Verse 54: Those things from the past

Hearing his mother say that he knew Lan Bing, he originally felt that he and the silver-robed man were like people in a dream, but now it seems that so many absurd and terrible things have happened, and it is not a dream. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info

And I finally knew and was convinced that the "condition" of the two children was indeed special and really beyond the treatment of ordinary people, and I was indeed rude and reckless to Lan Bing in the hospital.

"Mom, I'll go see the kids in a while, right?!" Although I am relieved, I still have a strong concern, and I always feel uneasy if I don't see them in person.

"Don't worry, they've settled down, and it's not too late to see them when you're well and you're discharged from the hospital." My mother kept holding my hand, and she was reluctant to let go for a moment, as if as soon as I let go, I would fly away, looking at me with tears in her eyes.

"Mom!" Looking at her appearance, I was also uncomfortable, "Mom! I'm really fine! I also clasped her hand, "We can be discharged now!" ”

"No, when you came back, you were in such a deep stupor, and it has been two days since you came back and you have been lying here! You've just woken up, and you'll have to wait for the doctor to check and say you're okay before you can be discharged. Mother insisted.

"Oh, look at us, we're so happy that we forgot to call the doctor." Bai Zixuan's face was also full of excitement, as if he had just remembered.

I wanted to stop him and tell him that he really didn't need to check, and I could feel that I was really completely fine now.

But he had pressed the emergency bell on the wall above his bed.

After a while, two or three doctors and nurses came, and they tossed and checked for a long time. He said, "Well, the recovery is quite good, I will observe for another night tonight, it's fine, and I can go through the discharge procedures tomorrow morning." A middle-aged doctor in a white coat said: "You are really lucky, the ambulance, the driver and the two nurses are missing, there is not even a corpse, and you were only prostrated when you were brought in, you are lucky!" Now that all my vital signs are normal, I will take care of myself when I get home. After saying that, he told me a few more words, sighed, and then turned around and went out again.

"Am I in a coma for a few days?" I confirm again.

"No, you're missing, it's the fifth day now." Bai Zixuan said with concern.

"Is it afternoon?" I looked at the sun outside the window, it should be afternoon, the location of this ward is very good, just facing the sun, the room is bright and warm, giving people a feeling of total comfort.

"Yes, it's past three o'clock in the afternoon, are you hungry? I'll buy you something to eat. Zixuan asked intimately, with a shallow and warm smile on the corner of his lips.

He didn't say it didn't matter, but when he did, I was feeling a little hungry, so I nodded obediently.

Looking at Zixuan's back when he went out, my mood was a little complicated, in fact, I didn't know what kind of attitude I should take towards him now.

Zixuan is a very caring boy, and it is only fair for a boy like this to have a girl who really loves him to accompany him.

Who thought he chose me, I think he knew that I didn't love him, but he chose it like this, I think we can come together as a group, we can be best friends before, maybe because we are both stubborn and proud people.

Everyone has their own obsession that cannot be separated in their hearts, and once they choose, they never ask whether they are right or wrong, even if they are hurt by this choice.

But is this really good?

The deep pain, in those past years, has really faded?

In fact, I once accepted my fate:

thinks that no matter what kind of psychology he had at that time, that is, he had chosen Bai Zixuan, he should treat him well, even if it was a dull and loveless life in this life and a hateless life. It doesn't have to be another kind of happiness.

But providence made people, just when our marriage was on the agenda, there were earth-shaking changes in our family.

From a former businessman, he has fallen into poverty.

Bai Zixuan's attitude at home immediately changed.

Their families even came to the door to ask for their divorce.

But our family is so miserable that we can't even return the little betrothal money.

In that time, it was also false to say that I didn't blame Bai Zixuan at all.

But reality either crushes you or makes you grow.

has experienced too much of the warmth and coldness of the world, but he can see through it.

I don't complain anymore and I understand it.

We are already impoverished, so why bother others?

Others?

I'm very funny that I used to call Bai Zixuan, is it because I don't love it, so I let it go like this? Will you not complain, not be angry, not annoyed?

Yes, that's how you really feel.

Their family wanted to withdraw from the marriage, but after a short period of thinking that their family was in real power, they accepted it calmly, and even felt a sense of relief in their hearts for some reason.

For the divorce, I didn't blame Zixuan, I really didn't blame him, I was angry and forced him to get engaged, which was originally unfair to him, and there is nothing wrong with him choosing to give up on me now!

I promised Zixuan's family, I agreed to withdraw from the marriage, and Zixuan will be free in the future. I will pay back the engagement money as soon as possible.

But Zixuan was furious and disagreed, saying, if the gift money is not returned for a day, I will be his eternal fiancée. His attitude towards his parents was also very blunt, which made his parents have a lot of resentment towards our family.

The farce has come to this point, and I know that no matter how hard I try to get between myself and Zixuan, it will only get farther and farther.

Far away from that marriage, cool that love.

Thinking about this, I looked at the back that disappeared in the doorway.

I couldn't help but feel a deep sadness and sadness in my heart.

Qin Yu may have been right to leave him at that time.

The people who are involved with you seem to be able to bring them only sadness and trouble.

Bai Zixuan is like this

Qin Yu?! Qin Yu also left me for this.

At that time, he must have been very painful to make such a choice because of the opposition of his own family, right?

A wry smile crossed my lips.

The world is reincarnated, and karma is revenge.

Now let himself bear what he endured at that time.

I used to hate him like that, hated him for betraying him. Are you eligible?

Why do you think of this person again? The corners of his mouth couldn't help but smile wryly, didn't he forget him a long time ago?

Qin Yu and Zixuan, they are very good friends, but after breaking up with Qin Yu, they chose Zixuan in a negative mood, is it nonsense or ridiculous?

After all this time, maybe everything doesn't matter anymore!

Have you ever had that little bit of love between yourself and Zixuan?

He really didn't know, this might not be fair to Zixuan, but he never seemed to mind.