painful and sad, but there was nothing she could do. Since she is sitting here, she has to persevere to the end, for herself, for Zhu Zhao, when she approached the court, she knew that every step she took in the future would be cautious, and she could not make a mistake, because as long as she made a mistake, she was likely to fall into a situation of no return. But really...... She was so tired that if there was a big pillow here, she would immediately go limp and lean on it and not even sit up.

She gritted her teeth and told herself that she must persevere, she would bring shame on her son's face if she made the slightest mistake, and she would never tolerate such a thing.

Zhu Zhao looked at her a little helplessly, how could she be stiff and serious compared to Fang Cai? It really gives him a headache, and it's better to take her to the palace less in the future, but these complicated rules won't bypass her, and if there is anything in the harem, she, as a daughter-in-law, has to sit there all the time, but it's really a crime. He suddenly felt a little unbearable again, why didn't he put a shackle on her under his obsession? I'm afraid I can't get rid of it in this life. That's it, maybe this is what fate is destined for, and no one can avoid it.

By the time she was able to leave, it was already dark, and Concubine Wan was reluctant to hold Zhu Xi and was unwilling to let go, making Qian Yun, who was waiting to hold the child, extremely embarrassed.

The emperor looked helpless and said: "It's so late, it's not good to walk at night with the child, why don't you let them go back quickly?" ”

Concubine Wan pursed her lips and said, "Just stay here and sleep with me today, and you won't have to toss back and forth." ”

The emperor couldn't cry or laugh: "You, how can you be like a child, you can't take a child, if the child wakes up and feeds or something, what will you do?" Don't let our little emperor and grandson be wronged, let them go back. ”

Concubine Wan reluctantly hugged the child to Qian Yun, and said with a look of grievance: "Ming'er, you have to send the child to me early in the morning." ”

Qian Yun only felt that her body was finally relaxed, and the terrible sense of oppression rose again, which was really uncomfortable, and after Zhu Zhao withdrew, she held the child tightly in her arms and let out a long sigh.

Zhu Zhao touched her hair, hugged both mother and son in his arms, and said with a smile: "I really wronged you, I'm very tired today?" I'm sorry to push you into this position before I remember that you probably don't like this kind of socializing......"

Qian Yun shook his head and said with a smile: "At the beginning, I gritted my teeth and survived, and I always got used to it later." You bothered to get it for me, how can I refuse so incomprehensibly? What's more, for the sake of this little guy, I can't let myself fall behind and become a person who makes people laugh, so I really don't have the face to face my son. ”

Zhu Zhao shook his head with a smile, but didn't say anything, if he still let Qian Yun be outside when he was there, all the trivial matters in this palace, if he could hold on, she wouldn't have to be so nervous and sad here.

As soon as the two of them returned to the dormitory, they saw Cen Lian running out in a hurry and said: "Sixth prince, Niangniang, my master is not good at this time, and I don't know what's wrong, I said that my whole body hurts badly, and I invited the imperial doctor to come but said that the imperial doctor is all devils, and he doesn't show people anyway, it's really sad." What can I do now? ”

Zhu Zhao told Qian Yun to go in with the child to rest first, but he followed Cen Lian to the courtyard where the fifth brother was shrinking, watching the person lying on the bed and rolling in pain, even his face changed, he suddenly became anxious, and comforted: "Fifth brother, how can you become so sick without seeing the imperial doctor?" While it's not too late at this time, I'll ask someone to pass on the imperial doctor, maybe just take a patch of medicine? ”

Zhu Xu seemed to be crazy, without the slightest hesitation, he beckoned to Zhu Zhao in pain, and he was heavily handed down, Zhu Zhao only felt that his heart hurt even more when he looked at such a fifth brother, how could the fifth brother become like this in just a few days? Obviously, they have already reprimanded those palace maids and eunuchs, could it be that they are preparing to do something difficult for the fifth brother again? These hateful bastards turned their heads to look at Cen Lian and instructed: "You go out to spread the word, let the eunuchs and palace maids in charge take those dog legs below them to take care of their place, and let those people arrange for them to work, my master no longer needs them, since I can't move it, my palace is also a small temple, and I can't afford them to be a big slave, I can't see them living a good life the most, and all the work is pushed to them." ”

Cen Lian was a little scared in her heart, and the six princes were really angry, but those people were innocent this time, this time, it was really ...... But in order to be able to get out of the palace, they can only do this, who let these people really do things that bullied them before? This time, we don't owe each other. I hurriedly went out to spread the word.

The anxiety and worry in Zhu Zhao's voice made Zhu Xu's heart shrink, but he still gritted his teeth and scolded: "Don't be too doctor, I don't want too much doctor, if I see the doctor, I will let them die." ”

Zhu Zhao saw that he reacted so much, so he had no choice but to soothe: "But you have so much pain on your body, how can you stand this kind of sadness?" Fifth brother, you ...... Okay, I don't see the doctor, are you still in a lot of pain? How about I go and find a way to give you pain relief? ”

Zhu Xu shook his head and said with a pale face: "No need, as long as I don't see the imperial doctor, my illness will be cured." ”

Zhu Zhao didn't hear anything wrong, he was just anxious in his heart, and said helplessly: "How can the fifth brother be like a child, if he is sick, he will have to be treated, and it is not a way to drag it like this." That's it, I originally thought that it would be better if you went out to play and breathe in a few days, but now I'm afraid I can't wait, tomorrow, I will tell my father to take you to visit the divine doctor, if your illness is cured, we can rest assured, I want you to live a normal and stable life more than anyone else. ”

Zhu Xu's eyes were filled with a mist, he had been hiding for so many years since he was a child, and now he seemed to have become a good player, he was confident that no one could see what he was hiding under the surface. Before, he was a little scared, afraid that because the sixth brother was too familiar with him, he would discover the secret he had hidden in his heart, but after so long, he still didn't find out. Zhu Xu didn't know whether he was happy or disappointed, after all, there was such a long distance between the two of them, and time was something that could destroy everything.

He wanted to say something, but he opened his mouth, but he held back, he would soon be out of here forever, no one could bind his feet, he would no longer have to endure those things that were like pins and needles again and again, he didn't ask for anything, he just wanted to let himself live, and no one could easily defeat himself.

In the end, Zhu Xu still pinched the palm of his hand to drive Zhu Zhao away from him, and smashed all the things that could be smashed in his hand without hesitation, because he didn't do it, and he didn't know how long he could last to expose what he was trying to hide, and when Zhu Zhao was smashed a few times, he really had no choice before leaving, and told Cen Lian, who came back from the outside: "You take good care of the fifth prince, and if you are free, pack up the clothes he wears, and after a while, I will take him to see the doctor." ”

Cen Lian respectfully agreed, sent the people away, and made sure that there was no one around before she looked at Zhu Xu and said with a smile: "Great, Your Highness, we can finally leave here, and we will be as free as the wind outside in the future, and when this winter passes, the days of spring will be even more hopeful, I never thought that I could leave like this, I have never experienced such a happy thing." Your Highness, you are really the most important lucky star in my life, and my life has changed because of you. ”

Zhu Xu held her in his arms and comforted her, his heart was also a sigh, from the first time he saw her, this woman has been quietly by his side without complaints, never said anything wronged and sad, no matter when he looked over, her face always had a smile that made people feel comfortable and reassured. At that time, he only felt that his bleak world suddenly became bright and bright because of the appearance of this person, at that time he felt that his heart, which had been dead for many years, suddenly began to take root one day, became vibrant, and has been thriving until now, he knows that she is a very magical existence for him, although he has always been so inconspicuous by his side, but he knows that his vitality is inseparable from this person.

No matter where he goes in the future, he must keep her by his side, because the tree in his heart is indispensable for listening to the careful care. He hugged her tightly and said with a smile, "Silly girl, you know what? You are the lucky star of my life, if it weren't for you I really don't know what I would be like now, I don't know if I still have the courage to continue to hold on and find my own future, but now I know that I don't want to live a good life all the time, and no one can stop me. Bear with me, pack up all the things we need to bring with us, and we'll be able to get out of here in the future. ”

Cen Lian nodded and smiled: "Don't worry, I'm ready, I've sewn silver tickets and the like into the mezzanine of my clothes, and I'm bringing all the coarse cloth clothes we wore in the cold palace, so that no one can discover our secrets." ”

The night was long, and the two of them snuggled tightly together, and they didn't know when they fell asleep.

But Zhu Zhao here looked very embarrassed, his face was hit several times, and even the tail of his eyes were bruised, so that Qian Yun, who had just coaxed Zhu Xi to sleep, couldn't help laughing when he saw him: "What's wrong?" Why did you get a wound on your face in just a short period of time? Didn't you go to the Imperial Doctor? Why does it look like you're going to a fight? ”

Zhu Zhao also laughed, sighed, and said helplessly: "Fifth brother's illness really worries me a lot, I can't take care of anything now, I just want to take him to the doctor quickly, if it can be cured, my heart can be relieved, otherwise it's really ...... It looks good on the outside, but why has it become like that inside? You said that you are so good, why did you start to be afraid of the doctor? It's really incomprehensible. Ming'er, I will go and ask my father for permission to leave the capital. Ah Yun, I just wronged you, you still have to stay alone in the capital, waiting for me to come back. ”

Qian Yun shook his head and smiled: "I'm used to it, what you do is serious, I don't have any reason to ask you not to do it, so as long as you think in your heart that our mother and daughter can be safe, we can rest assured, you know?" Don't let me down. ”

Zhu Zhao nodded and smiled: "Don't worry, I know, don't worry, this section of the road is not too far, and there is no danger along the way, hurry up, we will be back soon." ”

Qian Yun nodded: "If the emperor approves it, are you going to leave tomorrow?" It's too rushed, now go to bed early, nourish your spirits, tomorrow when you go to meet the emperor, I will start to pack your things for you, pack your things early, and then you can take them and leave, without delaying your efforts. ”

The emperor thought that the guilt of the five princes could not be eliminated in this life, so he happily agreed, and sent a few capable guards to escort the princes all the way. It is said that it is difficult to stay together, and the separation is just the time to open and close their eyes, Qian Yun watched them leave, and he also set off to go back to Liufu.

Concubine Wan still didn't want to let go of the child, or Zhu Zhao said something heavy next to her before letting go, Qian Yun only felt that the relationship between the two sides would be more difficult in the future, just wait for later, as for what will happen in the future, there is no way to avoid it, good or bad can only be accepted, there is no room for resistance.