Chapter 213: Embrace Yourself

Xiao Ai: At that time, I would often take Xiao Xue with me, and when I looked at her like that, I would feel at ease. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 infoOriginally, my parents were very busy with business, and they rarely had time to spend with me, and Xiao Xue was also a comfort by my side, and I was so worried about her every move, worried about when she would suddenly collapse.

Go to pieces? The quiet An Xiaoxue must be devouring everything by himself Unpleasant, if it is really on the verge of collapse, it will be a very terrifying thing.

Ouyang has seen this, on the issue of Xiao Xiaoduan, An Xiaoxue has collapsed, of course, not only Ouyang, everyone has seen how terrible the collapsed An Xiaoxue is, but it is such An Xiaoxue, everyone still loves her so much.

Even if it is such An Xiaoxue, the lethality is far from that great, at least Ouyang thinks so, now Ouyang, when he looks at a person well, even when it is the most unreasonable, he will think that she is good.

Xiao Ai: At that time, An Xiaoxue was longer than I sat in front of the piano, I don't know how many times, she forced herself to recite those boring piano scores, so that her brain would not stop to think about other things she didn't like, every time she played the piano with her fingers, her head was raised, she said, as long as she kept her head up, tears would not stay.

At that time, the little girl was so lonely, so helpless, that she didn't even know what it was.

I don't know what I'm doing at all, maybe I can only force myself to do a lot of things so that my brain won't be idle.

Tilt your head up, tears will not stay, in this way, only children can deceive themselves, who can know how many tears An Xiaoxue secretly shed at that time.

If tears can really change something, that's fine, but unfortunately, tears can't change anything.

Ouyang suddenly realized that since he had known An Xiaoxue for a long time, he had indeed never seen An Xiaoxue cry, whether it was misunderstood by herself or by the mass media, she was very calm.

However, An Xiaoxue is obviously a crying girl, she probably left all her tears to the space where she could be alone.

Xiao Ai: It's not enough to have a full head, Xiao Xue will continue to practice the dance moves I taught her, I just practiced a few times and was so tired that I didn't want to move, but she still kept practicing, just like that, sometimes I would watch her tired, but I didn't know what to say to her. Many times, I watched that I was asleep, and when I woke up, I found that Xiao Ze was hiding in a corner alone, huddled in a ball, and fell asleep quietly.

As a child, she couldn't find any solution to her problem at that time, and no one could understand her own heart.

At that time, Xiao Ai should have been very confused, she didn't know what she could do, but she knew that she must always accompany An Xiaoxue like this.

Xiao Ai: I have woken up Xiao Xue many times and told her to sleep well, but she didn't bother to open her eyes, she was really tired, she just told me that she was very good like this, it was good like this, and only in this way could she feel solid and let herself fall asleep.

You have to stuff a lot of things into your head, so that your brain doesn't think wildly, you have to work very hard to practice every action, only in this way can you reach a tired state, you can fall asleep, what is such a little child going through, you have to treat yourself in this way.

Even so, she could not find the so-called sense of security, and wanted to hide in a corner, huddle herself in a ball, and hug herself to comfort herself.

But fortunately, An Xiaoxue has survived, and now, what appears in front of him is a strong An Xiaoxue, at least, on the surface, he looks strong.

In the future, when she is vulnerable, she will definitely be the one who can let her rely on, Ouyang silently firmed his thoughts in his heart.

Perhaps, this is how An Xiaoxue dealt with her own emotions, just like many of the things she surprised everyone before, they were also on the verge of needing to calm down and not go crazy, and forced herself to passively accept a lot of things.

These many things seem to others to be envious, but for An Xiaoxue, they should all correspond to the past that he doesn't want to face.

Regarding the repeated sadness and entanglement in the past, Ouyang didn't know how much An Xiaoxue still remembered.

However, these unforgettable skills made Ouyang remember it vividly, it turned out that all this was not such a simple thing, fortunately, all this was in the past.

Even if An Xiaoxue will think about it again, at least, now, he has himself by his side.

In those years, those years that I don't want to recall, An Xiaoxue must be very grateful to Xiao Ai.

Over the years, Xiao Ai's heart for An Xiaoxue has never changed, such feelings, even if they are sisters, it is like this.

Regarding his previous prejudice against Xiao Ai, he didn't like Xiao Ai's domineering attitude, and he didn't like her words that were too unchangeable, but fortunately he didn't say anything.

If I'm so bad and talk nonsense, I guess I really won't be able to live well until now.

Xiao Ai: The answer you want is now clear, for the past, no matter who remembers it, it is a memory that you don't want to face, so you can do it yourself.

Speaking of this, Xiao Ai was silent, and Ouyang didn't say anything more, he could understand that the current Xiao Ai must be sad.

Although she is not the one who experienced this incident, she is the only witness to this incident, and Mother Ann should not know anything about all these things.

Ouyang, who knew these reasons, suddenly felt that his heart was not happy.

originally thought that if I could understand An Xiaoxue a little more, I would be closer to her than others, which should have been a happy thing, but now I can't lift my spirits.

Moreover, Ouyang's heart was suddenly empty, he didn't know how to face such a fragile An Xiaoxue, and now Ouyang suddenly felt that in front of An Xiaoxue, he was not afraid of making mistakes in the past, the big deal was to be slapped a few times, but now, even if he was photographed, he would be worried about whether An Xiaoxue's hand would hurt.

After this conversation with Xiao Ai, Ouyang stayed awake all night, he thought a lot, and he reflected a lot.

How many sighs, Ouyang himself doesn't remember, only knows, An Xiaoxue, this name is very important.