My name is Itis, and I am a very ordinary girl, with no outstanding beauty, no extraordinary talent, and only walks among the mediocre crowd, not conspicuous at all. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

But I'm a little different from others.

I don't like palace fights, I don't like domineering presidents, I don't like pure love and anything like that—more precisely, I don't like so-called love. It's not quite the same as the girl on one side.

I don't like computers, I don't like entertainment, I don't like idols, I don't like music and dance - relatively speaking, I don't have any sense of entertainment, it's different from normal human beings.

I don't like afternoon tea between friends, I don't like small family gatherings, and I don't like the male gods with gentle smiles - I have a ...... for human beings The most basic forms of family and friendship in living beings do not feel anything - this is very different from ordinary living beings.

I didn't do it on purpose, I didn't do it to be handsome in the so-called adolescence, and I didn't do it in the so-called childish behavior - I just thought ...... Those are meaningless.

I don't know why "we" have so many strange feelings that I can't even grasp—and I don't know why I should follow them.

I still don't know who I really are, so why be friendly to someone who comforts me with an illusion in front of me? I do not know? I don't understand either.

But all this has caused me great inconvenience, the crowd will alienate me, even the so-called, the most fundamental, the most fundamental family affection will alienate me -- this kind of thing is very inconvenient in the so-called human society.

Although I am not yet sure of my "existence", I do not want to die because I am separated from "human", and if I do, there is a good chance that I will never have the opportunity to find out who I really are.

So I pretended to be nothing, laughing, playing, learning, and understanding with the same species as me—I thought that as I "grow" myself, I would be able to get out of that cycle of thinking, and I would be able to truly feel what true "happiness" was.

That's what I thought.

I lived like this for sixteen years.

Lived to the appearance of "him".

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The world I was in suddenly began to burn and became like hell.

Everything around them turned red and hot, and both those that could and those that couldn't were turned into flames in that moment and burned there.

Whether it's stones, water, clouds, air – these things have become jumping, red, scorching things.

Ahh

But...... That's ...... for me But it could be another boring world.

Isn't it? Those who sing the praises of all the beauty of this world, those who analyze this world with their little knowledge reserves, those who feel everything in this world, those who are so-called scholars, those who are so-called philosophers, those who think that the world revolves only around themselves - those who are guilty and those who are not guilty, all turned into a wisp of green smoke in this bright red.

I can clearly feel that everything they have praised and sighed about before is disappearing in this flame—everything that is meaningful is also being extinguished, and everything is only the food of this flame. Other than that, there is no point.

It's like looking at the creature that unleashes this flame......

That's what I thought.

I remember feeling like I was dying, I was walking alone in the flames, feeling the pain and the heat, but I don't know why, I didn't have anything, I didn't die, I wasn't ignited, I just walked in the flames and watched everything around me slowly crumble.

At first, I would match the humans' expressions of horror and sadness, but then I didn't have any other expressions on my face - maybe I was smiling...... Maybe...... I do not know.

I just walked aimlessly—and then the man appeared in front of me...... No...... It's that what.

He didn't have any pretty looks, he looked as if he was in his thirties, exactly like a person without any features. He was dressed in a loose suit, which should have been very comfortable, but there was no expression on his face at all, just silently watching the burned world.

I saw him and he saw me.

I still remember that he smiled and said, "I didn't expect there to be a discerning person here." ”

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I don't know what a discerning person is, I don't know what "he" means by what he says, I just know that he pulled me out of that bright red - I saw what it really is, who can perceive and grasp himself.

He is not confused by the world in which he lives, he is not confused by the power he possesses, and all self-definition can be done easily - this is the most perfect creature, not the so-called powerful, nor the so-called final civilization - he is a force that can never be understood, because the desire to "understand" and the "understanding" are no longer in the category of this power.

I was dormant by this man in that instant. Not because of love, not because of any delusion, not because of any faith - I just feel like I see my true future - not here with these human beings.

It's all gone anyway, so let it all pass!

I said to him, "Can you take me away?" ”

I remember him saying that to me at the time.

"Then if you can take care of my house cleaning and something, then you can do it. But I need to tell you beforehand that if you come to me, I'll force you to do something even if you can't do it later—I don't need waste. ”

Of course I agreed, and then the gods took me out of this world.

On the way out, I heard that the end of this world was due to a sentence that a certain teenager said for a certain girl.

"If this saving the world requires a girl's life, then the world will simply be destroyed!"

And then the world was literally destroyed -- what a blessing.

I think.