Chapter 52: The Pier of Love (End)
"Zhongli grew up with me since I was a child, and that is the woman I have been telling you in the messages that I am good to me. In fact, I always told her that what I like is just a girl named Yang Xiaosu, she knows, but she still likes me. The love and care she gave me was all bondage, at that time you said let me try to like Zhongli, but I still can't like her, it's still you in my head! Su girl, it was still when you wore your school uniform. β
Gu Liansheng looked at me, I looked at him, I still couldn't believe that a girl like me would have a boy who had a crush on me.
"Don't look at me like that, what I say is true." Gu Liansheng explained to himself, and I turned around and sat down opposite him.
A little away from him, Gu Liansheng looked at me, and he was helpless, I thought, he was so smart that he would definitely understand what I meant.
"Gu Liansheng, does she know that you came to me?"
Zhongli loves Gu Liansheng so much, she will definitely not let Gu Liansheng come to me, isn't she afraid that my old feelings for Gu Liansheng will rekindle?
"She doesn't know, Su girl, I don't want to mention her." Gu Liansheng glanced at me, a little hateful.
"Gu Liansheng, why didn't you mention her? By the way, are you married? Sister Qiqi told me that Zhongli was pregnant, how long has it been? β
I pretended to be relaxed, in fact, only I knew how sad I was, and when I heard Gu Liansheng say this, I regretted giving up Gu Liansheng to Zhongli in my heart.
"I'm more than three months pregnant." Gu Liansheng lowered his head, and my heart was cold.
According to the time, Gu Liansheng was with Zhongli before I left, and now I finally understand why Zhongli said those inexplicable words to me again and again, it turns out that she knows everything about me and Gu Liansheng.
It seems that I took away her love, and now I have returned Gu Liansheng to her, it should be a matter of course! It's just why am I so sad in my heart?!
"Gu Liansheng, it seems that you will be a father soon, congratulations!" I pretended to be a blessing, it seems that Gu Liansheng was with Zhongli not long after I left, and it seems that his promise to me was also to make me happy. Thinking of this, my heart became unhappy, and I began to hate Gu Pian in my heart.
"Su girl, I said, I didn't betray you!" Gu Liansheng explained anxiously, and I looked at him, "But Zhongli is more than three months pregnant!" β
"I ......" Gu Liansheng was speechless.
"Gu Liansheng, you also acted too well, and I am the only one who is so stupid to enter the play!!"
"Su girl......" Gu Liansheng opened his mouth and continued: "I was drugged by Zhongli."
"Gu Liansheng, your explanation is too, don't say it, let's go!" With that, I went and opened the door.
"I know you won't believe me anymore, I'm here to tell you that I'm getting married."
Gu Liansheng lowered his head, I don't know what kind of mood Gu Liansheng is in, I look at him, should I cry or laugh?!
"You come and tell me, do you want me to bless you, or go to your wedding?" I didn't look at him, "Gu Liansheng, your words have been brought, you, you can leave now." β
"Su girl, my home is here, where else can I go?"
"What do you mean?"
"Zhongli is back, too."
"What?"
"Su girl, I can't help it now...... You know I love you, girl, and I don't want to leave you......"
"Gu Liansheng, maybe Zhongli is the woman who accompanied you to the end! She came to me again and again and asked me to give you to her. I didn't know that the person she liked was you, and if I had known that person would be you, I don't think I would have fallen in love with you. I'm also a woman, and I've had my moments of vulnerability, and to be honest, I still want to thank you for being so kind to me...... Okay, it's time for you to go now, don't let Zhongli wait for you, don't let her misunderstand what I have with you again. I just had a dream of my own. Gu Liansheng, in the past, let it ...... Let's go over. β
I stood at the door again and let Gu Liansheng go, I was afraid that I would be reluctant again.
Gu Liansheng, what do you want me to do?
Am I wrong to give up on you?
"Su girl, I'...... You can go, but I must return my clothes to you before I go. Gu Liansheng stood at the door, didn't look at me, walked outside the door by himself, opened a box, and took out a bag from inside.
I don't know what kind of clothes will be inside, but I don't want to know anymore, so what? The longer he stays with me, the more reluctant I become.
"Su girl, put it on and let me take a look, I promised to give you back the most beautiful dress...... Now I'm leaving, can you wear it for me? Think of it as my last request. β
Gu Liansheng handed the bag to me and said, "You go and change it, I'll wait for you outside."
I closed the door and opened it, and I saw a light pink skirt slipping from my palm all the way down to my lap.
Gu Liansheng promised me that he would give me a surprise when we were done with the illusionary things, I think, this is the surprise he wants to give me.
I know what kind of dress it is, what every woman wants to wear, and every woman will wear it almost once in her life.
I spread my skirt out on the bed, and it's really my favorite color and style.
I can't put it down, but I don't want to wear it anymore, what's the point?
Gu Liansheng, what's going on with all this?
One drop, two drops, three drops......
Falling on that beautiful dress, I didn't dare to call it a wedding dress, because this love, I gave up.
Is my abandonment right or wrong?
Is it naΓ―ve, or cruel?
Gu Liansheng, I'm sorry.
......
"The groom is so handsome......"
"The bride is so beautiful."
"That's it, that's it."
"They're a good match."
"I heard that the brides are almost four months pregnant."
"Yes, yes, double happiness is coming!"
......
I was standing in the corner of a tall building, wearing a wedding dress given by Gu Liansheng, no one noticed me, behind me, there were Arnold, and children.
Listening to their discussions, I was speechless.
Gu Liansheng and Zhongli still decided to hold the wedding in the same place, so, I went back to SH and returned to this place that made me sad.
Gu Liansheng didn't wait for me to wear a wedding dress to show him that day.
Actually, there was no need, I didn't speak, he stood in the doorway and didn't speak, there wasn't a little sound, I listened to his silence outside.
Later, I cried and fell asleep...... In my dream, I wore this beautiful wedding dress and became Gu Liansheng's bride.
When I woke up, there was no shadow of Gu Liansheng at the door, only a piece of paper left by Gu Liansheng, with his number on it, and a few of his words:
"Su girl, this is the number that has been turned on for you 24 hours a day.
But you never remember.
Now I hope you can remember.
Love Yours Forever: Crush.
glsβ
Now I finally understand that "GLS" is the abbreviation of Gu Liansheng's name, and he has been writing these three pinyin at the end of my message before.
I didn't pay attention all the time.
Now I appeared in the wedding dress he designed for me in a place that Gu Liansheng couldn't see.
I wore a wedding dress that he designed himself, but the bride was not me!!
Whose end is it that I dreamed of?
Mine, yours, or ours?
Thinking too much, after all, I still indulge.
Hit the stone gently, and never see the human face again; The ground is painted as flowers, and coins are flying all over the sky. Gu Liansheng, have you been standing behind me, waiting to marry me? But, dear......
Whose one-thought attachment has made someone's one-thought obsessive dream come true?!
"Sister Susu, do you still want to go back?" Arnold stood behind me and asked me.
"Yes, Arnold, I'm going back, I don't think I'll ever come back here again."
I looked back at him, but I didn't know what to say. I don't like parting the most, but I have to face it, I see that Gu Liansheng is already married, and I should go back.
"Sister Susu, I'll go back with you."
"Why? Didn't you say your greatest wish was to be a police officer? β
"I still like the simple life in the orphanage, Sister Susu, you can take me away."
"No, Arnold! You promised Phantom and me that you would be a qualified police officer, how can you give up now? β
"But ......"
"Alright, I'm leaving, Arnold, you have to take care of yourself, I'll call you."
"Good...... Let's do it! Sister Susu, have a good trip, I hope you can find the person who can simply love you. Yang Shengquan thought the same thing, he asked me to say sorry to you, he didn't have the courage to send you away. β
"Okay, I got it."
"That'...... Sister Susu, goodbye! Arnold handed me my luggage, turned and ran.
I watched Arnold leave, and my grief spread.
Actually, I don't like parting, but I also know that there is no point in me staying.
Turned around, got on the train, and this time, I will never come back.
Gu Liansheng, you must be happy, you know?!
Goodbye, Gu Liansheng!!
Goodbye, my love!!
Goodbye, my friends!!
Goodbye, my fond memories with Gu Liansheng!!
Goodbye, all that good all the good!!
This time, I didn't want to cry anymore.
......
"Susu, I divorced Enron, and now I'm in YN." Sister Qiqi told me happily.
"Huh? Sister Qiqi, you guys? β
Early in the morning, I woke up and received a call from Sister Qiqi, and I couldn't believe it.
"I didn't lie to you, I'm free now. Susu, it feels so good. I've been living in the shadow of Fang Fei for so many years, and now I finally want to open it, Susu, I'll come to SC to find you when I'm free! Yes...... My friend came to look for me, I'll go first, bye-bye, remember to take care of yourself......" Sister Qiqi hung up the phone, and I was stunned.
Sister Qiqi and Uncle An Ran......
Sister Qiqi is happy, and I'm happy, so be it.
"Hey, kids......" Immediately another kid called me, and it was rare that they would call at the same time. However, I waited for a long time and the child did not speak.
"What's wrong with you, kid?" I asked him, it felt weird.
"Arnold, he's a real police officer......" the child said softly, "isn't he?" That's great! β
"But...... Arnold was chasing the drug dealer on the wanted warrant when he was shot through the heart by the drug dealer with a gun...... Wowβ" The little one finally couldn't hold back and cried out loud.
"When, I don't believe it! Kid, you must be lying to me, aren't you? β
"Even the evening of the second day after you left, I didn't dare to tell you......" The child said this, and there was no more sound.
I suddenly remembered that he wanted to come with me. If I had taken you that day, Arnold, you wouldn't have died, would you??
Arnold, I'm sorry!!
Phantom ......
......
Turn your head, on the wall, old photos.
The photos are well preserved.
The background of the photograph is the wall, which was full of creepers that did not climb over the wall.
A mother-in-law with a little black hair sat on a stool with a kind smile, and she held a bald little boy in her arms, the boy put his fingers in his mouth and ate with relish, the corners of his lips drooled, and his little feet stretched willfully to his mother-in-law's knees.
To her right are two small children, a boy and a girl.
The little boy next to his mother-in-law's right hand shaved his flat head, wearing a blue shirt and shorts that exceeded his body capacity, and was barefoot, he took the girl's hand, looked at the girl, and smiled brightly.
The girl was wearing a bow and bare feet in a pink broken dress, she looked up at the distant unknown horizon, and her face was yearning.
Their faces were dappled with the sun.
Behind them was the simple and peaceful world they had hoped for.
......
Many years later, Zhenzhen, Mother-in-law, Phantom, and Arnold reunited on the other side of the sky.
Are you all right now?
Do you remember me?
Turning around, tears rained down.
I walked towards the unknown light and darkness......
This is your dock, but it has nothing to do with love.
......
"Plain Fireworks" ends
March 24, 2015 00:06 Xinmi