Maybe people are like this, many things, when you are around, you have become accustomed to nature, you can never feel it, only when you lose, you will understand, what you have lost......

"Zixuan, you have done well enough, enough ......" I said with a heartache, such a man is worthy of the love of many girls, but it is a pity that my heart has been occupied and hurt at a very early age. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

"No, I finally failed the trust, you and myself......" Zixuan said with some frustration.

"You didn't owe anyone, but did you finally have the courage to approach me, not yourself, but someone else asked for it? ……”

I'm a little confused.

"At that time, you had someone you loved deeply, how could I intervene in your life and disturb your happiness, and you and Qin Yu are a match made in heaven in terms of family background and temperament, if I didn't know that there was an accident between you and you were hurt, how dare I disturb you casually. And I know that you have a deep relationship with each other, I'm afraid that you're just a temporary breakup, I don't have any intention of typing, it's someone who has repeatedly begged me, and I'm also afraid that you will really fall into pain, I can't bear to see you sad, I can't bear your pain. That's why I finally decided to approach you. ”

"Affectionate." I laughed sarcastically and wryly, if I really have deep feelings, how can I say that I broke up so easily, how can I easily get together with other women?

"Can you tell me who is entrusted to you?" There was a slight guess in my heart, but I still asked.

"I promised him that I couldn't say it." Unexpectedly, Bai Zixuan refused to say the answer.

"My father?" I asked again. My father pampered me since I was a child, and even doted on me a little. Although he has always prevented me from being with Qin Yu, and even let me witness Qin Yu's heart in person later, he loves me. Thinking about it now, he tried his best to stop me and Qin Yu at that time, maybe he was afraid that I would be hurt more deeply in the future. He was afraid that I would be too sad after falling out of love, and my health at the time was extremely bad, and he would be knocked down by my falling out of love in my illness, regardless of identity and portal, find someone who really loves me to enter my emotional world, and then protect me, this possibility is still very big.

Otherwise, he wouldn't have agreed to my marriage with Zixuan so readily later, right? Besides, I was still in school at the time, so it was not suitable for me to talk about marriage, but he agreed without hesitation. The reason for all this may be because he arranged it all by himself.

But I didn't wait for Zixuan's affirmative answer.

"Don't ask, hey," Zixuan hesitated, "He's someone who loves you deeply." Bai Zixuan's psychology was very struggling, and he could see that he wanted to say it very much, but he had to keep his promise, but his last tone was also to tell me.

"Someone who used to be only interested in me, right?" A mockery slid across my mouth. The shadow of a person flashed in his heart, just like in a cemetery, that person he just wanted to find a psychological balance, obviously ruthless, but he was tormented by something called conscience. But guilt and love are two different things, and in his heart there may only be a guilt for that relationship.

His current lover is beautiful, virtuous, and has a good family background, and his choice is correct.

I had another self-deprecation in my heart. It's said that it has nothing to do with that person, what else do I do analyzing other people's lives? It's funny, it's stupid......

"It's not that kind of Xiaoman, Qin Yu ......" Zixuan wanted to speak and stopped, his eyebrows deeply tangled.

I laughed bitterly, I knew, I knew it was him, what was he doing with all these tricks? Do I need his sympathy? I also deliberately arranged for one of his friends to appear in my life, he really has a hand, so I did it according to his arrangement, and I want to marry the person he arranged, although he has failed now, he should be happy and satisfied. I laughed bitterly and laughed incessantly.

"Xiaoman, don't be like this, don't hate Qin Yu, don't hate him, he's not what you think......" Zixuan looked at me nervously, shook my shoulder, and woke me up from the pain.

"Okay," I let out a sigh of relief and said, "Don't mention him, he already belongs to someone else, but you, Zixuan, thank you from the bottom of my heart, thank you for being kind to me, I'm really sorry, I can't afford to give you what you want......"

I said heavily, Zixuan's body trembled obviously, and my heart was also a pain, maybe I was a little cruel, but Zixuan had paid enough for me, for so many years, I have been bullying him, dominating this good man, but I can't give him the love he wants, I can't be selfish anymore, sometimes it's best to cut through the mess quickly, I can't continue to hurt him.

Zixuan looked up at me, his eyes flickered, he seemed to want to say something, but after all, he still sighed, didn't say anything, just sighed softly: "Why, why do you want to be so bitter......"

Then he raised his head again, and looked at me with bright eyes: "Promise me, no matter what happens between us, no matter how you and Qin Yu end, you must make yourself happy, we all want you to be happy and safe." ”

"Thank you, but don't mention Qin Yu again, he has nothing to do with me anymore." I said to Zixuan with a smile, although that smile was too sour.

"Hey, I won't mention it again, I just hope so, if so, you really won't be in pain." Bai Zixuan smiled bitterly.

"Zixuan?" I screamed softly.

"Huh?"

"I owe you money and I'll pay you back."

There was a long silence.

"Okay, but there's no hurry, when you have it, when you give it." Zixuan didn't say anything.

Stood up.

But he turned around again.

The face returned to a dull one.

"Xiaoman, you won't refuse me to visit you occasionally like an ordinary friend." He asked me with a relieved smile.

Looking at him, I finally chuckled and nodded.

In fact, in my own heart, who knows what the future path will be?

When I sent Zixuan away, it was already late, and when I walked out of the house, I found that the sky was sprinkled with light rain at some point, and the ground was already wet.

I held out an umbrella and asked him to bring it, but he refused, saying that the car was not far away and the rain was not heavy. I wanted to give him an umbrella, but he refused, and I knew that his refusal was to show me to himself that he was determined to draw a line with me, and this determination was only to keep me from embarrassing and fulfilling my heart. My heart was touched, what a clever and tender man this is, but from now on, the road returns to the road, and the bridge returns to the bridge.