Chapter 193
Zhu Xu couldn't help but bend the corners of her mouth, she had been by her side for so many years, and all she did was heavy work, and she was beaten by those eunuchs, she could grit her teeth and suffer at any time, and she never cared about the injuries on her body, but she was afraid that she would hurt her useless master. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info
In fact, he is always a man, and he can always survive this pain and grit his teeth, but she is a weak woman, and at first she didn't understand why she would protect herself like this. He didn't fall asleep that night, his heart was restless, and he wanted to break free from this cage, just as he was tossing and turning, he heard a footstep behind him, very light and familiar, it sounded like Cen Lian.
I only heard her sigh behind her: "I don't know if that bastard's whip hit you, I want to help you with medicine, but ...... But I'm glad I can do it for you. ”
He also longed to be loved in his heart in this cold place, and now that he has this person, he does not dare to take a step forward. Because everything can change in this unpredictable palace, and the most unbelievable and unreliable thing is the human heart.
He waited, six years have passed in the blink of an eye, in fact, it has changed to the end, he thinks so, who knows that in this year, Cen Lian said a lot more words of love to him in his ear, so that the closeness that he just emerged was temporarily suppressed, why he himself couldn't understand.
Maybe it's time to make it clear to her, this woman has given her best years to herself, even if she is humble? How noble is he when no one cares about him in the cold palace? People here give themselves too much disappointment and embarrassment, so he wants to leave at the slightest chance.
Didn't the sixth brother say that he would take him to the doctor? Then it may be a good opportunity, he wants to take her with him, to a place where no one knows them anymore, and no one will find them, and they will live in this world in this way.
In fact, she suffered a lot by her side, so when he saw her show such an expression, his heart swelled with sourness, and even he didn't expect him to ask so naturally: "They don't bully you, and you don't want to get close to them, you will never understand the people in this palace in your life." They can harm people for the sake of power, even kill people, or they can make your life worse than death, so stay away from them and don't get close to anyone you think are good people. ”
Cen Lian didn't expect him to say such a thing, first it was unbelievable, is the prince's illness cured? Otherwise, how can you say something so similar to a normal person? But she was afraid that it was just a dream she had, and maybe it was just the most normal sentence he had come out of his mind. Then he smiled and said, "What's wrong with His Royal Highness the prince today?" Why is it so serious? Actually, this is just a place in the cold palace for me, and I am very happy to be able to be by your side. The best luck in my life is to be able to meet you and serve you, so I can hold on no matter where I am, as long as you don't drive me away. ”
Zhu Xu was originally lying flat on the bed, and when he heard her say this, he suddenly understood, the girl in front of him was only afraid that he would be regarded as a crazy and stupid person, and there was no way to sit up helplessly, with a faint smile on the corner of his mouth, he looked at her straight like this, and saw that the horror in her eyes was getting deeper and deeper, and he chuckled: "Is it so hard to believe?" Shouldn't you be happier that I've become normal? ”
Cen Lian covered her mouth and cried and laughed, suddenly blushed, and said with a smile: "The slave is really happy, you can get better, so that you will not be bullied in the future, so that the slave can rest assured even if she leaves." ”
The smile on Zhu Xu's face froze, and he said coldly: "What are you talking about?" If I really let you go at this time, won't you hate me to death? ”
Cen Lian lowered her head, the flush on her face became deeper and deeper, her eyes dodged, and she suddenly said angrily: "You are a ...... Could it be that you already know my thoughts? You made me ......"
The smile on Zhu Xu's face deepened, but he didn't say anything, just beckoned to her, pulled her to his side, hugged her into his arms, and then smiled: "I really wronged you, I didn't think about it earlier, let you suffer such a big grievance with me, I don't know how to tell you, I don't know at all what you will think of me if you know that I have coldly watched you suffer so many grievances for me, so I dare not tell you more and more." I've been suffering for you in the past few years. ”
Cen Lian didn't expect that she would have such a day at all, she was very happy to hear him say that what he did was not useless, it turned out that she was not unrequited love, and if he was willing to treat himself like this, it showed that he also had affection for him, and she was flattered to be treated like this in her life.
Zhu Xu touched her hair and chuckled: "Don't worry, I will take you with me wherever I go, from the time when you protected me and suffered a lot, I thought that as long as I could escape from here, I would definitely take you with me." ”
Cen Lian pursed her lips and smiled: "Whether I can get here or not, I'm just a lowly palace maid, even if I was originally in a cold palace where no one cares, but my name is still on the palace roster, wouldn't it be very troublesome to check it out?" As long as I can stay with you longer, I'll be satisfied. You don't have to worry about me, if you have the chance, you just leave by yourself, people like you deserve to be treated better, so don't take me to heart. ”
Zhu Xu looked unhappy, knocked heavily on his head a few times, and said, "What are you thinking nonsense? You have been by my side for so many years, what kind of person you are, I see it all, and no one can separate you and me. Now I have seen through all the falsehoods of this world, and you are the only one I have ever seen. The sixth brother and I wore a pair of pants when I was a child, in fact, I don't blame him for not being able to rescue me, because at that time he was not necessarily much better than me, although there was no shortage of food and clothing, but his mother did not take him to heart at all, and the people in the whole palace couldn't understand why the favored concubine was so cruel to her own son? He used to have things sent in and out, and it was the greatest comfort to me that he had been sending things in and out for so many years, even though they ended up in someone else's stomach. My imperial uncle is also very good to me, but he is even more powerless, because he is afraid that his father will be jealous, and he is afraid that he will have the intention of seizing power, he has become an idle prince early in the morning, and he is far away from the capital, and his sadness is no less than mine. I haven't had half a nostalgia for this place, I'm really disgusted with it, so I want to leave, you go with me, let's find a place where no one can find us and live a good life. ”
Cen Lian looked at his hand that was being held tightly, pursed her lips and nodded, her face was full of joy: "As long as I am with you, even if it is a mountain of swords and a sea of fire, I will not be afraid, I am willing to go with you anywhere." ”
Zhu Xu hugged her tightly in his arms, with a satisfied smile on his face, since he had decided to do this, then he had to prepare these days. The father thought that it was because he owed him a lot, but he didn't know how to express it, so he could only send him some rare things, he picked up small objects and put them on, and the things next to him were all changed to easy-to-carry silver tickets when people were not paying attention, and all of them were sewn into the underwear of the two of them that were not easy to be noticed, and the more they accumulated, the more nervous their hearts became, and he hoped that day would come soon.
And Zhu Zhao naturally didn't know that his fifth brother had such a thought, even if he solemnly said that he wanted to protect him thoroughly, he still had to stay away from this place, and he had never passed by at all, which made him feel extremely powerless and helpless, naturally this is a later story. He went to Concubine Wan's bedroom, and sure enough, he saw Yao Linlang with a solemn expression there, too, if he can really sit in that position, only Yao Linlang's identity can be worthy of him, and if he has military power, he will get two-thirds of the world.
The expression on Zhu Zhao's face was very bad, Yao Linlang saw that he was still like this, and the despair in her heart was deeper, although she liked him for a long time, but no matter how much enthusiasm she had, she couldn't help but be treated with such indifference, her heart was cold again and again, maybe it was a mistake for her to stubbornly want to be with this man, but after so many years, she still hasn't sobered up. Now she suddenly realized that she felt that it was a complete waste of her life to spend all her energy on this person, and although she still loved him, she couldn't afford to love him at all.
Even though she had a lot of thoughts, she still showed a smile: "Sixth brother, you are here, I haven't seen you for a long time, are you okay?" It's been a hard journey, it's so cold outside, you should wear more thick. ”
Zhu Zhao replied lightly, then looked at Concubine Wan and said, "I don't know what the mother has to tell her son?" ”
Concubine Wan looked at her more and more handsome son, and only felt that the two people in front of her were extremely compatible, which was very pleasing to the eye. The smile on the corner of his mouth became deeper and deeper, and he sighed: "I haven't seen Linlang since you came back, it's been a few days, you don't think about it, Linlang doesn't think about it, you two plan to never interact again in the future." Don't you make me sad? Although I didn't get close to Linlang before, in fact, I have always appreciated her in my heart, and now you can finally communicate openly and honestly, I am very happy in my heart. It's rare that you're all here at this time, and I'm thinking about settling your affairs with the general. ”
Zhu Zhao's brows tightened, he really didn't know what his mother thought, many things were too many things to do, why did he say it three times and twice, but his mother couldn't understand his words, and let the relationship between them drop to the freezing point again and again? It's so sad that no one knows what the next path between their mother and son will go. Man's patience is always easy to run out, and maybe he doesn't know when he won't have a face for his piano mother.
But Wan Guifei didn't put her son's unhappiness into her eyes at all, she obviously still stubbornly imposed everything she hoped on Zhu Zhao, she thought that this time, he could do whatever he wanted in the future, but why couldn't this son understand her hard work as a mother?
So she can't do anything now, no matter what kind of person she is in her son's heart, she has to work hard to promote this matter, this is a big gift she can give her son, as long as he sits on the throne more securely, he can do anything. Maybe in the future, when he really sits in that position, he can understand his hard work as a mother.
"Linlang, don't stand, it's like you're rusty, just sit down."
Linlang didn't look at Zhu Zhao this time, sat down and said with a smile: "Niangniang likes Linlang, this is Linlang's creation, but Linlang is afraid that she will disappoint Niangniang this time." During this time, Linlang thought about a lot of things, and also figured it out, and the matter between me and the sixth brother can't be something that I can do with all my mind. The sixth brother is unwilling, I like him and he shouldn't force him, this is not a good thing for anyone, in the past, we were still a brother and sister, but now because of this matter, we don't want to see us become like this, so the concubine Niangniang, Linlang just wants to be a brother and sister with him, don't mention this kind of thing in the future, but the sixth brother's is my business, no matter what there is in the future, as long as the sixth brother says, I will think of all ways to make my father stand on the side of the sixth brother. I just don't know if the sixth brother is willing to look at me more and recognize me as a sister. ”
Hearing this, Concubine Wan only felt distressed, grabbed her hand and asked, "You stupid boy, how can you do this?" What do you want to fight for, can you bear to let others snatch it from your hands like this? With me, how can I be by him, I have your back, you don't have to be afraid of anything. ”
Linlang still shook her head with a pale face, looking at Zhu Zhao's eyes with more and more affection.
Zhu Zhao's face was still not good-looking, but he looked at the woman in front of him, but they had been familiar since they were very young, he wanted to fix the best relationship between each other on the brother and sister, but she was unwilling, and now that it has become like this, her overture, but he doesn't know whether he should believe it or not, is there something with ulterior motives in it? He doesn't like the feeling of being deceived, so this will only make him disgusted and hateful, so it's better not to believe it from the beginning, and don't rush to fall into other people's favors.
Zhu Zhao smiled: "I have always regarded you as a sister, and I don't ask for anything else, I just hope that you can be safe and quiet, otherwise I am very busy on weekdays, and I have to find time to deal with you It's really tiring, and I don't have that patience." For the sake of the past, we all let each other have a way to live. ”
Linlang's face became more and more unsightly, but what could she do? All this is caused by her persistence, no one will sympathize with her, but she doesn't need sympathy, if she can't be a husband and wife, then she is willing to watch him by the side for the rest of her life, as long as he lives happily, so that her heart can feel fuller. She knew early on that the sixth brother would not believe in her anymore, how could she not be sad in her heart, looking at his handsome and cold cheeks, she only felt that her heart was broken, she didn't know what she had to do to exchange for the trust of the sixth brother, even if they couldn't be together in the future, she also hoped to be the sister who had been treated well by him. In fact, people are very greedy, once they enter that kind of situation that they can't even control, all this is like a demon.
When he woke up, he suddenly found that he couldn't even go back to the original simple relationship, maybe it was a mistake for him to leave the capital to go to Jinju City, at that time, as long as she tried all means to keep him in the capital, maybe he wouldn't have anything to do with that Qian Yun, and his life wouldn't have become so sad, everything had to be blamed on the chaos in the palace that shouldn't have been born, and they all made each other's fates like this.
Concubine Wan was unhappy and said: "You used to have a good relationship, how can you wronged Linlang now?" We all know the roots, no one knows better than me who Linlang is, Ah Zhao, you can't be too sad, and you are not allowed to say this kind of foolish words in the future. I've also seen that Qian Yun this time, how can she have the temperament of a royal person? No matter what you say, I won't admit it, so you should stop this idea as soon as possible, otherwise don't blame me for making you lose face in front of everyone. ”
Zhu Zhao glanced at his mother coldly, feeling a little funny, she was always afraid of herself, and she kept trying to threaten herself with various reasons, but this kind of thing had been forgotten when he didn't take these people to heart, no one could let him do anything, let alone think that he could compromise easily. The person from years ago no longer exists, so let her go.
"The mother concubine can do whatever she wants, and her son won't say anything, but please think about it, will you ask me to do this in the future? I'm an adult, and I'm not the person I used to be who couldn't make my own decisions, so you can do whatever you want. ”
Wan Guifei saw this son leave her side like this, she was anxious and angry but didn't know what to do, until she couldn't even see the figure, so she said angrily to Yao Linlang: "This kid, why can't you listen to me?" Is my mother trying to hurt him or something? That Qian Yun, full of copper smell, I didn't see anything worth looking up to on her, I really can't understand, what did he fall in love with that person, why just couldn't he say it? ”
Yao Linlang really can't say anything now, she just smiled when she heard the words: "Maybe she just has something to make the sixth brother look high?" This kind of thing has never made much sense, just like I like Sixth Brother, why I like to not even know myself, so I will be planted in this way, but when I understand, I feel that I am actually wrong to do this, and it will only make the person I like hate me. It's just that I understand it now, but the sixth brother can't believe me anymore. Niangniang, if you still have Linlang in your heart, don't force the sixth brother to marry me, I don't want him to resent me for the rest of my life. ”
Even if Concubine Wan has the heart to insist on something, she still feels a little sorry when she hears such words, nothing is better than the woman in front of her who really became her daughter-in-law, so everything in the future will be directly connected, because she will leave the capital with the emperor, and everything here will belong to her son, so there is nothing more reliable than this relationship.
"Since you've said so, what more can I say? I can't force you without regard to your thoughts. I just regret it in my heart, Zhu Zhao really can't understand it, I'm really afraid that by the time he understands, it's too late. No matter how old the child grows, in my eyes he is a child, everything needs to be watched, for fear that he will accidentally go wrong, I really don't know how long to this heart, but you can also see that no matter how much strength I exert in it, he will not recognize my good, I really don't know what I have done in my previous life to owe him, this life has to compensate him like this. ”
Yao Linlang smiled faintly and did not speak, this is a full court in the future, she will not think about coming in again, because the man she loves doesn't want to be able to see her, so why should she find this kind of difference? That past can only become an obsession in his life, even if it is desolate, she doesn't care about anything, all she wants is to watch him well, so she will be satisfied.
Zhu Zhao didn't stay in the palace this time, and even the fifth brother he remembered in his heart couldn't make him stop. He doesn't care what others say, he is crazy to see his wife and children now, they are his deepest concern in the world, no one can shake their position in his heart, even if it is his own mother, he doesn't want to hear her say that Qian Yun is not.
Qian Yun was learning things from the shopkeepers of the Liu family during the day, thinking that she was suitable for this, many things were just a little transparent, after being busy during the day, she accompanied her daughter at night, but her heart began to become hesitant, always thinking about that man, but suddenly she felt like there were two people living in her heart, both of whom were people she loved, but she didn't know why she felt guilty in her heart, she was still in a trance, and when she heard the girl outside say the sixth prince, she couldn't help but laugh and said: "Isn't the palace busy?" Why did you come back at this time? It's really unfortunate that the child is sleeping soundly at this time, and I am afraid that he will not wake up until late tonight. ”
Zhu Zhao walked to her side and hugged her into his arms, and said softly: "It's okay, I just miss you, and I don't know when these things will stop, and I can rest assured that you will stay for a while." ”
Qian Yun just smiled: "My child and I will always be waiting for you here, you just have to take care of your big things." ”