Chapter Twenty-Five: Facing in the Dark

The days passed, and a week passed in the blink of an eye. Nan Wudan didn't contact anyone www.biquge.info pen "Fun" Pavilion, she stayed in the house alone, thought about it a lot, thought about it and thought about it, she decided to call Zhao Weicheng.

Nan Wudan called Zhao Weicheng in the public phone booth when Zhao Weicheng got off work, but when Zhao Weicheng picked up the phone, she hung up the phone again, she was afraid, she didn't know where to start, how to face Zhao Weicheng, but when she turned around and walked out of the phone booth, Zhao Weicheng called back, she didn't answer, she just wanted Zhao Weicheng to know that she was safe.

But Zhao Weicheng immediately asked the location of the public phone, Zhao Weicheng knew that the other end of the phone must be Nan Wudan, it must be, he was very sure, so he quickly called a taxi and rushed to the direction where Nan Wudan was.

Nan Wudan walked all the way, and actually walked to the Taipei restaurant, which was where she and Zhao Weicheng had been, she walked in, sat in the seat, and the waiter came over and asked:

"Hello, Miss, what do you need?"

"Don't use it first, I'll wait for someone" Nan Wudan didn't even think about answering like this, Zhao Weicheng couldn't find it here, impossible, she just wanted to be quiet by herself, so the waiter exited the room and closed the door, Nan Wudan sat alone, leaning on the chair, staring at the ceiling blankly, tears kept rolling in his eyes, if he hadn't raised his head, tears would have flowed out.

Five minutes later, Zhao Weicheng actually arrived, and when the waiter took Zhao Weicheng to Nan Wudan's room, he opened his mouth in surprise: "Why are you here?" ”

"I knew it had to be you, you had to be here."

"Why?"

"Because this is where we've been before, and the payphone you use isn't far from here."

"I'm sorry, I ......"

"Don't say it, Nan Wudan, if you want to eat something, I haven't eaten it yet."

"I didn't order anything just now, I told the waiter that I was waiting for someone, but I didn't expect to really wait for you."

"You were waiting for me, weren't you?"

"I know you've been looking for me this week, I've figured it out, I want to have a good talk with you, can you listen to me?"

"Nan Wudan, where did you move to?"

"You don't care where I move, anyway, I'm fine now, nothing at all, but I'm ready to leave, leave you, leave Siping, I want to learn to live alone, I can't rely on you anymore, I know that you may have a harder time than me, so I decided to go, no longer put any pressure on you, just ask you to fulfill me, let me take the child away, from now on we no longer have any relationship, no matter what happens, I won't affect your life, you too, okay?"

"No, how can it be done, you are alone, no one takes care of you, no."

"What's not to do, you didn't take care of me every day in Siping, and I don't have to do a lot of things by myself."

"Nan Wudan, how can I rest assured in this way."

"You can rest assured that someone will take care of me and will do a better job than you."

"Who, you tell me, I want his personal promise."

"You don't care who it is, someone will take care of me anyway."

"Why should I believe what you say?"

"Why do you want others to promise you, you can't promise yourself, and what qualifications do you have to ask others?"

"I'm even more upset when you say that."

"I'm angry, I promise you that he will be a hundred times better than you treat me, are you satisfied?"

"No, you ask him to call me, and I'm going to talk to him personally."

"You don't have this power, I've hurt him very deeply, you can't hurt him anymore."

"I'm not going to hurt him, I just want to confirm what you said."

"If you don't believe me, forget it, anyway, I don't care so much, you can do whatever you like."

"Nan Wudan, you know, I owe you a lot, but I'm also sorry for Zhao Xiaoyue."

"Yes, you're sorry Zhao Xiaoyue, but you have to use the rest of your life to compensate her, what about me, I have nothing, only one child, can't you help me? Please, okay? ”

"Well, you've said so, maybe that's the only way, then I'll send you back."

"I don't need you to send it, I'll go back myself, why don't I go to your place?"

"Okay."

Nan Wudan and Zhao Weicheng walked out of the Taipei restaurant together and walked towards Zhao Weicheng's residence, but as soon as they walked to the door of Zhao Weicheng's dormitory, he actually regretted it, did not open the door, and did not let Nan Wudan enter the house. "Forget it, I'll send you back, it's inconvenient here."

"What's inconvenient, you Jinwu is hiding Jiao."

"Even if it's it."

"You know I can't be too tired now, and I deliberately let people walk so much."

"Alright, I'll send you back."

"I don't need you to send it, I'll leave by myself, it's okay, you can't regret it."

"Well, so let me send you again."

"No, I don't."

Nan Wudan turned around and left, but she didn't expect Zhao Weicheng to actually walk behind her, not leaving an inch, Nan Wudan had no choice but to walk around on the street, she really didn't want Zhao Weicheng to know where she lived, otherwise Zhao Weicheng's parents or Zhao Xiaoyue would appear the next day, she was really a little scared, she didn't know how to face all this.

Nan Wudan stayed on the street for more than two hours, but Zhao Weicheng still didn't give up, and kept following her, Nan Wudan wanted to escape, but she lost to Zhao Weicheng physically, she couldn't escape at all, no way, she was really tired, so she had to let Zhao Weicheng send her back, so Zhao Weicheng knew where he lived.

"Nan Wudan, you are getting smarter and smarter, and you actually moved from downstairs to upstairs, making me so hard."

"Thanks for the compliment, this is not something I learned from you?"

"I learned it, when did I teach you this trick?"

"You didn't once bring two women you love so much to the same venue, and you didn't change your face and behaved so naturally."

"You know."

"Of course I knew, I already knew, it's just up to you what you do."

"Are you still satisfied with the result?"

"You're still in the mood to joke about getting me to where I am today, and you don't apologize at all?"

"No apologies, why am I standing here?"

"You're just standing here trying to get to your end."

"I don't have any purpose, huh?"

"Why do you have to send me back if you have no purpose, want to know where I live, you know that my body is not as good as yours, I can't last that long."

"Nan Wudan, I'm not, I'm just worried that you won't be Zhao Weicheng on the road alone"

"Don't say it so nicely, I know very well, will your family block me at home again tomorrow and not let me go out?"

"I promise you, no."

"You've promised me many times, I won't trust you anymore, I'm going to rest, you go back."

"Won't you let me stay here with you?"

"No, I don't." So Nan Wudan went to bed and rested, ignoring Zhao Weicheng. Zhao Weicheng sat on the edge of the bed, sitting silently, Nan Wudan woke up in the middle of the night and saw a figure, she suddenly sat up, held Zhao Weicheng's face, and cried.

"Why are you like this, won't you go to bed?"

"I wouldn't dare without your consent."

"Alright, let's sleep."

Nan Wudan thought all this too naΓ―vely, she thought that Zhao Weicheng would understand her and let her go, but Zhao Weicheng wanted to go back to face his parents, he was speechless, so he could only find Nan Wudan first, and then find a way, what Nan Wudan didn't expect was that this phone call made him lose everything, Zhao Weicheng and her children, these calls are the whole of her life, life is sometimes a thought, a thought, it will be a different ending.

Early the next morning, Zhao Weicheng went out.

"Nam Wudan, I have a class today at the Labor Building, and I'm leaving."

"It's so early, then you can have some breakfast and then go, there's protein powder there, you can soak it yourself, I don't want to get up."

"It's okay, you sleep with you, I'll just make it myself, I think I taught you in the first place?"

"yes, you don't do it anymore after you're taught, really."

"Okay, I'm leaving, you have to get up and eat by yourself."

"yes, I know."

Zhao Weicheng left, Nan Wudan slept until noon, he thought that Zhao Weicheng was gone, he would not come back, and he would let her leave, otherwise how could he leave without saying a word? She was about to get up and pack up her things, then go downstairs for lunch, and then go to buy a ticket, Nan Wudan planned to go to Hangzhou, to Tong Fei, Tong Fei had always asked her to go, but because of Zhao Weicheng, she didn't go, this time she really wanted to go.

"Beauty, I'm going to go to you, welcome?"

"I said you, why did you figure it out now, if you came earlier, wouldn't you suffer so many grievances?" "Okay, I'm fine, I'll buy a ticket in the afternoon, take the train, you have to pick me up at the station."

"I'm too lazy to pick you up, look at what makes me angry."

"Okay, aren't I okay now? Hey. ”

"Then I'll wait for you, you go eat quickly, you're not the only one now, you have to take care of it."

Nan Wudan was excitedly calling Tong Fei, but at this time, someone actually knocked on the door, who could it be at noon? "Tong Fei, I won't tell you, I'll open the door, I'll call you when I arrive, 88."

opened the door, which surprised Nan Wudan: "Why are you, aren't you leaving?" How did you get back? ”

"Miss you!"

"Oh."

"You haven't eaten yet, I brought it for you, hurry up and eat."

"Oh."

"What's the matter, I'm so surprised to see me, hurry up and eat."

"Oh."

Nan Wudan just replied to Zhao Weicheng so thoughtfully, yes, Zhao Weicheng came, her plan was disrupted, and it was impossible to leave, so she ate absentmindedly, and stopped eating after a few bites.

"I'm done, I want to go out, aren't you leaving?"

"Where to go, I'm here to accompany you."

"I'm going out on business."

"Then I'll go with you."

"No, it's inconvenient."

"It's inconvenient, you see your lover."

"yes, can't you? You can, why can't? ”

"Okay, Nan Wudan, I bought the medicine for you to wipe your feet, you can quickly wipe the medicine."

Nan Wudan's feet have long blisters and peel off, Zhao Weicheng has always asked Hao to buy Daknin, Zhao Weicheng once told her that it was very useful, but every time she went out, she forgot it, today Zhao Weicheng actually remembered, actually remembered to buy medicine for her.

"I won't use it, you can wipe it for me." Nan Wudan said coquettishly to Zhao Weicheng.

"Stupid, this won't be" Zhao Weicheng pinched Nan Wudan's nose, "Lie down, I'll wipe it for you." ”

"Hey, hey." Nan Wudan was lying on the bed, a little proud, she liked Zhao Weicheng's feeling of regretting him like this.

"It's done, you don't stick to the bed, be careful."

"Oh, thank you."

"Nan Wudan, I'll take a bath."

"You go wash it."

Zhao Weicheng was a little surprisingly abnormal, he came out of the bathroom and said to Nan Wudan:

"Nan Wudan, I can't come to see you again in the future, you have to take care of yourself."

"What do you say, I'm leaving, and you don't have a chance to take care of it."

"Yes, I'll wash myself up and go."

"Where are you going?"

"Nan Wudan, I'm sorry, I'm leaving, take care."

"Stop, where are you going?"

"You don't care, as long as you're doing well."

Zhao Weicheng opened the door and went out, Nan Wudan thought that Zhao Weicheng would really fulfill her giving birth to the crystallization of their love, but she didn't expect that not long after Zhao Weicheng left, someone came to knock on the door of her room, she was excited to think that Zhao Weicheng was back again, ran to the door, and when she could look through the crack in the door, she was stunned, it was not Zhao Weicheng, it was Zhao Weicheng's sister Zhao Xuemei, so Nan Wudan didn't open the door, she turned off the TV, sat on the bed, and pretended not to hear.

Zhao Weicheng told his sister where Nan Wudan lived, in fact, Nan Wudan should have thought of it a long time ago, but she couldn't hide, she should have come or come, Zhao Xuemei wanted to put pressure on Nan Wudan again! What should I do, she has not lived at all since these days. There may be a situation at any time, a decision that affects her life, and at this moment she really understands the meaning of this sentence, which Zhao Weicheng once told her.

Zhao Xuemei knocked anxiously on the door outside the door, but Nan Wudan just wouldn't open it, she was walking back and forth upstairs, and suddenly shouted:

"Nan Wudan, open the door quickly, something happened to Zhao Weicheng!"

Nan Wudan jumped up from the bed like an electric shock, "How come, something happened to Zhao Weicheng, oh my God", she didn't have time to think about whether this was true or not, so she quickly opened the door.

As soon as Zhao Xuemei rushed into the door, she was looking for something in Nan Wudan's room, looking very anxious, "You said that something happened to Zhao Weicheng, what's wrong with him, what are you looking for?" ”

β€œMP3。”

"MP3, his MP3, didn't you have it with me, did he take it?"

"He said he stayed with you, and it had what he had to say."

"Ah, what, I didn't see it!"

"Are you satisfied now? Something went wrong. ”

"I, this, I don't know, he didn't tell me to leave MP3s."

"This is a message he sent me, see for yourself."

'Sister, I'm leaving, I'm sorry for you, but now I don't know how to face you, and Nan Wudan, I know, she loves me very much, I'm afraid of hurting her and my family, so I have to choose to go, Nan Wudan moved to the upstairs where she used to live, and my MP3 was left with her, and it contained what I had to say, goodbye' How could Zhao Weicheng leave this passage and leave, how could he leave such a heavy burden and let Nan Wudan bear it alone, how could it?

"How so, how can this be?" Nan Wudan cried.

"Then hurry up and find it" finally they found the MP3 from under the pillow, Zhao Xuemei grabbed it, anxious to know what Zhao Weicheng left, he recorded the audio, how is this, no wonder Zhao Weicheng listened to his MP3 when he was taking a bath, and asked Zhao Weicheng how to get it, Zhao Weicheng suddenly poked his head out of the bathroom very nervously, it turned out that he was afraid that Nan Wudan would find out about his recording, so he was so nervous, he came prepared?

But Nan Wudan didn't know at all, he didn't know that Zhao Weicheng left the MP3, didn't he put it away when he left? Why did she stay again, she couldn't figure it out, Zhao Xuemei couldn't find Zhao Weicheng's recording, she hadn't used MP3, she didn't know how to open it, and Nan Wudan only listened to it occasionally, every time Zhao Weicheng helped her adjust it, so she didn't understand, she couldn't open it, she couldn't find it, what should I do? What should I do?

Nan Wudan didn't have time to guess if this was Zhao Weicheng colluding with his sister to deceive her, she couldn't care so much: "My dear: how can you leave me alone to bear this, and our poor children." ”

Nan Wudan quickly closed the door, she wanted to go to Zhao Weicheng's dormitory to find Zhao Weicheng, but she just ran downstairs, only to remember that she forgot to bring the key to Zhao Weicheng's room, she thought that Zhao Weicheng would definitely leave something in the dormitory, so Nan Wudan ran back to get the key, it was raining so hard at that time, she couldn't care about bringing any rain gear, Zhao Xuemei was walking while making Zhao Weicheng's MP3, Nan Wudan was too lazy to care about Zhao Xuemei, she ran ahead, now the most important thing in her heart is Zhao Weicheng, "Dear, You can't have an accident, if there is no you in this world, what is the point of my life? ”

Nan Wudan was thinking, Zhao Weicheng had only been gone for a long time, and he would definitely be in the dormitory, but when she opened the door, Zhao Weicheng was not there, and there was no information left in the room, she sat down on the ground all of a sudden, "Honey, where have you been, do you know that I have our five-month-old child in my belly?" ”

Nan Wudan quickly called Zhao Weicheng's company, and Zhao Weicheng's colleague received a call saying that Zhao Weicheng had been there, but he left again, and he didn't know where he went?

Nan Wudan was about to collapse, she called Zhao Weicheng again and again, but she couldn't get through, she was suddenly very scared, Zhao Weicheng was gone, it turned out that she couldn't do without him so much, she loved him so much.

Nan Wudan helped Zhao Weicheng lock the door, and walked slowly in the rain in disappointment, she had no strength to run, she couldn't find Zhao Weicheng, she didn't want to live, just drenched to death, everything was because of her, if there was no her in this world, then Zhao Weicheng would not be like this, Zhao Weicheng would not choose to escape because he was in this dilemma, yes, escape, I hope he has not chosen to die.

Nan Wudan was sending a message to Zhao Weicheng while walking, Zhao Xuemei happened to arrive, Nan Wudan told Zhao Xuemei that Zhao Weicheng was not there, he was not in the dormitory, but Zhao Xuemei ignored her and didn't say a word, so she went directly to Zhao Weicheng's dormitory, and then went downstairs.

"Honey, where are you, can you please come back. Do you see, in the eyes of your family, I am a sinner, no one pays attention to me, I can't afford it, I beg you, come back. ”

Nan Wudan walked on the street alone, her clothes were all soaked, others thought she was crazy, she was still walking in the heavy rain with a big belly, she didn't know where she should go, a kind person said to her, "Not for yourself, but also think about the child in the belly" So she couldn't help crying, the rain kept flowing down with tears, her eyes were blurred, the lenses were full of rain, she couldn't see clearly, where was the road, where was her road, so she took off her glasses angrily and threw them in the heavy rain and continued to walk.

Finally, Zhao Weicheng's phone was connected, which means that he has not chosen to lose weight, he just hid, "God bless, dear, you must not have an accident, and the child cannot be without a father." ”

But when no one answered, she was terrified: "Honey, are you really gone?" Leave me alone? Why didn't you let me go, but you chose it? ”

Nan Wudan re-called Zhao Weicheng's phone over and over again, but no one answered, and then finally hung up, "My dear, because I called, didn't you answer?" How can you do this to me? ”

So Nan Wudan changed the public phone, and when Zhao Weicheng heard that the other end of the phone was Nan Wudan, he hung up the phone again, Nan Wudan didn't know what he should do, she couldn't tell Zhao Weicheng's family, but she didn't know Zhao Weicheng's sister's phone, "What should I do, my dear, you tell me!" ”

So Nan Wudan let go of all her self-esteem and pride, she made a call to Zhao Xiaoyue, and asked Zhao Xiaoyue if she knew Zhao Weicheng's sister's phone number, didn't Zhao Xuemei once say to Nan Wudan that she was going to prepare a wedding for Zhao Weicheng and Zhao Xiaoyue? Zhao Xuemei accepted Zhao Xiaoyue, so Zhao Xiaoyue must know Zhao Xuemei's phone, right?

What Nan Wudan didn't expect was that Zhao Xiaoyue's attitude was surprisingly good, Zhao Xiaoyue said to help her check, and two minutes later Zhao Xiaoyue called back and told Nan Wudan that she didn't have Zhao Xuemei's phone, and Zhuo Zhuo was very disappointed, and called Zhao Xiaoyue again.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry to bother you, something happened to Zhao Weicheng, I want to ask you for a favor and give him a call, okay?" Ask her to come back. ”

"What's wrong with him?"

"I don't know, he left a message and left."

"It should be fine, don't worry too much."

"Didn't he tell you anything?"

"No, I'm over with him and I'm no longer in touch."

"Would you please call him? Ask him to come back, and when he comes back, I promise him all his conditions. ”

"I'm sorry, I don't want to mind his business anymore, I can't do anything about it."

"Oh, thank you."

"Honey, did you hear that? For your sake, I begged a woman who hurt me, and I got a very cold answer, I really can't believe that I can do this for you. ”

Nan Wudan didn't know if Zhao Xiaoyue had called Zhao Weicheng, maybe these were all set up by them, no one is more stupid than her and me, who told her to love Zhao Weicheng so much, love will make a person lose his mind, and will make a person lose his self and self-esteem.

Finally, Zhao Weicheng answered Nan Wudan's call, and she yelled on the phone.

"Where are you, where are you, come back, come back and I'll promise you all the conditions, okay? I beg you! ”

"I don't know where I am."

"Are you at the water's edge?" Nan Wudan seemed to hear the sound of running water.

"You don't care where I am, you take care of yourself, I'm sorry."

"Tell me where you are, okay? Shall I pick you up? If you don't come back, I'll be standing in the rain until you show up, don't you feel sorry for me? I'm not in good health, I have to take my five-month-old child with me, my whole body is soaked, my clothes are on the roof of the building, they are all wet, I don't even have a change of clothes, can you bear it?

"Nan Wudan, don't say it."

"Okay, listen, my body can't support it anymore, if I can't see you for half an hour, you won't be able to see me again, I'm not joking with you, I'm going to die together, or you come back and we'll face it together, you're still not a man, don't destroy your image in my heart, okay?"

"Nan Wudan, I'm sorry, I'm not worthy of being a man."

"Don't say anything, half an hour, you only have half an hour, think about it, goodbye."

Nan Wudan hung up the phone and returned to her dormitory, she didn't have a change of clothes, she went into the bathroom, rinsed her body, wrapped herself in a bath towel, hid on the bed, and entered the countdown, yes, she also learned from Zhao Weicheng to wash herself cleanly, lay on the bed, and walk a little cleaner if she wants to go.

Zhao Weicheng sent a message, telling Nan Wudan that he was in the car, it might be a little later, Nan Wudan didn't want to think so much anymore, she didn't believe in Zhao Weicheng so much, but she didn't want him to have any mistakes, she didn't want Zhao Weicheng to go to another world, she didn't allow it, she didn't send a message back to Zhao Weicheng, just watched the time pass minute by minute, death was getting closer and closer to her, she was so afraid of death, but now she is lying in bed but so calm, she lives for love, dies for love.

Within the specified time limit, Zhao Weicheng had not yet appeared, Nan Wudan was disappointed, raised the kitchen knife, and cut her wrist, the grief had made her forget the pain, she lay on the bed, let the blood flow, and the tears fell smoothly.

When Zhao Weicheng opened the door, it was already a deep knife wound, and bright red blood gushed out of it, Zhao Weicheng knelt on the ground, begged her, forgiveness, hugged her and cried.

"Nan Wudan, how can you, you really cut it off?"

"Do you think I'm joking with you?"

"Nan Wudan, I'm sorry, you can't have anything."

"What about you, what should I do if something happens to you, have you thought about it for me?"

"Nan Wudan, let's go to the hospital."

"No need."

"Your hand, show me, it's okay, the knife is not very sharp, not very deep, let me wrap it for you."

"You promise me you won't scare me like this again, okay? If someone has to die, then let me go, I have no value from a humble background. ”

"Nan Wudan, I don't allow you to say that, you also have to promise me to take care of my body and live well, if you die, I will spend my whole life in guilt."

Nan Wudan nodded heavily, "But dear. If I live, will you really be able to live in peace? Can you live happily with Zhao Xiaoyue? , you have chosen such a difficult path for me, how are you going to let me go?

Zhao Weicheng lowered his head, like a child who had done something wrong. What can he say?