Chinese people are always like this, thinking that the previous routines and traditions can be used to this day, but they don't know that once the son of heaven and a courtier, some traditions you still use, that is to kill the head. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

For the first time, I experienced this feeling of two wars, the whole person was already collapsing, and I couldn't say a complete word, which was more terrible than catching a rapist in bed, facing Qin Wan's questioning, and facing Su Rong's indifference, I found that I couldn't even refute a word of stepping on a horse, and the most ordinary explanation was useless.

I didn't dare to look at Qin Wan and Su Rong, I stood up, didn't say a word, rushed out like a lost dog, put on my shoes, didn't care what I was wearing, just a short-sleeved pajamas, I only have one thought now, that is, to get out of here, I have no way to face my beloved girl, I am not qualified to stay here, I didn't even dare to put on my socks, I hit the wall in a panic, and pushed the door open with the last strength, Qin Wan said something to Su Rong behind me, I didn't hear a word, just frantically pressed the elevator, slapped the elevator, and drilled into the elevator in one go.

In such a confined space, I can feel that little bit of peace of mind, although the temperature outside is not high, the cold winter has not passed, and I don't feel much after goosebumps.

Because the cold heart is more terrible than the cold, the cold wind will freeze off one of your arms and one of your legs, but now, I can only rely on the wall of the elevator tightly to support myself from falling.

The whole soul is decaying, desolate, like an old man who rings the death knell at six or seven o'clock in the evening.

I didn't even take out my mobile phone and put it next to the computer to charge, but I didn't want to go back, and I didn't dare to go back, Qin Wan directly came to my heart, no, it was a few shots, and smashed the fragile soul that seemed to be soaring to pieces!

yes, now looking back, what am I? What kind of waste am I stepping on? What else would I do besides knowing to mess with flowers, knowing to make false promises, and knowing to make the same mistake after introspection?

I'm just an ordinary person, just an inflated villain surrounded by pleasure after having a goddess, and I still naively think that I deserve all this.

Think about the way I squandered the 30 million extravagance, it was obviously Qin Wan and Su Rong's principal and Xu Qingying's connections in exchange, I actually used such peace of mind, to this day, I have never felt a little guilty, I used the kindness given to me by others to help Lin Qianxiao, the self-righteous person who stood on the highest point of reason and morality, turned out to be myself.

There is also Qin Wan's tolerance of me, Su Rong's painful struggle and forgiveness for me again and again, now that I think about it, I really did my own thing, obviously saying that I have a wife at home and my good girl, I shouldn't let them down, but in fact, I actually do things that are not as good as pigs and dogs.

What is the difference between this and a wine and meat monk? It is said that this wine and meat have passed through the intestines, and the Buddha sits in his heart, but what about the world? Indulging in lustful dogs and horses, unable to extricate oneself, indecisiveness is nothing, it is simply to find an excuse for one's scum that looks so subtle.

Because I'm the way I am, because I'm the way I am, can I excuse myself? What kind of bullshit logic is this stepping horse, the moment I stepped out of the elevator, I slapped myself hard, it hurt, it was very powerful, my face was directly swollen, my ears were deafening, and my eyes were full of stars.

I couldn't pay attention to this degree anymore, and I held on to the pillar next to the door downstairs of my house, looking into the distance with some stumbling eyes. In the absence of a mobile phone, in

Then I heard the sound of another elevator coming down, and the moment the elevator door opened, I didn't care if it was Qin Wan and Su Rong, so I ran out directly, and ran away, like a mad dog, no, it should be a dog that lost its home in panic, I don't know why I can run so fast now.

Is it because the guilt in my heart is whipping my heels? I rushed out of the gate of the community, the security guard just yawned, and looked at me a little confused, probably no one thought that there would be such a neurotic, wearing this short sleeve and shorts at night, and shoes that don't fit at all.

But he didn't come after me, and in this case, more is better than less.

When I ran out onto the street and began to gasp, I suddenly got into the garden on the edge of the community, where the bushes were very dense, and when I squatted down, it was almost able to completely cover my figure, Qin Wan and Su Rong also trotted out after a while, they were naturally thicker than me.

But I just like that, I stayed quietly in the flower garden and didn't move, although the cold wind lifted my clothes, my ten fingers, I was no longer conscious, but I still didn't want to go out, I would rather freeze to death here, I repeatedly reminded myself, don't face Qin Wan again.

When the defense line in people's hearts collapses and gets out of control, they don't know what kind of things they will do, how out of line and stupid, this weather, when the sun has long sunk into the horizon after the night, it is cold, the cold of the winter, it is really not a joke, although there is heating in the home, like a paradise, but I now look at the lights of the ten thousand homes, tears suddenly welled up, I can't tell why I cried, but the tears were frozen on the face at the moment they flowed out.

Not long after Qin Wan and Su Rong left, I jumped out of the flower garden again and walked towards a noodle restaurant across the door, I don't know if it was out of survival instinct or something else.

It's as if you don't eat a bowl of noodles yourself, you will really die in the flower garden.

I stumbled and ran, on the wide road, like a madman, fortunately there were not a few cars, fortunately not too far away, I touched the cold railing, it seemed to be a little warm, my hands, as if colder than the railing.

When I pushed the door in and sat in the store without saying a word, trembling because of the temperature difference, the proprietress who was boiling water looked at me in shock, "Young man, you, you are." ”

"Boss, please, lend me my phone, please." I don't know how embarrassed I look now, but I do know that my mouth must be blue and purple, because when I say this, I have almost no consciousness at all, and my head is a pure white mush.

"Okay, okay." The proprietress wiped her hands and handed me her own mobile phone, which was also an old Nokia, I started to call, my brain turned over and over, and found that the only thing I remembered was that there was only one phone number, Xu Qingying's.

Because Xu Qingying's phone number is too easy to remember, it is either 6 or 8, and there is a regular area code.

Wu Heng is too familiar, I don't remember it at all, and I put him directly on the first night of the collection, and Qin Wan and I are family numbers, as long as I call 661, Su Rong is 662, too intimate, I didn't expect such a day at all, as for Yan Yuer Lin Qianxiao, my brain seems to be frostbitten now, and I can only remember the little bit of it.