The dream in front of him has lost its previous vitality. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

We were separated for two years, and I thought we would never see each other again in this life, because we couldn't be friends anymore.

But now, Mengmeng has brought me back and said something she wants to tell me.

I've never been ready to see Mengmeng again, but Mengmeng has invited me, I have to face it, anyway, I've decided to go, let's see Mengmeng again before leaving!

Maybe we won't ever see each other again in this life.

We used to be so good friends, talking about everything, laughing and laughing, but now we are strangers.

Thinking of this, my heart is full of melancholy.

The black Dream looked melancholy, and it was no longer the same Dream that was so happy to see me before.

I looked at her and wanted to say something, but I didn't know what to say, so I could only be silent.

"Sister Susu, have you been okay for the past two years? And also..... Pity...... He...... All right? Mengmeng asked softly, intermittently, cautiously.

Hearing her ask such a question, my heart was cold, we are strangers after all, and we may never go back.

"Good, Mengmeng, we're all good." I replied softly, hoping to find our old days, and I looked at her and wanted to hug her.

We used to hug each other a lot, fight, make trouble, go crazy, laugh......

"Well, it's fine." After Mengmeng answered, she lowered her head and looked at the tea leaves floating in the cup. No more talking.

"Mengmeng...... "I called her softly, how I wish she could scold me or beat me, and I don't want Mengmeng to treat me like this."

"I'm sorry, Sister Susu...... I saw the fundraising contact number you left on 'Heart', and I found you. Your phone number couldn't be reached before, Sister Susu, I hope I didn't bother you......" Mengmeng said softly, such an unfamiliar tone scared me.

Could it be that my friendship with Gu Liansheng has deteriorated since I had a relationship? I started to hate Gu Liansheng, who changed all my life.

"I'm sorry Mengmeng, I lost my phone and didn't memorize your number, so I didn't contact you."

Actually, what can I say?

Gu Liansheng went to find Mengmeng, and I threw the card away after I turned around, I just didn't want to have anything to do with Gu Liansheng anymore. I just hope that he can explain it to Mengmeng, and then they can live happily ever after.

I'm far away, as long as they're happy, I have no regrets.

But why did he break up with Mengmeng?

"Actually, I thought of you when I saw you write about the death of your friend on 'Xinyi'. I missed you so much, so I called you on the number in the magazine, and I didn't expect to find you. Mengmeng smiled, feeling very bitter.

"Mengmeng, how are you doing in the past two years?" I wanted to grab her hand, but in the end I didn't have the courage.

"Good...... What does it matter if it's good or bad? “

Mengmeng's tone was full of sadness, I had never seen a dream like this. In the past, she couldn't defeat her dreams, where did her dreams go?

I really miss that old dream, but time can't do it again.

"Mengmeng, don't look like this, okay?" I tried to grab her hand, but she was so scared that she retracted, "Mengmeng, you've changed ......"

I said to Mengmeng that I looked into her eyes, but she didn't look at me.

"Sister Susu, haven't you changed too?" Mengmeng raised her eyes and gave me a mocking smile, I suddenly felt so cold, what about the gentle Mengmeng?

I made it all myself! I robbed her beloved man, so she should hate me again.

"Mengmeng, I haven't changed, I haven't been, it's just this world that has changed."

"That's right! Sister Susu, I will never be able to catch up with the changes in this world. ”

"But Mengmeng only needs to be happy."

"But, I can't be happy, I can't do it, I can't do it!" Mengmeng said loudly, holding his head and suddenly tears rained down.

"Mengmeng, don't be like this, okay?" I felt sad when I looked at Mengmeng like this, but I couldn't cry.

I've shed too many tears for Phantom, and the thought of Phantom's departure makes me sad, and I don't want to lose Mengmeng, a good friend, again.

I stood in front of Mengmeng and stretched out my hand to comfort her. Suddenly I remembered the way she had rejected me just now, and my hand stayed in the air, slowly, slowly, and I couldn't speak.

"Mengmeng, don't cry, okay?" I walked up to Mengmeng's side, but I didn't know how to comfort Mengmeng.

"Sister Susu, I don't want to cry either, but I'm so sad now." Mengmeng sobbed, holding back her tears.

"Dream Dream...... Don't cry. I coaxed Mengmeng, who was coquettish in front of me, as before, and Mengmeng suddenly stood up, leaned on my shoulder, and finally couldn't hold back anymore, crying loudly.

I looked at this room, where there were Gu Liansheng's dreams and my happy days.

I thought that the happiness of the three of us would continue indefinitely, and how I wanted to continue this happiness.

Mengmeng loves Gu Liansheng, and I love the two of them.

I watch them happy, and I will eventually find my own happiness.

But because of my willfulness, for the sake of Zheng Xiaoyang, I went to find Zheng Xiaoyang alone, but I was drunk by those four strange women. Something happened with Gu Liansheng that shouldn't have happened. Although I later learned that what should not have happened was just a misunderstanding, it was too late. The wayward self didn't give Gu Liansheng any chance to explain, but let himself think that Gu Liansheng had bullied him, so that Mengmeng finally misunderstood.

Back then, it was only because I was drunk and vomited myself and Gu Liansheng that Gu Liansheng asked the hotel waitress to change my clothes. As for why he was lying next to me, he later told me that it was because I was drunk and kept calling myself cold, and Gu Liansheng had no choice but to hold me in his arms to keep me warm.

Later, he also admitted that in fact, he also wanted to do something to me that night, but he struggled with his thoughts all night, and in the end he still didn't dare, and fell asleep next to me.

However, can I tell Mengmeng this in exchange for the simple friendship we once had?

Maybe, not!

Whether I wanted it or not, I robbed Mengmeng's boyfriend. If someone robbed my man, I'd hate that guy too!

Seeing Mengmeng crying so much, I still couldn't find any words to comfort her.

I looked at the room, all the furnishings the same as when I left.

The SpongeBob SquarePants I drew on the bathroom door still hasn't been cleaned up by Mengmeng; Gu Liansheng's pot of colorful flowers folded with Mengmeng's colorful waste paper was not thrown away by Mengmeng; The utensils in the kitchen, carefully selected with the input of the three of us, are still in their original locations......

But looking at all this, everything that is familiar is like a world away.

Mengmeng and I were strangers after all, and although I was reluctant, I couldn't deceive myself about the feeling in my heart.

Mengmeng, how I wish we were good friends as before, but can you forgive me? No, I can't.

......

"Sister Susu, my mother has already sold the store." It was a long time before Mengmeng calmed down her emotions.

As I listened to what she said, it felt like she was talking about something that didn't matter to me. I just looked at her and didn't know what to say, and I felt like I had never talked about anything between me and her.

"My mother said that she would tell me to go abroad for further study, and I told my mother about me, but she just said that I was stupid, and finally decided to send me abroad, and she sold my store." Mengmeng lifted her face, I couldn't see her emotions, it felt like she didn't care.

That shop was all her hard work, and it was the result of her and Gu Liansheng's joint efforts, but now it has been sold......

"Don't you think it's weird?" Mengmeng turned her face to me and gave me a mocking smile, I don't know if she was self-deprecating or sarcastic.

"No, I don't know what to say." I answered honestly, I really wanted to leave, but I was afraid that I would leave and even my last hope of being friends with Mengmeng would be gone, and I was afraid that our relationship would be broken.

But I'm not used to feeling like this.

The oppressive feeling that I can't get used to.

"Don't you ask why?" Mengmeng smiled briefly and looked at me.

"I'm sorry, Mengmeng, I ruined our friendship by myself." I looked at her, I really didn't know what to say, I would rather her scold me, hate me for taking away her love than for him to be like this, the strangeness scared me.

"Have you always felt sorry for me?"

I look at her, what does she mean?

"Actually, Sister Susu, I'm sorry for you. I invite you to come to me today just to tell you what happened. In the past two years, I have been unhappy, no, it is very painful, I have been reading what you write 'mind', but you write less and less, I began to be afraid, afraid that you would suddenly disappear, but I still haven't told you what I want to say. ”

"Mengmeng...... "I called her softly, and when I saw that she was no longer talking, I was guessing what she wanted to say to me, I couldn't guess, but I knew that what she was going to say was very likely to be related to Gu Liansheng.

What would she say?

Suddenly, I was scared again. I looked into her eyes, they weren't as bright and colorful as they used to be.

"Actually, Sister Susu, I've always been sorry for you. I've always blamed myself, if it weren't for me, you and Brother Mercy might have been together a long time ago. ”

"What?" What the hell did she mean by that?

"Sister Susu, I'm sorry, in fact, I don't want to do this, but I can't control myself, when you leave alone and leave my poor brother to me, I will begin to regret it."

"Mengmeng, what are you talking about?"

"Sister Susu, did you listen to what I said?"

I nodded and didn't say anything more.

"Actually, when you went to Zheng Xiaoyang that day, I knew, I knew that Zheng Xiaoyang was in the 'Land of Hidden Love', and I also knew that you would find him, so I called four young ladies to get Zheng Xiaoyang drunk in advance, and then you went and saw the drunk Zheng Xiaoyang and his friends, and I arranged for them to get you drunk, originally I wanted Zheng Xiaoyang to have something with you. Because I know that you love Zheng Xiaoyang so much, even if you know that I do this, you won't blame me. I just thought, if you become Zheng Xiaoyang's woman, you won't rob me of my brother. In fact...... Do you know? Sister Susu, I have long seen that Brother Pisheng cares about you a lot more than me. But he's the first person I like, and I won't allow any woman to snatch him away from me, including you. Originally, my plan was about to be completed, but the people at the bar knew Brother Lisheng, and they had heard Brother Lisheng mention you to them, and they were not sure, so they called Brother Lisheng. In the evening, Brother Lisheng heard the news of you and went out, it may not be you, I told him so, but he still went out. I know you're there. Later, Brother Lisheng found you, and besides, you ...... They also slept together. ”

"Huh? Mengmeng, you ......" I covered my mouth, I couldn't imagine that this matter was actually arranged by my best friend.

"I'm bad, right? That night, I sat in the living room all night, crying all night, and I knew that my brother was about to leave me. I didn't give up, so I wrote you a letter and deliberately put it where you could see it. I understand your character, and you'd rather be sad than see me sad. That day, I asked you if your brother had ever drunk, and you said no. I knew that I didn't matter at all in my brother's heart, and it was you that he liked. Originally, you left, and I and Brother Piansheng were fulfilled, but I thought there would be nothing to do. I think you will always like Zheng Xiaoyang, you have liked him for so many years, as long as I am good to Brother Pisheng, he will also like me and fall in love with me, but I thought wrong. Later, when he found out that I had come to harm you, he got angry at me and said that I was not allowed to hurt you. Only later did he tell me that nothing happened to him and you that night, and that I was thinking too much about it. He said that he had always treated me as his sister, that you wanted him to be with me, and that he could do whatever you said. Later, he left me and looked for you everywhere. Sister Susu, I hated you, but by the time I figured it out, it was too late. ”

Listening to Mengmeng tell me this, I was first shocked, and finally understood.

Because Mengmeng cared too much about Gu Liansheng, and Gu Liansheng silently stored me in his heart. I guess I'm sorry for Mengmeng. However, I can't tell who is right and who is wrong. If I had asked Gu Liansheng's opinion two years ago, it wouldn't have caused so many misunderstandings, maybe Mengmeng and I were still very good friends, just like before.

I chose to remain silent......

A long, long time later.

Mengmeng came over, hugged me, and said, "Sister Susu, I hope you don't hate me, I'm leaving, and it may take a long time to come back." Sister Susu, I beg you not to hate me, okay? Sister Susu, I'm sorry, it's really ......."

"Mengmeng, I won't hate you because my friend is dead, and I can't hate anyone anymore."

"Sister Susu, remember to love my brother, and even give him my love."

"Good!"

"Sister Susu, you must be happy."

"So are you."

Goodbye, but never again.

I'll never come back to the city that made me cry so much, Mengmeng, we may never see each other again.

But will you forget me?

Will you forget the happy times we used to have together?

Mengmeng, dear Mengmeng, goodbye......

Take care!!