330. Spiritual restlessness

This was definitely the first time Rowan had almost taken the initiative to kiss a girl, but fortunately, Artoria had stopped him and Emilia before the kiss, otherwise he didn't know how all the nobles in the Holy Dragon City would feel when they saw their new Dragonborn King and the Guardian of the Dragonborn King actually ignoring the scene of others kissing deeply. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

And when he saw other male aristocrats looking at any of the girls with adoring eyes, including Filut, the girl he had always said was his sister, Rowan felt an indescribable dissatisfaction and anger in his heart.

This anger and dissatisfaction sometimes even gave him the idea of completely eliminating those who looked at the women, that is, erasing all those who dared to look at the women with such eyes.

However, after seeing that the girls completely ignored the other gazes, only smiled at themselves, and hung on themselves, this thought in Luo Wen's heart weakened slightly, and at this time, Luo Wen would immediately suppress these thoughts.

Although he succeeded in suppressing these thoughts every time, Rowan knew that this thought would not go away, as long as every time he encountered the above situation, this thought would naturally emerge and swirl in Rowan's mind.

This made Rowan feel very worried about this thought of himself, and he was really worried that one day when he didn't suppress this thought, with his current strength, what terrible things he would do in the Dragonborn Kingdom.

Rowan also thought about what was going on, and after thinking about it carefully, he found that although the source of this thought was very deep and could directly affect Rowan 's emotions, the power of this thought could still be perfectly controlled by Rowan .

But now, once this thought comes out, his spiritual power will involuntarily begin to stir, and under the restlessness generated by this spiritual power, this thought in Luo Wen's heart instantly swells, but in fact, it swells quickly and violently.

It was the power brought by this expansion that made Rowan feel bad every time he would get out of control and do something terrible. And the reason for this restlessness of spiritual power, Rowan has also thought carefully and studied.

It seems that once he has some negative emotions, his spiritual power will become agitated, and the situation of restlessness also depends on the amount of negative emotions, if there are enough negative emotions, Rowan believes that in the case of spiritual restlessness, he will definitely instantly produce some terrible actions corresponding to this emotion.

However, correspondingly, Rowan also found that when his heart was calm or produced some positive emotions, his spiritual restlessness would also make these emotions increase and expand, making Rowan's feeling of inner peace or those positive emotions more profound.

After pondering the true effect of this spiritual power restlessness many times, he finally determined that this spiritual power restlessness was not because there was anything wrong with his cultivation of the Shangqing Dao, but because this was exactly what the cultivators of the Shangqing Dao had to go through after reaching the realm of refining qi and transforming gods.

Because although this spiritual power restlessness will make Rowan's emotions become a little out of control, in fact, this is to make Rowan deeply understand what emotions he will naturally produce as a person, and what is the essence of this emotion, and what kind of feeling he will have.

There is a way to become an immortal, first adult. How can a creature who is not even a complete human being become an immortal who is based on man and surpasses man?

If you don't recognize that you are a person with all kinds of emotions and the strengths and weaknesses that all kinds of people should have, then you don't need to talk about the rest of the matter at all.

Therefore, this spiritual power restlessness will make Rowan deeply understand what it means for people to have seven emotions and six desires, and a ruthless and desireless person is definitely not a human truth. The essence of immortals is still human, but immortals are not like mortals, they will be fascinated by love and desire, and immortals will calmly face those emotions that he has long seen through.

Immortals will neither be afraid because of the emotions generated in their hearts, nor will they completely ignore these emotions, they will only do what they want from their hearts and do not exceed the norm, as for what kind of standard this moment is, it can only be said to be a vague bottom line, everyone can feel this bottom line, but everyone is close to the bottom line to a different degree.

Therefore, this spiritual power restlessness is not to make Rowan become out of control, but to help Rowan understand what the rules and conditions are needed to completely cross the boundary from mortals to immortals.

When Rowan can fully appreciate the essence of these emotions and follow his heart, then he will truly cross this dividing line between mortals and immortals, and truly become an immortal.

However, as common sense says, calm people will reject impulses, impulsive people are difficult to calm down, if you really face all the emotions that people should have, then it depends on what emotions are the most opposite to the person's personality.

And Luo Wen, as a person who has followed his master's cultivation since he was a child, has an extremely positive heart, and almost completely devoids the negative emotions that those pestering people will have. In this dividing line from mortals to immortals.

The biggest difficulty is to understand that it is absolutely impossible for people's hearts to only have goodness, but there will also be some evil nature, but the difference is who has more and who has less, there are those who are willing to do good, and there are those who are fascinated by evil nature.

It's not about talent, talent, it's just everyone's different personality. There are also leaders in various industries among the evil ones, and there are also leaders in various industries among the good ones.

But there is an eternal situation that is that people who have achieved the pinnacle in various industries must not be judged by good or evil, because for them, whether it is good or evil, they have it, and they check and balance each other, for example, they will be surprisingly good in some aspects, and they will be surprisingly evil in some aspects.

Thinking of these truths, Rowan couldn't help but realize a little that love, a feeling he had never had, had actually quietly sprouted and taken root in his heart, and it grew bigger and bigger. But he never faced this emotion in his heart.

Therefore, everything derived from this emotion will make Rowan feel worried and afraid, and he has been slow to tell the women who have already expressed his heart to him how he feels about them, and that's why.

But after today's ball, he knew that he had to make a final decision about his love, for him, which of the girls was the one he really fell in love with, or more than one of the girls he fell in love with.

If he is in love with one person, how can he confess to the girls so that they don't break their hearts, or if he is in love with more than one, how can he tell the girls that he doesn't want any of them to leave him. This will be a decision that Rowan will need to make.