Chapter 212: Dislike in every way
Xiao Ai: I haven't come back, I don't have any hardships, no one will mention the rights and wrongs of adults in front of a child, but I just occasionally hear some news about him in other people's mouths. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
There is no bitterness...... In Ouyang's opinion, these four words are so incredible, how cruel it is to not come back to visit his children without any hardship, Ouyang wants to know at the moment, what kind of thinking is this man, and why he is so ruthless.
Thinking of this, Ouyang would be a little disgusted with An Xiaoxue's father, but Ouyang suddenly thought of something else.
The anger suppressed in An Xiaoxue's heart like this is not exactly the anger that An Xiaoxue has had for many years, from the first meeting to the present, An Xiaoxue's rejection, neglect and even disgust with herself or occasional force is not the most unwilling to face the abandonment in her heart.
After all, back then, in the eyes of everyone, Xiao Xiaoduan was abandoned by himself.
In Ouyang's heart, he suddenly realized that he had inadvertently become the most hated type of person An Xiaoxue, coupled with An Xiaoxue's growth experience, he naturally disliked Ouyang in every way, and would not easily accept any care he wanted.
Ouyang: So, what happened to that person?
Xiao Ai: I just heard that he got married again soon after, and had a daughter, and he and his family came to City A, and no one would mention their existence very deliberately, at least I have never heard about them.
City A, that's right, it's this city, it's this place that An Xiaoxue once clearly said that it doesn't belong to this world, this place, the place she hates the most, there is Ouyang, that person, and his family.
Everyone has a past that they don't want to be mentioned, but not mentioning it is just their own paralysis of themselves.
Ouyang is suddenly very scared again now, this place, An Xiaoxue will not like it so much, stay here for the sake of the child, how long can she stay?
Regarding the things he has been working on all this time, Ouyang has some doubts about his ability, can he really keep An Xiaoxue all the time? Everything is unknown.
Of course, his efforts still have to continue, and for the first time, Ouyang will have this kind of nervousness that he is trying his best but feeling uneasy.
Xiao Ai: An Xiaoxue, who was hit so hard, is like a different person since then, she is no longer so cheerful, and she doesn't like to take the initiative to communicate with others anymore, she likes to protect herself in a small corner, and bear all the changes that may occur in her heart, after all, we were too young at that time to know what such a thing would mean for the future.
From beginning to end, in An Xiaoxue's heart, she trusted Xiao Ai so much, you can imagine how important Xiao Ai was to An Xiaoxue in the years when she couldn't find a direction.
It is precisely because they have been together for so many years that they will have a tacit understanding with each other that they don't need words, so that these two people will have such a deep relationship without any doubts.
Obviously, Ouyang realized that he was still far from the position he wanted in An Xiaoxue's heart, and An Xiaoxue's heart was still unwilling to open for himself.
Ouyang: But Xiao Ai, how could An Ye be reluctant to mention many of her advantages, just like this time, she has such good dancing skills, and when we didn't know what to do, she easily solved the problem for everyone, but there is no need for her not to let everyone know this.
Regarding Ouyang's question, of course Xiao Ai knows what the reason is, but these are all topics that even Xiao Ai doesn't want to talk about, let alone An Xiaoxue herself.
Xiao Ai: For An Xiaoxue, those are not happy memories, let alone the past that she can bear, in that year, in a situation like Xiao Xue, she would not have studied any art at all.
Yes, such a reality is conceivable, at such a young age, suddenly encountering such a family accident, it is a blow to An Xiaoxue, and it is also a blow to An's mother, in that case, how can An Xiaoxue have the opportunity to accept what art influence so systematically.
At that time, An Xiaoxue suddenly became inferior and a little unpredictable, she might lose sleep in the middle of the night, this is conceivable.
Ai: I'm in a much better situation than Xiao Xue, so I often go to dance classes, of course, you are surprised that An Xiao Xue will know a lot, but she knows a lot more than you see now.
There is no doubt about it, no one can see through what An Xiaoxue has in her head, she always inadvertently brings many surprises to everyone, whether it is her wish or not, it can be imagined that she is obviously entangled in her heart.
There are a lot of things than everyone imagined, Ouyang began to look forward to it, expecting Xiao Ai to tell him more information about An Xiaoxue.
At this time, Ouyang was looking forward to it more than ever, he was very quiet at this time, and his heart was surprisingly quiet, just waiting quietly for Xiao Ai's information, those information about An Xiaoxue, these are so precious to Ouyang.
Xiao Ai: I learned a lot of things when I was young, but I don't like hard children, I just regard these as very interesting things, and I don't like to spend more time, but the little choices around me follow me, but they take these as a way to vent themselves, a way to punish themselves.
Such a statement made Ouyang, who had been listening quietly, suddenly feel a little cramped and uneasy.
A way to vent, a way to punish yourself?
Is this Xiao Ai's anger at the situation at the time and a little exaggerated, or is An Xiaoxue really so hit that she can't let go?
At this time, Ouyang was extremely nervous, and he didn't know how to imagine this past.
Xiao Ai: I remember very clearly that Xiao Ze would smile when she was by my side, she would sit next to me and listen to me play the piano quietly, what she would think at that time, I didn't dare to ask anything.
At that time, An Xiaoxue would have very quiet times, which was the same as many times now, and she was even more worried when she was quiet, which Xiao Ai has always been very vigilant about, she will be very careful to protect An Xiaoxue, so that she will not be hurt in her heart.
Thinking of this, Ouyang remembered that when An Xiaoxue first came to City A, he had so many misunderstandings with her, which made her suffer so many grievances, at that time, was it in Xiao Ai's heart that he put himself on the blacklist?
It's no wonder that Xiao Ai's attitude towards herself has been so cold for a long time, and now that she thinks about it, everything is as it should be.