"Ruoxi, do you want to know how I feel in my heart?" Jue Ling suddenly put down the umbrella and asked sarcastically. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

"How does the spirit feel......" Meng Ruoxi stopped trembling, looked up at Jue Ling's face, and nodded: "I want to know, I want to know how the spirit feels." ”

"Okay, I'll tell you."

Jue Ling took a deep breath, the aura on his body changed greatly, he lowered his head, and said what he had always really thought in his heart.

"Every day when it's raining, or when you're alone, I always want to call you to give you a sweet greeting, and then suddenly I realize that I'm stupid, and I've decided to let go of things, and I'm still hesitant and deadlocked.

I can't remember how long it lasted, cold, yelling, holding hands, cruelty, or tenderness, we always repeat the same mistakes.

In the end, my love was shot through hundreds of holes by you, and who is crying and begging for a thousand rescues? When I hold you, I feel like an abandoned sand dune that happens to be rescued by you and reduced to the most loyal dog.

Our relationship doesn't have too many complicated feelings, you like me, I was hit hard after breaking up with Xia Yuexiang, and then I also chose to like you.

It's ridiculous that two of us guys who don't have deep memories of each other actually fell in love. So, a love affair that has not experienced wind and rain, after all, it can't resist the test of time, what makes the two of us choose to be silent and go around in circles?

I've loved and I've hurt. The most loss, there is no regret.

In other people's stories, I have seen too much cause and effect, and the ulterior things have also fallen with time, and I deliberately pretended to be unique to cover up this pain, so that innocent you will also start to feel for me.

The loneliness I often sing about is to completely divide and separate the present from the past.

That love was finally hewn into a remnant wall by you, and the relics after thousands of years are difficult to restore the beauty after all, only ask that when I am weathered, let me hear your voice, accompanied by a mournful melody, and travel with the wind and the seaside......"

"Don't say it anymore", Meng Ruoxi shouted in a restless mood, pushed Jue Ling away, hugged her body, and whispered pitifully: "Our love is not abrupt, we also have an emotional foundation, and we also have good memories, I didn't fall in love with you because I was confused by you, I ...... You don't understand anything......"

Looking at the contrast between Meng Ruoxi and the front, Jue Ling felt inexplicably funny, she was willing to listen to everything before, but now that she was only halfway through the words, she couldn't listen to it anymore, after all, she was still the eldest lady who grew up in the greenhouse.

"Yes, I don't understand anything", Jue Ling's mood was exaggerated, and he also yelled: "I don't understand what snubbing is, and my speech has changed." I don't know what a roar is, and I see you and him. I don't know what holding hands is, and I want to struggle again. Don't understand what cruelty is, speak your heart. ”

"I've always wanted to say that you didn't give me a chance to say it. It's not all my fault, why can you think of yourself as the right side without any psychological barriers? He didn't even give me a chance to explain. Why can you live an ordinary life with peace of mind, but I can't ......"

"Have you ever said something very proud, but you still think I'm living freely? God knows I don't know, you lie in his arms and smile and bend over, I can't get anything in my prime, it's just in vain to love you, I don't have the money to make you laugh. ”

"Am I that kind of girl in your eyes? I'll tell you, I haven't had anything to do with Xingluo. You didn't think I would leave you, but it was for your own good......"

"I can't understand that goodness, maybe my worldview is different from yours."

"Because you're a traverser, do you feel like you're superior? It's the same whether it's over there or here, and the tragic fate is your own fault. ”

"You're no better than me, and you've given up on life. Our union may be right, but the fault is that you have taken the medicine of reality and become a terrible demon beyond recognition. ”

"Don't say right or wrong when you are separated, how humorous is the emotion of tearing your face, are you tired of this life for a long time? I feel so sorry for myself. ”

"You don't understand me, why talk about sadness, stop pretending, it's hard for me to end, don't tell a lie when it's all divided."

……

In this alley, the two of them shouted out the resentment in their hearts at the top of their voices, and the voice seemed to tear apart time and space.

The long-term repression has made them all go crazy, exposing each other's old scars, blaming each other's shortcomings, and venting their dissatisfaction......

This happened a few months ago. However, the meaning is different.

The last time they scolded each other, Jue Ling wanted to redeem Meng Ruoxi's humanity. This time, both of them lost their humanity and quarreled like children, painful and happy.

After a lot of noise, the two of them were tired and leaned against the wall gasping for breath.

At this time, the mood of the two was much calmer, and they quietly accepted the baptism of heavy rain and washed away the last layer of filth on their bodies.

After a long time, Meng Ruoxi hugged her body and asked, "Why did we finally come to a fork in the road?" Are you tired and tired? Or do you lose if you are serious? They don't care about each other anyway. ”

Jue Ling thought for a while and gave the answer in the form of a question: "Why are we all strangers in the end, still thinking about the temperature in our arms?" It was only after love that I understood, and it became clear that each other was too confused and numb. ”

Both of them are not very mature mentally, so they frequently make mistakes on the road of love.

Meng Ruoxi smiled sadly and asked, "Have you found a way to go back?" ”

"Nope." Jue Ling shook his head and smiled bitterly, his eyes full of confusion.

He crouched down, picked up the umbrella that had fallen to the ground, and shook off the water stains on it.

"Now, Spirit, let's make a pact." Meng Ruoxi suddenly stepped forward and said.

Jue Ling paused and asked, "What agreement?" ”

"Five years", Meng Ruoxi opened her right palm, half-raised it in the air and said: "We give each other five years, if you are not with Huama by then, if we still love each other, if we ...... You haven't returned to the original world yet, please seriously fall in love with me! ”

When he said the last sentence, Meng Ruoxi's voice was mixed with fear, and he was afraid that Jue Ling would return to the original world. She didn't understand why Jue Ling was so obsessed with "going back".

"There are so many ifs in the world." Jue Ling chuckled, put the umbrella on Meng Ruoxi's head, and changed his tone: "But these 'ifs' really happen, let's be together, and then I will definitely make up for the mistakes I made." ”

"I'll make it up to me, too." Meng Ruoxi wiped the water droplets on her face and responded seriously.

"Well, let's go home, take a shower, don't catch a cold."

"I'm sorry for the trouble I caused you today, Jue Ling...... Schoolmate. ”

"It's fine. How do you arrange it tomorrow? ”

"I will go back to the Western Continent and wait for five years."