Chapter 196

Zhu Zhao's face suddenly turned cold when he saw the people in front of him again, his brows were furrowed, and his lips were slightly pursed, which was obviously a great displeasure and anger. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. biqUgE怂 ļ½‰ļ½Žļ½†ļ½

It was rare for him to have such a good mood, but he didn't want to be disturbed by these people, this was the first time he could enjoy the scenery so leisurely with Qian Yun, and he didn't want to be disturbed by anyone.

Qian Yun watched those people come over like crazy with joy, and sighed in his heart, after all, these people are the people around him who are rightfully named, and although he can live in his heart, it is just an ethereal existence.

Zhu Zhao's hand behind him was clenched into a fist, and as he watched those people get closer and closer, he gritted his back molars hard.

Qian Yun wanted to say something, but those people ran over like they were running, which made her a little surprised. In fact, they don't blame them, a woman who is an emperor has to endure boundless loneliness, there is no reason to say, looking forward to it all day long, even if you can't be a serious couple, you still regard him as your only support, no one can imagine that if there is no love from him, how can this long and lonely life go on? They tried their best to hide their grievances and sadness behind them, and showed their best side in front of him, just to get some pity from him.

Qian Yun felt more and more sad, will he have to endure such waiting and suffering in the future? The more I looked at it, the more I felt that my heart was sour, so I simply turned my head and looked away.

Zhu Zhao didn't have time to look at her expression, although he didn't like these women, he couldn't reprimand them like he did with slaves, he watched them coquettish in front of him, in fact, his heart was very small, and he could only pretend to be the next person, he had no choice but to refuse the rules, so he included these people in the palace, full of benefits and exchanges, these people got benefits from him, and naturally he didn't feel guilty.

"The sisters accompanied Sister Hui, who was recovering from a serious illness, to play in the garden, but they didn't want to meet the emperor.

Zhu Zhao looked at these people who were bending down to salute with a headache, waved his hand and said, "The weather is good today, and I feel uncomfortable even gasping for breath after being stuffy for a long time, so I came out." Concubine Hui's body is safe? ā€

Concubine Hui is an extremely delicate and weak person, at this time it looks translucent, but her face looks pale, anyone who sees it feels pitiful and very loving, but it is a pity that it is such a good color, they don't know that the man in front of them has already lived in his heart, no matter what kind of posture it is difficult to enter his heart.

If you talk about it carefully, Concubine Hui is better looking than Qian Yun, but people are like this, as long as they are emotional, no matter what kind of person they look like, as long as they are unique in their own eyes, they can't take a second look at the people next to them, so it is really aggrieved in the court where there is no hope for such a good look, and if you go to the homes of ordinary people, you don't know how rare it is.

Qian Yun originally had all her eyes on flowers, she didn't want to look at these people, who knows if she will encounter such a thing in the future? But when she heard Concubine Hui's delicate voice, she couldn't help but look back, such a clean and gentle voice, even she couldn't help but be moved, how could Zhu Zhao let it go? She looked over, only to see that the woman in front of her was wearing a white palace dress, I heard that she was recovering from a serious illness, and now she looks even weaker, faintly revealing all kinds of amorous feelings, and her whole body is full of everyone's bearing, as far as she is concerned, such a woman is worthy of the favor of the saint and is loved by thousands of people.

Concubine Hui chuckled and said, "Emperor Lao is worried about it, the concubine is just infected with the wind and cold, and she has taken the medicine prescribed by the imperial doctor, and now she is much better." ā€

Although it can be seen that she wants to be favored with the same thoughts as those women, but this kind of thing is different from others in what she does, making people only feel like and pleasing to the eye, Qian Yun couldn't help but look at her lightly with his hands around his arms. In this life, she and Zhu Zhao don't have a deep fate, but now she has a feeling in her heart that her own things are remembered, which really makes people unhappy.

Zhu Zhao nodded, looking at these people in front of him, although he didn't like it, but looking at their eager eyes was still a little sad, these women consumed their good lives in this cold and ruthless palace, it was really the most painful thing, a thought faintly appeared in his heart, and it flashed quickly, but it made him grab his tail.

"I've been very busy these days, and I haven't been with you well, so let people prepare some of your favorite meals these days, and they are in this imperial garden, which should be regarded as my apology for you."

Everyone couldn't help but be overjoyed, and even the corners of Concubine Hui's mouth were outlined, looking happy in their bones. She wanted to say something, but she heard the emperor say: "There are still some things in my heart that have not been resolved, I need to think about it, you can play by yourself." ā€

The expression on Concubine Hui's face froze, and she finally retired. She has been in the palace for some days, hasn't she heard that there is a lowly woman living in the emperor's heart, for her until now, no one has been able to enter his heart, let alone be summoned by him, let alone be able to conceive an heir? She thought she was beautiful and beautiful, but who knew that she was still no match for the person in his heart, he had never been to his palace, and I heard that even the persuasion of the minister Shangben would not help. Most people are stubborn, knowing that they can't get it, but they still have such thoughts in their hearts, and they always feel that as long as they work harder, they can break through the encirclement and approach him, she actually understands very well that such a man is the most affectionate, once he puts you in his heart, he can only tolerate one person in his eyes. So no matter what, she can't let herself give up.

"The concubine retired."

Qian Yun clearly saw the unwillingness and helplessness in Concubine Hui's eyes, as well as the deep attachment, obviously she put this man in her heart, if Zhu Zhao could look at her more, maybe she would not be so lonely now. But any woman who can stay in the palace is not good, they can adapt to the palace battles better than anyone else, and although such a woman seems to be infinitely beautiful, she is more pathetic than the common people.

When they walked away, Zhu Zhao walked up to her and said a little embarrassedly: "There is no way, they are all selected according to the ancestral system, even if I have no intention of them, I can't help but deal with them, I will find a way to arrange a suitable place for them, it is a pity to stay in this deep palace in a good year." Everyone envies the emperor for having three palaces and six courts, but I don't know that for me, it is the saddest thing in the world, and it is really difficult for people to be put on fire and roasted. There is also the persecution of ministers in the court, and those rumors and rumors are all headaches. There was Qian Xiu to help stop me before, but now I have become a person on the outlet, and everything is pointed directly at me, and I can't even avoid it. ā€

Qian Yun thought about it, and felt that she still couldn't say those words against her will, whether it was in her previous life or after being reborn, this man was actually the same person, she really couldn't bear to watch her man get close to other women, which was not a torment for her, who had always been cautious.

"You think so in your heart, but you can't understand their thoughts, I am a woman, so I can see that they all have you in their hearts, and they all regard you as their husband, but I am afraid that it will be difficult to send away. If it is really sent away, this palace will be deserted, depressed and sad. ā€

Zhu Zhao smiled and shook his head: "How can I take care of so much?" I just want to be with you wholeheartedly, and I will be content with you when I die. As for other things, they are too heavy and tiring on my shoulders, and I don't want to care about them except for the important affairs of the court. ā€

In the past few years, he has eradicated all the hostile forces that are likely to emerge, and there are no more people with different intentions in the world today, no matter who they do, they don't want to encounter war, and they can enjoy glory and wealth in peace, which is what they are pursuing. In two days, the fifth brother's son will enter the palace, and he will let him learn how to deal with the major affairs of the court and the central government with him, if only he could wait until he is in charge, so that he can have more time with her, and this life is still considered to be complete, and there are not so many regrets.

Qian Yun looked at the sun above her head, and suddenly she didn't know what to say, she even felt that her appearance was a mistake? If she hadn't appeared in his world, maybe his heart would still have been melted, just like that delicate person like Concubine Hui, and it would be the best match for him. But once these things happen, there is no way to take them back.

Walking around a circle, the flowers are very delicate, purple and red, all the good colors are gathered at this moment, the fragrance of flowers flows in the air, making people feel comfortable physically and mentally, she couldn't help but smile and look back, but saw him frowning, looking at himself fixedly, and couldn't help but smile: "What's wrong?" With a sad face, such a good view, don't let it down. ā€

Zhu Zhao rubbed his brows and sighed and said: "I thought you were unhappy, I can be regarded as a nemesis now, you were silent for a while, I felt that I had done something wrong, for fear that you would remember it in your heart, and you would not want to come to see me again in the future, how would I live my life at that time?" Aren't you asking for my life? You bad girl. ā€

Qian Yun couldn't help but cover his mouth and smiled: "You are really stupid, everything here is not something you can decide, the old rules force you with a knife, you can't do it if you don't agree, not to mention that there are forces to balance on all sides, I know your difficulties, so I don't blame you." Don't feel sorry for me, you always have things in your heart, in the end, it's actually my fault, and I hurt you like this, but I also delayed myself. Thankfully, God has given us a chance to do it all over again, so we should be content too, you say? ā€

Zhu Zhao's face was still dignified, but his face was much better than Fang Cai, and he immediately smiled: "What you said is reasonable, the more people always care about something, the more they can't let go of something, I pretend that it's all you in my heart, and I can't ignore everything about you." But do you want to go to the pavilion in front of you? Will the sun be harmful to you if the sun shines like this? I'll let the waiter go so we can be more comfortable. ā€

Qian Yun is not afraid, she even likes this kind of weather a little, looking at such a splendid season, she only feels that there is full of vitality, which makes people's hearts brighten. In fact, up to now, after seeing the final fate of the Qian family, and being able to get a person's sincere treatment, the resentment in my heart is not as thick as it was at the beginning, when the psychological obsession can be let go a little, I suddenly feel that my whole person has become more relaxed, and I can take a good breath.

However, she still followed Zhu Zhao to the pavilion, the trees on both sides were lush, just blocking the sunlight, only a few shallow pieces of light emerged from the gaps in the overlapping leaves, shining on the stone table, which was also very interesting.

The palace maid and eunuch quickly sent fruit cakes and tea, Zhu Zhao looked at the things in front of him, and couldn't help but smile bitterly: "It's a pity, I think you should like these things, so let people follow this everywhere you go, now you are sitting next to me, but I can't help it, you can only watch, God is really playing tricks, not to mention the appetite for food, but I feel a little sad." ā€

Qian Yun shook his head and smiled: "I said that you don't have to take care of me, I am separated from you for a lifetime, I am very happy to be able to talk to you, you should eat more of these things, look at you now you still look haggard and thin, no matter what happens in the future, you have to take care of your body first, otherwise I can't rest assured." Eat it. ā€

Qian Yun didn't know his preferences, or during that time in Yunnan, he knew more clearly what he liked, and he once joked in his heart, a big man, he doesn't pick anything, in fact, he cares a lot, it's really difficult to serve, Qian Yun has said him twice, but he can't say anything when he cleans up, this kind of thing can't help but want to laugh when I think about it.

Zhu Zhao didn't know what she was laughing at, but she also understood that she was not thinking about herself, because they had nothing else but the memory of Jinzhou City, and what she shared with her was another self, he occupied the most real her, real people were envious and jealous, how good would it be if they could have her? He really wanted to get close to her life and make everything possible, what he had been looking forward to all his life, could it be realized on the day he died?

He was a little jealous, but he still didn't say it, and he was jealous of his future self, which sounded really funny.

These things in front of him were inquired about when he was in Jinju, he didn't like these sweet toothache things, but now he is eating them piece by piece, when he loves someone, he really can't wait to be able to breathe with her, and wants to turn everything around him into her preference, only in this way can he feel that he is close to this man, there is no such distance between them, this way of deceiving himself is even more sad and lonely when he quiets down and becomes a person, But even a moment of joy is enough.

Qian Yun saw that he was distracted, a faint sadness flashed in his eyes, thinking that he had accidentally hurt him, he embarrassedly brushed his hanging hair to the back of his head, and said softly: "If you have time, you might as well go out to enjoy the landscape, this palace looks too cold, have you played there in Yunnan for a while?" It was a beautiful scenery, and I used to think that if I had nowhere to go in the future, I would settle down there. ā€

Zhu Zhao's eyes suddenly bloomed with a glow, the corners of his mouth tightened with a smile, and he nodded: "How could you be interested in thinking so much at that time, you were not around, the whole person felt numb, and he came back after the errand." But the mountains and rivers on the way are lovely, and I wish I could wait until that day, when we will be there for the rest of our lives. ā€

It's not that he doesn't know that he may be the only one who is getting old, but no matter how old and ugly he becomes in the future, if he can have her by his side, he will be content.

Qian Yun looked at the envy and longing on his face, and her heart softened, in fact, she wanted to hug him and pull his hand, but this helpless force isolated them, and regret may become a chapter that they can never turn over with each other.

After that, there was no more side words between the two, she looked at the flowers in the sun not far away, but his eyes were fixed on her and did not move, as if this life was enough.

Qian Yun suddenly felt that his body here had become erratic, and he suddenly understood that it was time to leave, and it was time to wake up.

Zhu Zhao's reaction was much greater than hers, and even his face became pale, and he said reluctantly: "Are you going back?" I really can't bear you, I'm jealous that he can have you for so long, and I can only wait here. When will you come again? Don't keep me waiting too long. ā€

Qian Yun nodded with a smile and instructed: "You still have to eat well, remember to take care of your body, don't treat him badly, I can come to see you a few more times in the future, otherwise don't blame me for breaking my promise." ā€

The last thing she saw was Zhu Zhao's eager nod, he stretched out his hand to grab her, but unfortunately, there was no way to control all this, so that after the joy, there was even more disappointment and unwillingness.

Qian Yun opened his eyes, looked at the arm across his chest, and couldn't help but smile, the sky outside was glowing with a faint light, winter is really late in dawn, early in dark, such a time is the most torturous, making people feel that life is very sad. She turned her head to look at the sleeping man, a smile on her lips, and she sometimes wondered what his expression would be if she let him know that he could know everything he didn't know. Will there be no way to accept that she is just a monster?

Several times I wanted to tell him everything I really wanted, but I always retreated again and again, and she couldn't say why, but she just felt afraid, afraid that he would think he was a monster, and all the good things would be away from her, which was the most unacceptable thing for her.

It's better to take it slowly, and it's not too late to talk about it when the time is right. She didn't know how long it would be, maybe it was until her son grew up? That way, even if something disappointing happens, her son will be able to keep himself safe, and he will be more at ease.

Even she didn't know how far their fate could go with each other, she couldn't help but get close to him, wrapped her arms around him, leaned her head on his chest, and said lightly: "Zhu Zhao, I really love you, I hope there will be no more heartbreaking things between us, I just want to live this life with you, I have no regrets." ā€

What she didn't know was that Zhu Zhao had woken up at the moment she leaned up, and when she heard her say such things to herself in a daze, her heart was even happier, what were those things that were lying on his heart at this moment?

Qian Yun didn't know when she fell asleep in a daze again, and when she woke up, the sky outside was already bright, stretching her waist, and she didn't get up when she turned her head to look at the man next to her, but looked at her straight with a smile on the corner of her mouth, and said with a smile: "It's really better than Xi'er, just now someone outside reported that Xi'er woke up, I asked them to look at the child first, and then talk about it when you wake up." ā€

Qian Yun smiled a little embarrassedly, sat up and began to dress, after washing his face and having breakfast, he walked outside to find that it was snowing, a world covered in silver, dazzling people's eyes.

Zhu Zhao followed behind her and said, "It's better to hit the day than to choose a day, why don't you go outside to enjoy the snow now?" ā€

Qian Yunzi nodded happily, thinking that he hadn't seen his son today, and said with a smile: "It's better to see my baby bump first, I really want him to grow up faster, and then our family can go to enjoy the scenery together, talk about how lively it is." It's just that I don't know if you, at that time, can still pretend to be us in the eyes of your father, or don't talk about these sad things, who can guess what will happen more than ten years later? ā€

Zhu Zhao's face was not displeased, and he didn't rush to promise her anything, but knocked on his head and said: "Don't think nonsense, you will only add trouble to yourself, and when the time comes, you just look at it, you will naturally understand what kind of person I am." ā€

Speaking of letting his son accompany the two of them to enjoy the snow together, he is also looking forward to it in his heart, the happy scene of a family of three, he has been looking forward to it for so many years, and finally one day it can be realized.

The nurse brought the child over, Qian Yun teased him, he was very face-saving, he grinned when he saw Qian Yun, but when he saw Zhu Zhao, his expression was calm, but he could calm down better than his father, which made Zhu Zhao can't help laughing. This son looked like Qian Yun, but his temper was a little similar to him.

However, when the two were about to leave, the child cried for a while, and no one should only pester Qian Yun, which really made Qian Yun helpless for a while, but it was cold outside, and he really couldn't take the child away, what if he got cold?

Naturally, it was a lot of coaxing, and the two of them were able to go out, but it was not easy, Zhu Zhao couldn't help but smile and said: "Wait for the little slippery head, I'm afraid it will be very difficult to treat in the future, he only listens to you, if I teach him two sentences in the future, I'm afraid that it will be endless." ā€