Chapter 227
Liu Yan saw a heart-warming smile on Miss's face, and her heart was relieved, how could she not be happy for Miss, Miss was thinking about this man when no one knew, because the disparity between the two was so great that she couldn't force it down, and she didn't want to do anything, but she didn't expect God to treat her so kindly, so that the person she had been thinking about for so long came to her like this. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info
Liu Yan felt that she was really inappropriate here, so it was better to get out of the way earlier and let the two of them talk well, and then left quietly, who knew that as soon as she went outside, she saw Mrs. standing outside, and her face couldn't tell half of the joy and anger, but it made Liu Yan feel that such a lady was a little scary, she always felt that Mrs. didn't seem to like Miss clinging to the powerful.
Liu Yan didn't have to wait next to her, so she had to leave, looking at the corner where her wife listened to her daughter, she also felt awkward, it was really messy.
And the dawn in the room didn't know that there was someone outside, at this time he looked at the person in front of him shyly, never thought that everything he thought would really come true one day, this dream may not wake up for a long time, it makes people feel too much longing and reluctance, so what else do you think? I can only load it in and never want to come out again.
Zhu Xiang looked at the dawn in front of him with a shy and timid look, and suddenly breathed a sigh of relief in his heart, the appearance of this girl who refused herself was still flashing in front of her eyes, the woman's mind was like a summer day that changed her face, which made people unable to hold it, there was a small table between the two now, he still couldn't help but reach over and hold her soft and smooth little hand, and said with a sigh: "If it weren't for your appearance, I wouldn't know when I would have to be confused, I never thought I would encounter such a thing in my life, You can never fully own what you want, but what can you do about it? But those things are finally gone, and they won't haunt me anymore, and I'll be satisfied to have you by my side in the future. It's not necessarily a good thing to have too much in your heart, and only by letting go can you meet someone who is better for you, such as you. ”
Xiaoxiao's heart moved slightly, she always felt that the second prince in front of her seemed to have something to say, listening to what he meant, he really liked a woman before? But even if she was curious, she couldn't ask, maybe it was because of the depth of love that she made herself humble, and she always didn't dare to ask casually, for fear that her own distance would make this rare peace and joy disappear like this. She can only comfort herself now and say that since it has passed, there is no need to torture herself in her heart, the smile on her face is a little deeper, but only she knows how deep the jealousy and bitterness are hidden in it, after all, there is a saying that makes sense, what you can't get is the best, so what are you still thinking? It's better to let go and don't think about anything to make yourself happy.
Zhu Xiang didn't care why she didn't respond to herself, he probably understood, because like men, he was extremely demanding of the women around him, and women also had a serious and extremely possessive desire in their bones that people couldn't ignore, he believed that dawn would be able to figure it out one day sooner or later, after all, since he decided to be together in the future, these things are hurdles that can't be bypassed, he waited for dawn to ask about his past, as long as she asked, he would tell her everything unreservedly, He didn't want to be separated by these things.
"When the weather is good, if those ladies of the family get together again, you just have to go, you are the person around me who cares about what others say."
Dawn shook her head in embarrassment and said, "I'm not going, what are you going to do to make others ridicule and laugh at me?" I don't want them, those people are not on the same path as me, they don't want to pay attention to me, I don't want to associate with them, now it's good, no one will see anyone and no one will be uncomfortable. ”
Zhu Xiang listened to her childish words, and the corners of his mouth couldn't help but hook up a smile, in fact, there is such an obvious difference between this girl and Qingyu, Qingyu is careful in serving people no matter what she does, so she looks very sensible, and makes people feel that she can see all the joys, sorrows and sorrows on her body, but this person in front of her is not like this, she is a child who is pampered by her family, so she can show her coquettishness at any time, if it was before, he would never look at such a woman, because he was too tired, But now it has made him completely change his mind, not for anything else, just to see that he is not as good as his younger brother after living for such a long time, and watching his younger brother and younger siblings live very happily, how can he not envy in his heart? He is unwilling to let the days that affect his life become boring, a daughter of the Li family is a shame in his life, since he can't hide from it, then he won't pay attention to it again in this life, his eyes can only accommodate this person from now on, he will use his patience and the deepest true feelings to take care of this woman, and instantly feel that the whole person's life is full, and it is no longer as empty as it was at the beginning.
At dawn, I remembered that he came to his house with a big grin, thinking that my father must know, thinking of the problems she might encounter in the future, she suddenly became upset, she didn't know how she was going to face her father, but if she agreed in such a hurry, if it would be impossible to make trouble in the future, how troublesome it would be, how could her small family withstand the liquidation of these powerful people? So she still suppressed her urge to nod, but smiled: "You came in such a hurry, I'm very confused now, so can you let me rest and rest?" ”
Zhu Xiang's deep eyes suddenly became dangerous, and the smile and warmth in Fang Cai were like fleeting light, which made people look very scared, although his face was still the same as before, but it revealed a thick alienation and indifference, and laughed softly: "It's okay, I can give you this time, but at dawn, you have to understand, what I want to hear is only the answer I want, if it's something else, it makes me unhappy, don't blame me for being unkind to you when the time comes." ”
Dawn was frightened by his words and shrank suddenly, in fact, she knew in her heart that she had endured it for so many years, it was indeed because of her father's unwillingness, they didn't want to climb the high branches by themselves, as long as they could live this life safely and steadily, so her father's pass had become an insurmountable hurdle, she didn't even know how to say this, if her father didn't agree, could she be willing to let go of Zhu Xiang? Definitely can't, she can't leave her father and mother who have loved her for so many years, she can't do such a wolf-hearted thing, but what can she do? The palms and backs of her hands were full of meat, and she was only carried away by the joy at the beginning, and then she was about to face a lot of things that made her suddenly confused.
Zhu Xiang noticed her anxiety, she was like a child who had made a mistake, the panic and preoccupation on her face all drilled into his eyes, making him sigh in his heart, this is not bad, it means that she is a filial and good child, but since all the things have been spread out, it is completely impossible to take back this feeling, this choice must be made by her, if it really comes to a situation where he can't escape, although he doesn't want to use his identity to suppress this person.
"It's not early, you better rest, when the weather is good, I will let someone around me pick you up from the house, you can recognize people, and you can call him in addition to me in the future."
Dawn wanted to go out to give it off, but her legs were as heavy as lead, and she couldn't take a step when she saw the tall man leave her sight like this, her brows were furrowed tightly, and she didn't see her mother who was already standing next to her until she turned around and went back to the house.
She shouted weakly: "Mother......"
Mrs. Liang glanced at her daughter, turned around and walked into the room, sat down where Zhu Xiang was sitting, and asked in a deep voice, "Tell me, what is the matter between you and the second prince?" ”
Dawn's eyes dodged, his hands clasped together, nervously stirring back and forth, looking down at the ground, and whispered: "Nothing, it's just that I left something in the palace, and he sent it to me, and then talked for a while by the way, nothing." ”
Mrs. Liang sneered: "What is worth sending by His Royal Highness the Second Prince?" Kindness? You disappointed me so much, dawn, I know that you like the second prince in your heart, and I won't stop you, because I know that you are a measured child, you know what to do in your own heart, you don't need me to worry about it at all, who thinks, you still did something foolish in the end. Do you think our family can climb like that? Not to mention anything else, people are already about to marry their wives, the daughter of the minister's book, and you? Kindness? Your father's official position is not high, even if you follow him, he is just a concubine, no one wants to let his daughter be wronged, and that young lady is the one who can tolerate you? Why do you have to find yourself this kind of unhappiness? I don't care what you think, but you have to draw a line with this second prince, we can't climb high, you know? ”
Tears suddenly fell from Dawn's eyes, and they all said aggrievedly: "Mother, I know everything, but I just like this person, what can I do?" He said he would be good to me and I wanted to believe him. ”
Mrs. Liang hated that iron could not become steel and said: "How many man's words can be relied on?" Your father and I grew up together as childhood sweethearts, and we know the roots, so the relationship between the two of us is good, if it is someone else, I am afraid that I have already found another woman, and the man wants to run outside in his bones, and his identity is not a person who can belong to you alone, you listen to your mother's advice, wake up, is it okay? Don't let me and your dad worry about your business, okay? ”
The pleading in Xiaoxiao's eyes became more and more intense, and she looked at Mrs. Liang and said in a choked voice: "Mother, I have been thinking about him for so many years, and I can't hold anyone else in my heart anymore, so don't force me, okay?" I don't want you to be sad, but I'm not willing to let me go. If he had been ignoring me, I could have kept this feeling in my heart and said nothing, but now he actually said that he wanted to be with me, you don't know how happy my heart is, I am like a moth to a fire, no matter what I have to face in the future, I want to let it go, please, I swear that my choice will never drag down the Taoist family. ”
Mrs. Liang didn't expect her daughter, who has always been obedient, to say such bastard words, and she and her husband are still waiting for her to be filial to herself, who would have thought that this girl would be able to say things that would not drag her down in the future, so what did she do with all her hard work to give birth to this child? The disappointment and anger in my heart were all piled up in my mind, and I couldn't help but slap Dawn in the face with a strong slap in my hand and asked sharply: "I almost lost my life in order to give birth to you, how much effort I spent raising you for so many years, can you understand?" Kindness? What you're talking about now is light, an understatement can be passed without dragging us down, could it be that your father and I raised a white-eyed wolf who patted his ass and left? ”
Dawn's face suddenly turned pale, she never thought that she would get such a number from her mother, how dare she, the grace of her parents is as heavy as a mountain, even if she is given ten dares, she doesn't dare to say such a thing, move such a thought, but just now she thought that she would be soft-hearted if she pretended to be a poor mother, but she never thought that her mother would be so firm anyway, which made her ......
"Dawn, I don't care what you think, if you still have me and your father in your eyes, then you will listen to my words and break off with the second prince, rest assured at home, I will find you the right family, if you don't want to, don't enter my Liang family's house in the future, we can't climb up to a person like you, even if we don't have you, we can still live, only when we raise a wolf who doesn't know what to do." Think it through yourself. ”
After saying that, Mrs. Liang threw up her sleeves and left despite dawn's pleading, almost making people feel that this woman's actions to the child in front of her were not something that her biological mother could do at all, but she could really change so quickly in her original tenderness.
Dawn doesn't blame her mother, her mother is such a character, her temper is used to by her father, and what her mother hopes most is that she can meet someone like her father and live a stable life, she is a person who is used to letting everyone listen to her, but she never thought that her most beloved daughter would do such a thing.
Xiaoxiao is ashamed of her mother because she understands, even if her mother has such a big temper with her, she can accept it, and in her heart she is even more deeply blamed, she must not be able to give up her father, they have worked so hard to raise themselves so big, how can they do something that makes her sad? In fact, in the final analysis, the mother will become like this, also because her little aunt married into a big family in a beautiful way, but who would have thought that person was a bastard, and he didn't pity his little aunt at all, but mixed with the women in the green building outside, and he even forgot that there was a wife waiting for him at home. The little aunt is also a domineering person, and she was born like a flower, which is not better than the women in the Qinglou who sleep with thousands of people? But the little aunt seemed to be poisoned, he couldn't see at all, and when he got home, he quarreled with the little aunt upside down, and in the end, he ransomed the Qinglou woman, and put him in the house to blatantly bully the little aunt, and it didn't take long to drive the little aunt out of the house, and the poor beautiful woman committed suicide by throwing herself into the river, and the mother wanted to get justice for the little aunt, how could she not be the enemy of that person, she could only watch that person get away with it, and she had to bear a lot of pain, I really don't know when such a day will be a head, so even when I heard such a thing, my face changed.
Dawn felt that she was such a bastard, and she was so angry that her mother was so sad, and when it was time to eat dinner, she looked at her father who came back from the yamen, and her heart was even more worried. The mother really told her father about this in front of her, and her father frowned at first, and then refused: "This thing can't be done, I've seen it all these years, these princes in the court have already begun to think about their own affairs, it's really a bad thing to stand in line, if you stand next to the second prince, then it means that our family is towards the second prince, if he is on the throne, it's okay, if ...... What if he loses? Our family is all nervous about living, and we will only become the soul of someone else's knife. You don't just care about your little thoughts, you have to think about your family, if you don't care about my life and your mother's life, then you do what you like, and I, the father, will not stop you. ”
Dawn's face became unusually pale at this time, how could she only think about herself regardless of her father? Not to mention that people outside can't forgive her, even she will hate herself to death, so no matter how much she likes Zhu Xiang, she has only one choice now, and that is to break this idea, so she bit her lower lip and nodded: "Dad, don't worry, I know what to do, I will never embarrass you and my mother." The food is cold, hurry up and eat, you have been tired for a day, and it is your daughter's unfilial piety that makes you worry about me. ”
Lord Liang looked at such a daughter, why didn't he feel sad? Immediately said: "Dad knows that you are also uncomfortable, if he is a child of an ordinary family, even if the family is poor, I agree that you are with him, after all, we are easy to handle, but the person in front of you is not something we can handle, so you still don't think about it, just treat it as if you have never known this person, okay?" ”
Dawn nodded vigorously, Dad had already said this, what reason could she have to refuse? This is too much, even if the liver and intestines that are already hurting in the heart are broken, you can only accept this fact.
Lord Liang let out a long sigh, who would have thought that such a thing would happen? It's not that he doesn't want his daughter to be good, but such a huge distance between heaven and earth really makes people don't know what to do, and the only thing he can guarantee is that his daughter won't get involved in those rights and wrongs.
Dawn returned to the room after eating, tears couldn't help but flow down, a dream for so many years was still so broken, maybe it will never be able to fight back again. It's not that I haven't thought about what Zhu Xiang said, but what can I do as long as I don't want to? As long as you close the door of desire in your heart, you will not be afraid of heaven and earth in the future. I don't know when I fell asleep, and when I woke up, the sun outside was already shining in the room.
Liu Yan came in hurriedly from outside, and said with some embarrassment: "His Royal Highness the Second Prince sent someone to pick up the young lady to go out to play, and the slave saw the sister next to the lady at the door, and she really didn't dare to come down." ”
Dawn's eyes were slightly swollen, and he smiled when he heard the words: "You go to help me go back, just say that I can't leave if there is something at home, I'm afraid that I will live up to the sincerity of the second prince, and don't let people come again in the future, don't say anything else, it's not good for people outside to see and gossip." ”
Liu Yan pursed her lips, but she still had to just go out and pass on Miss's words to that person. In fact, they all know that the second prince who looks gentle is actually very scary when he starts his temper, but there is no way, the identities of the two are different, and the pursuits are different, God is destined that they are not people who can walk together, so it is just useless to think too much, with such kung fu, it is better to really just forget it, everyone follows Shutan, and no one has to worry about this kind of thing.
It's just that Xiaoxiao underestimated Zhu Xiang's persistence, if it was changed to before, he might really forget it, but now it is different, since he regards this woman as his lifelong person, so no matter where he hides, he will not let her back down, so it didn't take long for him to enter the mansion so grandly, even if Mrs. Liang came out to greet him, it was just a polite few words, and the meaning in it was that he could guess it if he didn't know it.
Mrs. Liang's face changed, and when she saw that person went to her daughter's boudoir like that, she couldn't help but sigh, and said to the girl next to her: "I don't know if this is a good thing or a bad thing, why am I so uneasy in my heart?" This child doesn't stop my words, I'm really afraid that I will accidentally cause trouble to the family, how many times did she tell her when she was young, not everyone in the capital can be so simple, if I had known this, I should have given her family affairs when I was in Jiangnan, and I saved her from torturing me all day long, but now it's good, it's really hard to ride a tiger. In any case, I will not let her mess around, and if she has to do this, I will have to bear the pain of denying this daughter. ”
When dawn saw Zhu Xiang, the expression on his face was obviously very unsightly, but he still smiled and said, "Why is Your Highness here?" Didn't you just come here yesterday? Said to give me time to think about it. ”
"I see that you have thought about it now, and I don't think you want to have anything to do with me."