331. Affection for them
The night deepened, and the soft moonlight poured through the window into the bedroom, evenly on the quilts of Rowan, Filut, and Rem. The sound of the pen & fun & pavilion www.biquge.info entire bedroom was only the even breathing of Rem and Filut.
Lying on his back on his bed, looking out the window at the night sky, the thoughts in Rowan's mind were still complicated. Although he knew that he should make a decision to face the true emotion hidden in his heart, he was hesitant to be sure.
Because he found that the affection hidden in his heart was not just one, but for Emilia, Rem, Filut, Artoria, Priscilla, Kurcius, and Anastasia, each of whom had basically the same affection, and maybe even more than that.
Whether any of them left him and walked into someone else's arms, it would make Rowan feel indescribable anger and resistance in his heart. He didn't want to see any of them show their own tenderness and affection to others.
This may be too greedy, but it is what Rowan really thinks in his heart. He knew it was unfair to the girls, but he just couldn't accept their departure. Rowan didn't know when he first had this idea about the girls.
But he knew that this kind of thought had definitely been in his heart for a long time, but he had never paid attention to it, or he didn't dare to pay attention to it. If we had to go to the root of these ideas.
The affection for Emilia was planted from the first time I met her. Her kindness, her beauty, her weakness, her shyness, and everything about her made Rowan's affection for her take root and grow into a towering tree in the various events that happened after that.
The share of Filut began when she saw the loss of the family that raised her, and the sad look of seeing Filute lose her luster and lifelessness. From that time on, Rowan felt a deep pity for this miserable girl, and he could no longer tolerate the girl's miserable life in the future.
The share of Priscilla began with a happy and fulfilling day spent with Priscilla while she was helping her with her appearance, living in the Barrière family's castle. Especially after fully understanding her background, Rowan no longer wants to hear others slander and slander Priscilla.
Because he knows that Priscilla's heart may be far more loyal and valued than anyone else, once she recognizes someone, then she will never change that love for the rest of her life, and show everything about herself to her lover. And this one was lucky to get her favor, officially Rowan.
At the moment of getting Priscilla's green and beautiful first kiss, Rowan knew that this beautiful girl who was arrogant in front of outsiders, had a temper, loved to wear high-profile red and black dresses, and behaved with aristocratic elegance, but dedicated everything to Rowan, showing all the true and beautiful in her heart.
He Rowan must not strip her from his life, and Priscilla was one of the most important people in his Rowan life.
The share of Rem is that after she became Rowan's exclusive maid, she served Rowan gently and considerately at all times, whether it was serving tea and water, cleaning and laundry, cooking and boiling water, and other housework, all of which were taken over by her.
Although Rowan told her at the beginning that she could leave these things to him, Rem said: "You are the male master of this family, and the only master of Rem from now on, if this kind of trivial family matter is still left to the master, then Rem does not know what kind of identity to stay by your side anymore." ”
"I don't want to leave Rowan's side." At that time, after listening to what Rem said, Rowan only felt that the softest part of his heart was touched by Rem, this petite and weak beautiful girl actually had such a deep affection for him in her heart.
This touch came when Rowan returned from late night for the first time and saw Rem standing quietly at the door of the infirmary waiting for him, just like a gentle wife waiting for her husband's late return, Rowan already had an exclusive place in his heart for Rem.
The share of Artoria was her unyielding and stubborn turquoise eyes as she fought and defeated her. What a pair of beautiful eyes, if you want to compare with the best jade in the world, then for Rowan, Artoria's unyielding and stubborn turquoise eyes are the most beautiful thing in this world.
Although Rowan had just finished fighting Artoria at that time, these beautiful eyes still amazed Rowan and left an indelible impression. And when I heard that the Sword Saint Sword Ghost couple actually said that Artoria had to marry him Rowan.
Rowan had already felt joy in his heart, but he still didn't release this emotion at that time, but instantly suppressed it, as if this emotion had never appeared until now.
The part of Kurxiu began from the moment she met her imprisoned in the demon camp, when she had just experienced the experience of being forced to defeat the demon war with insufficient preparation, and she knew that this battle was extremely dangerous and very likely to be defeated.
But in order to regain the land that belongs to the people of her territory, a part of the inherent territory of the Karlsten family, and for the sake of this possibility and hope of recapture, she is still willing to mobilize most of the family's strength to fight the demons.
Despite his defeat, Rowan felt sympathy for the girl who had gone through such a situation in her teens. Especially when he saw her imprisoned in the camp, sitting on the ground with her knees crossed in despair, her hair unkempt and her body covered in dust, Rowan's heart was touched again.
After that, she was desperately killed, and she was in a coma for three days and three nights. When he woke up to see Kulsiu leaning against his bedside with red eyes, his face visibly haggard and a look that hadn't rested for days. For some reason, there was a trace of warmth and tranquility in Rowan's heart.
Even one popped up in his heart, "It would not be bad if a girl like Kurshu had him by his side." "Thoughts. However, this idea was quickly hidden by Rowan.
The share of Anastasia was much later than the other girls, and it was after Rowan saw Anastasia who was begging that he thought of such a delicate and weak girl, and experienced such a sad situation that should not be experienced at her age, and his heart was filled with pity again.