Chapter 195

When facing death directly, the fear in her heart did not let her have time to think about everything in this world, but when facing the life and death of others, she found that her heart was not as cold as she imagined. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

Qian Hao outside seemed to have a sense, he came in from the outside helplessly, but when he saw the scene in front of him again, his eyes widened suddenly, his pupils contracted sharply, and the expression on his face was tense, and then he looked at Qian Yun who was standing on the side, and shouted out of control: "What did you do?" No matter how much hatred you have in your heart, she is also your elder, how can you kill her? You're really scary, have you been catalyzed into a ghost by the resentment in your heart? You can't enter reincarnation in this life, and I used to think that when the situation here improves, I will ask someone to overtake you, but I didn't expect that if you do such a thing, you will get your due retribution after all. ”

Qian Yun was angry and wanted to laugh in his heart, but in the end, he didn't show a single expression on his face that could be seen through, and said in a deep voice: "Father, don't you think that as long as I stand here, I will come to harm others?" You know your grandmother's situation better than I do, how can you blame me? People have always been born, old, sick and dead, don't always blame everything on others. ”

Qian Hao knelt beside Mrs. Qian, for so many years, his mother helped him solve all the troubles in his family, he never thought that his mother would leave him so ruthlessly, the heaviness in his heart became deeper and deeper at this time, how could he change this situation? He thought of a lot of ways at the beginning, but his mother didn't wait for that day, the grief in his heart turned into hatred for Qian Yun, his eyes were full of tears, and the light of hatred seemed to have turned into a sharp sword that wanted to penetrate Qian Yun's body, and said with a sneer: "Don't leave yourself so clean, if you weren't in trouble, our family would have become like this?" Your grandmother has always been in good health, how could she pass away like this? How can you say in good conscience that this matter has nothing to do with you? Who would believe in your words, if I had known that this would be the case, I would never have agreed to marry your mother, let alone have a daughter like you, I really regret that I didn't do it at the beginning, you ruined all our lives, don't you want revenge? I'm standing right here, and if you want me to die, come on? The whole family died at your hands, and sooner or later you will be struck by thunder and thunder, and I wish you were locked up in the underworld forever, tormented by the fire of the guards of life and life, and I can't let you make chaos in the whole world. ”

Qian Yun's heart ached, and the corners of his mouth pulled out a helpless smile, and he said coldly: "I don't want to have nothing to do with you, and I don't want to be your daughter." It's just that my mother was so stupid that she thought you were a good person, but she didn't want to be a brute in human skin, and she was so cruel that she took her life. This is God's retribution for you, and what does it have to do with me? ”

Qian Hao's lips trembled, he looked at his mother's peaceful face, after all, he still felt that he couldn't accept it, and he didn't care about saying anything to Qian Yun, but knelt beside the bed and said some words of repentance: "It's my son who is not filial and has harmed you to this situation, if a doctor came to treat you, it wouldn't have become what it is today, I really deserve death." Mother, you wake up, without you, I don't know how to go in the future, you always say that you are worried about me, but now can you give up your son? ”

Qian Hao's wail in the house called the people outside in, Qian Shan dragged his tired and sore body in, saw that his grandmother had closed her eyes, and couldn't help but shed tears sadly, no matter how bad this family is, but many people here are putting him into their bones, he once felt that it was the greatest luck in his life to be born in the Qian family, but the grandmother who loved him was gone, he still remembered that he was playful at that time, his father and mother were counted down, only his grandmother looked at him lovingly and said: " Our good child is a child who understands measure, don't scare the child with your set of preaching, come to grandmother, there is grandmother, no one dares to bully you. ”

His heart was so sad that he knelt on the ground and crawled to his grandmother's side, pulled the old man's sleeve and cried, turned around and looked at Qian Yun when he thought of something, and reprimanded: "Grandmother is already so old, why did you kill her so ruthlessly?" No matter how much has happened at the beginning, you have left this world, why can't you reincarnate and live your life well? What's in it for you? Grandmother is such a good person, can you bear it? ”

The smile in Qian Yun's eyes suddenly became condensed, she looked down at this handsome person, and said coldly: "Her good has never been given to me, do you want me to do this?" I'm not as good as you, I'm the daughter of the Qian family, but I didn't get the favor I deserved, and you, who are obviously low-status concubines, are enjoying all this with peace of mind, glory and wealth, okay, right? You have taken all my things, why don't you say that your mind is vicious? Isn't it true that you are still accusing me in front of me, what kind of face do you have? After all, you robbed me of my things, what, what am I talking about? What are you so surprised for? Don't you know that your mother is not a lady at all? She's just a concubine, and when others praise you, you think you're really that kind of person? Amusing. I don't want to be taken care of, if she could protect me a little, I wouldn't be what I am today, life and death, no one can blame. It's just because these people around you who love you have done too many bad things, and this is their due retribution. Don't stare at me, you should have enjoyed enough of the good life for so many years, and it's time for you to pay off your debts one by one. ”

Qian Shan looked at her desperately, and finally lowered his head, he has not suffered anything since he was born, the people in the family love him very much, in fact, he doesn't know that he has a half-sister, and he doesn't want to take this matter to heart, so he hasn't cared about it, who knows that one day these things he didn't worry about actually hit him like this, and it destroyed everything he has always been proud of, he closed his eyes and hung there without saying anything.

Qian Xiu looked at everything in front of her, her psychology was only panic, they were in another mood to please the old lady so that they were proud to stand firm in the Qian family, maybe because they were not simple with each other, so she didn't have too much sadness, she didn't know what to say, she just wanted to think that the person Qian Yun wanted to harm next time would become herself? She doesn't want to die, even if there is no glory and wealth in this world, she doesn't want to die, she wants to live, because as long as there is this life, everything can come back to her side, she has always believed so.

The growing fear made her can't help but hide behind Aunt Ru, at this time Qian Yun's expression was fierce as if she was going to eat people, Qian Yun said that she herself had so much unwillingness, and her anger was generated because of their snatching, so to let her eliminate her hatred, she could only make them pay the price they should pay for each other.

For example, the aunt felt her daughter's body tremble, and helplessly patted her shoulder to reassure, things in this world may really have karma, she was also panicked at the beginning, but now she doesn't care about anything, most of her life has lived a good life that others envy but can't get, it seems that there are no regrets in this life, just like that, no matter what happens in the future, she has prepared for the worst. What else is there to care about in life and death? Her only regret is that she can't protect her two children, they are the deepest concern in her life, and she can't give up no matter where she goes. 、

Qian Yun looked at them, and for the first time clearly realized that they were actually a family, and for the entire Qian family, she and her mother, they were just a piece of the Qian family's scenery destined to be forgotten. The corners of her mouth tugged at a smile, why did she bother? I originally wanted to come over to see the excitement, but who knew that in the end I still added a blockage to myself, which is really uncomfortable.

Apparently she had never been welcomed here, so there was no need for her to be disliked here now, she looked at these people, and then turned away, thinking that maybe she would never come here again, the people and affairs here had nothing to do with her. There are many retributions, so it is better to look at them in the next life.

The people didn't notice her leaving, and she didn't know how she got back to the palace, and sighed helplessly as she looked at the man lying on the bed with a frown. He seems to be sleeping very unsteadily, although his face is better-looking, but there is still a little distressing paleness, why does this man bother to practice himself so lowly? She shook her head and reached out to grab him, but after failure turned into a feeble wry smile.

It's just that he didn't expect Zhu Zhao's brows to be full of loosening, could it be that he could feel his efforts? Qian Yun couldn't help laughing, the time was quiet, but it was quickly gone, she watched the morning light come in, shining on his handsome and straight face, the faint light wrapped his whole person, making people feel like they had seen a beautiful painting, and his sleeping face was really good-looking.

Then she saw that his eyelashes trembled, as if he was awakened by the sun's light, his eyes were hazy at first, and when he saw Qian Yun with a smile, he sat up suddenly, and smiled in great surprise: "It turns out that you really didn't lie to me, you didn't leave, I can still see you." ”

Qian Yun was a little amused by his childish behavior, and immediately smiled and said: "Since I said it, I must not break my word, if I can't do this, I won't agree to you." Did you sleep well yesterday? I see you frowning, as if you had some bad dream. ”

Zhu Zhao nodded rarely: "It's really not good, many people came to me in the past, and they did everything, but then I felt a warm breeze that swept them away, and I slept well." It's the most solid sleep I've had in years, and it would be nice to have you by my side. ”

Qian Yun pursed his lips and smiled: "You still have something in your heart, now I can figure it out, people still have to open up, why bother with their own lives?" But those who are sorry for themselves still have to find a way to let them get the retribution they deserve in order to make themselves feel better, what do you say? I won't look at them anymore, whatever they will become in the future. ”

It didn't take long for someone to report the news that Zhu Zhao said that the old lady of the Qian family was yes, and he just sighed, maybe it was because he had made too many killings in this life, and he felt a little helpless for the first time, waved his hand and said: "That's it, there's no need to hold on anymore, just send her back to be buried with Master Qian." ”

In fact, they are all enemies of fate, no matter how bad she is and her disdain to Qian Yun, in Qian Yun's opinion, the most real feelings of her grandmother are her love for her grandfather. She felt sorry that her grandfather couldn't forgive her, but it was a good thing to be able to lie next to her beloved at this time.

The man left quickly, there were only two people left in the room, but the atmosphere was a little silent, and Qian Yun smiled for a long time: "Sometimes I know that hatred passes with life and death, but in the end, it still makes people feel embarrassed, people's obsessions are too deep, and after all, there is no way to completely let go and not care." ”

Zhu Zhao also smiled and said: "I sometimes wonder if it's my obsession that makes you come to me, I think it should be like this, anyway, I think it's very good, the taste of being alone for so many years is really unbearable, this palace is like a cage, once you come in, you can't escape, whether it's joy or sorrow, you can be here, watch yourself swallow it." I couldn't get it at the beginning, I desperately wanted to ask for it, but when I wanted it, I trapped myself, not because others didn't give me a way to live, but because I cut off my own way of life. ”

Qian Yun glanced at the birds and flowers outside, and said with a smile: "There is such a beautiful scenery to enjoy here, let's not think about the troublesome things in the past, no matter what, it has passed, and people still have to look ahead." Even though I have lost so many things in this life, I am still glad that God can let me know everything in the past and let me have a man who loves me in my new life, this feeling is something I have never felt in my previous life, but he is really nice and enjoyable. ”

Zhu Zhao also stood up, he was still wearing only underwear, and a green silk hung down like this, feeling comfortable, and even more lazy to make people feel jealous, he stood behind her and nodded in response: "I have lived in this palace for so many years, I have never seen the scene in this well, if it weren't for you you I don't think I would care about what they look like in my life, people sometimes really make people confused, if I change to others, I may not be able to see it, but now it's very good, you just start, But I also think that the sun is very dazzling today, and I should really go outside to see it after so long, so that it will not get moldy in the house. Will you go with me? If you're tired, let's go again tomorrow? ”

Qian Yun looked at him with a face full of longing, but he couldn't accept him, and sighed helplessly: "I don't dare to promise you what will happen tomorrow, I don't know what will happen next, since it is close at hand, it is better not to let these beautiful scenery flow away from your eyes like this, maybe by tomorrow, they may not be as beautiful as they are now." ”

A touch of regret flashed on Zhu Zhao's face, and he was also happy when he heard such words, and said with a smile: "What you said also makes some sense, then leave it at that, I will listen to you." Wait a minute. ”

Zhu Zhao was not afraid of her watching from the side, he took off his clothes and changed into new ones, so that the people who were waiting outside came in, he couldn't say what his habits were, those irrelevant people couldn't touch and spy on his body, he had always been strict in this matter, he had already regarded Qian Yun as his own person, if she could stand by his side like an ordinary person, then he would definitely hand over a lot of private matters to her, and his mother-in-law should take care of his fathers, isn't it natural? It's a pity that he himself doesn't have this blessing, and he can only make people smack, but the regrets of this life have been made up for in the next life, and his heart is a little happier. He now has to admit that the people in the next life are the same as himself, so even if he can't have her, at least he can feel better with this comfort in his heart.

The rules in the palace are much more complicated, Qian Yun stood aside and watched with a smile, this man couldn't see it before, but now he feels that he is born with a royal spirit, no matter what he does, he has a unique momentum to look down on the world, which makes people involuntarily become nervous in front of him.

Qian Yun thought that maybe it was because she had been with Zhu Zhao for a long time after being reborn, and she had never put everything in her eyes that had already become an emperor, naturally and casually, and she sometimes wondered what if she angered him? In any case, he is a person who can't be caught without a body, and at most he is just angry and corrupt watching him there.

The people who served were obviously very nervous, and they were careful in what they did, Qian Yun relied on those people not to see him, and said with a smile: "Look at how many people you have to scare to death with your serious face, you look at the little eunuchs around you, one by one, it seems that they are carrying their heads in their hands, and it is really pitiful to look at." This palace doesn't necessarily have anything good, it's not appropriate to put a good person, but you want to call yourself a slave in front of you, but if you accidentally do something wrong, you have to be afraid of this, for fear that you will be hit by the board when the time comes, why do you say people can't think about it like this? But how can you not live if you have backbone, why do you want to lower your status here. ”

Zhu Zhao grinned rarely, looked at the group of eunuchs in front of him who took care of him diligently, and said with a smile: "You have served well these days, go down and receive the reward." In the future, if you don't make mistakes, there will naturally be a time for reward. After speaking, he turned his head to look in the direction where Qian Yun was shrinking, and smiled very proudly, in Qian Yun's eyes, he looked like a child who wanted to be praised.

Qian Yun couldn't help but cover his mouth and smile: "You don't look at you, but you are scared of people's doors, and you don't often give people a good face on weekdays, so you are like this, it's just that your royal affairs are not something that outsiders like me can say." ”

Zhu Zhao put on his clothes and sent the person out, walked up to her and said with a smile: "Why are you so unreasonable? When I did what you said, it was still mine, which was really excessive. Are you happy to have so many people around me? It's just the rules of the palace, and I think that only when I die can I get out of the frame and tone of this palace, otherwise I'm afraid that I have to stay in it all the time, and no one can do it. Don't always say this kind of thing to anger me, I'm already sad in my heart, and you stab me in the heart with a knife when you say this. That's it, let's not say these words, let's go and enjoy the scenery. You might be exposed to the sun like this? If not, I'll have someone bring an umbrella. ”

Qian Yun covered his mouth and snickered: "Do you help me hold the umbrella or do I hold it myself?" If you see it to people outside, you can't be scared to death? What's more, I don't want others to be evil when you are evil, how good it would be if you write something bad about you, don't let me hurt your serious things, and I'm not afraid of the sun, it's warm outside, how comfortable. ”

Zhu Zhao listened to her and let her, the smile on her face was unusually dazzling and bright, like a whirlpool that could suck people in. He nodded and said, "It's rare to be free, so let's go earlier." ”

Qian Yun could see that Zhu Zhao was really happy, the corners of his mouth rose, and the whole Zhang Junyan was like enjoying it after eating honey, which made people can't help but feel better when they look at it, the royal garden is a collection of treasures from all over the world, and those gorgeous flowers that have never been seen are very beautiful, Qian Yun couldn't help but say: "The living envy the luxury in the palace, but they don't want me to see such a beautiful scenery here one day, but it's not a loss." ”

The smile on the corner of Zhu Zhao's mouth has never stopped, he has never felt too much about this kind of thing, and he doesn't worry about it in his heart, he still can't help laughing when he hears such words, and when no one cares, he whispered: "As long as you like it in the future, I will often accompany you to take a look, and it will save you from worrying." ”

Qian Yunzui said stiffly: "What is there to worry about?" Isn't that what you've seen? I think it's not as good as the wildflowers in the mountains and fields, but it's better than nothing, and now it's a long experience, so it's really not a loss. ”

Zhu Zhao's face was full of tenderness, in fact, he could feel that Qian Yun seemed to be a little unhappy today, because she didn't have so many words on weekdays, and it was also because of her grandmother's death, people are like this, they say that they are not sad or sad, but they can't think about it more than anyone else, but they are involved with such a family, who can blame them? It's all fate, no one can blame it, and this feeling will only become more and more profound in the future.

It's just that what Zhu Zhao didn't expect was that it was rare to be quiet, but she was unhappy by the laughter in front of her, how could she forget these people?