Chapter 225
Zhu Xiang followed the eunuch in disbelief, only to see the rare smile of the queen mother who had been tightly eyebrowed recently, pulling a petite woman and not knowing what to say. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć ļ½ļ½ļ½ļ½
The woman was wearing a pink and purple dress, her hair was like a waterfall, her black hair was falling, trembling with her laughter, and she shook it back and forth, making people look at her heart and move, he felt that he was crazy, looking at a person's back, he had a messy thought, thinking that he had been in Zhu Zhao's place for a long time, and he was stimulated, and he stroked his forehead with a wry smile and walked in, and saluted with a smile: "My son asks the queen mother to say goodbye." ā
The smile on the queen's face faded a little, looked at the woman in front of her and said: "You forget, I haven't seen you for so many years, you still used to play together when you were a child, at that time you were a little girl, no matter what your father and mother and the palace called you, you always have to follow behind your cousin Xiang and wrinkle your brows and say no, and I don't know who is so stubborn." But later followed your father to Jiangnan to work, I haven't seen you for ten years in the blink of an eye, and the little girl in the past has grown into such a good appearance, I really have to sigh, time is like flowing water, you just can't be convinced. This palace is also old, and now I just think that your brother Xiang can live well, and my heart can be put down. ā
Zhu Xiang looked at it carefully, looked at the gentle and charming woman in front of him and thought for a long time before remembering, and said in surprise: "Could it be that this is Cousin Dawn?" In the blink of an eye, you're no longer the girl who can only cry your nose, it's really amazing. ā
Xiaoxiao lowered her head shyly, pursed her lips and smiled: "Let the second prince laugh, when he was a child, he didn't understand anything, so he would do such unruly things, please forget about such troubles." ā
The queen waved her hand and said: "It's all a family, don't be so angry, it's awkward, this palace now looks at you and thinks what is the picture in this life, isn't it just that you little ones can live safely and happily?" ā
Zhu Xiang sat down opposite the dawn, looking at this down-and-out cousin, his heart was touched, after all, he was the one who crawled out of the pile of beauties, and the feelings hidden in the depths of this girl's eyes made him unable to ignore it, and the corners of his mouth hooked up a faint smile.
Dawn still remembers that she always likes to follow him when she was a child, looking at his thin back, with the most gentle and cheerful smile on her face, no one can compare to him in her young heart, he is the best and gentlest person, even if she does something annoying, other people will laugh at her or even beat her, but he always pats his shoulder to comfort her, so when she was very young, she made up her mind to marry him when she grew up, and she wanted to be by his side for the rest of her life, but when she really grew up, Only then did she understand that the distance between the two of them was like a world from the south to the north, and it was difficult to reach in this life, she was sad and sad, she didn't know what the person she liked looked like now, but her heart was always in the direction of the capital, year after year, no matter how big the hope was, in the end the disappointment swept like a gust of wind, just when she wanted to give up, her father suddenly received an order to return to the capital, at that time the fire that was extinguished in her heart suddenly rose, and her father and mother looked at her worriedly and said: "Child, You and His Royal Highness the Prince's identity are not compatible, let's find the right person, live our ordinary life, don't think about those things that you shouldn't think, because in the end if you can't get it, you will be even more disappointed, so why bother with you? The saddest thing about you doing this is me and your mother, you should pity the two of us old Kecheng? There is only one girl around us now, and if you go into the court full of strife, it will be difficult to see you again in this life, don't you sincerely not let us live well? ā
Dawn clearly remembered that she was full of joy at that time, and she begged her father and mother with tears and laughter: "I don't ask for anything else, I just want to be able to see him again, see if he is doing well, what he looks like, I will be content to talk to him." Daddy, don't worry, I won't move the idea that I can't move, I know it's beyond my strength, but he has been bothered in my heart for so many years, I can't let myself live like this with regrets, I really can't bear it, just take it as a dream of mine, Daddy, I beg you. ā
She wants to show her most beautiful side in front of him, so that he can have a good impression in his mind when he thinks of himself, it is beautiful and moving, so it is enough, in fact, her heart is very small, and the things that her father and mother care about have flashed in her mind thousands of times, so what the consequences of falling in love with such a person will be, no one knows better than herself. So she set a line in her heart, telling herself not to cross it at any time, no matter what happens.
After all, the distance between the two of them cannot be ignored, and Zhu Xiang is about to get married, even if she is a girl from a big family, she will not allow herself to join other people's feelings, so that she can't get everything she wants, and will only let others look down on herself, no matter how humble she is to love the man in front of her, she can't damage her self-esteem.
Dawn realized that she was too distracted, and happened to look at the opposite side, smiled generously, turned her head and told the queen about the interesting things she had encountered in Jiangnan in the past few years, and the corners of her mouth would always hook up a good-looking smile when she spoke, which made people unconsciously suck their souls.
"Although I was still young when I went to Jiangnan, I still have a deep memory of the capital, but after all, I have lived there for more than ten years, and it is really my second home, and many habits are according to that side. I didn't expect the queen to remember the dawn, and the dawn was really grateful. ā
The queen smiled: "I like your child's dexterity, your father and mother when you entered the palace and said to the servants around the palace to take care of you, for fear that you would do something abrupt, at that time the palace felt funny, you are always the mother's family of the palace, how can the palace still make the temperament attack on your head?" What's more, you are such a sensible and caring child, they are really worried, I like you very much, you don't care about anything in the future, come to the palace to see when you are free, and accompany the palace to relieve boredom. ā
Dawn smiled and agreed, she really felt flustered at this time, I don't know why the second prince on the other side always stared at herself with a look on her face, which made her ashamed and panicked, she couldn't stand it, she turned her head to Zhu Xiang's gaze, and asked with a smile: "But what's wrong with Dawn?" It's really uneasy for me to be staring at me like that. ā
Zhu Xiang touched his nose in embarrassment, and couldn't help laughing: "It's just that I didn't expect that such a young person would be born so beautiful in a blink of an eye, don't think about it, if I offend you, I'm afraid that the queen mother will blame everything on my head, then I really can't argue." I remember when you were a kid you didn't like to read and learn words, but now you're better? ā
Dawn lowered her head in embarrassment, and said shyly: "I used to play behind the second prince in the past, but after I arrived in Jiangnan, I didn't have any playmates around, and I didn't know what to do for a while. ā
The queen looked at the two good-looking children in front of her, the smile on the corner of her mouth deepened, how could she not understand the dawn's thoughts? They are all from the past, and she also likes this child very much, so she prefers them to get along, and immediately said: "You are of the same age, I want to have a lot to say, I don't want to keep you, Zhu Xiang, you take dawn to visit the garden, and accompany her well." ā
Dawn was really nervous at this time, she was really afraid that her indecency would anger His Royal Highness the prince, after going out, she shouldn't say it, and she shouldn't look at it, her careful thinking was taken into Zhu Xiang's eyes, and she couldn't help but smile: "What are you doing so restrained?" I can't eat you, and if my queen mother knows that I have scared you like this, I'm afraid I'll feel good. You just think of it as when we were children, there is no disparity in status, just play happily in one place, now that I think about it, it would be great if I could not grow up all the time, and there would not be so many embarrassing things around me. ā
Dawn could understand what he was saying, and hesitated for a while, knowing that he shouldn't say that, but he only wanted to be closer to him, wanting to comfort him and let him not be so sad, so he still spoke: "I know that Your Highness is uncomfortable because of the relationship with Miss Li, I think this is not wrong, maybe it is the fate that God gave you, but it is better not to think about anything than to keep it in your heart, and accept it happily, maybe there will be other gains." I saw people over there in Jiangnan, no matter whether the life is good or bad, they never treat themselves badly, they are happy all day long, just like they can live happily no matter how difficult the day is, I think people have to relax their hearts, don't worry about those useless things, this is not good for themselves. ā
Zhu Xiang really put this matter in his heart and refused to forget it, it was like a ditch that could not be crossed, he knew that someone was deliberately framing him, but he couldn't do anything, because there was no flaw in this matter, so his heart was piled up with more and more pain and sadness, and he wanted to have a temper, but he pressed it again and again, no matter what, he couldn't vent it better, and it was really the saddest torture in the world for him.
He smiled: "Just say what you want to say, I won't blame you, not to mention that since this kind of thing has happened, it is for people to say, no matter how much I can, I can't stop the mouths of Youyou." But I really don't like that woman, I think we are destined to be a couple of enemies in this life. This royal affair is often not up to us, so even if we think too much, it is useless, we can only wait for the time to pass, and then turn to death, and all the pain of this life may be over. ā
Dawn shook her head and smiled, "Why be so pessimistic? You are still young, and you still have a lot of good days to live, so don't say this kind of thing again, if you hear how sad it is for the queen mother, she only has a son like you by her side, and all the hope and reliance are on you. ā
Zhu Xiang glanced back at her, saw her round cheeks bulging, as if she was very dissatisfied, and said with a smile: "Let's talk about you, you are also fifteen this year?" It's time for marriage, but you've found the right person? The best years for a woman are better than just looking for a man who is really good to you based on your family background. ā
Dawn was stunned at first, then lowered her head, pursed her lips and laughed, only she knew how bitter her heart was at this time, and said in a clear voice: "Our family has only been back in the capital for a long time, and I haven't known anyone in the capital for so many years, so my mother hasn't helped me see people, and I can talk about it after a while." ā
Zhu Xiang nodded, looked at everything outside and said with a smile: "This winter is really boring, and there is nothing to look at, it's cold outside, so it's better to have a cup of hot tea with me in the dormitory." It's good to talk about what Jiangnan is like in recent years, since I grew up, I have been in the palace, and the farthest is just a trip to Yunnan, sometimes I think that I can't travel the world freely as a man, it's really a pity, and I am very envious of my imperial uncle, who can abandon all the glory and wealth in this world and live the life he wants. It's a pity that I really can't compare to him. ā
Xiaoxiao looked at the helplessness and frustration on his face, and comforted: "Brother still has to let go of his heart, don't force himself to care about those troublesome things, maybe let it go a little, maybe there will be other receipts, what do you say?" ā
Zhu Xiang didn't know what he thought, so he suddenly stretched out his hand and touched her hair, and said with a smile: "It's right for you to say that, I've lived for so many years and I'm not as transparent as your little girl, I'm really ashamed." What kind of food do you like, I asked the palace people to prepare it for you, we have been playing together since childhood, since you call me a brother to show that you are still willing to be close to me in your heart, so don't see me in the future, if you have anything to say, just say it directly, don't grieve yourself, I just put a shelf in front of anyone and can't put it in front of you anymore, do you say yes? ā
Dawn's heart was hot, she pursed her lips and showed a smile that made people feel extraordinarily dazzling, nodded, and a strand of broken hair fell down with her movements, making people look extraordinarily moving, revealing a style that could not be ignored, Zhu Xiang's heart was suddenly bumped, and this familiar and somewhat unfamiliar feeling made him feel panicked and helpless.
"Thank you, brother, I like to eat sweet and smooth snacks."
Zhu Xiang immediately ordered someone to prepare, and also asked someone to prepare a sweet wine that would not be intoxicating, and when he looked back, he saw that Dawn's face was a little strange, and he wondered: "What's wrong?" ā
Dawn hurriedly shook her head and said, "It's okay, what does my brother like to do on weekdays?" I don't know who to play with when I come back to the capital, and it's very cold at this time, I've never worn such a thick and bloated thing in the south as I do now, fortunately there is a ground dragon in the house, otherwise I really don't know how to spend this day. ā
The smile on the corner of Zhu Xiang's mouth deepened more and more, looking at the woman in front of him, he only felt delicate and beautiful, and the bright smile drove away the unrest in his mind and the pain and bitterness in his heart little by little...... He couldn't let himself go on anymore, the uncontrollable feeling was like he was going to be eaten alive.
The palace people are very quick to do things, and they quickly sent things up, and the dawn has already let go, and they grably grabbed the pastries they like to eat and sent them to their mouths one by one, and then squinted their eyes and praised: "The dim sum in the palace is really delicious, sweet but not greasy, and has a very strong aroma, which really makes people reluctant to stop." ā
Zhu Xiang looked at her so delicate and cute with a smile: "If you like to eat, eat more, it's okay, or eat less, and when the time comes, I'll ask someone to prepare more for you, so you can take it back to eat." It won't be long before lunch is over, and if you can't eat too much, the queen mother will still think you don't like the food in the palace. Okay, let's have some more mulled wine. ā
Dawn looked at the sweet wine in front of her with some embarrassment, and had to pour Zhu Xiang's gaze into her mouth, she was a little overwhelmed, but she couldn't stand it with a glass, her eyes became blurry, and she smiled at the corners of her mouth and said: "Brother, this wine is really not delicious, my head is really dizzy, why are you still moving, you can't not move, I can't see where you are now." No, you can't move, I'll have to help you go. ā
Zhu Xiang's mouth widened in surprise, he never thought that this person who was born in the family that likes to drink the most is the only one who is not strong enough to drink, it really makes people cry and laugh, and he looks at the person who came to him from afar with the corners of his mouth, her eyes are filled with water vapor that makes people unable to move away, and everything she hides in the deepest part is exposed to him.
Just when he didn't have time to come back to his senses, her face suddenly enlarged in front of him, and before he could speak, he heard her say: "Brother, you don't know, how much I didn't want to leave that year, I couldn't bear you, but I didn't dare to say, my mother said, you are the prince, not someone I can take away, on the way to Jiangnan, I cried for several days, my eyes were swollen from crying, but my mother just won't let me go back to you, if I can take you away, how good?" You'll be by my side forever. But when I grew up, I understood what my father and mother meant, the disparity in identity between us, even if I thought I wanted to marry you, but I didn't have that qualification, you are a prominent prince, should be the most beautiful and noble person in the world, I am just a child of a small official's family, even if our family has some friendship with the queen, I also know that I can't climb high, in fact, I feel very sad. I told myself many times, as long as I see you once, I will be relieved, I can ask my mother to help me find the right person, the obsession in my heart is not so deep, and the whole person has become relaxed. ā
Zhu Xiang was extremely surprised that this girl actually poured out all the words in her heart after being drunk, and she didn't feel disgusted, but felt a little cute and moving, the sentence "You are drunk" Before he could say it, he only felt that one side was soft and gently pressed on the corner of his lips, and then kissed himself incoherently, and the clumsy look really touched the deepest softness of his heart.
This face is undoubtedly beautiful, peach blossom powder face, embellished with light makeup, which makes her look beautiful and moving, she is still awkwardly kissing herself, so he is bewitched, so he reached out and pressed the woman his chest, she looked at herself in confusion, Zhu Xiang smiled: "Little fool, I'll teach you." ā
Dawn's head was now out of action, his lips were slightly open, and he struggled twice when he was pressed down like a raging storm, but this person was so domineering that she couldn't think about anything, so she half bent her legs like this, knelt on his body and let him kiss it, and soon even her divine sense was deprived of it, and the whole person seemed to be stunned, until she was kissed and breathless, her chaotic memory began to gradually wake up, but it was only a little sober, and when he opened his mouth and muttered, "Where did you go?" Why are you kissing me, you ......"
Zhu Xiang really thought that this girl was very funny, a faint smile hooked up at the corner of his mouth, and he said directly: "It's clear that you Qin me first, and you won't admit it when you turn your face, what a little bastard, you should go to sleep for a while and sober up now." When Zhu Xiang put her in his arms and put her on the bed, he said with a smile: "Thank you, let the sadness in my heart disappear like this, if it weren't for you, I really don't know how uncomfortable I am, I fell into a trough where there is no way to get out, even I am a little afraid, for fear that I will not be able to save myself, maybe you are right, I should enlarge my heart, instead of always living in the past to torture myself, so that there is no benefit to myself, maybe I have no fate with her in my life, In that case, what am I still clinging to? It's better to let go happily, you little girl, like me? āć
Dawn didn't know what Zhu Xiang was laughing at at all, but vaguely felt that this person was really good-looking when he smiled, just like he saw when he was a child, it made people feel very warm and liked very much, her empty heart was filled in an instant, making her feel that she could see his smile again in her life without anything else, so it made people happy and satisfied, this is already God's gift to herself, so she is very satisfied now, and she can give up anything.
I slept until lunchtime, and when I woke up, I was annoyed that I had done such a disgraceful thing.