I became an attendant of the gods, helping them with some things. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

My god is a very withdrawn god, he seems to be a creature standing at the top of everything, and that is why he has no friends.

Well...... How so? To be precise, it should be "only the two of them can be considered my counterparts - the others are nothing more than consumables that are not even self-conscious." You too. ”

That's what the god said.

I was tasked with cleaning the huge palace, which was filled with no one but the gods, but there were many things to communicate with the outside world, and I don't know what it was for. The gods have given me permission to use those things.

And I was endowed with a lot of powers, which the gods called "to prevent the little maid I brought in from exhausting herself to death, and then I would have to spend energy resurrecting." "Of course, I also accepted this power with peace of mind - in order to better help the gods tidy up the room.

The gods don't have much of a hobby. He said that he had no hobby of the entertainment of the inferior creatures at all, and that he was only a little curious about certain physiological habits. His favorite thing to do is to create one world after another, and then to observe the evolution of life there, and the state of existence - as well as their thinking, their consciousness, their cognition.

He called a being like me a discerning, a being that could truly realize that its existence was not established, and that it was extremely rare in the entire void - one might even say the most "cherished" species, and that was why the gods left me behind.

I don't really mind if the gods destroy the world I used to have, just like the gods say, creatures like me don't care about the lives of creatures that are conceptually like me, even those who have a relationship with me, I don't have much feeling.

I just want to know how the gods feel about the "real world".

I'm going to ask the gods this question, and I remember it very well. The gods were silent for a while, and then they threw me on the bed - I don't know why the gods did that, but when everything was done, the gods told me.

"That's how I feel."

I couldn't understand it, because I wasn't a god-sama, and I had no way of knowing what it was like to be an adult.

I was still curious, so I looked up the right sources and tried to understand what adults meant, but I spent a long time in the adults' library and mastered everything about it, but I still didn't know what adults meant.

I don't know what that kind of "comfort" is from the text, because I'm not an adult.

I went to the adults many times and tried to understand everything in practice, but I still didn't know what it was like to be an adult.

I really can't understand what adults mean.

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So I took a different approach.

I learned the ability to transform my body and turned myself into a man. Then I went to a world that adults once created, and found a girl.

I tried to understand what adults mean in the way they mean -- but I didn't get to understand them until the end.

The girl had turned into something like mashed meat - but I still couldn't understand what adults meant.

Adults have said that he felt the way he did it at the time -- but I could only feel a physiological sense of a second carbon-based life from there. Is that what the adult world feels like? How is that possible? The world of adults can't just be like that.

I just thought about it, and continued to work under the hands of the adults.

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The turning point for all of this came at a gathering of adults.

It was an invitation from another god, from someone who the adults said he was merely a friend - it was said that another god had appeared and wanted to invite him to see it.

The adults asked me if I wanted to go along. I don't want to leave adults. I agreed.

So I saw the gods.

I don't know how to describe it...... Well...... They're more ...... than I thought More like a "human" than I thought.

With a kind smile on his face, he looked at me gently...... Reminds me of those things before...... Reminds me of those people before me......

I...... I can't quite accept this feeling.

I listened to their conversations, and to be honest, I don't remember exactly what they said. It's nothing more than something about us lower beings and the new god.

The new god seems to have been wounded in a battle against outsiders, and although he is now in a meeting with us, he looks visibly weak.

He was very kind, and to be honest, he reminded me of a boy who had courted me on that planet, and that boy was surprisingly similar to the god.

Perhaps for this reason, after that meeting, I asked the god questions about my doubts.

"Is this ...... Maybe he meant 'I just know all this'...... This? Maybe......"

I remember very clearly that the god said that.

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After that memory was over, I returned to the palace with the gods. I continued to do something like that for him by the way, why did the adults clean the room.

But while it's all going on as usual, something is a little different.

I wouldn't think.

"If there is a chance...... How nice it would be for me to be a god-sama...... How nice that would be......"

"Even if it's just for a moment."

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In this way, I lived with the gods and spent our days together. Time passed slowly, and I saw a lot of things with the gods.

Oh yes, one more thing.

With the gods, I seem to have become the mother of all gods on some planet, and it seems that I am the title of the wife of the gods.

That sounds really gratifying, congratulating.

Of course, I don't mean anything about this kind of boring stuff.

What's the use of this stuff for me?