Zhao Weicheng didn't leave that night, he stayed. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info Nan Wudan was lying on the bed, couldn't sleep, staring at the ceiling blankly, she was afraid of the dawn, then she was going to fulfill her promise to Zhao Weicheng, this was the most painful decision in her life, to choose between her lover and her child, who chose was the same heartache, that was the most important person in her life.

"Honey, how can you give me such a difficult question." Nan Wudan hugged Zhao Weicheng and cried silently, but she still resolutely chose Zhao Weicheng at the beginning. How many midnight dreams back, she asked herself, if there was no Zhao Weicheng in this world, would her life be so colorful? Once upon a time, Zhao Weicheng was an important pillar for her to live, she couldn't watch Zhao Weicheng have any mistakes, she knew that Zhao Weicheng's mother couldn't bear the blow anymore, she didn't want to change Zhao Weicheng's entire family because of her, then she would be very uneasy.

"Child, mom is only sorry for you." Nan Wudan stroked her belly, she felt that the child was moving regularly, the child was already conscious, and it was also a life, she had no choice, this was the only choice, but Nan Wudan never thought that this choice made her lose everything.

The choice is wrong, the effort is in vain, a person's life is constantly making choices, choosing to determine a lifetime, from this moment on, her life will go in another direction.

"What did you leave in the MP3? None of us found your recording. ”

"I recorded four paragraphs, one for you, one for Zhao Xiaoyue, one for my parents, and one for Siqi, when you are well, I will release it to you."

"Zhao Xiaoyue also has it?"

"Nan Wudan, you know, although I hurt you, I am also sorry for her, I must leave my apologies."

"And what about me, what do I have?"

"Nan Wudan, I will accompany you to complete the operation, we are still friends, no matter what you need help in the future, just tell me, I will do it for you."

"What if I want you to be the person?"

"Nan Wudan, I also want to be with you, I feel down-to-earth with you, but we can't do anything, there's no way, I'm sorry."

"Then you have to be with Zhao Xiaoyue and marry her."

"Yes, Nan Wudan, I have no choice, I can only do this, sleep well, you will have a better future."

"Do I have a future? I have no future if I make such a choice. ”

"Nan Wudan, I know, it's me who is sorry for you, maybe one day you will find that there are people who are better than me and more worthy of your love, and then you will be glad that I left you."

"I hope so."

"Nan Wudan, sleep, I'm going to the hospital tomorrow, you need to rest now."

"Tomorrow, tomorrow I will fulfill my promise to you, are you really willing to give up our children?"

"Nan Wudan, of course I'm reluctant, but I don't want to see my parents have an accident, you know that they are old, I also know that you are a filial child, and I have no intention of making them sad, I really didn't think that it would hurt you so deeply, if I knew that this was the end, then I would have let you go a long time ago."

"It's late, I chose it myself, I don't blame you."

"Sleep, Nan Wudan, I owe you too much, if there is an afterlife, I will compensate you well."

"If there is an afterlife, I hope I don't know you, I'm afraid of making another ending like this life."

"Okay, we don't know each other in the next life, I will bless you."

"Don't be too uncomfortable, you have to take responsibility if you choose, at least I once had, although I know that I don't have you completely, but I have a feeling of happiness, I am satisfied, you will accompany me to complete the operation, right?"

"I will, of course I will, go to sleep, it's not early."

"Hmm" Nan Wudan was lying in Zhao Weicheng's arms, she couldn't sleep at all, she knew that this was the last time Zhao Weicheng spent the night with her, time passed so fast, she wasn't completely ready, it was already dawn.

They got up early, and last night was the saddest night of her life, and it was finally over, but there were more difficult days waiting for her in the future.

Zhao Weicheng accompanied Nan Wudan to the hospital, for examination, anti-inflammatory, all the preparations were done, when the doctor said that she was going to do a painless abortion in the afternoon, she had an inexplicable panic, she suddenly felt scared, Nan Wudan took advantage of Zhao Weicheng to go to the bathroom to go through the hospitalization procedures and stayed in the bathroom for more than half an hour, did a long ideological struggle, she wanted to escape again, she sent a message to her classmate Jie,

"I'm in the hospital now, the doctor said that the operation will be done in the afternoon, I'm so scared, what should I do?"

"If you want to keep the baby, you can get out of the hospital, but you have to be prepared to live alone, and you have to endure the possibility of criticism and disdain."

"Criticism", "white eyes", Nan Wudan suddenly remembered Han Zhiwei, the Han Zhiwei who had raped her, what if the child was Han Zhiwei's? Thinking of this, Nan Wudan's heart panicked......

When Nan Wudan was in a daze, Zhao Weicheng called: "Nan Wudan, where did you go." ”

"In the bathroom, are you afraid that I will run away again? No, don't worry. ”

"Are you alright, I'm worried about you."

"It's fine."

"Okay, I'll wait for you outside."

"I know what I'm going to do, thank you." After hanging up the phone, Nan Wudan sent a message back to Jie, and she seemed to have made the final decision. She suddenly thought of Zhao Weicheng's anxious eyes, she couldn't bear it anymore, she had promised Zhao Weicheng, she had to fulfill her promise.

Nan Wudan came out of the bathroom carelessly, and Zhao Weicheng walked over anxiously, "Nan Wudan, what's wrong with you, why did you go in for so long?" ”

"It's okay, I'm a little tired."

"That's good, then you can rest first."

After taking a nap for a while, Nan Wudan leaned on Zhao Weicheng's shoulder, Zhao Weicheng hugged her like this, completed all the formalities, and signed their names on the operation sheet.

"My dear, do you know what a heavy pen it was, and it took all my courage to write my name crookedly."

The doctor said that Nan Wudan was the party, and she had to sign first, and then Zhao Weicheng signed, and this stroke determined that there would be no more Zhao Weicheng in her future life.

"You see my handwriting is much more handsome than yours!" Nan Wudan saw Zhao Weicheng's sad expression, she thought that she had made such a decision, so don't let the atmosphere be so dull, so she jokingly said to Zhao Weicheng, she knew that no one could write beautiful words at that time, although she had practiced her signature countless times.

"Nan Wudan, I know you feel uncomfortable, and you still comfort me, what kind of man am I?"

"If you choose, you have to take responsibility, which can't be escaped, so face it bravely."

"I know you're strong, but I'm guilty, I'm ashamed, I can't protect my woman."

"I want to take a break, you help me in!"

"Okay."

Nan Wudan was arranged by the nurse in room 412, there was also a girl in it, who also came to do an abortion, the situation was similar to her, Nan Wudan suddenly sighed, why are women always injured, why men are so irresponsible, or women don't know how to cherish themselves, it is her younger brother who accompanies that girl, then Nan Wudan is at least better than her, with Zhao Weicheng by Nan Wudan's side, she feels down-to-earth, she needs Zhao Weicheng to give her strength and courage.

Nan Wudan knew that Zhao Weicheng was on leave to accompany her in the hospital, they sat on the bed watching TV, and they were joking and rushing to change the channel, they were so happy as they had been together, why didn't she think that she was in the hospital.

At noon, Zhao Weicheng said that he would go out to help Nan Wudan buy lunch, but Zhao Weicheng actually went out for a long time, and it was during this gap

There was actually a woman who called the hospital to ask about Nan Wudan's condition, and the doctor told Nan Wudan that they would keep the patient's privacy, so she didn't say anything, but someone called to ask about Nan Wudan's condition, and the doctor should tell her.

Nan Wudan was suddenly stunned, who could it be? When she arrived at the hospital, only Zhao Weicheng's family knew that she didn't tell any friends and classmates in Siping, she knew that this was not a glorious thing, and she didn't want to say anything about it. But if it is Zhao Weicheng's family, they should know her situation, Zhao Weicheng has already told them, so who will it be, Zhao Xiaoyue, it must be Zhao Xiaoyue, why did Zhao Weicheng go out for so long, Zhao Weicheng went to find Zhao Xiaoyue, this hospital is very close to Zhao Xiaoyue's house, it must be like this.

Nan Wudan suddenly sat up from the bed, and she called Zhao Weicheng, "Where are you?" How did it take that long? Did you tell Zhao Xiaoyue everything? She's watching my jokes now, isn't she? ”

"What are you talking about, I'll be right back."

"You'd better not come back." Nan Wudan hung up the phone angrily.

Five minutes later, Zhao Weicheng returned to the hospital: "Nan Wudan, what's wrong with you?" ”

"What's the matter, I should ask you."

"Ask me, what's wrong with me?"

"The phone calls are coming to the hospital, what are you pretending?"

"What call?"

"What a call, you went to find her, didn't you? So what are you doing back? ”

"Who are you looking for, I didn't look for anyone!"

"You haven't found it yet, you can ask the doctor yourself."

"Ask the doctor, what's the matter?"

"The doctor said that someone had just called the hospital to ask about her condition, and it was a woman." The patient in the same room said to Zhao Weicheng.

"Phone, maybe it's my sister."

"Your sister, didn't you report it to them earlier? Aren't they all clear which hospital I am staying in and what room they are in? Is it necessary for her to call the hospital and ask? ”

"She probably cares!"

"Care, do I deserve to be so concerned about your family? But the man was asking me why I was admitted to the hospital. ”

"What? I went to the doctor to find out if she was mistaken. ”

"Don't lie to me anymore." Nan Wudan didn't pay attention to Zhao Weicheng anymore, nor did he eat anything.

Maybe the nurse heard their voices too high and came over to tell Nam Wudan that she needed rest and needed to be calm now. She cried, she didn't know if it was because Zhao Weicheng came back so late, or because she was going to lose her child, Nan Wudan thought more about the latter, why did she care that Zhao Weicheng came back a little late? She knew that she would have nothing after all this was over, and Zhao Weicheng would come to Zhao Xiaoyue's side and use his next life to compensate Zhao Xiaoyue, but what about Nan Wudan? She needs to face the slow life in the future.

In the afternoon, Nam Wudan was pushed into the operating room by the medical staff. Although the operation was not painful, when Nan Wudan came out of the operating room, the corners of his eyes were full of tears......