Chapter 18 Ruoxi, do you want to know how I feel in my heart?

On June 1st, Children's Day, a day of celebration for the whole world, Jue Ling's heart became more and more gloomy. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

There is no other reason than the return of the woman she once loved.

I don't understand at all, what is Meng Ruoxi thinking, is she going to give a relationship when she comes back at this point in time? It seems to be coming back to apologize, but it doesn't matter, there is no need to listen to the apology and explanation afterwards.

It has been eleven days since the day of the reunion with Meng Ruoxi, and during this period, Jue Ling did not give Meng Ruoxi a chance to explain, and always found excuses to push away all the seemingly uneasy plots.

Although they are still at the same table, they lack the feeling of trust and mutual dependence at the beginning, and there is almost no communication.

Meng Ruoxi is the attachment he has been trying to forget recently, what is it to run back now?

Jue Ling didn't want to go to school for a while, no, I took leave yesterday and went home to lie down for a day.

He wants to lie quietly at home until the end of the college entrance examination, but what is the difference between doing that and before? Because I don't want to face reality, I don't go to the college entrance examination.

Escape, keep running!

He told himself that he "can't run away anymore", no matter what, he can't miss this college entrance examination.

However, if you are just lying down for a day, you should be fine......

Leaning on the window, looking around aimlessly.

The gray sky statue has cried, the rain outside the window is troublesome, sadness is the inspiration for writing, who is who's the first novel?

There are many pedestrians on the street, several couples come out in pairs and out of pairs, two of them hold an umbrella, who saw the southern goose flying overhead?

I hate the gray rainy day, and my mood is turned over by the weather, and my restless mood continues to be restless.

I have experienced too much, and I choose to be silent in a daze, and it will always be better in my heart if I don't say it.

Looking at the old photo album, memories are smeared in front of me, and he and Meng Ruoxi in a year.

I don't understand why such sadness, the feelings have long been gone, but he hasn't escaped yet. What you want is no longer there, but what you don't want comes back, see how failed you are, and you can only sigh helplessly after turning around.

There are too many emotions in the world, too many dependences have been shattered, how many people will come back? When the flowers are no longer blooming, and the people who are waiting for them no longer come back, how to dismantle them?

Always wandering silently in the dark, the wind blows away the tears in the corners of the eyes, and the things that end up are no longer unexpected, and the promises made are still there, slowly rotting in the heart......

The ending of the movie has been played several times, is there perfection in fiction?

Heartbeat has nothing to do with wrong and right, heartbreak is right or wrong, who can tell the difference between truth and falsehood? The heartbeat only takes a moment, and the heartbreak is only a blink of an eye.

On a rainy day, the wet memory goes back to the past......

Ding Dong –

Just when Jue Ling's thoughts were drifting away, the doorbell downstairs suddenly rang, pulling him out of his flying thoughts.

Gather your emotions, go downstairs, and think: Who would bother you in this weather?

After opening the door, Jue Ling's face sank: "What are you doing here?" ”

"That...... Jue Ling... Classmate, it was Teacher Muzi who asked us to invite you back to school. Qianyue Huajian poked his head out from behind Meng Ruoxi and said.

"Qianyue, why are you fooling around, the college entrance examination is coming soon, and you don't want to review it seriously." Jue Ling reprimanded, then turned around and closed the door smoothly: "I will go to the school myself, you go back first." ”

Boom!

The sound of the door closing was wrong, Jue Ling looked back, and World Dream Ruoxi had a hand stuck in the gap between the door and the door frame.

"Spirit, I'm here today to make things clear to you."

Jue Ling frowned, impatient with this endless entanglement, walked out of the door, stretched out his hand to pull Qianyue Huajian to his side, and blocked the words: "I have decided to let Qianyue be my girlfriend, now do you want to continue to explain?" ”

"Hey......" Qianyue Huajian blushed and exclaimed, is there such a thing? Want to be a girlfriend......

Meng Ruoxi's eyes widened, showing a look of reluctance to accept the reality, and said to herself: "No, it's a deceitful ......"

Sometimes, Jue Ling really thinks that people like Meng Ruoxi are very annoying, and Qianyue also likes him, and Meng Ruoxi doesn't know it.

Throw away the concessions made by others as garbage, and give up what you get in a chic way. When you regret it, when you come back, you can grab back what you let out before, and you don't care about other people's feelings.

In the past few days at school, when I saw the people who were with Meng Ruoxi in Qianyue Flowers, they all admired the open-mindedness of Qianyue Flowers and cursed Meng Ruoxi's shameless personality.

Giving it away again and again, taking it back again and again, do you really treat me like garbage?

Since he wants to make his words clear, Jue Ling is not welcome, and for the first time in his life, he has expressed such resentment towards his peers:

"There are people who care, crazy people, and if you choose the wrong one, you will be silent. If you lose your personality and your heart, what are you? Whoever has made a mistake in your heart will make people capricious, appear cheap and indifferent. ”

Meng Ruoxi retreated without strength, and it was unknown when she retreated into the rain, since the sentence "Since you are gone, don't come back" that day, I heard another sentence that was even more excessive.

Capricious, seemingly cheap and indifferent...... Is this what he thinks of me?

Meng Ruoxi couldn't believe that this was Jue Ling's words, and said "I hope you are happy" in despair, turned around and rushed into the rain curtain, and soon disappeared at the end of the street.

At this time, Qianyue Huajian was shocked, and said anxiously: "Ruoxi didn't bring an umbrella, so she would catch a cold in the rain, I'll chase her." ”

"No, you stay here, I'll go after her."

Jue Ling snatched the umbrella in the hand of the Thousand Moon Flowers, and rushed into the rain curtain after him.

Leaving a thousand moons among the flowers, standing alone at the door.

When it rains heavily, there are few pedestrians on the street, and the two figures running in the rain are so beautiful.

In a dark alley, Jue Ling found Meng Ruoxi.

Meng Ruoxi was squatting on the ground at this time, her back against the wall, her head buried between her legs, and she couldn't see what her emotions were.

Jue Ling opened the umbrella and walked over to cover Meng Ruoxi's head: "Go home, Qianyue is worried about you." ”

"Why catch up?" Meng Ruoxi asked in a muffled voice.

"Does the reason matter?" Jue Ling's teardrops silently melted into the rain.

This tear is very heavy in love, and it carries pain.

"Don't you want to hear my explanation?" Meng Ruoxi stood up, grabbed Jue Ling's hand and asked.

"Dream in the night sky, remember your last words. The reason doesn't matter anymore. ”

Meng Ruoxi shouted tremblingly, and the water droplets on her cheeks slid down: "But I like you, I can't forget you, I love you......"

Meng Ruoxi's hands were cold, and she couldn't see her smile. It was only later that Jue Ling understood what was flowing from Meng Ruoxi's cheeks.

He thought he wouldn't understand, and he remembered all of them.

Look at those tears...... He couldn't let go of it, and his tears turned into black rain that melted into his heart.

"Ruoxi, do you want to know how I feel in my heart?"