"Su girl, where are you? It's getting dark, why don't you go home yet? Gu Liansheng asked me on the phone, a little anxious, I forgot about him. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

"Uh, I'll be back soon." I replied.

"Then I'll pick you up."

"No, I'll be back soon."

"I'm worried about you, I'm not worried, where are you now? I'm going to have to pick you up. Gu Liansheng said stubbornly, I can still imagine Gu Liansheng being angry.

"Okay, I'm at the station, I'll be back in about ten minutes." I was really helpless, Gu Liansheng ordered me to tell him wherever I went...... But I went to see Mengmeng today, and I went away secretly, without telling him, and maybe he would punish me again at night.

"How did you get to the station? You don't even tell me. I just finished handling the charity performance and found out that you were gone, Su girl, why don't you listen to me again! ”

"I ......"

"Okay, okay, don't talk about it, you stand there and don't move, I'll pick you up. Don't run around, or I won't find you. ”

"Okay."

I hung up the phone, and my heart warmed that there was a man who was worried about me.

However, my heart was also sad, because I had decided to leave this man, and everything was packed, but there was nothing to take with me.

I stood on the side of the road, looking at the strangers, and just passed by.

The longer I stay with Gu Liansheng, the more I want to escape, I don't know why, the closer I get to Gu Liansheng, the more I find that Gu Liansheng has a lot of secrets, and I don't know how to ask him, I hope I think too much about myself.

Phantom is dead, Mengmeng decided to go abroad, and Sister Qiqi took over from me to manage the orphanage, and all this has become a matter of fact.

I never imagined that all this would turn out like this, and my only friends would end up being strangers.

I was afraid of it, but I couldn't refuse what fate had set in my hands.

The death of Qingping in "Beacon Beauty" changed the fate of everyone in it, but why did the appearance of Gu Liansheng in my world change the fate of me and my friends?

Phantom may die, but it won't mislead me.

If it weren't for Gu Liansheng, Mengmeng and I would still be best friends.

If I didn't reunite with Zheng Xiaoyang, Gu Liansheng wouldn't see me again, I didn't insist on letting Gu Liansheng and Mengmeng be together, and Mengmeng wouldn't come to deal with me because I loved Gu Liansheng too much.

If I hadn't gone home, Sister Qiqi might not have come to take over the orphanage.

If it weren't for Gu Liansheng, my world would definitely be much simpler.

In fact, at night, in Gu Liansheng's arms, I was still thinking about the message that my previous crush wrote to me.

Even though Gu Liansheng has always stored me in his heart, in the world before him, in the world without me before, there was a woman who was kind to Gu Liansheng, and her love for him would not be less than my love for Gu Liansheng...... Could it be because Gu Liansheng couldn't bear such a heavy love and ran away, and chose to love me?

I couldn't help myself from thinking cranky, and I didn't have the courage to ask Gu Liansheng. But when I asked, would he tell me? Will he kiss me again and blame me for being cranky? Will I end up being an obstacle between him and her?

The more I thought about it, the more I wanted to escape from Gu Liansheng, now we are the most in love with each other. However, the extremes of things must be opposed, so let me leave now that we love the most! That will leave each other with the best memories.

Memories are beautiful, but often cruel!!

Do you want to tell Gu Liansheng? I don't think so. I only hope that I leave silently, I only hope that he can miss me, although reluctant, but it is much better than the last heartache.

"Su girl, it's so good......" Gu Liansheng came to my side, hugged me, then kissed my lips, took my hand, and said, "Let's go home!"

"Gu Liansheng, where's your car?" I looked behind him and why he didn't come by car.

"The car was taken to the repair shop to be repaired, the motorcycle ran out of gas, and it was so busy recently that I forgot to refuel." Gu Liansheng smiled, with a relaxed face, "You...... What do you do to fix a car? ”

It can't be that something happened to Gu Lian, right? Why do you fix your car if you don't have anything to do? Didn't the car drive well for the first two days? My heart suddenly became worried, "Huh? Why are you so worried? ”

"You ......" I stood on the side of the road and didn't move, looking at him, like I wouldn't go home if you didn't make things clear today.

"Okay, I'll be honest." Gu Liansheng raised his hand in surrender, looking helpless.

"This afternoon, a friend said that there was something, so he borrowed my car, who knew that his skills were not good, and someone else's car came to ......" Gu Liansheng suddenly kissed me, and before I could react, he continued: "Fortunately, that kid reacted quickly, but he was scared himself, and the car, even if it was scraped, it was fine."

"You're scaring me again." I kicked him again and ran away.

But when I ran away a long way, he didn't catch up like before, I stood there panting, and I wondered in my heart, couldn't it be Gu Liansheng who was angry and ignored me because of the prank I just had? But no matter how much I played a prank before, he wouldn't get angry, and he would be very cooperative.

But now, ......

It can't be because I'm joking too much and don't want to pay attention to me, right? Or is there something on his mind?

I walked back while thinking, and slowly came to Gu Liansheng's side, I looked at him, inexplicably, and my heart was a little tingling when I saw his sad eyes.

I don't know why, Gu Liansheng looked at me, and the tenderness in his eyes could pinch out the water. I don't know what's wrong with him, I approached him, slowly approached him, in fact, I wanted to make him laugh, but when I got closer, he suddenly took me in his arms.

"Ahh

What's wrong with him, showing affection, not like ah! Why is he so sad? My head hit his chest, I was already cold, but it was indeed much warmer in his arms.

I wanted to ask him what he was doing, but before I could ask, I heard Gu Liansheng's voice reach my ears, sad and desperate.

"Su girl, I thought you were really going to abandon me!!" After Gu Liansheng finished speaking, he shed tears again with sadness, didn't he say that the man didn't flick when he had tears, just because he didn't get to the sad place?

Gu Liansheng is always crying in front of me, does he have anything sad? How did I not know? Did he know that I was going to leave him secretly? But I still don't believe it, only me and Uncle Qiqi know about leaving and going back, they can't tell him, and I didn't tell him, he ......

"Gu Liansheng, you ......" I looked at him and asked.

"It's okay, hehe." Gu Liansheng wiped the tears on his face, smiled, and said gently: "Su girl, let's go home!" Go back to me, let's go back, come, I'll carry you. Gu Liansheng bent down.

"Gu Liansheng, I can still walk, I am not tired of walking! When I'm tired of walking, you can carry me again, okay? "I saw him laugh, and I smiled and looked at him.

"Okay......" Gu Liansheng didn't speak, took my hand and walked forward.

He walked very slowly, walked for a while and stopped for a while, I felt weird, and asked, "Gu Liansheng, what's wrong with you?" Tired of walking? Why don't we take a taxi back! ”

"It's okay, let's go!" Gu Liansheng took my hand and didn't let go.

I feel even more strange, Gu Liansheng has never walked so slowly before, I looked at him, he just took care of himself, I looked at Gu Liansheng and didn't speak, I didn't ask. Naturally, he would tell me something, why bother with it.

"Su girl, I'll carry you upstairs, okay?" Gu Liansheng turned his face and asked me behind him. I have rarely been to the place where Gu Liansheng lives, and it is not too far from me, and he said that he lived here because I lived near here, so that he could be closer to me.

"Isn't there an elevator there?" I pointed to the side of the stairs, there is an elevator where Gu Liansheng lives, but I don't have there, he lives on the eleventh floor, and I live on the second floor not far away, Gu Liansheng said that he can see the roof of the house where I live from the window of his house.

Actually, it's not that I don't want Gu Liansheng to carry me, it's just that I see that he has been busy all day today. The two of us planned the fantasy charity show together, but he was the one who ran over and was busy, and he was the one who was still busy. I wanted to do something for him, but he always told me not to do anything, just tell me to be there for him.

I didn't tell Sister Qiqi when I called me, and when Mengmeng called me, in fact, he was so busy that no one could find him.

So, I walked over and pressed the elevator.

"Gu Liansheng, let's go." I beckoned to him, and I didn't say anything, what could I say? I don't want to be too nostalgic for Gu Liansheng, I'm afraid I'll cry. I've already thought about it, as long as I can get Gu Liansheng away, I'll leave.

I don't want to, but I just want to go.

Although we are classmates, he doesn't know where I live, and besides, I don't necessarily live in my hometown often when I go back, so Gu Liansheng may never find me again.

I looked at the man next to me, deeply melancholy.

Tonight, Gu Liansheng didn't touch me, just hugged me, and I couldn't sleep in his arms.

After thinking about it a lot, I finally decided to leave tomorrow, and I had already asked the child to buy me a ticket.

I didn't even tell Arnold about my departure, and if he knew he wouldn't want me to go, I'd better wait until I got to my hometown.

Gu Liansheng went out, I asked him to see if the car was repaired, I wanted him to drive me out to play, I lied to him that I had even packed my things, and we were going to go outside to play for a few days.

He believed it, went out, kissed me on the forehead, and said, "I'll be back soon."

I watched Gu Liansheng walk away, and finally disappeared into my eyes. I turned around, took out the things I had packed up and left a few words for Gu Liansheng, then turned around and walked towards the station.

I love trains and have a lot of time to think about a lot of things on my own. A few years ago, I also arrived in Shanghai by train alone, looking forward to my bright future; Now, a few years later, I still have to sit alone in the car, and I have a lot of regrets in my heart to return to the place where I started.

The little ones were waiting for me at the station.

"Sister Susu, are you really leaving?"

I nodded and didn't speak.

"Sister Susu, do you know that the female junior holds the gold brick?"

"What?"

"It's nothing...... I watched the child stop talking, I looked at my phone, the time was almost up.

"Little child, please take care of Arnold for me...... I probably won't be back, it's almost time, I'll go first. ”

I walked in with my luggage.

Before getting into the car, I threw the phone card into the trash again.

I didn't look back, I was afraid that I would cry when I turned back.

I don't want to cry anymore.

Gu Liansheng, I love you so much, let you remember my best time!

Gu Liansheng, goodbye!!

Perhaps, never again.