In front of the operating room, Jue Ling's ten fingers were crossed and clenched, supporting his drooping head, layer after layer of sweat oozing out, and his heart was very nervous. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

At this moment, another figure rushed to the operating room. After a while, she came to the door of the operating room, she was Shang Dongcai's mother Lin Xiaoxi.

"Jue Ling, what's wrong with Dongcai?"

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry", Jue Ling apologized with a low head, he didn't have the courage to raise his head, Shang Dongcai was hit by the car because of him, and it was his fault.

blames myself for my mental instability, so I hallucinate at that moment, be fascinated, lose myself, and forget the traffic.

The damned person is himself, why did Shang Dongcai rush forward so stupidly to save himself, the damned person?

Jue Ling fell into endless self-blame, and he, who had never believed in God, began to pray to the gods, praying that Shang Dongcai would be fine.

If Shang Dongcai sees this situation, she will be very relieved, because she has done it, awakening the senior's frozen heart, and making the senior become a normal person with blood and tears.

She did, but at a terrible cost.

"What happened to Dongcai, tell me clearly." Lin Xiaoxi sat quietly beside Jue Ling, and Jue Ling's current appearance made her entangled for no reason.

"Winter vegetables she ...... Ran into a car to save me. Jue Ling said with a trembling voice.

Lin Xiaoxi was silent for a long time, tears overflowed from the corners of her eyes, her daughter has been living a very hard life, so depressed that she doesn't care about her own life, and dedicates the rest of her life to others.

She didn't blame Jue Ling, only blamed herself: "What have I done in the past ten years, knowing that my daughter's life is short, but I still put a lot of time into work, I am not worthy of being a mother......

In this way, until the end of the operation, the two were immersed in a whirlpool of self-blame.

After more than three hours of waiting, the surgical door finally opened. Jue Ling and Lin Xiaoxi got up almost at the same time and stepped forward: "Doctor, may I ask how is the winter food?" ”

"Before the patient was hit by a car, he was protected by a wheelchair, whether it was when he was hit or when he flew out and landed, which greatly offset the injuries he received. The patient is out of danger for the time being. ”

As soon as Jue Ling and the others breathed a sigh of relief after hearing this, they heard the doctor's tone suddenly turn and say, "However, the patient is already suffering from a very serious disease, and the situation is not optimistic.

Although the impact did not cause severe damage to the patient, it consumed a large amount of the patient's remaining survival time. No surprises...... I'm just making a rough conclusion, and in two days at most, the patient will ......."

The doctor didn't say any more, believing that the patient's family would understand.

"No, it won't", Jue Ling retreated in despair, unwilling to accept reality, until he hit the wall, quickly returned to the doctor, and grabbed the doctor's shoulders.

"Doctor, how come there are only two days left, you must have a way to save Dongcai, please save Dongcai, please, doctor."

The doctor replied apologetically, "I'm sorry, but I also want to save a life, if I can." ”

Lin Xiaoxi, who was depressed on the side, couldn't stand it anymore, and spoke out to stop Jue Ling's irrational behavior: "Ling boy, don't embarrass the doctor anymore, there is not much time left for winter vegetables, and if you can save it, everyone wants to save it." ”

"Why, isn't she your daughter? Why can you say something like this, are you going to give up winter vegetables? Jue Ling's face was exaggerated and incredible, perhaps because his emotions had disappeared for a while, so he could no longer control his emotions in a short period of time.

"It's because she's my daughter that I give up my selfish thoughts and let Dongna be free. Because I'm her mother, I can relate to the pain she's been going through for the past few months. ”

Lin Xiaoxi also cried out a little uncontrollably, as a mother, her experience was sad enough. Regardless of her husband's opposition, she forcibly gave birth to her daughter, and she wanted to be a good mother, but all she could do was send her daughter to the operating room again and again.

By the time I realized what I had to do as a mother, it was too late.

"The day that Dongcai lives, there will be a day of pain, I don't want to see Dongcai suffer anymore, everyone is tired, Dongcai is also tired, let her rest in our hearts."

After Lin Xiaoxi finished speaking in a low voice, his right hand was on Jue Ling's shoulder, his center of gravity was unstable, and he used Jue Ling as a support point and barely stood up.

After listening to Lin Xiaoxi's words, Jue Ling's mind slowly calmed down, and a mother's cry made him understand that he was just an outsider after all, and he didn't understand Shang Dongcai's thoughts at all.

I don't have much contact with Shang Dongcai on weekdays, and the only thing that establishes a good relationship is the hospital rescue incident. No matter how much he knew, he didn't know as much as Lin Xiaoxi, who was Shang Dongcai's mother. If you can't compare to others, what face do you have to blame others?

Looking at Shang Dongcai pushed out of the operating room by the nurses, Jue Ling asked, "Can I meet Dongcai alone?" ”

The doctor shook his head and said, "The patient has just undergone surgery, and his current physical condition is not suitable for seeing people. ”

"When can I see you?"

"Tomorrow evening, the patient's wound will be healed, you can come to see her for the last time, say everything you want to say, and leave no regrets."

After the doctor finished speaking, he followed the hospital bed pushed by the nurses and left, leaving Jue Ling and Lin Xiaoxi behind.

The atmosphere was suppressed for a long time, but Jue Ling couldn't help but apologize: "I'm sorry." ”

Lin Xiaoxi shook his head, folded his hands on Jue Ling's shoulders, leaned his head on it with a heavy head, and said in a voice like a mosquito: "This is Dongcai's own decision, you don't have to apologize, we all respect Dongcai's choice, don't we!?" ”

Jue Ling stretched out his hands to support Lin Xiaoxi, and said worriedly: "Aunt Lin, if you are not feeling well, go back to the hotel to rest, I will guard the winter vegetables here." ”

"I'm fine, just take me to the infirmary and lie down for a while."

"Okay."

……

In the evening of the next day, Jue Ling and Lin Xiaoxi saw Shang Dongcai as they wished, and they grinned and were optimistic.

The doctor told them that every inch of Shang Dongcai's skin was shrinking every moment, and the five internal organs would suddenly stop working from time to time, although it was only for a moment, but the pain of that moment was more severe than the torture of ancient times.

In this situation of being haunted by pain at this moment, Shang Dongcai can still smile so highly, like a person who has nothing to do, and greet him warmly.

"Hey, senior, Mom, I'm still wondering when you guys will come to see me."

Jue Ling stepped forward, held the weak Shang Dongcai's left hand, and responded seriously: "Anytime." ”

Shang Dongcai smiled even more happily, and his contradictory mentality dissipated in an instant: "Welcome back, senior." ”

"Well, I'm back, Fuyuna." Jue Ling said with a flat expression, although the emotions were recovered, they couldn't show it.