Chapter 280: Wu Ze
A mischievous elf suddenly burst into my world, and I forced down the throbbing in my heart to restore peace to my world. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info
But when I met her again, the accumulated feeling in my heart erupted instantly, running through my heart, and there was no more self or self.
Whenever I am silent alone, I always involuntarily think of her smile, and the corners of my mouth unconsciously turn upward, and I am suddenly surprised. After a moment of stunnedness, it only made that smile sweeter.
I found countless excuses, and even didn't hesitate to find the annoying little girl who was too late to hide on weekdays, just to be able to see him more.
It seems that this love is too strong, and she always runs away from me like a frightened fawn. Yes, even her best friend and worst rival can see my heart, and she must feel it even more strongly as a person in question.
I don't think I'm in such a hurry, not so quick to win, so as not to scare away my little goddess who has not yet grown up.
However, fate has made people, and God has not given you the best opportunity to prove that this love does not belong to you.
When I saw her looking at him anxiously and worriedly, it suddenly seemed familiar, yes, this memory came from the depths of my soul, and that was the look I had given her.
This is unfair, obviously I met her first, obviously I loved her first, and I must not let her be taken away by others like this.
It wasn't until I learned the news of her death that it was like a bolt from the blue, and at that moment I suddenly felt that as long as she lived, even for the rest of her life, she would not respond to my wishes.
I was in pain, trouble, and despair every day, and my mind was full of her.
Her best friends often come to visit me and tell me about her past, her present, and her hopes for the future.
Every time I hear this, I seem to forget my troubles, forget her death, and only live in the beautiful world that that person has created.
Since then, I have longed for the arrival of that person, for her who will never fade in that mouth.
Until that day, I smiled in my imagination and woke up to catch a glimpse of the man's deep eyes looking at me.
This look was so familiar to me that I hurriedly withdrew my gaze and pretended not to see anything, but my heart was disgusted.
It is unforgivable that this person should want to snatch her lover when her best friend is gone, such a person is not worthy of me.
Since then, I have avoided her, I don't want her to tarnish my love and Shi Xuan's friendship with her, but every time I meet her, I can't help but crave the care I once had, and finally I held back.
But fortunately, I held back at that time, thinking that it was the insistence of God to see me, and sent Shi Xuan, who was stuck in my thoughts, back.
But with me coming back, there was also the nightmare that surrounded me and Shi Xuan.
The first time I saw him, I noticed it, this move is just like the little fat man at the beginning, others don't know how I don't know, how many days and nights I have been driven crazy by this seemingly unintentional but actually little by little pull away Shi Xuan's action, this must be him.
Luckily, no one noticed it, so I don't think I recognized it.
At this time, I was still thinking about it, until that accident came, at that moment I saw the powerful power that Shi Xuan could not reach, and at that moment I saw all Shi Xuan's thoughts about me.
Everything that had been before, everything that had made me high had collapsed, and I was like a clown who jumped off the beam, unconsciously and proudly trying to win the heart of the goddess.
Since then, there has been an insurmountable gap between me and her, not of anyone else but of myself.
I didn't dare to face this reality for a long time, if it weren't for my obsession with my father, maybe I would have disappeared from this world a long time ago.
During that time, I quietly looked at everyone, only to realize that it was not only Shi Xuan who was beautiful, the cute hairball, Chen Ruirui who was still ashamed to speak, and the black year who was burdened with heavy responsibilities for a group of people who didn't know each other.
I don't hate people who ruin everything about me anymore, maybe it's not them who are wrong, it's that I'm too self-righteous.
In the Demon World War, I really broke off my thoughts about Shi Xuan, and only my respect and admiration for her remained, just like a general who met the Lord of the Ming Dynasty and swore to follow her.
However, in the eyes of others, it seems that he is not giving up, for example, for Chen Ruirui, I am afraid that this is the case.
These days, for some reason, my eyes always fall on her, maybe I'm more idle, maybe she's the only one who still appears around me often.
She still looked at her like that, but this time she no longer felt disgusted, she only felt that she was very cute when she was cautious, sometimes biting her lip, sometimes walking away angrily.
I often can't help but laugh out loud, she is a complete pistachio to everyone, but she is also a troublemaker, often throwing things into trouble, and I have to be an idler to help her clean up the mess.
Maybe it's because I've known each other since I was a child, but although she's less shy in front of me over the years, she's become more clingy.
Maybe in this growing team, I can only feel safe when I face my little minion.
I'm glad that I got involved with Shi Xuan at the beginning, although it was because of that ridiculous love, if I hadn't had Shi Xuan over the years, I wouldn't have come to this day, don't say that becoming a god is becoming an immortal, I'm afraid it's all delusional.
Seeing Shi Xuan and Hei Nian becoming their own sons, my long-dormant heart suddenly felt a little turbulent. I often wonder if if I had had an amazing talent or a rebellious family background, the outcome would have been different.
I can't think of an answer, because no matter what, Shi Xuan and the Black Year are the fate of the previous life, and I lost at the beginning, so where is the fate that belongs to me?
Soon I knew that she had suddenly asked me out on this day, and my heart seemed to know that something great was about to happen, and it was so uncontrollable that I had to devote my energy to suppress it, and I would inevitably miss the filling.
She said she loved me, and she asked me if I would like to be with her. My heart was beating faster, and I didn't dare to speak, because I knew that if I did, the trembling voice would betray me.
There was silence for a long time, this time she finally didn't want to wait, turned around and trotted away, I almost couldn't help but say goodbye, but fortunately she left a sentence for me to think about for three days, and I finally saved face at the last moment.
At that time, I hurriedly found the experienced Shi Xuan and Hei Nian, and asked them to help me come up with ideas, I don't want to be with her casually, I owe her all these years, I want to give her better love.
Shi preached and taught me the love book of the blue ball, and I want to promote it first. After thinking about it carefully, I felt very good, said hello, and went to the fairy world to squat first.
The white wedding dress, the bewitching roses, and the double ring buckle made by her father-in-law, and of course, the blessings of the entire fairy world, I don't know if she will like it when she sees it.