I opened my eyes dimly and saw everything unfamiliar in front of me, my mind was blank, and I helplessly thought about what kind of place this was, how to lie back in a strange place? Looking at the palace women standing on both sides, she woke up, and she actually fell asleep in the palace, it was really ...... If you let outsiders know that you are so unorthodox, how will you behave in the future? There's not even this rule, but isn't it for people to point their noses and scold? The more I thought about it, the more sour my my heart became, and my eyes turned red. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

Seeing that she suddenly cried, the waiting palace maid persuaded helplessly: "Miss, don't cry, Your Royal Highness asked you to rest here after you got drunk, and it was time for lunch, and the queen mother was still waiting for you." ”

As soon as dawn heard that even the queen mother was waiting for her, and the place where she was staying now was the second prince's bedroom, the scene before the drunkenness broke into her mind, she sighed weakly, and now she can't take care of much, the only thing she can do is to quickly pack up her things, and go to see the queen mother quickly, although she may not have the opportunity to come to the palace again in the future, but she doesn't want to leave a bad impression in the eyes of the queen.

The closer she got to the queen's bedroom, she only felt that the bitterness in her heart became heavier and heavier, and her face became more and more sad with every step she took up, and when she arrived at the palace gate, she restrained all the expressions on her face. It's a pity that not the girls can come in the palace, if Liu Yan, who is waiting next to her, can come in, such an embarrassing thing will not happen.

As soon as she walked in, she saw the second prince sitting at the bottom at a glance, he still had a gentle and good-looking smile on his face, and he stared at her with interest, which made her face hot, but the sadness in her heart was like a sea of mountains, she saluted and scolded herself: "It is dawn who does not understand the rules, and does such a rude thing in the palace, and asks the mother to punish the crime." ”、

The queen smiled and asked the most powerful grandmother around her to help her up, and said with a smile: "This palace is also a place for people to live, don't you think that people here don't eat whole grains?" Silly girl, in fact, the life of the people in this palace is the same as the life of ordinary people, and it is no different, you don't have to take these things to heart, even if you sleep until tomorrow morning, no one dares to do anything to you. ”

Zhu Xiangshi interjected locally: "Yes, Sister Dawn, don't always be restrained, think about when you were a child, you ran behind me all day long, didn't no one say anything?" Hurry up and take a seat, you're hungry. ”

The redness on Dawn's face receded a little, and when he heard Zhu Xiang's words, the memory of many years ago came to mind, in fact, it was not that no one said it, many people said that their family had the intention of clinging to the second prince, and a girl who had not grown all the hair was so bad that their family could do it, and they were not afraid of falling into jokes.

At that time, she was quite stupid, others were scolding their family in front of her, but she didn't hear it, and went to Zhu Xiang to play without heart, and when she grew up and understood personnel, she felt how vicious and sad those words were, and she didn't let her mother hear it, otherwise how painful it should be in her heart, so they finally moved to Jiangnan, otherwise I don't know how many unbearable things will happen in the future.

In fact, her mind has always pretended to be the elegant man in front of her, but she knows that it is just her feelings, and there will be no her in his eyes in this life, let alone an identity that she can cling to, so everything she thinks is fake, and she will never meet again from today, so that her life will not be so painful.

The queen and Zhu Xiang didn't know that the smiling woman in front of them actually thought so many things in their hearts, just let the palace maid cloth the vegetables, and by the way, talk about the shy things when she was a child. Dawn listened very seriously, and her face would turn red when she heard the most embarrassing things, but Zhu Xiang's eyes clearly felt the change in this woman, she changed from the excitement at the beginning to extremely rational restraint, and the smile on her mouth became deserved, except for the polite smile, there was no other emotion, so that he didn't know why a faint disappointment suddenly rose in his heart.

Time flies quickly, and in a blink of an eye, it is time to leave the palace at dawn, and the queen has never smiled so happily these days as she did today, so that Mama appreciated many rare things at dawn, as well as her favorite food, and let the six princes send people out, no matter who sees it, this kind of honor will feel envious.

The light of the sunset hit the body of the dawn, and she was lined with a face like jade, every place was enchanting and beautiful, Zhu Xiang just followed her and looked at her, when she was about to reach the palace gate, she stopped, with a faint smile on the corner of her mouth, and blessed her body and said: "Thank you Your Royal Highness for sending the little girl, the people at home not far in front are waiting, you should stay." ”

Zhu Xiang raised his eyebrows slightly, a little unhappy at her detached appearance, was the girl who told him not to be sad in the garden to look ahead? Doesn't it exist?

Dawn couldn't see his joy and anger, but felt that the expression on his face was faintly alienated, which made people sad: "So, be careful on the road." ”

Dawn watched his back get farther and farther away from him, and the sadness on his face became more and more apparent, this is the disparity between them, this person is high up, even if he had a little friendship at the beginning, there is nothing now, and finally it's time to die, just like those people said, if you think too much, it will only provoke jokes. Some of the people who laughed at her at the beginning were already married, and some of them were just right, and they didn't settle down for a long time to think that they wanted to be married to the noble prince, and they also wanted to be worthy of the prince's father, so they were naturally worthy of these princes, unlike their family, which was just a big bean, so don't humiliate yourself.

She walked out quickly and got into the carriage, and Liu Yan, who was waiting beside her, saw that Miss's face was not good-looking, and asked aloud, "Miss, what's wrong?" But what happened? Did you suffer some grievances in the palace? ”

Dawn wiped the tears on her face and shook her head repeatedly, trying to calm down, so that Liu Yan, who was outside, would not hear the wrongness in her voice, she smiled: "It's nothing, people treat me very well, but I haven't come back to my senses yet." ”

Liu Yan put her mind at ease and urged the coachman to go, the sound of the carriage clattering came into her ears, and she said with a smile: "If it is not good in the palace, naturally there will not be so many people who break their heads and want to drill inside, but Madame said that Miss still has to pick someone in the right person's house, she is afraid that Miss will be wronged in the rich family, and the family will not be able to stand up for you." ”

The smile on Dawn's face deepened, yes, even if he can't get the man he wants in this life, but at least he still has his relatives who love him, and he still wants to seek justice for himself when he is wronged, thinking about those who don't, even if he really stands by that person's side one day, if he doesn't have himself in his heart, wouldn't he let himself fall into a helpless situation? What would I do if that day really came? Love but can't turn into hate? So it's still my mother who is right, I should find a right person, and if I don't suffer a loss, if the other party is a gentle person, maybe I can't say that I will fall in love for a long time.

She walked to the shop that sold high and asked people to stop the carriage, and she went over to pick out some beautiful and delicious ones to buy, even if her carriage was loaded with delicious food from the palace, but even if it was good, it was not related to herself, so it was better to figure it out, not to let her mouth become tricky, or these ordinary foods are what she should eat.

was about to take something and leave, but she didn't want to meet the person she hated the most when she was a child, her father's status was high, and dawn had no choice but to praise, and when she saw Yao Linlang, the daughter of the general of Zhenguo who followed behind, she nodded, turned around and was about to leave. But I heard that Liu Fang said coldly: "I heard that you have entered the palace? I haven't been back to Beijing for so many years, and I think I've forgotten what the palace looks like? Have you ever seen the second prince? Have you ever run after people shamelessly like you used to? Actually, I admire you a lot, but a person with a low status still dares to think about the second prince, that is the person you can deserve? Go back and weigh yourself well, why do you say you are so nasty why do you come out to swagger and hit the market? You probably don't know, do you? Although you have not been in the capital for so many years, your reputation has spread all over the world, and everyone avoids you, who would want to play with you like you? What doesn't it feel like to stay in the house all day? ”

Dawn looked up at her in surprise and said incredulously, "Is it possible...... You? ”

Liu Fang said proudly: "Yes, when I heard that your family was going back to Beijing, I told everyone about your good things in the past, if it were me, I would definitely hide at home and not go, shame on me." ”

Liu Yan didn't expect this dignified young lady to ridicule her young lady like this, and immediately opened her mouth to refute but was stopped by the young lady, only to hear the young lady's voice faintly: "Don't you still remember the fact that the second prince was only willing to play with me?" You are so careful, it really makes me admire it tightly, I never thought about it but half a big thing, it is worth remembering it for so long, it is really difficult for you. ”

Liu Fang watched her leave like this after speaking, and immediately became angry and hateful, looking at the back of her leaving, she just hated the root of her teeth: "Such a person, I really don't know where my eldest brother likes her, I have to let someone go to her house to propose marriage, if such a person is my sister-in-law, I really can't agree at all." ”

Liu Yan saw that her young lady's face was full of helplessness and sadness, Chu Chu was pitiful, she comforted: "Miss, don't be angry, maybe God didn't arrange fate for you and that nobleman, so you have to believe that maybe there will be better people waiting for you in the future, don't put your whole life on that empty dream." Besides, it's not that we can't live without those people, and we can live our own lives, no matter what they say, and we can live as we want. ”

Only then did a comfortable smile appear on Xiaoxiao's face: "You girl, you can really talk, just like that, don't tell Mrs. when you go back, I'm afraid she will be worried, my mother is sick these days, I want her to recuperate, everything in this world is really fake, only a happy family is good." That dream, it's just a dream after all. ”

So after the palace sent someone to spread it, the corners of her mouth were just hooked, and she pursed her lips and smiled: "Just say that my body is not comfortable, I am really ashamed of my love for the queen." ”

After a few times, she was so upset that she really soaked in cold water in the house for half the night, didn't she make herself sick, and really lay in bed for several days, but what she didn't expect was that His Royal Highness the Second Prince, who she was thinking about in her heart, would actually appear next to her bed, her face was cloudy and indistinguishable, and she said after a long time: "Dawn, are you hanging my appetite?" Kindness? You're smart, but you're thinking about beauty, and you think you'll be able to get more out of it? But I have to thank you for your ingenuity, which really allowed me to take a break from the past, and don't even think about leaving now that it's in my eyes. ”

A touch of disbelief and embarrassment flashed on Dawn's face, this was clearly what she was longing for, but when it was really realized, she found that she didn't dare to accept it, maybe she really accepted the fact that the two were not compatible, she wouldn't be of any help to him, and she was so shameless in the eyes of outsiders, she knew that she was stammering people at a young age, she felt sad, but she felt very tired, she couldn't think about these things, she couldn't look at them, Because once you think about it, you will want to kill her like sadness and torture, what can be done?

Since he pulled the topic away, then she had to face up to this problem and talk to him well, she didn't intend to hide her true feelings, and the corners of her mouth hooked up with a self-deprecating smile: "Dawn has been playing behind the second prince, I thought you were the best person in the world at that time, I grew up, although I have never seen you again, I don't know what you look like, but I still put you in my heart, I just think that it would be good if I could see you again in the future." I didn't expect to see you in the mother's bedroom, you are as handsome as I imagined, people can't take their eyes off, but I'm no longer the little girl I was at the beginning, I don't want anything, as long as I can follow behind you, I finally understand, the distance between me and you is like heaven and earth, no matter how hard I try, I can't get to your side, so I gave up, I think this is the best result for me. I don't know what you think of me, but maybe you suddenly think I'm a little interesting, so I have a teasing mind? My identity is too low, if you really have such a mind, I beg you to let me live, I really can't help it, I just want to live my own stable life now, my mother has found a suitable person for me, and the right person is the most important. ”

Zhu Xiang smiled, he stretched out his hand to lift her delicate chin, and said, "If you provoke me, you want to leave like this?" How can there be such a good thing in the world? You bumped into it yourself, how can I blame me for driving you? Kindness? I've never let anything I look at give way to people, I've broken it once, and I'll never fall in the same place again. I like you very much, and my queen mother likes you very much, so what do you care? Now you should rest assured, I will let the queen mother talk to your father, and you will be ready to marry me with peace of mind, and don't think about anything else. ”

Dawn smiled and continued, as if she hadn't heard his words: "You broke into my house like this, let outsiders see it, but they will say that I seduced you, I don't go out, I just want to be in front of my father and mother, waiting to get married, but you are different from me, people in this world are staring at you, want to see your jokes, I don't want to drag you down, you just think that the woman who had ill intentions towards you finally figured it out, and didn't dare to do it, so please let me go, we all have a life to live, and there shouldn't be anything to do with it." ”

Zhu Xiang clapped his hands outside, and said to Liu Yan who came in: "Serve your young lady to freshen up, although it is cold outside, but it is good to bask in the sun across the house, and you will suffer more from illness in winter?" I told your mother about my intentions, I know her hesitation, I am afraid that you will be wronged with me, I have no feelings for the young lady of the Li family, I just fell into the calculations of others, in the future you are the most important person in my heart, no one can say anything, no matter what they think and say, it has nothing to do with us, so don't take it to heart, just believe me? I will treat you with all my affection, not let you suffer the slightest grievance, no matter what kind of difficulties will happen in the future, we will all go through this difficulty together, so don't be in a hurry to refuse, I am really very sincere, I am so tired of sitting in the whole position, I also hope that I can be like the sixth brother can have a person who can be loved well, can be happy together, even if I don't have that high position in the future, at least you can accompany me to indulge in the landscape, I know that such words sound very spineless, If the queen mother hears about it, she will be even more disappointed in me, she will put all her hopes on me and not give me the slightest respite, I have never said this to anyone, you are the first person, I use all the secrets on my body to express my loyalty to you, is it not okay? I may have been a bastard before, but now that I have passed the age of thinking about three wives and four concubines, what I want now is not to be able to live a stable life? ”

Dawn looked at the man in front of her with a real face sluggishly, Liu Yan was also a little embarrassed now, she didn't expect to hear such words when she came in, but for the sake of Miss's happiness, Miss has always hidden her thoughts in her heart for so many years, even Mrs. has never said it, if she hadn't been serving by Miss's side, she wouldn't know, the most happy thing is that the person she has liked for many years actually pretends to be her own in his heart, so what is there to be dissatisfied with now? She really wanted Miss to agree, so that those who had ridiculed Miss would feel guilty about what they had done when they heard such news.

But Liu Yan didn't see the slightest joy on the young lady's face, she didn't know what she was thinking about with a lot of heart, the more she looked at it, the more eager she became, and she couldn't help but have the courage to speak for her master: "Your Royal Highness the Second Prince, the slave has something to say." Miss likes you and respects you, but this is full of jokes among those noble ladies in the capital, they say that my young lady is low and thinks about people who do not belong to her, saying that my young lady is an eyeless person, and I have returned to the capital from Jiangnan for so long, I can't even find a person who can talk to my young lady, and I will definitely not worry about no one marrying with my young lady's appearance, but because those young ladies said some unpleasant things, my young ladies are now so wronged, Madame doesn't understand, but young ladies don't dare to say, you have to call the shots for my young lady. Oh, by the way, it is the most fierce that Miss Liu Fang said, she told all the girls not to associate with my young lady, otherwise they would be against her. ”

Dawn didn't expect this girl Liu Yan next to her to be so out of tune, can these words be said casually? She immediately lowered her face and reprimanded, "What the hell are you talking about? You give me out, I don't want to see you in the future, I don't have such a good girl who is good at asserting nonsense, I won't stop you wherever you want to go in the future, but you don't want to wait in front of me, I never thought that the person who grew up with me would suddenly become like this, you really disappointed me. ”

Liu Yan originally wanted to vent her anger for her young lady, this second prince's noble status will definitely be able to give the young lady justice, who would have thought that he would become like this, and immediately cried and shouted for mercy: "Miss, the slave knows that it is wrong, please don't drive me away, it is my mouth that caused it, I just feel sorry for you who have suffered such a great grievance, so, I only brought the wrong one now, please don't drive me away." ”

Zhu Xiang sighed and said helplessly: "Come on, don't be worried, what's the point of crying?" It's not a matter of human life, since she dares to do this, then I will get you this justice, since I plan to put you in my heart, I will definitely not let you suffer this inexplicable grievance again. ”

Dawn looked at him with teary eyes, his face was extraordinarily serious and there was a faint tenderness that made her unconsciously immersed in it, and when she came back to her senses, she found that this person's eyes were also fixed on herself, so she had to turn her eyes away in embarrassment, she suddenly didn't know how to face this person, isn't this what she expected? But why did she suddenly feel that all these things had become so unreal when everything was happening in front of her?

Zhu Xiang didn't urge her, just looked at her so fixedly, until her face was flushed, he said with a smile: "I've said such things, you still don't want to promise me?" I don't even think you're here to torture me. ”

Dawn's heart became soft at this time, and she said shyly, "Who knows if you will regret it in the future?" ”