Chapter 10: The One Who Wakes Up Is Not You

"Are you awake?" An indifferent voice seemed to ask softly. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

What answered him was the silence of the room.

"Judging from the comprehensive test data, your mood has stabilized, and you can take your psychiatric test report and show it to the people on the board!" The indifferent voice paused: "Congratulations in advance to Mr. Du for being able to survive this crisis." ”

"Where's Jun Shao?" A dry voice asked slowly, "Where is she?" ”

"She's still asleep."

"Then ......" seemed to ask very hard: "What about Lin Yixuan?" ”

"He's dealing with a PR crisis."

“……”

"You have a good rest." After his formulaic care, he closed the door and left, leaving Du Yihan who was still in a trance.

"Du Yihan, think about it, who is the person who retouched the picture for you?"

Who is it?

"Who was the guy who broke your foot when you fell down the slide and carried you down the mountain?"

Who is it?

"Who is the one who forced you to ask if you would like to marry at the party?"

Married?

"Go back in time and reconnect with someone."

It's a girl's indistinct voice.

"Who is the one you forgot?"

Brother......

Yat Xuan ......

Du Jiyu......

The person who retouched her picture was her brother......

The person who carried her down the mountain was Lin Yixuan......

When everyone asks who you want to marry in the future, the name that will hesitate is ......

Du Jiyu.

What is like?

In the Chinese dictionary, the definition of liking is to love, to be pleasant, to be happy. In "Shuowen", it is said: Joy, happiness; In "The Book of Rites: Tan Gong", it is said: If people like it, they will be stoun; "The Book of Songs, Xiaoya, Jingjing" says: When I see a gentleman, my heart is happy.

It is the gaze that often "inadvertently" sweeps over the direction where the person is; It was the person's panic when his gaze fell on him slightly; It was when he heard the news of that person that he couldn't help but stop; is the protagonist who naturally makes up in his mind when he sees a certain romantic bridge; He was the first person who wanted him by his side when he was desperate and helpless.

"Then you must have a good impression of Uncle Police, Brother Bing!" When Jiang Nan said this, he actually looked like a little brother, and sighed with a little "I think about your happiness in the future": "Xiaohan, do you say that I should tell Lin Yixuan that he had better change his career, after all, the rich second generation is called a 'bohemian and uninhibited love of freedom' in your eyes." ”

She sat down on the computer with a glass of boiled water: "Don't destroy the tall image of the people's servant in my mind, and what is it like to like it, I have not bloomed a peach blossom in the past few years by Lin Yixuan, and it is completely incompetent in love, the theme of this issue of photography is love, do I want to run to the primeval forest to secretly photograph the tail of animals?" ”

After complaining for a long time, she didn't hear Jiang Nan's complaint, and she looked over suspiciously, only to notice the undisguised inquiry in his eyes.

"Now I found out that I am such a pure and innocent girl, don't be attracted to me, people have a sister with the same chromosome as you!" She put down her glass of water, covered her cheeks with her hands, and smiled playfully and innocently.

"Ahem...... "The chromosomes that were accidentally choked by saliva looked at her sadly, and said faintly: "Like is the reason why you have insisted on being single all these years." ”

"What nonsense?" She quickly returned to her upright position at work.

"It's to see a bath, wash your hair, do a SPA, uphold the artist's attitude towards the work, draw a stroke and throw out more than 100 pieces of eyeliner, challenge 140 eyelashes, the roots are clearly not fly legs, it is to change clothes for a few hours, with a bag and high heels for a few hours, is to expect to be the best in front of him, is to say that love has no way to achieve the balance in the relationship and does not want to lose both sides to retreat to the second......"

"Enough!" She interrupted him.

"It's a cowardly mentality, a cowardly retreat, a cautious temptation, and a ......"

"I've said enough!" Her glass slammed down at his feet.

"It's someone you can't afford to love, so you don't talk about it......"

"Jiang Nan, you bastard." She stood up and tossed a pillow in her hand.

"I'm a bastard, am I wrong?" Jiang Nan easily dodged the pillow she threw over: "Du Yihan, you have thought clearly, did he appreciate his marital freedom that you sacrificed your marriage expectations in exchange?" He hasn't turned a blind eye to you, he's not going to go abroad with his little Qingmei to stay and fly abroad, he's not denying your existence at all, he's not making his marriage to Mo Wan public, how long are you going to deceive yourself? ”

"Shut up!"

"If you have a crush on someone for more than three months and haven't received any response, just change someone to like it! Because he didn't realize that either you didn't like that much in the way you looked at him, or he was silently rejecting you. ”

"Get out!"

"Xiao Han ......"

"Jiang Nan, do you know why I hate you?" She looked up, and there was a hazy mist in her eyes.

"My mom and my presence caused you to lose your original home?"

"Those resentments were forgotten when I was hated by my mom."

"That's when I bullied you when you were first in my house?"

"I'm rude to your mother, isn't it a child's instinct for you to defend your mother?"

"Then I shouldn't be hated by you for being such a perfect person!"

"It's you who could have been silent, but you have become a scumbag who specializes in revealing people's scars!"

"Look, no matter how long it takes, even if you don't mention your name, as long as it seems to be related to him, you will lose control of your emotions and you will not choose to speak. What's the difference between him and me, both are brothers, and they have both hurt you, so what's so good about him that he deserves to be like this? ”

What's so good?

"That's her, her mother is a vixen, and she must be a vixen too!" It's a child's fairy tales.

"Teacher, I lost my bread, it must have been eaten by Liu Han, she is a thief." It is a child's right and wrong.

"Hey, don't touch me, my clothes are very expensive, can you pay them back if they get dirty?" It is the maintenance of the child's own possessions.

"Who asked you to push Huanhuan today, beat her, beat hard, I haven't studied well since I was a child, no wonder my mother won't let me play with you." It's a child's disorganized fist.

"What are you doing?" There was a child's clear voice: "Stop." ”

A long time later, she watched a remake of an old movie in which the heroine's psychological monologue in the chaotic battlefield said: "My crush is a hero of the world, and one day he will step on the seven-colored clouds to marry me, I guessed the front, but I can't guess the ending." She never expected her crush to be a hero of the world, but she still couldn't help but be moved every time she remembered that scene, and she would look at it for life. Whether it's love or like, it's an instinct from the heart, regardless of age, whether you know whether it's heartbeat or love. She didn't step on the colorful auspicious clouds to appear in front of her, but she saw a ray of light and his warm hand in the seemingly endless cynicism and bizarre beatings.

"Patience and concession will make the person who hurts you even more presumptuous, don't be afraid, don't back down, don't be patient." He seemed to see through her pursed lips: "Don't say sorry easily." Smile, hide your thoughts, learn to say no. ”

"I don't." Her voice was small.

"What did you say?" He frowned, seemingly dissatisfied.

She grinned, "Didn't you say you had to learn to say no?" ”

"Heh, let's learn and use it!" He rubbed her messy hair.

"That's right! I'm smart! She said proudly: "Grandma said that I am the smartest little girl she has ever seen!" ”

"Then don't hide in the corner and cry, others will know if you have grievances. If you are injured, you have to cry out for pain before someone feels distressed. He took out a tissue from his small schoolbag and wiped the dust off her face: "You are so smart, you should know what this means!" ”

"I don't." She still refused.

"Hey!" The little boy's dissatisfaction this time was already on the surface.

"Only people who feel sorry for me feel distressed because I am hurt, and if I don't say my grievances, others can't see the emotions, and after crying in the corner, I won't want to sue and cause trouble." Her eyes sparkled: "But thank you, little brother." ”

"Thanks for what?"

She didn't speak again, laughing and running away.

Thank you for stopping it, it didn't work, but at least she knew that there were people who weren't like most people.

Thank you for the admonition, although it is not convincing, but at least she will not silently accept all the torture inflicted on her again.

Thank you for the tissues, she needs it so badly......

"But I didn't expect my mom to take the opportunity to hook up with his dad, and until now I can't figure out how my mom is so powerful that she can find his house to thank him and then enter the house by listening to my description in just a few words." She sat back in the corner of the sofa and said dejectedly, "He helped me but his own interests were damaged." Jiang Nan, it was you who told me back then that my father and son would repay their debts, and my mother and daughter would repay their debts. If we owe him, I will pay it back alone. So, I don't like him, I just feel sorry, I don't want to mention him because that would add to my guilt......"

Yes, I don't like him, it's just a guilt that I owe my benefactor......

After Jiang Nan left, she knelt down for a long time, and suddenly began to look around like crazy......

"Ding-dong! Ding dong! Ding dong! ”

Rub, dare to come back! The bastard who caused her to fall into a sad mood and almost drove her crazy dared to come back!

She was angry, opened the door coaxingly, and shouted with the momentum of the majestic mountains and rivers: "Get out!" ”

And then what?

Time seems to stand still......

Countless prayers in exchange for a moment of looking at each other, but I didn't let you know how wonderful I am......

"Boom!" The door slammed shut.

It is to see a bath, wash your hair, do a spa, and uphold the artist's attitude towards the work to draw a stroke and throw out more than 100 pieces of eyeliner, challenging 140 eyelashes, which are clearly not fly legs, changing clothes for a few hours, with a bag and high heels for a few hours, and expecting to be the best in front of him......

When I was in college, I happened to see my roommate and her male god......

"Do you drink milk tea?" "How much?"

"10 bucks!" "Forget it, my lipstick is expensive."

"Are you going to watch a movie?" "How much?"

"Group buy 9.9!" "Don't go, I'll throw it away very expensive."

At that time, she still felt that this girl was material, and this idea was said to her good friend, and the celibate hugged her and smiled enchantingly: "If you ask the old lady out one day, and then the old lady's makeup is painted, you can't say it, don't say anything, break up immediately, break up when you should break up, and capsize when you should capsize." ”

"As for it?"

"When a woman makes a hair mask in order to see a person, paints contouring makeup, wears the most expensive clothes, blows her hairstyle, and sprays perfume, the woman at this time is not a woman, but a person who can breathe, you can disrespect her, but please respect her cosmetics,"

"I don't understand."

"Facing the sky without makeup is a trustworthy relationship that comes naturally, and good makeup is the temptation and expectation of carefully treating a relationship."

"Every time I see you, I'm extremely embarrassed, Du Jiyu, I'm really not beautiful in front of you!"

She lowered her head, looked at the photo in her hand from many years ago, and smiled helplessly.

The boy in the photo is gently holding a kitten, and the girl is holding another kitten with a smile in her eyes.

That day, she hid behind the hibiscus tree and listened to the boy's gentle tone: "After we go abroad, there will be no irrelevant people to disturb, this time you can rest assured!" ”

Admittedly, she is irrelevant......

If you don't like him, you can't like him......

On her eighteenth birthday, she found him who was fighting for Mo Wan.

He seemed to have drunk too much, and he was also stunned, and he didn't recognize her, and when he heard her complain that she had to help a drunk who had to fight on her birthday, he didn't know where to take out a lighter.

"Make a wish!" He was on fire.

"Stop making a fuss."

"No, make a wish. Girls' wishes as adults are very fulfilling. He stubbornly persisted.

"Oh." She pretended to close her eyes, and when she opened them, she found that in the light of the fire that was clearly extinguished, his eyes were bright and clear, and he looked at her with a solemn and cherished gaze.

"Huh...... "I ask God to forgive me for making an impossible wish, I pray that his eyes will look at me like this forever, and that he will like me." Du Jiyu, I like you, this is my wish at the age of eighteen.

The moment the lighter's flame went out, she seemed to hear him murmuring......

May all your wishes come true......

Du Jiyu, as you wish, all my wishes have really come true. She covered her eyes, mouth and nose with her hands, and did everything she promised you, why didn't you come back?

In that snow cave in the middle of nowhere, he accompanied her with a high fever.

"Am I going to die?" Without food supplies, even if you are full of blood, it is useless: "You were trapped in the mountains just after you proposed to me, think about it, I am really a broom star!" ”

"Well, is this the legendary damnation?" He touched his stubble chin and said, "It seems that I am really a generation of male gods, and I can't easily move my heart!" ”

"Hey, shouldn't you say, 'You're not a broom star, you're my most precious treasure'?" She said angrily: "You deserve Mo Wan not to want you." As soon as the words fell, she suddenly said, "You won't really attack me because you were dumped by Mo Wan!" ”

His face, which was still smiling calmly, suddenly froze.

"Hey, I'm ......" was violently silenced, what is this? Person? How can people be like this?

That tragic siege......

Psychiatric sanatoriums in Tibetan areas have lost the bones of several patients who have been found in the aftermath of the avalanche......

"Why?"

"Cannibalism."

When he pushed him off the cliff......

"Xiaohan, live well."

"Du Jiyu!"

"Sister, be happy."

Verdant French plane trees, quiet roads, blooming lilies still in the arms of the bend.

"Du Jiyu."

She heard someone say that.

It seems to be her own voice!

"I'll pick you up." The man who stopped time said, "I'm here to rob the marriage." He smiled, his eyes warm: "In the name of a man, I will give you a lifetime of happiness." ”

He took her hand, his fingertips cold.

"Won't you leave me again?" She heard herself ask.

"No, it won't." He put her hand into his heart: "Lu Han, I've known you for twenty-one years. ”

It's just that it's not real.

Du Jiyu, you didn't come back.

Only the girl named Lu Han, who was envied by Du Jiyu, was lost on the way to that wedding.