When I saw him for the first time, the spring flowers were blooming and the sun was shining, and his handsome smile was like the sun shining on the earth. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

As a leader in the academy, he is not proud at all, but takes good care of us ordinary people.

Even if he has an enviable family background, he doesn't use it as a blessing, and the kind makes people feel that they are pure people who float down from the sky.

Every time I saw him, my heart involuntarily thumped, and a feeling that I had never felt before rippled from the bottom of my heart.

But he never paid attention to my gaze, and he always stared at a certain place for a long time.

Yes, he sees it as my good friend Shi Xuan. You stand on the bridge and look at the scenery, the people watching the scenery look at you from upstairs, the bright moon decorates your window, you decorate other people's dreams.

Maybe his gentleness and kindness are only for that one person, and I'm just in passing.

It wasn't until that moment that I realized how ridiculous and humble my love was, and I hid him silently in my arms ever since.

I am a little hesitant, a little helpless and a little unwilling, why did God leave all the best to Shi Xuan, she is beautiful and attractive, she is talented, I am not reconciled, I am by no means worse than her, it must be that I have not worked hard enough, he has not found out my good.

Every day and night, I worked hard to cultivate, trying to catch up with Shi Xuan's footsteps, or to go one step further by the person who was at the bottom of the centrifugal bottom.

But everything was in vain, instead of closing any distance, he had to rely on the person he was jealous of to break the cultivation barrier.

It's like someone else has snatched the meat from my mouth, and I have to wag my tail and beg to survive on the minced meat she gave away.

I was a little depressed at one point, and even wanted to give up, until the appearance of the fat man broke the awkward situation between the three of them.

We laugh and laugh every day, without resentment, jealousy, or love, and live together happily and comfortably.

He is still so warm-hearted, taking care of everyone, especially me at the end of the crane, every touch and every look and every word of care can make me remember for a long time, sometimes I think it's not bad to go on like this, don't fight anymore.

Until that day, Shi Xuan was gone, I suddenly breathed a sigh of relief, and no one fought for me anymore, but the corners of my eyes couldn't help but cross tears, yes, her goodness has overpowered my jealousy, and I miss her a little.

Looking at the madness of the little fat man, his sadness, the indifference and slander of everyone, the indignation and longing that I had never felt before suddenly rose in my heart.

Shi Xuan is mine, only I can be jealous, why do you treat her like this.

However, no one knew the cry in my heart, and everything remained the same.

Maybe just like that, with the passage of time, I slowly forgot everything, but God didn't fulfill people's wishes, the little fat man disappeared, and I finally felt an unprecedented panic, how terrible and desperate the world was without Shi Xuan's protection.

His usual care was gone, leaving only a complicated look at each encounter, and I knew he was trying to protect me, the only memories left between him and her.

I was lonely, desperate, terrified, and even wished everything would go back to the way it was, and I would never resent it even if he loved her.

I closed my eyes that day and waited for death to come, and when I opened my eyes again, it was like being hit by Lady Luck, and she came back, and he came back.

And, of course, the little fat man who took a long time to tell the truth.

In an instant, it was back to the sunny days of spring, and it seemed that we had just begun, and this time I must enjoy it all and never be blinded by my jealous eyes.

Until something happened to him, her toughness, and his loneliness made me smell a glimmer of opportunity again.

But I don't dare to hope, I am afraid that everything that I have won so hard will disappear, and I can only silently care about him and take care of him every day, as long as he is well, it will be a sunny day.

Finally, the hard work paid off, he walked out of the haze, but he entered the next cage, the cage that only belonged to Shi Xuan, I think I may really have no hope.

After going around for a few years and going through many things, our friendship has become stronger and stronger, and I know Shi Xuan's true intentions, and I can't help but feel sorry for him at the same time, so many years of silent waiting for the enemy is just a man's rhetoric.

Maybe he was to her what I was to him.

I relied on the strong friendship I had with him since I was a child, and I became more and more kind and sticky to him, but I will no longer feel shy or flustered about all this, everything is so bright and natural, just like an old friend of ten years should be.

Maybe he still hasn't felt my heart, and after all, I have never said it, not even the best Shi Xuan.

Life has finally come to the last stage, everyone has become gods, and I am about to become the next person to enter the divine realm after him, but what is the purpose of all this, what is the difference between going to the divine realm, I am still me and him, and there are still those people around, the only thing that has changed is to change places, but it is becoming more and more empty.

Looking at Hei Nian and Shi Xuan, who were laughing all day long, I didn't understand what they were happy about, and I even wanted to follow in Pangu's footsteps to travel to the Nether at one point.

But in the end, he was reluctant to leave the person who had protected him all his life.

On this day, before I went to the fairy world to solve the matter of Xuanye, I finally expressed my heart to him for many years.

He looked at me as if he was stunned, and he was silent for a long time.

Feeling this awkward and abnormal atmosphere, my heart also returned to the very beginning, jumping uncontrollably, and finally running away.

He didn't chase him, and I don't know if it was because he didn't want to chase or because what I said gave him three days to think.

Yes, we will go to the fairy world in three days, if so...... If that's what it should be, then maybe I'm going to say goodbye to me.

In the anxious waiting, time flew by, and during this time he did not come to me, and I did not dare to see him.

Even when everyone waved goodbye, I still couldn't help but look back frequently, but he forgot the time, maybe he was stumped by something, in short, there must be some reason why he hasn't appeared until now.

I thought firmly, but completely ignored that this was the realm of the gods, and that he was an invincible god on high above, and all the reasons were just excuses for my fears.

The funny thing is that I didn't see him at the last moment of leaving, and I was abandoned by him after all.

The moment I turned around, a tear fell on me stuck at the intersection of the two realms, not up or down, not forward or backward, just like my embarrassing situation.

At that moment I had already made up my mind to say goodbye to my dear friend, goodbye to my beloved father, goodbye to the figure in my dreams.

Exquisite dice An red beans, lovesick to the bones do not know - Chen Ruirui