"Mengmeng......" I stood at the door and didn't know what to say, Mengmeng opened the door, and Mengmeng, who was standing in front of me, had red and swollen eyes, as if she had been sleepless all night, or, she, cried? Could it be that she already knows about me and Gu Liansheng?

I looked behind me, there was no shadow of Gu Liansheng anymore, and Mengmeng also looked behind me, didn't Gu Liansheng come back with me?

"Sister Susu, what about Brother Pisheng? Didn't he come back with you? Mengmeng looked at me, pulled her lips and smiled, but I didn't know the meaning behind her red and swollen eyes and smile, I just felt that there was a cold feeling in my heart for a moment, and it disappeared suddenly. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

I wanted to laugh, but I couldn't, and I didn't answer her.

"Sister Susu, Brother Pian Sheng said that you were drunk last night, he went to look for you, why hasn't Brother Pi Sheng come back yet, Sister Su Su, nothing will happen to him, right?"

Mengmeng looked at me, at the sorrow in her eyes, but I didn't know what to do.

After all, a woman's feelings must be compromised for a man.

Mengmeng didn't ask a word about me, it can be seen that Gu Liansheng is more important in her heart than me, but how can I tell her about me and Gu Liansheng last night?

I was silent, Mengmeng looked behind me again, and after making sure that there was no Gu Liansheng, she asked again: "Sister Susu, why don't you speak!" Did something happen to my brother? Mengmeng's words were full of tears, "uh-" It seems that Mengmeng still doesn't know about me and Gu Liansheng, but how should I speak?"

"Then, Sister Susu, you take a rest first, and I'll go out to find him." Mengmeng walked outside the door, I took her hand, hesitated, wanted to speak, but still couldn't speak.

"Sister Susu, what's wrong, are you feeling unwell?"

"No, Mengmeng, you...... You don't have to go to Gu Liansheng, he ...... He's fine. "I let go of her hand, but Mengmeng, I want to tell you, but what will happen to you?

"I'm still worried about him, and I've thought weird in my heart since he went out to find you...... No, I must go to him. Mengmeng turned around, I took her hand again and didn't let her go, where to find Gu Liansheng? Even I don't know where Gu Liansheng went, where should Mengmeng go?

"Mengmeng, no need." The astringent, powerful sense of guilt hit my heart, I wanted to cry, but I was no longer qualified to face the dream.

"Sister Susu, what do you mean? Sister Susu, tell me where Brother Pisheng went, okay? ”

Mengmeng looked at me, and suddenly I saw her tears bursting, and big drops fell on the back of my hand, Mengmeng must be very sad now, is it to endure the strong sadness and force the smile?

Maybe she had already guessed what happened between me and Gu Liansheng, me and her, the sixth sense was so accurate.

She has been deceiving herself, two women, for a man, to speak, maybe, the damage can be reduced, but what about the hurt in my heart?

"Mengmeng, last night, I ...... I've been with Gu Liansheng all the time, and we ......, "I bit my lip, it hurts, can I compare it with the pain in my heart?" I'm going to lose a good friend, but why is this happening? I can't go on with the rest of the words, she can guess Mengmeng's such a smart woman, maybe she has already guessed, what can be hidden from both lovers.

"You and Brother Lisheng, you have ......" Mengmeng looked at me and suddenly stopped her tears, "I'm sorry, Mengmeng, I'm sorry ......"

I wanted to hug Mengmeng, she was now my only support, but she pushed me away.

My head hit the wall, it hurt, but what does this little pain count! If my man slept with another woman, I would be so angry that I would kill someone!! But if it's with my best friend, I don't know what to do...... My mood now should be Mengmeng's current mood!

"Mengmeng, you listen to me." I watched Mengmeng slide to the ground with tears in her eyes, I also squatted down, hugged Mengmeng and said, "I'm sorry, Mengmeng, I was drunk by Zheng Xiaoyang's friend last night, that's why I ...... I'm sorry, Mengmeng, I don't know what to say, I know I've been cowardly...... Mengmeng, I'm sorry, I don't have the face to stay with you anymore, don't worry, I'll leave immediately. ”

My tears, dripping on my clothes, whose fault is it all this? I'm it! It's all my fault that I don't give up and still have to go to Zheng Xiaoyang, is it arranged by fate? Why did fate arrange for me to meet Zheng Xiaoyang again and again when I really wanted to find Zheng Xiaoyang?

How?

"Sister Susu......" Mengmeng raised her eyes, thought for a while and asked, "Brother Piansheng, does he ...... Did he drink? “

What do you mean? Seeing that she wanted to know and hesitated, I didn't know what she meant by asking, so I had to answer honestly: "Like, no...... Mengmeng, what's wrong? ”

"Sister Susu, I know...... There's porridge in the kitchen, and I want to go out for a walk...... "I couldn't see her anymore, she walked out with her head down, turned the stairs, and gradually disappeared into my eyes, her hands stuck in the air......

When I entered the house, I saw Mengmeng's computer on the table in the living room, which had been turned on and the screen was locked, and the mobile phone was also lying quietly there.

Has she been sitting here waiting for her beloved man to come home, waiting for her beloved man to call her?! But last night the man she loved was with me......

When I walked into my room, all the scenery in it was designed for me by Gu Liansheng and Mengmeng.

Gu Liansheng helped me change a light blue curtain, next to the balcony was a medium-pot cactus given to me by Gu Liansheng, and next to the computer was the smallest cactus ball given to me by Mengmeng.

At that time, Mengmeng held Gu Liansheng's hand, with a happy face.

Gu Liansheng looked out the window and said with a smile: "Su girl, it's really a miracle that you didn't starve to death!" Cacti are alive too, and I hope you don't raise them to death, haha. ”

I looked at Gu Liansheng and gave Gu Liansheng a kick. Gu Liansheng looked at Mengmeng with a sunny smile, at that time I felt that Mengmeng was so happy, at that time I was waiting for Gu Liansheng and Mengmeng to get married, and then have a child......

There is also the paper cut given to me by Mengmeng, which I pasted on the wall. I thought the three of us would be best friends, but what about now?

And the things that Mengmeng arranged for me, the dresser, the shoe cabinet......

I watched it all, everything so warm. Mengmeng was so good to me, but I betrayed our friendship, and now I don't even have the qualifications to cry.

Bow your head and pack your things, but why do the tears still fall disobediently? My best friendship......

Luckily, I didn't have much with me and packed it in my suitcase. The computer turned on, and I didn't know what to leave for Mengmeng, so I left her a long letter, but ......

"Sister Susu:

Forgive me for having the courage to write down what I want to say to you here.

QQ is something that can make us gradually unfamiliar, but I can only tell you what I want to say in this way.

Are we strangers? I don't know, I just know I'm miserable right now.

Brother Lisheng is gone, and he says that you were drunk by someone else, and he is going to pick you up.

I'm worried about you because I know you don't drink, you've only been drunk once, the day we first met, and neither of us could drink, but we were all drunk when we were happy.

We've been best friends ever since.

cry together, laugh together; Go crazy together, jump together.

Sister Susu, do you remember all this? Have you forgotten about it a long time ago?

Knowing that you are drunk by others, do you know how worried I am about you? Sister Susu, but what else can I do besides crying?

I wanted to go out with Brother Lisheng to look for you, but he said it was late, and told me to wait for him at home, and he would call me, and he said that he would bring you back safely, and told me not to worry.

He smiled and left, but I was so scared that I suddenly felt that he was going to leave me.

Sister Susu, our feelings are so accurate, I hope this time is my delusion.

So I moved the computer to the living room, and the phone was next to me, so that I could hear it whenever my brother called, but he never called me.

Later, I fell asleep and I dreamed again.

I dreamed that I was on a cold river, and there was thick ice on the river, and it was still snowing in the sky, and it was snowing so much.

The snow on the cold river, I have never seen such a big snow, covered in snow.

I was so cold, and on the vast river, I saw that Brother Pisheng was right in front of my eyes, not far from me. I called him, but he ignored me, the vast snow covered the footprints of Brother Pisheng, he was getting farther and farther away, and the cold snow cut off the world between me and Brother Pisheng.

There was snow that fell on my face, nose, lips......

How could I feel so cold, the cold wind pierced into my body, piercing through my humble soul.

Was it because of the snow, or because my brother had left me?

Then, I woke up, and I didn't even ask Brother Pisheng, why did I wake up from a dream?!

Woke up with tears on my face.

Me, are you crying?

Sister Susu, I'm already starting to get scared! So I added your QQ to leave you a message.,At the moment of my dream, you should be with Brother Pisheng!

Will Brother Mercy leave me because of you?

I laughed at myself, at my stupidity, at my crankiness, but in the end I couldn't laugh.

I cried, the saddest cry, and I was alone in the house.

I've long been used to being alone, but why am I so scared now?

Sister Su Su, will you fight with me for my brother?

No way!

I said this to myself, but my heart was full of you and Brother Pisheng.

If you're together, shouldn't I be able to do it?!

It's almost dawn, and there's still no news from you.

Sister Susu, I will leave far away when you are together, I think, because you are my best friend.

Isn't it?

Dream dreams. ”