Zhu Zhao sighed and kissed her forehead, the burning breath disturbed each other's breathing, but there was no such smell in it, and the two of them enjoyed this quiet and warm atmosphere with each other. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

His face was still full of faint sadness, and Qian Yun suddenly understood that he should have been proud, but the only thing that could make him so sad was his identity. came out of the palace, thinking that it was the concubine Niangniang who said something that made him sad. This made her not know how to comfort him, she didn't care about this kind of thing, but this man's heart was heavier than her own, and he always stubbornly wanted to allow her a place to be desolate.

Her heart was moved, and she hugged his arm and said interesting things about the past two days: "I have been teaching Xi'er to speak in the past few days, although it seems early at this time, but I think it will become easier when he listens more and speaks later." ”

Zhu Zhao touched her hair with a gentle face: "With you taking care of him, I feel very relieved, when he is older in the future, we will find him the most knowledgeable person in the world to teach him kung fu, so that he can know the world and know more about what is right and what is wrong." ”

Qian Yun replied in a low voice: "I can also let him learn about business, no matter what happens in the future, he can also have the ability to make his life in peace, and I, as a mother, can also feel at ease." You and he are the most cherished people in this world, and my greatest hope is that you will be well, so no matter what happens in the future, I can stand it. ”

Zhu Zhao naturally understood what she meant, and the expression on his face became cold and embarrassed, and he said in a deep voice: "What are you and me?" I'm not the kind of person who will empathize with other loves, so these things you think can't happen, listen to me, don't take this kind of thing to heart in the future, it will only alienate us, if I were the kind of person who will change my mind easily, I won't think of any way to give you to be able to stand by my side, there is never any difference between you and me, in my eyes you have always been the same identity as me, no matter what others say, you just remember to believe me. If I really do something to make you sad in the future, I, Zhu Zhao, will inevitably be hit by five thunders. ”

Qian Yun didn't scold him for talking nonsense like before at this time, but said with a smile: "I have always believed in you, I don't know when you will be empty again, let's go out and have fun." Seeing that it would snow in the next two days, we went to my grandfather's Zhuangzi to watch the snow, enjoy plum blossoms, and taste wine, and do some things that literati do. But just talk about what poetry, I really can't bear it, the days of studying with you in Jinju City are really difficult, I have always liked to sleep a little more, for fear of losing face in front of your eyes, every time I wake up is very difficult, at that time, the copper finch always begged my grandfather to tell my grandmother next to me, I can get up. It seemed like yesterday, and the bronze sparrow had never done anything so excessive to me. I've always protected her like a sister by my side, and I've never let her interfere in many complicated and sinister things over the years, and now I wonder if I'm doing something wrong, if I put a lot of ugly things in front of her, will she not think about everything very easily when she encounters things, and she won't be easily bewitched by others. I always felt that it was all my fault, that I was born in such a family, and that I had those relatives who had bad intentions. ”

"Actually, every time I think about it now, I feel very uncomfortable, and now the bronze bird may really be as calm as water, those things are like a smoke from her life, and I don't know if she sometimes thinks of me as a young lady, whether she thinks I treat her so much. You see, no matter how close the two people were at the beginning, there will be a day when they turn their faces, and this kind of thing is really desperate. No one knows what will happen in the future, and I can figure it out now, and all I can take into account is the present. ”

Zhu Zhao hugged her, gently grateful, and said: "There are so many people in your and my lives in the past, not everyone is worthy of our memory, just like after the fine sand settles down, there are only a few stones left, we care about too many people will only make ourselves unhappy, so it's good to have people worthy of your treatment like this in your eyes, as for the others, maybe just a passerby in our lives, don't take it to heart, come and go with him." Unfortunately, my mother is not a person I can ignore in my life, she is very important to me, but I don't even know how to face her when I challenge my bottom line again and again. ”

Qian Yun then asked, "What happened?" Are you in conflict again? If it's for me, I've told you a few times, there's no need. ”

Zhu Zhao said with a smile: "It's okay, it's just that I met Yao Linlang, I have always loved her as my own sister, but unfortunately who knew that she would become like this." After persuading her for a long time, she was disobedient, even if she said all the ugly words, she still had to go her own way, and now she finally figured it out, but the original mood was not going back. I feel really sadder than her, I was always left out in front of the princes, after the fifth brother's accident, I was a long-term person, although Hengsheng was by my side, but I always felt like something shortcoming, she always brought some interesting gadgets from outside the commun, at that time there was no other thought between the two, just simply felt that they could play together, and no longer had to sit alone behind the desk to read. ”、

It turns out that no matter who or what identity is, there is a sad past, Qian Yun hugged him in her arms, and she comforted softly: "It's all over, just like you said, there are some things in this world that can't be forced, maybe the fate between you is not as deep as you think, and we will be by your side in the future, so don't think about these things at this time." I see you're very tired now, why don't you get a good night's sleep first, maybe everything will get better tomorrow? ”

Zhu Zhao looked at the shadows of the two people reflected in the window, and couldn't help but smile: "It's okay, by the way, I want to talk to you about something, I will bring my fifth brother to see you another day, although he is not in good health, he has been in the palace for a long time, and in this weather, I also want to let him come out to breathe." Why don't we take him with us when we go out to play? ”

Qian Yun naturally didn't have any other opinions, she didn't have anything to worry about now, whatever he said was what he said, and nodded: "Just listen to you." ”

The two hugged each other and slept well, but in Qian Yun's dream, Zhu Zhao suddenly appeared in his previous life standing alone in front of the window and looking at the scenery outside the window, and the thick loneliness made her heart twitch, and she didn't know how to describe her current mood, so she paused before smiling: "Aren't you busy today?" Why are you staying here? ”

Zhu Zhao turned his head with a smile, his whole body bloomed with dazzling brilliance, and he looked at her with a smile: "Are you here?" I was dealing with government affairs during your absence, but I don't know why these things are so busy so quickly, I don't know what to do at all, I can only stand here and watch everything outside and think nonsense. What about you, why are you here now? Has anything interesting happened in the past two days? You said I'll be with you in the next life, right? Although that person is still me, I still envy him and can be together openly, unlike me who can only look at you like this, but I can't even get close to you. ”

Qian Yun sat down on the stool with him, and said with a smile: "I think this is God's kindness to us, if it weren't for the accidental dream, I didn't know that you would help take care of my afterlife, and the person I owe the most in my life is actually you." You and he are both one person, both are the most important people in my life, so don't say such things, you have to be happy and happy, don't put those things in your heart anymore, I'll be worried. ”

Zhu Zhao nodded and said: "You're right, I've been looking forward to being with you in the next life, that person is no different from me, and God sympathizes with me and makes my wish come true, I should be happy, I shouldn't be so discouraged." You guys...... Got a son? How did he treat you? ”

Qian Yun felt that it was a little distressing to be so cautious about Zhu Zhao, it turned out that the relationship between them had started from the moment they met, and they all sighed and said: "If I could have seen all this more clearly, these things would not have happened, and the trajectory of life would have become completely different?" We won't be like this between us, you don't have to work so hard, can you have a good meal these two days? I heard the eunuchs say that you are often so busy that you forget to eat, how can you stand it after a long time? Don't treat your body like this, the guilt in my heart will be deeper, and I won't be able to let go, I will only feel sad. ”

Zhu Zhao's heart is like a pool of gentle water now, and the corners of her mouth can't help but bend up when she says this, and she hurriedly waved her hand and said: "It's my fault, I will never say these words that will make you sad in the future, don't take it to heart, I am looking forward to meeting between us every day, so we should be happier in the future." It would be nice if I could see what the child looked like, I was not young in the blink of an eye, and I longed to be a father, but that person was not you, so I couldn't move that thought, and I didn't know how I became like this. But people really can't be greedy, but now they can't help but be greedy, and I'm now thinking about being closer to you. It would be nice if I could hug you on the day I die. ”

Qian Yun shook his head and said: "Then I'd rather let you not touch me in this life, I hope you can live longer, there are many beautiful things in this world, you should take a good look at it." When I have the chance, I will go with you to enjoy the snow and make tea, so it's good. ”

Zhu Zhao's mood improved significantly, and the smile on the corner of his mouth became stronger when he heard this, as if offering a treasure: "Recently, I often go to see my mother, and she is not as cold to me as before now, although she doesn't say much, but it also makes me feel flattered, sometimes these things are like dreams, I have asked for so long things, and one day I got them all." My heart was suddenly filled, and I felt that even the scenery outside had become beautiful. ”

Qian Yun's heart also relaxed, Zhu Zhao in this life is really pitiful, but maybe without his kindness in this life, she will not continue to have anything to do with him after she is reborn, this is what people call cause and effect?

The time in the dream is obviously different from the time in real life, it passes very quickly, but in the blink of an eye, it becomes night, he is obviously tired, but he still forces himself to open his eyes, that look is sad, he seems to know what Qian Yun wants to say, chuckled and said: "Do you want to say let me sleep well?" But I don't want to fall asleep, the last time I woke up you were already gone, I was sad for a long time, this time I wanted not to sleep, I kept looking at you so that you wouldn't leave. ”

Qian Yun pursed his lips and shook his head: "Don't talk nonsense, maybe there are still a lot of things waiting for you to do tomorrow, you can sleep well." This time, I promise that I will be there for you when you open your eyes. ”

Zhu Zhao felt that he was a little crazy at this time, he actually fell asleep obediently, lying flat on his back, with a gentle smile on the corner of his mouth. Qian Yun couldn't help but wonder, would there be his own existence in his sleep?

The long night was long, and she could turn it over with just a tap, but now she wanted to see how Qian Hao and the others were doing, and wouldn't it be uncomfortable to lose everything? All the resentment and sadness she endured at the beginning, these people also tasted it, forgot how long it had been, and she even couldn't wait to see their painful expressions.

As soon as his thoughts moved, the whole person quickly walked away, but in the blink of an eye, he reached the courtyard where several of them were being held, and even at night he could hear the beating and scolding of the guards, as well as the obscene laughter.

When I got closer, I saw a few obscene guards saying some unbearable words to Aunt Ru and Qian Xiu, and Qian Hao was stunned there, as if he was used to it, he had also wanted to theory arrogantly before, but in exchange for a wave of unceremonious beatings, he really couldn't stand it when he was old, so he just swallowed his anger, and now even if he heard the cry of the mother and daughter, he was indifferent, and the young man who had grown up was lying on the ground at this time, embarrassed, with scars up and down, I think it's young and vigorous to bump into those people, but I can't get up after being beaten, and it looks really miserable.

Qian Xiu seemed to be unable to bear this kind of treatment anymore, and cried at Qian Hao: "Dad, how can you look at them so cruelly to us? You said that you would protect us thoroughly, but when you see us being bullied, you just look at us, can you still listen to your words? You really disappointed us, my brother has been beaten like this, don't you feel sad when you look at it? ”

Qian Hao was still like that, the smile on the corner of his mouth was cruel and white, and he muttered: "All this is caused by Qian Yun's dead girl who should go to hell, if it weren't for her, my good home wouldn't have become like this, I hate her to death." But what else can I do now? ”

Qian Yun looked at the two people with pear blossoms and rain, his expression was calm, these guards were just talking cheaply, but they didn't dare to touch Qian Xiu's mother and son, after all, they were people around the emperor, in case the emperor regretted thinking of this person one day, and told them what they had done, and then they would not be able to cut down a few lives. But I really can't help but be cheap, even if I can't get it, I want to tease twice, these women from big families are all good-looking, but if they say two foul words, they will die or live, but if they really want to die, they are reluctant, it is really duplicitous.

Crying and crying will only feel annoying after listening to it for a long time, these people have eaten enough today, and the benefits will naturally disperse quickly, and they don't wait to hear these accusations and angry scoldings that have been listened to and listened to, it is really a troublesome family, and there are many troubles.

For example, Aunt Ru couldn't say anything at this time, she could only cover her face and keep crying, in her opinion, this man was her fancy, plus the bad things she had done before, so retribution was inevitable, and she didn't want to fight for anything now, after all, it was useless. Now that the family can't even eat a full meal, she just ran to her son's side in distress and picked up her son, who made a weak voice, and cried and said, "My good son, are you okay now?" Why can't you get me a doctor, my son...... If it continues to be delayed like this, how can my good son be good? Qian Yun, if you can hear it, I beg you to save my son, I am willing to be a cow and a horse for you in the next life, I just ask you to let my son live, he has been tortured and does not look like a man. If there's anything wrong with you, you're going to come to me, okay? Just when I begged you. ”

Qian Yun looked at her crying with a sad face, thinking about herself? Who should I look for? She ignored her aunt's plea and went straight into the house, where the grandmother, who had been pointing at her nose and scolding, was lying on the bed as if she had run out of oil. His cloudy eyes lit up when he saw her, and he smiled weakly: "You said this is retribution, and I think it is." Am I dying to see you? I will have to make amends with so many people, I really don't know if they can forgive me, I am a wicked person in front of everyone, maybe I will not have a good life in the rest of my life. Qian Yun, seeing that I am like this now, do you feel better? In fact, I really want to say, I don't like you, your temperament is even more unpleasant than your mother, she is a waste who is pointed at by others, only you pay attention to yourself, dare to do anything, this world is like there is nothing you are afraid of, I can't hold it, so I can only think of ways to keep you away. ”

Qian Yun just smiled and said, "Since you know that your good days are coming to an end, why can't you say such ugly things?" Aren't you afraid that they will come to you to settle accounts when you get to the bottom? You don't know what you're going to be treated for. ”

Mrs. Qian pursed her lips and smiled: "Horizontal and vertical is this cheap life, what is there to be afraid of?" I'll do whatever they want to do to me, and I'm not afraid. I can't stand those people anymore, I don't ask for anything, I just hope that the master won't really push me away, I really treat him with sincerity in my life. I will confess my sins to him when I go down, and beg him not to drive me away for the sake of me guarding this house for so many years. ”

Qian Yun sneered and said, "Grandmother, you think too well, what kind of person your grandfather is, you don't know it in your heart." You have harmed a good family like this, how do you think he should forgive you? Since ancient times, mother-in-law should have persuaded her son to go to the right path and told them how to behave, but you are afraid of him, and keep leading him to the outer door and evil path. In this world, no matter how many people say that I have no humanity, only you can't say that this kind of thing I am missing was destroyed by you single-handedly, and all the faults should be blamed on you, especially your grandmother, without your permission, all these tragedies would not have happened. ”

The light in Mrs. Qian's eyes suddenly dimmed, she sighed for a long time, looked at the direction of the door and said, "I remember that when my sister was dying, she said that she saw her husband come to pick her up, I think I can't hold it anymore, I wonder if my princess will also come to pick me up?" I really knew I was wrong, and begged him to see my sincerity and not leave me alone. Ah Yun, do you think your grandfather will come? I'm really scared, he really won't want me. I beg you, help me say two good words in front of him, I'm really afraid, my words are not sincere, you are too disobedient, so I will ignore you, I already regretted your mother when she died, I told myself not to think about these things, saying that your mother just died accidentally, such as my aunt will make people happy, so I will bear all this with peace of mind, who knows that dreams will wake up, I can't take care of anything now, I want to be married to him in the next life, I promise not to do this. ”

Qian Yun pursed his lips and shook his head: "Everything is arranged by God, so don't think about anything, since you want to leave, don't take so many things with you in this life, how heavy and difficult is this road?" ”

Mrs. Qian glanced at Qian Yun at this time, shook her head and smiled: "How can you not want to, in fact, people who are dying are more likely to regret the pain of this life when they are dying, I know that I am wrong, but God is unwilling to give me this chance again, there are too many regrets." He didn't come after all, and it seems that he won't forgive me. ”

After that, I didn't hear her say anything, Qian Yun looked at her and closed her eyes like this, but her head was tilted, and she kept looking forward to the door, but unfortunately her grandfather didn't come, and she didn't want to forgive her anymore.

She stood in front of her grandmother for a long time, but in fact she was a hard-mouthed person, and everything became less important with the departure of the person.