Chapter 439: Sudden Collapse!! The gentleness that no longer exists (two more!) ~)
"Brother Ye, you still have the smell of Yan Yu'er on your body, you haven't washed it clean. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info" Qin Wan finished saying this softly, and I sighed in my heart.
"Jiang Ye, just now, Wan'er and I went to Yintai, just near the Apple experience store, standing in the crowd, hungry, watching you for two hours, from you holding Lin Qianxiao's hand, to you and Yan Yu'er's fingers interlocking, we all saw it, from beginning to end, you were smiling, without a trace of rejection, and you were really gentle and gentle to Lin Qianxiao, gentle, I was jealous when I saw it."
Right now, my whole body started to tremble.
Qin Wan and Su Rong went to Yintai?? From the beginning to the end??? But I didn't seem to find it at all, Yan Yu'er and Lin Qianxiao didn't find it, and even Lao Wu didn't find it, there was no sign or foreshadowing at all, but it was unexpected, but it was also reasonable, if Qin Wan and Su Rong really did it intentionally, then in the vast sea of people, I really couldn't find it.
I don't have such a consciousness, I always think that I am hiding from the world, I always think that there is nothing, I always think that Qin Wan is gentle, although Su Rong loses her temper, she also loves me, and the two of them are good to me, I have become accustomed to it subtly.
Saying that this is not cheating, but what is the difference between this approach and covering your ears and stealing the bell? If ten fingers interlocking is not cheating, what is not cheating?
I'm a typical double standard, and I'm very tolerant of myself.
"Brother Ye, do you really like Yu'er and Qianxiao? Can't put any of them down? Why do Sister Rong Rong and I try to persuade you to change your mind again and again, but you always let us down? As long as you see Yan Yuer, you're like this? Is there no principle and bottom line at all, she will hug if she wants, and she will hold hands if she wants to? Why don't you say no at all, why don't you think about how we feel? ”
"You also called me confidently to tell me that you want to have dinner with Yan Yuer and take the money to buy a mobile phone for Qianxiao, I thought Lin Qianxiao was pitiful at first, but I found out that the poor person is me, you are really good to her, all the clothes, pants and skirts, and even velvet socks are all bought by you, shampoo, bath cream, are all brands you like. You ask yourself, for me, have you ever bought something so delicate and so proper? Qin Wan's tone became higher and higher, her voice became more and more tormented, she trembled a little painfully, and I wanted to go up and hug her.
Wan'er raised her head and said, I just noticed that Qin Wan's eyes were also a little red and swollen, "Don't touch me!" ”
This is the first time for me, definitely the first time, in Qin Wan's mouth, hearing the rejection, this refusal is so abrupt, but that kind of resoluteness, that kind of resoluteness in gentleness, made me stagger back and sit on the ground.
"I found that every time I swallowed my anger, every time I tolerate, it was meaningless, Sister Rong Rong and I, I believe that you will change, I believe that you have us in your heart, and I believe a lot, but this time, when I really, this time I recorded it with my eyes, I couldn't bear it, I knew for the first time, the feeling of my heart being cut open with a knife, I'm sorry, brother, I really can't stand it, I can't stand you with such an easy-going and gentle smile with other women, that look like a sea oath, Yan Yuer's proud look, Lin Qian laughed at the bird's appearance, no matter which one it was, I couldn't stand it. ”
"I thought that Sister Rong Rong slapped Yan Yu'er that time, it was a little fuss, and it was a little unbearable to look at, but now? Why can she be so skillful at teasing you, why does she know that you have us, and she can still say that she wants to be your lover so happily and shamelessly, why does she keep saying that she loves my brother, and she doesn't even say no rejection, why? Why is that? ”
Qin Wan's red and swollen eyes left tears again, she didn't sob, her voice was still so calm, but it was so calm that it sent chills down my spine.
I seem to have forgotten Qin Wan's original character, I forgot Qin Wan's previous identity, it seems that Qin Wan has always been gentle to me, soft like autumn water, gently swaying, full of fun, and there will be no too much blame at all.
Before, there didn't seem to be much performance, how many painful emotions had accumulated in Qin Wan's heart?
From Su Rong to Yan Yuer, from Yan Yuer to Xu Qingying, from Xu Qingying to Lin Qianxiao.
"After the exam, I didn't care about Sister Rong Rong, and every time I chatted, it was perfunctory, and to put it bluntly, it was all uninspiring, like a student who scribbled in papers to cope with the exam, brother, do you really think that my love is very cheap, can you really squander my enthusiasm at will?"
"Qin Wan, I really didn't mean that, I..." I really wanted to defend myself, but I searched my stomach and couldn't find any reason, if Qin Wan really wanted to judge me, then I could only be nailed to the pillar of shame.
Su Rong didn't say a word next to Qin Wan, the corners of her mouth just had that slight sneer.
I remember before, Su Rong also said that she would save me, but now, now... Am I really not worth saving?
"Can't even find an excuse?" Qin Wan suddenly laughed, while crying, she suddenly laughed out loud, and when Qin Wan's gentleness faded, her red and swollen eyes were bloodshot, tired, and unspeakably disappointed.
The other side of Qin Wan is gradually surfacing.
Her beautiful bubble is bursting, her expectations of me are also shattering, no woman can do everything that I have, when I think I am a scumbag, my sister is also desperate for me, and the sorrow revealed in her words is like a death knell ringing in my heart!
"Jiang Ye, Wan'er and I, have given you too many opportunities, I..."
"Sister Rong Rong, there are some words, there is no need to repeat them, Brother Ye, he understands, he has been like this since he was a child, he understands everything, but he has to do the wrong thing hard, his hesitation can't change at all, the weakness of his character is destined to let go of Yan Yuer, no one can let go, he remembered it when he said it, and he said things to practice, and when he saw Yan Yuer, he softened? The measures we have taken are completely useless, can we check them just by checking the posts? Going out to eat with a woman who has an ambiguous relationship, heh, this day and earth, that is, Brother Ye. "Every word of Qin Wan penetrated into my bone marrow like a cold wind.
"Wan'er, again, give it to me again..."
"Give you another chance? Yes, I can give you 100 times, 1000 times, 10000 times, because my heart is dead, go find Yan Yuer, go to Lin Qianxiao, go find your happiness, if this is what you want, Sister Rong Rong and I will leave. ”
"How can this be, how can it be... Obviously, a few days ago, Mingming" I muttered incoherently, I really couldn't believe that I would be forced to a dead end by Qin Wan's words like this, and what I couldn't believe was Qin Wan's sudden outburst.
It was completely unexpected, completely unexpected, completely, but it seemed that all her actions were traceable.
It's just that I didn't pay attention, it's just that I didn't care at all, I deliberately omitted all this.