I have been back to my hometown for more than five months, and during this time, I rarely go back to my hometown, and when I go home, they will ask me if I have a boyfriend. When to get married?

So I chose to live alone in peace and quiet. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

Occasionally, I will still throw some things into my "heart" to earn some living expenses.

Uncle Enron doesn't like to talk to me as much as he used to. Now he is very busy, busier than before, and he no longer has time for me to be poor, but every time he sends me a manuscript fee, he will draw a smiley face and write the words "take care of yourself".

Sometimes I talk to Arnold and the children on the phone and ask them, and Arnold and the children have become very good friends, and they have cooperated to catch a lot of thieves.

Sister Qiqi would occasionally call me and tell me about the orphans, saying that the children were asking her when I would be back. Sister Qiqi also told me that Gu Liansheng went to her to find me, and also said that Zhongli was pregnant, and "Xinchao" was no longer against "Xinyi".

I think it's normal for Zhongli to get married and have children at the same age as me.

It's just that I don't have any news of Gu Liansheng anymore, although I really want to ask them if Gu Liansheng is doing now, but after all, I still haven't asked.

During this period, Mengmeng called me once abroad.

She said that she talked about a boyfriend abroad, who was Chinese like her, tall and big, very similar to Gu Pisheng, and treated her very well.

She said that her mother left her alone abroad to exercise her self-survival skills, and then she met him and he helped her a lot, so she chose to stay with him.

Mengmeng told me that it was possible for her to marry this man and have children, and simply grow old.

I asked, "And what's his name?"

"Brother Pisheng......" Mengmeng immediately explained, "I called him Brother Pis, I told him the story between the three of us, and he said he didn't mind if I called him that."

I was silent, Mengmeng still liked Gu Liansheng, so she chose to call a person who was not originally called Piansheng as her brother, I don't know what that man would think in his heart, but I know that the man chose to tolerate Mengmeng's past, then that man must care about Mengmeng very much, and I hope so.

No matter who is right or wrong, it is I who steal Mengmeng's love after all.

"Brother Mercy...... How is he now? Mengmeng asked cautiously on the other side of the phone, listening to the unfamiliar tone, I knew that we were strangers and could never go back.

"I didn't have a ...... with him"

I suddenly heard a busy "beep" sound on the other end of the phone, and I knew that Mengmeng and I would only be strangers after all.

Turning around, tears rained down.

......

"Yang Xiaosu, someone is looking for you." The landlord and aunt knocked on the door, and I don't know who it could be, could it be my former friend or classmate?

With that in mind, I put on my slippers and went to open the door.

Now I live in the cheapest house.

Because I had no financial resources, I didn't get a job, and I didn't like the outside world, so I stayed at home.

Sleeping, watching TV, so poor that there is really no way to write something and throw it into the "heart" to earn some manuscript fees to live.

I still don't like the fact that I live in a place like a grave, so I still throw things around. Books were everywhere, as well as the occasional drawings that I had drawn on the drawing board waiting for them to dry, and some lists of manuscripts were messily placed next to the computer......

I opened the door and walked out, habitually turning around and closing the door to a slit, I didn't want anyone to see the mess in my room.

In the past, when I was with Gu Liansheng, Gu Liansheng cleaned up the house, and then I would turn things all over again, and then he would put things back in their places, and finally he wouldn't forget to stare at me......

I think of Gu Liansheng again, and I often think of Gu Liansheng. I think of the days when we were messing around together, the days when I coquettished him, and the way he was serious and affectionate or naughty when he kissed me......

I blocked the harsh sunlight with my hands, and it was summer again.

I was away from the winter to the summer, no wonder it was so hot in the house, I forgot to turn on the air conditioner, oops, I forgot to call someone to get the air conditioner repaired again.

The sun pierced me and I saw a figure standing in front of me. The landlord and aunt had already turned around and left, and she had made an appointment to play mahjong, and she would never be late.

I watched in the sunlight as the man moved to my side, he blocked the glare of the sun for me, I looked at him, I looked at him like that......

"I'm sorry......" he opened his mouth, I didn't speak, I dreamed of him countless times, there were so many things I wanted to say to him, but when he really appeared in front of me, I had nothing to say, it seemed to be in a dream.

Sorry, what do you mean?

Did I think he was daydreaming too much?

In the harsh sunlight I watched him walk slowly, then walked past me and opened the door, I turned around and watched him help me clean up the house as he had done before.

After a while, Gu Liansheng turned his face, and I saw his face full of tears again.

I closed the door, turned the heat out, walked over, and stood at the table, not knowing what to say.

"Su girl, so you live in such a place?" Gu Liansheng raised his face, I looked at his silhouette, sat down, picked up the cup on the table, and wanted to take a sip.

Gu Liansheng suddenly rushed over and snatched the cup in my hand, I was stunned, and with a "pop-" Gu Liansheng threw my cup against the wall, and I watched the cup become fragments in my eyes.

"You ......" I stood up, wanting to say something, but I opened my mouth and didn't say anything, "pop-" sound, Gu Liansheng slapped me in the face, my face was hot and painful.

I looked into his eyes, looked at his face, looked at him who I had loved him so much that I gave up, I didn't speak, I didn't cry, in fact, I wanted to cry, but I didn't want to cry in front of him.

"Gu Liansheng, why did you hit me? Even my dad hasn't beaten me, so what qualifications do you have?! I covered my face and roared at him, tears still streaming down.

If he came back to beat me, then I'd rather he didn't come back, at least I can live as I promised yesterday.

"You often have a stomachache, didn't I say you weren't allowed to drink cold water? Didn't you promise me that you would take good care of yourself every minute and every second that I wasn't by your side? Look at yourself now, what it looks like!! ”

Gu Lian looked at me hatefully, I looked at him with tears in my eyes, why did he come back? Why come back! Did you come back just to count me? I worked so hard to fulfill him and her, what qualifications does he have to teach me a lesson?!

I watched him and I, who were once happy lovers, become what we are now, and my heart was laughing, laughing bitterly.

Sister Qiqi said, I'm too strong, yes! I'm too strong!!

When the woman found me crying and kneeling in front of me again, my heart softened. She said that she couldn't live without Gu Liansheng, and she would commit suicide if she left Gu Liansheng, begging me to fulfill her love. I looked at her and saw in her the shadow of the dream that I had once had. I smiled, I promised her, I will go by myself, I will leave Gu Liansheng by myself, as long as she loves Gu Liansheng well, I will fulfill her love with him.

She said that she wouldn't be able to live without Gu Liansheng, and she would commit suicide without Gu Liansheng, but I won't, although I will still miss him very much and be sad if I leave Gu Liansheng, but I won't be unable to live. I can also say that I committed suicide for Gu Liansheng, but I can't do it.

If Gu Liansheng really loves me, what if I die and he will be sad? If I die, I won't be able to see if Gu Liansheng is happy or not.

Even watching him happy in the arms of another woman is better than never seeing him again.

I'm so distressed!!

"Su girl, why did you abandon me?! I'm sorry, I'm sorry......" Gu Liansheng rushed over and hugged me, biting my lip.

I didn't answer him, I couldn't open my mouth, Gu Liansheng's tears flowed into my mouth, my ears, and my neck......

Gu Liansheng, how do you want me to answer you? Do you know how distressed I am to leave you?

I don't want anyone around me to get hurt anymore, even if that woman isn't my friend, but I want her to live well. I'm so strong, just like Sister Qiqi said, then let me bear all the pain alone! Gu Liansheng, because I am stronger than other women!!

"Su girl, I asked you why you abandoned me!!" Gu Liansheng let go of me, I looked at his red eyes, I smiled, and said softly: "Gu Liansheng, she loves you more than me, doesn't she?"

I turned around, and I no longer had the right to indulge in Gu Liansheng's tenderness. Because, he was already a man of another woman, because that woman conceived a child for him......

"Yang Xiaosu, have you considered my feelings in doing this?" Gu Liansheng stood in front of me, raised his hand, but still put it down, and smashed it on the table, "bang-" sound, the thermos on the table shattered, and I looked at the water bottle gall that fell to the ground, and there was steaming water on the crystal top.

I'm an Aquarius, so like Aquarius, even if my heart is broken, there will be the only remaining stubbornness that supports my humble self-esteem.

"Gu Liansheng, if you came to scold me and beat me, you have already done it, you can leave now." I pointed to the doorway.

Gu Liansheng begged you not to be like this, I would feel distressed to see you like this, but you can't know.

"Su girl, don't drive me away, okay?" Gu Liansheng stood in front of me, still crying like that, I look down on the man who weeps, but Gu Liansheng's tears make me feel very distressed. I suddenly regretted my decision, but since I had chosen it that way, I never had a chance to regret it again.

"Gu Liansheng, this is my own choice." I turned around and said coldly, "I don't want anyone to die in front of me again, even if that woman doesn't have much to do with it." Gu Liansheng, I don't know why you have a relationship with every friend around me, do you know how much I hate you? ”

"Hate?" Gu Liansheng looked at my face and said with a wry smile: "There is love, there is hate...... Su girl, you still love me, don't you? ”

"I admit I love you, but that's only before. I didn't love you anymore when I decided to leave you. ”

"Why?"

"So many women love you, Gu Liansheng, I can't share the same man with other women."

"However, I've always loved you alone, from high school to now!!"

"Really? Then why are you and Zhongli still messing around? ”

"That's why you gave me to her?"

"Yes!"

"Okay, then I'll tell you exactly what happened to me and her."

Gu Liansheng sat down beside me and slowly opened his mouth......