500 times of looking back in the past life, in exchange for this life......

"This is a sick sentence, if you don't pass by, how can you look back? You can sigh, but pay attention to the rhetorical ...... "I rarely have a poetic blow, and my brain hole interrupts me mercilessly." When www.biquge.info was so sad, he actually cared about whether the poems I recited were sick sentences. Sure enough, there is a hole in the head, which is not in tune.

What a beautiful little poem, no one else has said anything wrong, just show what is your brain ability? People finally brewed some emotions, but they were all ruined by him.

"Xiu'er, why should I miss you? Originally...... We can live happily ever after. Why do people who are blessed always do not know what happiness is? I shouldn't have gone, I really shouldn't have got. With you, no matter how hard the days are, they are also happy. Uncle Zheng lowered his head in remorse. He didn't dare to look at the witch, the more generous the witch behaved, the more ashamed Uncle Zheng became.

"Haven't you heard that poem? I don't know the true face of Lushan, but I was born in this mountain. Sometimes, the more you are in it, the more you feel lost. Only after experiencing everything can we know what to cherish and what to give up. The witch woman comforted Uncle Zheng and said.

"However, you have never given up on me, you have waited for me for more than 30 years...... For more than 30 years, I have suffered you...... I'm sorry for you. Uncle Zheng was even more remorseful.

"Forget it, it's all over, and in this life, I live a very happy life. Because I've been looking forward to your return, and I'm looking forward to our daughter growing up and starting a family. Now, I see you, and my daughter is married. All the wishes have been fulfilled, and there is nothing to be satisfied with. "How can a witch woman be so good? How can there be such a good woman in the world?

"It would be great if I could go back to the past, I can do without all that I have now, I just want to be able to stay with you for a lifetime." Uncle Zheng is as innocent as a child, how can he go back when the days have passed.

"It's good now, we can see each other again, why go back to the hard days before." The witch woman was thoughtful, and seemed to look forward to the joy of the day again.

"Bitter? What is pure suffering, what is happiness, I really didn't understand before. Now, I understand, every day with you is so sweet, a small wish has been fulfilled, and we can be happy together for several days. Only when we share hardships are we the happiest. I have everything, a house, a car, a home, a wife, and children, but I'm not happy. Because there is no you in the house, there is no you in the car, and there is no you in the home. I thought that time would make everything okay and slowly forget you. But I was wrong...... The more time passes, the more I miss you. Every day, every second, is an ordeal. I finally knew that you lived here, in my heart, and never left. Uncle Zheng's tears came out again, his heart should really hurt, once he misses it, for a lifetime. The people who want to cherish the most are the first to be abandoned.

"Don't think about it, you can't go back, you have a family and grown up. At such an age, how can he still be like a child like before. Be good to your other half, life is not easy for anyone, and she can stay with you until now, which can be regarded as sincere. "The witch's smile hurts my heart. I could see the broken heart through that smiling face. Does she really not care? If you really don't care, why does a smile make people feel so distressed.

"Let's be together again!" Uncle Zheng suddenly grabbed the witch's hand and said loudly. The other diners in the restaurant looked sideways.

"Don't, don't be like this, be kind to your wife, I can't be like this, I'm old, I'm going to break up your family. And...... Forget it, we can't be together anymore. The witch withdrew her hand, looked at the people around her who were watching them, and bowed her head in shame.

"I ...... I don't have a significant other anymore...... She ...... two years ago It's already gone......" Uncle Zheng was stunned for a moment, retracted his hand, and said slowly.

"She's gone? How to get there? The witch asked with a worried face.

She ...... Alas...... Breast cancer...... She's gone, and we're ...... Can we be together again? Uncle Zheng looked at the witch woman with great anticipation, like a little boy who had just fallen in love, confessing to his beloved girl for the first time, cramped and uneasy.

"I ...... No, I can't be with you anymore. The witch replied simply.

"For ...... Why? You're not married, and I'm widowed...... Why can't we be together? Do you hate me in your heart? Uncle Zheng was a little excited, he didn't seem to be able to accept the witch's answer.

"No, I don't hate you, I still love you as much as I used to. It's because I still love you that I ...... I can't let you go through the same pain again. Okay, okay, let's not talk about that, the dishes are all up, let's eat. Tears welled up in the witch's eyes.

"The same pain? Xiu'er, with you, how can there be pain. You ......" Uncle Zheng wanted to say something more, but the witch woman took a piece of meat and put it in Uncle Zheng's mouth, blocking his mouth.

"Dazhu, don't say it, let's eat quickly......" The witch smiled softly, so intoxicating......

"Well, well, don't talk about it...... I have changed my name, and now I am called Zheng Luanchang, and the name Dazhu is unbelievable now. It was nothing before, but now it's called a big pillar, and there are always people thinking about it. Uncle Zheng chewed the meat and laughed too, and was infected by the witch's laughter.

Hehe, Uncle Zheng thinks too much, as if Zheng Luan often doesn't make people think wildly.

The five of us ghosts accompanied these two old people who had missed their lives and had a reunion dinner. The more I look at them, the more distressed I feel. They laughed, but their hearts were broken.

Actually, I used to be quite curious, ghost, how do you eat at the same table with people, we eat, do they still eat? Now, I know that I will never eat with anyone again, alas...... Don't talk about it, I'll chill it out first. It's miserable today, I didn't eat a serious meal. How do I face the next half day?

After the meal, Uncle Zheng and the witch talked for a while, and finally said goodbye.

Uncle Zheng stood in place, looking at the direction of the witch's departure, and kept looking, but he couldn't see the witch's figure for a long, long time, and Uncle Zheng was still reluctant to leave.

Once, when he left, did the witch woman look at his departing figure like this? Won't leave for a long time? I love so much, but why am I willing to leave? After leaving, why spend your life regretting it? Life, sometimes, really doesn't really make me understand.

So, I asked my brain, "Master, what do people live for?" Dream or love, fame or whatever? ”

"You ask such an esoteric question, how can you answer it?" Brain Hole is very tired of my questions.

"You must know. You are my master, how can there be something you don't know. I refused to give up and continued to ask.

"I don't know what other people live for. But what you live for, you must know. Oh, by the way, you're not alive anymore. What are you doing with all this? Brain Hole put both hands into the cuffs.

It's not cold, and he's a little weird like this...... Yes, I'm a ghost, why do I care what people are working for? But do I really know what I'm living for? I don't seem to know.

"Of course you know, it's just that you don't want to admit it, or, you're just being disturbed by others, okay, let's go, the old man is leaving." Brain Hole glanced at me contemptuously.

Do I really know what I'm living for? What are my dreams? I don't even remember, did I ever love? Count? Compared to my parents, compared to Zheng Dazhu and Wu Xiu'er, have I ever loved it? My little life...... It's confused......

"Confused about your sister, let's go, I'm going to drive soon." The brain hole yelled at me.

I'm by ~ the car has already driven...... Feed...... Wait for me, I haven't gotten in the car yet...... Uncle Zheng...... You'll wait for me for a while...... Old driver, you take me, little brother, I can't run...... (To be continued.) )