After three years of marriage with Lin Yixuan, Lin Yixuan suddenly said that he would take her to Tibet. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

Her heart emptied for some reason.

"Hey, you said you would marry ......me in Tibet back then," she lay on the rocking chair with an inexplicable expression: "Are you going to Jokhang Temple to make a vow?" ”

Lin Yixuan's fingers as he packed his bags paused, and he suddenly raised his head and pressed her shoulder: "The person who accompanied you to Tibet back then was Du Jiyu." ”

Is it? She doesn't remember.

She didn't remember what they said about Du Jiyu who died in an avalanche in the mountains, she didn't remember the man who accompanied Lu Han through Tibet, she didn't remember the person who wrote down a lifetime and a pair next to the Mani stone pile, she just didn't remember......

"Once the self-repair of the soul collapses, the person in the time bottle will not be able to come back! Are you sure you want to do this? The more Shaofeng asked her.

At that time, why did you retreat? Because you are still reluctant to lose? In Inception, the old man who later wandered away from the edge of the dream realm, was she afraid that she would become such a dying old man herself?

Da, da, da......

What was that?

There seemed to be the sound of water dripping in the bathroom.

Tick, tick......

There was no light in the room, and only the sound that seemed to be heard for seconds could be heard!

"Girl, you know that in ancient times, there was a method of torturing prisoners, which was to lock people in a small black room where they couldn't see their fingers, and feed the prisoners with water and food from time to time, and the room was quiet, except for the sound of water droplets, nothing could be heard! Oh, just like you do now! Outside the dreary space, a foul voice threatened her.

Don't be locked up again......

"Knock, knock, knock."

Who, she sat up abruptly, her head dizzy.

"Knock, knock, knock."

It was a knock on the door.

"Enter." She rubbed her temples, but she smelled a familiar sweet scent.

"Knock, knock, knock."

There was still a rhythmic knock on the door.

Du Yihan got up helplessly and opened the door.

The doorway was empty......

"Knock, knock, knock."

Another knock on the door?

Who is it?

She snatched the door out, only to see the back of a person strolling leisurely.

Who is that person?

"Knock, knock, knock."

Not again?

She covered her ears in pain......

"You can't turn back when you walk through this door, you don't walk through two the same door! Du Yihan, you're back! You're over, and even if we knock harder, you won't be able to open it! Du Yihan, Du Yihan ......"

Who are you? Why is it in this door!

Her vision was a little blurry!

If, following you, will I get out of here?

She stared at the figure and followed with her against the wall......

"Du Yihan, don't go. Don't forget ......"

"There's only me in that place, so can I protect myself well?" There is a girl's youthful face......

"Don't run away from ......"

"Build a castle for your heart, and it won't hurt!" Her smiling face had a hint of helplessness......

"Don't be afraid to get hurt......"

"I'm going to make a defensive measure like the wall of Wadang Mountain that can attack from a distance, the arrow tower, yes, the arrow tower! I'll see who can get within a foot of me! ”

"Is it okay to come over......?"

"But it's strange that someone has been trying to dissuade me from saying it, don't do it! It's like I'm going to be abandoned! ”

"That person, maybe two people, a man and a woman! It's weird! ”

There are strange memories mixed in......

It's strange, as if that person is her!

She smiled wryly as she stood in the room where the man had entered: Why did you follow? It's like involuntarily! It was as if the figure was telling her that if she followed him, the doubts in her heart would dissipate......

Squeak......

The door is open......

To be able to clearly perceive whether one's existence is real or nothing, that must be the luckiest thing in life!

Du Yihan pressed his heart in his chest that was beating "fluttering, fluttering", as if there was something on his mind, and he was about to come out!

"Hey, charter wife!" The man in the room turned around slowly, with a warm smile in his eyebrows, and asked her in a mocking tone, "Are you scared?" Don't mind! I want to enjoy tonight's dinner beautifully! Oh yes, what to eat at night? ”

The clouds in front of her were suddenly dispelled by the bright and dazzling sunlight outside the window, and she looked at the lazy smile, wanting to bend the corners of her mouth, but her eyes were full of astringency.

"Fish-flavored shredded pork rice bowl." I didn't want to answer, but I blurted out the words.

I can't help but speak and answer him well!

That's what the voice in her heart told her.

"Is that okay?" Even cautiously.

Her chaotic memories told her that someone had been vividly present in her life. It's just that the household registration book has long been separated by yin and yang.

She has entrusted so many people to check that person's past, and without exception, it shows that there is no intersection between them. What's more, after her mother remarried, she lived with the surname Du, but she did not live in the Du family, the house where he was.

The person in her memory has always called her "Lu Han", but the name Du Yihan has classmates, friends, and experience, in addition to being exiled, she Du Yihan has been cultivated according to the pattern of a rich daughter, versatile, invincible, exquisite, and easy. Lu Han is a living, but non-existent person. It seems to be a fantasy friend, or rather, a subconscious opponent! Otherwise, she wouldn't know so much, but she would be so disgusted.

The exact brother who lived in her life.

No one admits that they were once inseparable! It's just that when this person who has died sits in front of her, does she have to believe that the experiences that have been denied are real?

The more Shaofeng asked her, "Are you sure?" When she chose to retreat!

Why?

I guess it's fear!

After all......

It takes a great deal of determination to dare to deny the existing reality.

This one......

People who haven't seen you for a long time......

I want to cry, I miss you very much!

Therefore......

"Is that okay?" She asked timidly.

She makes such a dish for you to eat, and you stay, is that okay?

"Girl!" The man wailed, "Don't be spicy! ”

It's really ruined!

"Ji Yu, you bastard!" This girl and you are the same generation, you call me sister, who is taking advantage of: "Aren't you surnamed Ji?" My brother's surname is Jiang! Where did you come from, sister! ”

Sven Bastard didn't notice her annoyance, and said to himself, "Like our new home? It took a long time to decorate it in a style that matches your aesthetic and is quite contrary to my style! ”

His face suddenly enlarged, and his eyes blinked, as if to say, "Like it!" Love it! ”

She looked at the layout of the room: the three primary colors were the keynote, and the irregular splashes were sprinkled in every corner of the room from top to bottom, the ceiling, the curtains, the sofa, the television, all of which were spared. The free dust and the mist of the humidifier reflect the colorful colors of the sun, as if you are in a sea of flowers, and the warm light jumps in the mottled flower shadows!

It's a pity that the level of the people arranged is really inferior! It's supposed to be abstract art, but it's become a "paradise" for the creation of technology nerds and waste wood.

"If you like it! Can we get married? This time, it was this man's voice with the caution that had belonged to her for years.

Tie the knot? Are you blind or foolish! Can't you see that she's married?

"Du Yihan. Oh no, Miss Lu Han, would you like to marry me? ”

"Excuse me...... "She should interrupt him!"

"Rich and poor......"

"I ......" came to his lips......

"Whether healthy or sick......

"It's already ......" is even more difficult......

"Would you like to ......"

"Knot...... don't want to say it......

"Forever ......"

I can't swallow the "knotted ............

"Accompany ......"

"......Please, don't continue!"

"Is it by my side?"

"Married!" Finally spoken.

Oh, yes! She's married!

"I'm married, when you ran away from home before." Breathing was much easier: "You're one step late!" ”

She had a casual smile on her face, but her heart was twisted. She pressed her chest: Please, don't hurt. This engagement is blessed! In the presence of relatives and friends, and under the witness of the pastor, her hand was covered by his hand and held the Bible, and she personally promised that no matter birth, old age, sickness and death, poverty or wealth, illness and health, she was willing to be by his side, without care, quarrel, or betrayal.

Raise your eyebrows......

White-headed, old together.

That's him, it's not you!

"What about the evidence?" He stared at her with scrutiny.

"What?" She's at a loss, don't look at me like that, when did I lie to you?

"What about the proof of marriage?" He raised his right hand and spoke in an aggressive tone.

"Are you an idiot?" She raised her hand: "Look! What is it! Ring! What about the wedding ...... ring?

He held her hand, which was still confused: "Lu Han, you are not married. You're still with me. ”

"You're still ...... me," she recounted with difficulty, "...... together"

"Yes, we're still together." His breath lingered so clearly on the tip of his nose.

She looked at him in a daze like a classmate baby.

Although I still resisted it in my heart......

"...... right"

Although she knew it wasn't true......

"We're still together."

Still together!

"What are you going to eat today?" He sat back on the couch and picked up the newspaper with a complacent expression.

"Fish-flavored shredded pork rice bowl!" She answered as she deserved.

How did the topic come back?

"Ahh Don't put it spicy! He still cries wolf and ruins Sven's image.

"It's not delicious if it's not spicy!" She crossed her arms and looked at the guy who was crying on the sofa with a newspaper on his face, and smiled: "Chili peppers are the most delicious ingredients that God has given me!" ”

"Charter, uh, no, Xiao Hanhan, are you ready to abandon me? Are you no longer trying to fatten me? Do you really want to have a pimple on my face? Can you bear to live by eating biscuits day and night from now on? ”

"Forbearance." She chuckled.

"Ahh He rolled off the couch and rolled.

"By the way, I bought a donkey to roll!" She didn't know where to pull out the B City snacks.

"You're abusing me!" He didn't roll anymore, and watched the donkey in her hand rolling: "Chartered wife, you choose one!" ”

"What to choose?"

"Either you eat a donkey and roll! Either I'm running away from home! He stood up puffed up.

"Donkey rolling!" She said firmly.

"You!" His phoenix eyes were full of accusations: "Hmph! ”

Sitting back on the sofa: "I want to eat fish-flavored shredded pork rice bowl!" ”

"Hey, what about your runaway?" She swayed leisurely to the kitchen.

"Forgot!" He put the pillow on his head.

She grinned and put on her apron: "Where's your face?" ”

"It's gone!" He snorted.

"No face and no skin!" She embarrassed him.

"Nonsense!" He threw the pillow around: "I'm two-skinned!" Chartered wife, I'll give you a hand! He reached out and took off her chef's hat: "For the sake of my hard work, fill in the egg drop soup!" It would be nice to have a chicken stewed with mushrooms! Yes, where did the ribs I bought? ”

He ran into the kitchen and rummaged around.

She leaned against the kitchen door with a light smile.

It feels so good......

"Ahh We can only eat pork ribs and stewed beans! He ran over and looked at her triumphantly.

"Okay!" She reluctantly complied.

Turning around, the smile on his lips was obviously uncontrollable.

"I'm going to buy beans!" He ran out excitedly.

"Oh." She nodded: "Just buy some pork!" ”

"Hey, I'll hit you!" He shook his fist.

She bared her teeth at him.

It feels so good!

Just, why does the heart hurt?

The kind of pain that seems to be tied by thin threads, and as long as it beats, all the limbs will tremble together.

Ji Yu, do you remember how we met?

She looked at him and didn't speak.

How dare you forget?

He did not answer.

Is it? That's nice.

She smiled: But Ji Yu, you don't know! I forgot!

Now, all I know is that it feels so good for you to be by my side.

It feels so good that you're by my side.

Du Yihan smiled: It's good to still live by my side!

Wait a minute!

Living? Why did she come up with the word living?

While he was still good.

"Did you wash out the photos you took the other day?" After dinner, Ji Yu asked lazily lying on the sofa with a water glass.

"Well, yes, help me figure out which one will look better! When the photos were washed out today, I always felt that I was not satisfied there! When I took pictures that day, I obviously adjusted the angle of light and shadow very well! She walked to the place where the backpack was hung, naturally took out a stack of photos, and frowned slightly when she handed them to Ji Yu, did such a natural relationship really exist?

"Hmm~poof!" Ji Yu, who glanced at the photo, squirted out a mouthful of water: "Miss charter mother-in-law, I remember that you took pictures of the marine world and natural treasures!" When, woohoo, uh, start shooting food, yes, food! ”

She glanced at him, and there was still a clear disdain in her eyes: Xiaoxiang, take a good look, is that food? Is that a mouth-watering delicacy for camera assistants?

He received her gaze, held up the photo, pointed at the cups and plates on the picture with his white fingertips, and said sarcastically: "Is it because my appreciation of art is too poor or because I have been out of touch with society for too long to understand the definition of fashion by modern people!" Or are you, well, trying to highlight how alluring the food is, that even the photographer can't resist the index finger and can't bear to spoil the food like this? ”

She didn't speak, staring at the slender fingers for a moment:

"Hey, you are a big man who takes better care of your hands than me, is it to emphasize the regret caused by your choice of the wrong chromosome?"

"Regrets?" Someone attached to her ear: "It's a pity that I didn't meet you before." ”

Before I had time to be shy, I listened to the man's wicked laughter: "God treats me well, and sent you to complement me!" ”

Who is that person?

"Ahh A pain in his forehead: "You are sick!" It hurts to death! ”

"You know the pain! Do you know if there is substance in your eyes that want to peel me off? Annoyed and angry? He glanced coldly at her.

She rubbed her forehead and sat beside him with a look of chagrin: "You know a fart! When I'm happy to shoot these leftovers! I suspect that they manipulated me and replaced the leftover lunch box from the studio with my target! The theme of this issue is that the graduation season gives me two choices, either to shoot Mo Sheng's wedding, or to shoot these suspected lunch box leftovers! ”

"Don't tell me you've given up on a high-end wedding!" He covered his heart with an exaggerated expression: "I'm going to have a cerebral hemorrhage!" ”

She begged at him and said expressionlessly: "You should say that you will have a perforated stomach, I can better understand that you are holding your heart because you are eating a stomach that is pressing on your heart!" ”

And then?

It was as if someone was asking softly in their minds.

Later!

She seemed to be smiling shallowly.

"Ah Han, you are done! Some time ago, Mo Sheng promised us to shoot her wedding, and there was a condition in the contract that you choose one of the fat models and leftovers to shoot one that fits the theme of the graduation season! I didn't expect it! I thought you could warm up the lights at most to set off the atmosphere of leftovers, but I didn't expect you to make good use of leftovers! In the future, if anyone dares to say that you are relying on gimmicks to mix photography, I will definitely shoot him to death! ”

The female voice on the phone was brisk, and she couldn't hear the resentment that had swallowed her alive when she knew that she was temporarily partnered with two days ago.

"Ashu I ......"

"Oh, the editor-in-chief called me, continue to cooperate in the future! I flashed first! "There was already a beep of broken wires in my ears.

After staring at the phone for a few seconds, his eyes fell on the spread out sample magazine.

"The overlapping of photos is no longer the domain of photography!" The woman opposite put down the knife and fork, and her eyes turned on her face: "You really have no bottom line to win!" ”

She picked up a spaghetti with chopsticks: "You even dare to disregard your family's negotiation for the wedding exclusive, and I don't dare to keep the bottom line anymore for this 'courage'!" Get married after graduation, Mo Sheng, you really dare to do it! ”

Mo Sheng didn't speak silently, she looked at her quietly. This face is so long to be seen forever.

"This is my brother-in-law's handiwork!" Mo Sheng said suddenly.

"When did your sister get married?" She stuffed the noodles into her mouth without changing her face, it was so delicious, well, add a little curry powder and feed it to Ji Yu!

"Du Yihan, I don't believe you don't know what they are returning to China for?" She stood up: "When you are a third party, even if you are glamorous and beautiful, you are still dirty!" With that, she turned and walked away.

"Is this your experience?" As she passed by her side, her tone was unfluctuating, her voice was not loud, but it was incomparably clear.

"You!" Her brow furrowed.

She tilted her head and smiled, Mo Sheng and Mo Wan were really scumbags in an instant!

She didn't have time to avoid the oncoming liquid, and the sweet fruit wine dripped down her cheeks as she ran down her locks of hair.

There was still wine on her eyelashes, and she couldn't open her eyes in the dark, and she clearly felt the choking taste of her nose and the woman's voice.

"I forgot, how can you be a third party! You are just ignoring the code of ethics, but just to consolidate your position in the Du family and be like your mother who climbed into bed, I can't wait to pack myself up and give it to my brother-in-law! It's a pity, my brother-in-law looks down on you two, otherwise I wouldn't have stayed abroad and flown with my sister all these years. ”

"That's better than your innocence being left behind by someone who climbed out of bed, right? Lin Yixuan is very grateful to you, if he hadn't thrown you out, I wouldn't have said a word to him so far. She wiped the wine off her face expressionlessly, and flipped the sample on the table to the page that Ah Xiu was amazed at.

"I don't know who your brother-in-law is, but Mo Sheng, I can tell you plainly, the man who made this picture now lives in my house, if your sister is really so short of men, you can suggest that she learn from you and climb my bed."

Are you crying?

The voice asked softly in his head.

"I won't cry, it's just raining!" There was an astringent acid on the tip of her nose.

"My feet are swollen into steamed buns, I won't laugh at you if you cry!" It's a man's voice.

"Heh, your admired father kicked me out of the house, and I never cried when I slept on the streets, this pain is a fart!" She hugged the man's neck tightly, for fear that he would 'accidentally' throw herself out, and said stiffly: "Believe it or not, even if you and those beautiful girls go to the mountains and rivers to visit the temple and ask for a sign and forget me here, I can also go down the mountain by myself, girl, my force value and beauty value are directly proportional!" ”

"Yes, yes, yes." He chuckled in response to her words.

"Hey, if you don't believe me, put me down, girl, I'll jump down and show you." The man who said this was stiff and unpresentable.

"Well, don't move, I believe that your strength is directly proportional to your beauty value!" He hurriedly reassured the person behind him, and she was smiling proudly when she heard him mutter, "It's not very tall!" ”

"You ......"

"I won't leave you behind." He interrupted her in a child-like tone: "Leave you alone, you won't see me again in the future, right?" ”

"......," she couldn't laugh or cry.

"Xiaohan, have you ever thought about going home?" He asked.

"Aren't you carrying me home now?" She didn't answer and asked: "With my beauty against the sky, you can't sell me!" Where else can you go if you don't go home? ”

"You ......" this time it was his wry smile.

"If you dare to say that my cheekiness is proportional to my force value, I dare to throw your luggage out, believe it or not?" She threatened viciously.

"I mean, shall we go back to our house?"

What answered him was the inconspicuous sound of breathing behind him.

"Go back to our house, Daddy likes you a lot!" His voice was cautious.

"That's your dad." Her voice froze: "It turns out that you pulled me out to climb the mountain to relax, and you thought you really felt sorry for me." ”

"Xiao Han ......"

"In that family, the person I like is only you! I'm an adult and can't go back! She seemed to laugh: "Did I tell you that the photos you synthesized are very good-looking, the light and shadow are handled very well, and the fat man's handsome back is really handsome enough to lick the screen because it is getting more and more blurry in the light and shadow." Every reunion is for the grand parting later, and then in those sorrows and joys that are intertwined, it gradually fades away, and gradually becomes the appearance of another person, which is the growth brought by the pain of parting. Leftovers represent parting, as well as those who have to go to the workplace and social interaction after graduation. The back of stepping on leftovers is growth. If that fat man hadn't eaten on the day of the shooting, the back would definitely not be so bleak! What a pity! Couldn't be more handsome. ”

"Handsome is just an appearance, like I am now!"

"Ahh The screams are suspected to pierce the eardrums.

"Shut up, I didn't invite you to dinner so that you have a chance to deafen me!" The people around him plucked out their ears, pushed open the door and said: "Du Yihan screamed successfully, he lost the big risk, who will ask the truth!" ”

"I'll ask." The person holding the green question card looked at her with a heavy gaze: "Would you like to go home with me!" ”

"Oh, oh!" There was a lot of commotion.

"I thought I was answering very clearly when I was in the mountains." She smiled faintly: "You live in my house now, and this girl is raising you." ”

"Who am I?" His gaze remained heavy.

"Ji Yu." Her voice was firm.

"I'm not Ji Yu." He approached her step by step: "Xiaohan, you can see clearly, who am I!" ”

"Of course you are Ji Yu!" Otherwise, someone else would pull her out of that place that made her feel helpless.

"Du Yihan, you can see clearly, who am I!"

His voice grew clearer and clearer, and she struggled to look up, but she couldn't see his face clearly.

"Ji Yu!"

"See, who am I?"

The figures of the people around her became more and more blurred, and she retreated step by step, as if the excitement was all theirs.

"Who am I?"

The figure was still approaching step by step......

"Ji, ah!" Slip your feet.

Where is it?

That landslide that almost broke my leg!

Ji Yu, help me!

Save me!

Human memory can deceive people, and if you explore it, you will lose yourself. You will sink into a space that does not belong to human beings and cannot get out. The human soul is very strong, and there are no setbacks and sufferings that are borne by the Dharma. If you really need to forget in order for the soul to regain support in the body, then when it comes to searching for forgotten memories. Once the self-repair of the soul collapses, the person in the time bottle will not be able to come back! Are you sure you want to do this?

This seems to be a space that can't sink to the bottom!

This one will scratch her space!

This is a space where she can feel the pain clearly!

"I would like to ask Mrs. Lin and Jun to jointly fund a scientific research project."

"Forgotten memory resuscitation is priceless."

"Yes, I heard that you were in a car accident on your wedding day, you were hit the head and lost part of your memory, and the process of resuscitation was more of a torture than a pain."

"This project helps amnesiac people recover their memories through other people's memories......"

"Du Yihan! Du Jiyu hopes you forget him? ”

"I never forgot him."

She never forgot him.

She clearly remembered that he left, and left with a woman named Lu Han.

"See clearly, who am I?"

That compelling voice.

"Who are you?"

"Du Yihan, think about it, who is the person who retouched the picture for you?"

Who is it?

"Who was the guy who broke your foot when you fell down the slide and carried you down the mountain?"

Who is it?

"Who is the one who forced you to ask if you would like to marry at the party?"

Married?

"Go back in time and reconnect with someone."

It's a girl's indistinct voice.

"Who is the one you forgot?"

The girl's voice sounded very clearly behind her.

"It's you!" She turned her head suddenly, and saw the quiet face of a girl.

"Lu Han, long time no see!"

"Long time no see......" she repeated jerkily.

"What about this time? Remembered? ”

"What do you remember?" She asked mechanically.

"Those Du Jiyu are good to you."

Oh, yes! She forgot......

She just clearly remembered that at her wedding to Lin Yixuan, a girl named Lu Han wore a red wedding dress and married the beautiful man who appeared in the fairy fluttering snow plum. It's just that everyone told her that it was a dream, a hallucination.

But she knew that it wasn't, more than two years ago, when she was tidying up the bookcase in her old home, she found a diary, which probably recorded the story of Ji Yu and Lu Han. And on the last page of the diary, there is a note from Juanxiu that reads:

"I dreamed that we had met, and that there would be no time after that, and I dreamed that I fled with you, regardless of the poor mountains and bad waters, and the thorns everywhere."

Under the blurred handwriting, she faintly recognized the next words:

"I remember you protecting me, in the heavy snow. You say: Xiaohan, live well. You say, "Sister, be happy." If I can't exchange my identity as a sister for you as an elder brother, then from then on, I will marry and have children that have nothing to do with you, but, what about Lu Han? What about her? Where is the happiness you promised her? ”

She is Du Yihan.

From that suffocating avalanche time......

From the time Lu Han got married......

She stood where she was, always believing that Ji Yu was Lu Han's most beautiful encounter.

Brother is Lu Han's Ji Yu.