Chapter 26: Ruthless Tenderness
"Hmm...... It's so comfortable. The pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info "I thought to myself, what kind of bed is so soft! I just don't want to wake up, my head still hurts.
Forget it, since it's so comfortable here, I'd better go back to sleep! Warm, warm, really warm! Like a hug.
It's another dream......
Wait, why is this bed so hot? And the heartbeat...... What the? Heartbeat?
Yes!
......
With my eyes closed and my eyes rolling, I was actually in the arms of a man, don't ask me how I know...... Oh my God, such a warm chest......
Zheng Xiaoyang, it can't be Zheng Xiaoyang, right!?
Suddenly I remembered what the four women had said.
Damn, I don't like Zheng Xiaoyang anymore, no, it should be hate, if it can be more profound, it should be hatred.
A man actually watches a woman who likes him get drunk by others, even if he thinks of a little bit of classmate friendship, it won't be like this! But what about Zheng Xiaoyang?
I used to worship him so much...... It's really funny!!
In a daze for a minute, I was really in a man's arms! Oh, it's really warm, although I miss such warmth.
But, God forbid! It must not be Zheng Xiaoyang, even if it is a passerby! Amen...... I'm miserable enough, I hope it's not miserable anymore!
After another ten minutes of daze, the man's strong chest warmed my coldness, and I could actually hear his breathing.
Is there any mistake, isn't it time to leave? I may have been by those four women......
However, why is he still holding me, holding me and not saying anything, why is he still asleep? What should I do? With such a warm embrace, I should scream, or beat him, or tell the police uncle, or ......
Why hasn't he woken up for so long! God, how can this person sleep better than me.
Shall I sneak a peek at who he is? After last night, I got drunk and thought about it, I was really wronged by myself before, and I locked my heart for so many years for a gorgeous dream.
I'll take a sneak peek at him, always!
But the plot shouldn't be like this!
Could it be that my head is funny again?
Breathe, even breathing.
Slowly, slowly, opened the eyes a slit...... The first thing I saw was his chin, oops, how could he still have a beard, how long had it been since he had cleaned himself, how could this man be as lazy as I was, and he didn't pay attention to his appearance at all.
The nose is quite upturned, and at a glance, I know that this man is a blessed man. Hey, his skin, god, how can it be better than mine. Oh, maybe I don't like to take care of my skin, so I think other people's skin is better than my own.
Okay, what a beautiful man, looking at the corners of his slightly raised lips, you know that he is a man with good peach blossom luck.
Wait a minute...... His laughter?
How can it be so much like a person.
He?
I moved, and then I jumped, and when I jumped, I realized that I was wrong......
I was only wearing a thin nightdress, and the man was **** on top. There, where I had just been lying and sleeping, his lower body was just a pair of shorts......
"Gu ...... Gu Liansheng, you? I looked at him, stunned for a moment, and immediately wrapped the quilt around myself, what is this called? Gu Liansheng is obviously Xing Mengmeng's boyfriend why is he lying in the same bed with me now, we ......
"Su girl, I ......" Gu Liansheng looked at me, and was about to explain but was interrupted by my phone ringing, and my mobile phone rang at the foot of the bed.
I looked at my clothes, yesterday's clothes were lying quietly on the chair next to me, and then looked at myself, could it be that he and I were ...... yesterday Mom, kill me!!
Rabbits don't eat the grass next to the nest! I was drunk yesterday, could it be that I ......
The phone rings all the time, could it be that Mengmeng came to ask, what should I do! What to say? I heard the sound of the quilt stirring behind me, and then the sound of steps, Gu Liansheng got up, opened the door, and went out.
Tremblingly, I picked up my phone and glanced at it, it turned out to be Sister Qiqi, I breathed a sigh of relief and pressed answer.
Sister Qiqi ...... "I want to cry, I really want to cry, how can I tell Sister Qiqi?"
How can I have an affair with my best friend's man, isn't that the biggest fault? How am I going to face Mengmeng in the future, we are such good friends.
"What's wrong?" Sister Qiqi asked me gently, I was choked up and couldn't speak, the voice behind me disappeared, what was he doing? How I wish Gu Liansheng would disappear, or I would disappear, but this is impossible, so what should I do? Should I tell her what happened? I was about to speak, when Sister Qiqi's words came from the phone to my ears.
"Susu, I dreamed last night that you kept crying and crying, and I don't know where you are. Today I'm just calling to ask how you're doing, I haven't been in touch for so long, Susu, how are you? Enron was just saying that I was thinking, but I thought I should ask you. Susu, where are you now, how are you doing? Listening to the familiar words, my tears fell, yes, I haven't been in contact with Sister Qiqi and Uncle An Ran since I came to Mengmeng, and I haven't written a draft.
Covering my mouth and trying not to cry, I heard the voice behind me ringing and finally disappearing. I didn't look back, I hate Gu Liansheng very much now, just like I hate Zheng Xiaoyang.
I was obviously drunk, could it be that he was also drunk, and then we got drunk and had sex?
Isn't this too much!?
"Sister Qiqi, I ......" speechless, what can I say about these things? Isn't it just yourself to blame?
"What's wrong, Susu, what's wrong?" Sister Qiqi hurriedly asked me, even breathing gently.
"Sister Qiqi, I want to come back, is that okay?" Really, I want to go back, but will Sister Qiqi and Uncle An Ran treat me as well as before? Especially Sister Qiqi, I didn't listen to what she persuaded me at the beginning, but now.
Alas......
"Come back, I've been waiting for you to come back! Susu, I said you were the only sister I wanted to protect, Susu, did you forget? ”
"Sister Qiqi, I haven't forgotten it, but ......" I asked cautiously: "Sister Qiqi, Uncle An Ran, won't he blame me for being willful?" A voice came from behind him, softly, "No, we all want you to be well, you know?" Ever since Zhongli knew you were gone, she got carried away. Come back, Susu. ”
"Okay, Sister Qiqi, I'll go over in the near future."
"Do you want me to pick you up?"
"No, Sister Qiqi, I miss you, and Uncle Enron."
When I turned around, Gu Liansheng had already gone out, I don't know what he was thinking, but I didn't know what to say, I was drunk, was it because I made a mistake when I was drunk?
After thinking about it for a long time, I looked at this room, strange, by the way, this is a hotel.
How did I get here? Did Gu Liansheng bring me here, or did I come by myself, but I was a lonely man and a widow, this ......
Really, I'm beating my head, what's this called? However, how did Gu Liansheng find me? Alas, these questions are not important, the important thing is how I explain to Mengmeng, is it that I have already lived with Gu Lian...... But why am I not impressed at all? Was it because I was drunk and forgot, or was the headache taking the place of physical pain?
Alas, let's go back and tell Mengmeng, I can't stay in this place anyway. You have to leave, where are you going? It seems that I can only go to Sister Qiqi.
"Su girl, I ......" I opened the door, Gu Liansheng stood at the door, I have never seen Gu Liansheng like this, Brother Liansheng who used to quarrel with me is now so strange, but a little bitterness in his eyebrows makes me feel distressed.
Distressed? I don't know, it's just that seeing him like this makes me feel sad and want to cry.
My nose was sore, but I didn't cry, I should go and apologize to Mengmeng! If I want to cry, I can only cry secretly in a corner where no one is around, how can I be qualified to cry in front of Mengmeng again? I'm afraid that our friendship will end because of this!
Mengmeng is my best friend, how can I!!
"Gu Liansheng, you don't need to say it, you are no longer my brother in the future, I will go and make it clear to Mengmeng, I'm sorry, I don't have the courage to face it, so I choose to go back to my original place, goodbye."
With my back to him, I said these words with the last of my courage. I'm sorry, Gu Liansheng, you are my best friend's boyfriend, although I am very dependent on you, but after all, you are someone else's person.
The moment I turned to leave, my heart was full of sadness, and I knew that I was about to lose Gu Liansheng. I used to treat him as an older brother because he was my best friend's boyfriend. However, in later contact, I found that I had a feeling of Gu Liansheng that I felt inexplicable, and we spent our days together in the confrontation again and again.
When I met him, I still missed Zheng Xiaoyang because I was unwilling!
How can I be willing to let the man I have always liked reject me! Especially through others to reject me.
However, I was wrong, and I knew I was wrong when I was drunk by someone else. It was so wrong that it became a big joke for itself, and it was so wrong that it made me feel like the saddest woman.
The moment I was drunk, what I was thinking about was not Zheng Xiaoyang coming to save me, but Gu Liansheng, how could I think of him often? Why do I feel weird to see him and Mengmeng intimately together?
Could it be that when I was secretly in love with Zheng Xiaoyang, I slowly let go of a Gu Liansheng in my heart?!
Anyway, we're wrong.
Although I am infatuated with such tenderness, this tenderness is so ruthless, breaking everything I have never had the courage to break.
Ruthless tenderness!
In any case, I was wrong.
But, Gu Liansheng......
Goodbye, merciful brother.
Goodbye, Gu Liansheng.
But......