Chapter 24 Thank you, please, I'm too much to bother you
Dusk is the most special color of the day, it is neither blue, nor green, nor white, but barren golden yellow. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć ļ½ļ½ļ½ļ½
The golden time, in the twilight, is between light and darkness, and it will be swallowed up regardless of advance or retreat, ending its short life.
Dusk, it symbolizes desolation, which makes people feel infinitely nostalgic after witnessing, and the sunset is infinitely good, but it is just near dusk.
Although the dusk is beautiful, no one borrows the dusk as themselves, that is bad luck, that is death!
Shang Dongcai, a girl who is very sad from birth to death, she has been living for others all her life, and the bad news of death has not made her despair of the world, but she is more optimistic about the world and infects the people around her.
Jue Ling, a person who has not known what he is doing since he was eleven years old, lives every day in a state of confusion. From the beginning of his sensibility, he has a very strong sense of responsibility.
It is this strong sense of responsibility that he blames himself for the death of his parents and sister, washes his face with tears all day long, and finally has nerve paralysis, and he doesn't know what the so-called feelings are.
Because he has been living a lonely life, he never asks anyone for help when he encounters setbacks. Therefore, when the problem cannot be solved, it is like an innocent child, revealing that disgusting and pitiful appearance.
No one can stand this kind of person, and everyone's sympathy for him at first turned into disgust and disgust.
Until one day, he came to this world, and with his not very skillful way of doing things, he unknowingly made a lot of friends.
When he first came to this world, he thought "it's not my body anyway, so let's just toss it around", but now, how much he hopes to stay in this body and enjoy life here.
But the truth is always not satisfactory, he has the same premonition as Shang Dongcai at the beginning, and it will not be long before his consciousness disappears from this body and dies completely.
He wanted to escape, to escape the fate of not being able to fully control his body. So, he chose to cut off the nostalgia of this world, and under the pretext of "I just don't want to hurt them, that's why I did it", he wanted to accept the death sanction happily.
In this way, two people who can't fight together meet under the arrangement of fate and save each other.
Lin Xiaoxi poured out all the apologies in her heart, and after Shang Dongcai forgave her, she left the ward and gave the two children space to be alone.
Jue Ling and Shang Dongcai talked about a lot of things, all of which were daily trivialities.
Finally, when the dusk disappeared, Shang Dongcai was also tired, ended the daily chat, covered his eyes with his hands, and sighed in a weak voice: "It's a pity...... I didn't get to see the president again, and they ......"
Jue Ling interrupted Shang Dongcai's words, got up and said, "I'll call them right away." ā
Shang Dongcai hurriedly spoke up to stop him: "No need, senior, I'm ...... may not be able to hold up the president and them coming, so don't let the president run in vain. ā
"No, Fuyuna, please keep up, I'll ......"
Jue Ling stopped halfway through speaking, and watched Shang Dongcai gasp in pain, and he was silent.
I just remembered what Lin Xiaoxi said yesterday, "Dongcai will suffer more and more intense pain if she lives for a day", is it too cruel to ask Shang Dongcai to live like this?
Jue Ling went back to the edge of the bed and sat down, took away Shang Dongcai's hand covering his eyes, and could see that Shang Dongcai was so weak that he couldn't even open his eyes.
His heart twitched, asking such a weak Shang Dongcai to live, what is the difference between himself and the demon?
"Senior." Shang Dongcai struggled to open her eyes a slit.
"Hmm."
"This society is very sick, in order to make the people who care about us live happily, we all have to learn to be benevolent, optimistic to face everything, even if the sky falls, the eternal faith is still there."
Shang Dongcai's voice weakened a little with every word, and the scythe of death was slowly cutting into her throat.
Jue Ling put his ear close to Shang Dongcai's mouth, listened quietly, and a thousand words were combined into one word: "Hmm." ā
"Senior, don't run away, face it bravely. Promise me, senior, no matter what setbacks you encounter in the future, you will keep yourself alive, live, live until you can't live, and Fuyuna will never forgive yourself for ending her own person......"
In the end, Shang Dongcai's faint voice disappeared completely, and she could only move her lips and couldn't make a sound.
Jue Ling held Shang Dongcai's hand tightly and kept nodding, agreeing to any request.
"Goodbye, senior......"
Before Shang Dongcai's hand was completely out of force, Jue Ling read the last four words from the slightly moving lips, and this "senior" was the last time.
Jue Ling's tears finally couldn't help but gush out, so he murmured with a demeanor:
"Yes, is there really a god in this world, heh, hehe...... Isn't it fun to take away the people around me again and again? Wait, whether you are God or whatever, one day I will let you experience the same pain, my life, you can take it at any time......"
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(Boy) girl, can I be your Mr. Right?
But the result made me look like a demeanor in addition to my expectations
You say life is like a dress rehearsal
You're standing in the last row
You really wanted to find someone to love you during chemotherapy
say goodbye
I don't want to hear your goodbye
You can still smile when you're in pain
You say society is sick
We need to learn to be charitable
Even if the sky falls, eternal faith is still there
Your sky is so hazy, but the smile is still there
I'm a million times better than you and a scoundrel
When I encounter setbacks, I feel like an innocent child
The strange things have finally been reshuffled by your optimism
You leave quietly smiling after three months
I came out of grief soon afterward
Can you, in heaven, see the sea inside me
It has accommodated thousands of failures and short-lived gloom
I am an indestructible flower
Rooted in the wind and rain
(FEMALE) WO OH OH
I am a devout believer in dreams
Running in the crowd
WO OH OH OH OH OH
(Male) Your sky is so hazy, but the smile is still there
I'm a million times better than you and a scoundrel
When I encounter setbacks, I feel like an innocent child
The strange things have finally been reshuffled by your optimism
You leave quietly smiling after three months
I came out of grief soon afterward
Can you, in heaven, see the sea inside me
It has accommodated thousands of failures and short-lived gloom
I am an invincible flower
Rooted in the wind and rain
WO OH OH OH OH OH
I am a devout believer in dreams
Running in the crowd
WO OH OH OH OH OH
Finally I broke free
Defeated the demons of the heart
Standing on the ground became a Buddha
It's also free
Thank you, please
I'm bothering you too much
It makes my heart wide
Live more persistently
Black clouds
It doesn't bother me
Burning wildfires
Ignite a new me
The confusion of the past
Think about what it is
I'll do it now
Believers in dreams
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