0014 Zhenzhen's Past--Childhood

In 2007, Tong Zhenzhen graduated from university. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 infoIn Shenzhen, there are as many college graduates as many as autumn leaves every year. After staying in Shenzhen for almost four years, his family wanted him to go back to his hometown and find a job casually. Tong Zhenzhen didn't go back, she liked this city, although it hurt her so much in this city.

I still vividly remember the morning of the first semester of her junior year, when she happily got up and ran to the university gate to bring him breakfast, she saw it and still made her heart ache like a knife when she thought about it. He says he likes the breakfast, which has a taste that only a man can taste. So he often ran out of the school gate alone to come here for breakfast.

Tong Zhenzhen's family background is average. Although it is rural, the family is okay. But when I was a child, when the family was in the most difficult time, the person who was always by my side was my younger brother. But the first one who hurt her the most was her younger brother. Because her brother ran away from home when she was in high school. When she saw the letter her brother had sent her, she couldn't find him again. At that time, he was only 15 years old, and because of a quarrel with his father, he chose the usual trick of that generation of young people: run away! Until now, there has been no news.

Because of this, Tong Zhenzhen has always hated her father, she thinks that her father must have done something wrong, because not long after her father came back, her younger brother was gone. For her brother's love, it can be said that she intended to protect it with her life. Because when she was very young, her parents were not around, she went out to work, she and her younger brother depended on each other, her grandparents were not good to themselves, beating and scolding all day long, many times, Xiao Zhenzhen took her younger brother to live at her grandmother's house, but after living for a long time, people in other villages would gossip. said that the children of the Tong family are about to become the Huang family (mother's surname is Huang). Therefore, the grandparents went to my grandmother's house to ask for someone. Because of this, my grandmother and grandfather quarreled with my grandparents a lot.

Since childhood, the two of them have watched the four old people quarrel together, and only the good of their grandparents and the bad of their grandparents are in their minds. Every time he was brought home, when his grandfather wanted to beat someone, his younger brother would go to the kitchen to find a shovel to come out to protect Xiao Zhenzhen, and whoever dared to hit Xiao Zhenzhen would go up and shovel whom. But children can't compete with adults after all, and the younger brother is often injured by his grandfather, and then the two of them hide back in the only room where their father stays and cry secretly. Like two injured wolves, licking each other's scars, every time this happens, the younger brother will say to Zhenzhen: Sister, I'm sorry! I didn't protect you well, and when I grow up, who will dare to beat you again. So I killed him. At that time, my younger brother was only more than seven years old, and whenever I thought of these Zhenzhen, I couldn't help but feel heartache. Zhenzhen cried and said that she was not in pain. Secretly, I took my younger brother to my grandmother's house to find food. Grandma looked at the injuries of the two children, and was so angry that she wanted to go to Zhenzhen's grandparents with a knife. The younger brother was always surprisingly calm at this time, holding his grandmother's hand and not allowing his grandmother to pass. Looking back now, Zhenzhen never understood how a seven-year-old child could have come to this mature mind

My brother's grades have always been very good, and his grades are always the first or second in the class, and my mother later received a call from my grandmother to come back to take care of the children, and my grandmother's words were very short: If you still want children, come back and bring them. At that time, the two siblings often had to help their mother with household chores. Zhenzhen is greedy for fun, and her younger brother takes on the task assigned to Zhenzhen by her mother. Zhenzhen ran to play by herself, and everyone in the village knew that Zhenzhen had a younger brother who was very short, but the younger brother was righteous, so he didn't play with Zhenzhen when he saw his brother didn't come at first, and it didn't matter if he got used to it. Xiao Zhenzhen has always been proud of having such a good brother.

After Mom came back to take them. Dad didn't have any news at once, in the countryside at that time, there was no telephone, and my mother took Xiao Zhenzhen and her younger brother to live hard for three years, and my father came back when my brother was in the second year of junior high school. The rumors in the village said that Dad had a woman outside, but the three of them always believed in Daddy. The three of them have been thinking that their father will definitely bring them a happy life when he returns.

When Dad came back, he really made a difference in the family. built a house for the family, and bought a lot of new clothes for Zhenzhen and her younger brother. Zhenzhen lived in the school when she was in high school, and only went home on Zhou Wei. One day, Jinjin received a letter from her brother

Sister:

When I read this letter, perhaps, I was no longer at home. I wanted to protect you from being bullied for the rest of your life, but now it seems that I can't do it. Don't ask me why, if you believe that there is a next life, I am willing to be your brother in the next life. This life is the promise of our previous life. But I violated it, maybe there will be a chance in the future. Hopefully, one day, we can meet in the South. I don't like it here, sister! If there is a next life, we will be born together in the South. I had a lot to say to you, but suddenly I felt that none of this mattered, the important thing was to promise me that no matter what happened, I would live well, study hard, and be admitted to a university in the south. We will definitely have the opportunity to meet again. Believe me!!

Okay, aside, it looks a little boring, not like my style. My style is to pretend to be mature. Giggle.......

Love your brother

November 2004 (I forgot what it was, I was too lazy to check)

When Zhenzhen saw this letter, she looked at the slightly green text, and suddenly fainted. When you wake up. I hurried home, and my mother cried at home. Zhenzhen looked at her mother blankly. Dad didn't know where he went, and Mom had a piece of stationery in her hand that was the same as Zhenzhen had received. After Zhenzhen took it, she only saw a few lines: Don't look for me, just let me die, treat my sister well!

Zhenzhen looked at her mother blankly, grandpa came in from the door, wanted to say something, saw Zhenzhen's resentful eyes, frowned, and left. When her grandmother came, Zhenzhen couldn't stand it anymore and threw herself into her grandmother's arms and cried. At this moment, Zhenzhen feels like a straw in the rivers and lakes, adrift and helpless. The home around me doesn't feel like home anymore. Crying and crying, Zhenzhen didn't know how to fall asleep in her grandmother's arms, and saw her brother's blood in her dream, and said to Zhenzhen: Sister, I hurt so much. Zhenzhen woke up crying in fright, only to find that her father had returned. Looking at her father's helpless eyes, Zhenzhen knew that the result was inconclusive.

Dad, you looked at your mother's helpless body, went up and hugged your mother and said only one word: "I'm sorry!" ”

One word. Suddenly, Zhenzhen felt that she was so sorry for her father. Whoever it was to blame, at least, Zhenzhen knew if she had any reason to blame her father.