Chapter 42: Don't Say My Tears, You Don't Care
"Susu, I've thought about it, I'm willing to come to 'Xinyi' for an exclusive interview, but the person who came to interview me must be you, otherwise I won't come, you discuss it with them first, and then we'll call after the plan is determined." Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info”
After Phantom finished speaking, she hung up the phone before I could answer, I heard it inexplicably, didn't she say a few days ago that she didn't want to come to "Xinyi" for an exclusive interview?
I went to her that day and relayed to her what Uncle Enron said, and she was silent, and then she said that she had always been single and had never been in a relationship.
This is indeed true, I know it, and then she refused.
But now that she agreed, I felt weird, this is not her style, she has always spoken consistently, and many times I can't do anything about her.
When I heard her call to agree, I felt strange in my heart, but I didn't think much of it. It's a big deal, I'm going to negotiate with Uncle Enron Sister Qiqi and interview Phantom Fantasy about his experience in charity. It's much better than digging into other people's privacy, anyway, that's what I think.
To promote charity is to spread positive energy.
I'll write a plan first and then discuss it with Uncle Anran, Sister Qiqi, that will be more convincing.
"Bang bang-" Someone knocked on the door, my fingers paused on the keyboard, who could it be?
There was no third person besides Phantom and Arnold who knew that I lived here, did one of them come to me, or did they come to me together? I look at the time, it's 23:14, it's so late, isn't there something important to come to me.
I pushed the computer from my lap to the bed and wore flip-flops to open the door.
"It's a little cold now, and winter is coming again, which is really annoying." I thought to myself as I turned on the street lights and walked over to open the door.
I bowed my head and opened the door, and a pair of oversized men's leather shoes appeared in front of me. Is it a stranger, a bad person?
I looked up, huh?
Gu Liansheng!
How could it be him?
I wanted to close the door, and a strong smell of alcohol irritated my head.
I looked at him.
Under the white light, there is Gu Liansheng who I have been missing since I no longer liked Zheng Xiaoyang!!
But why is he different from usual now?
I looked at him, and the cheek I had always wanted to kiss was now crimson.
Gu Liansheng looked at me with drunken eyes, those tender eyes were deep at the moment, dim like stars losing their most brilliant color, the tears on his face had not yet dried, he was still crying......
Look, look, I looked at him like this, and he looked at me silently, those eyes that could have knocked my heart open, but now they make me feel distressed like this. That kind of look made my heart beat and ache constantly. My heart is thinking about Gu Liansheng......
What is it, who can make Gu Liansheng, who was not afraid of heaven and earth, cry so sadly?
Between breaths, the smell of wine blew on my face.
I woke up, this man, this man I have been thinking about is the man of my best friend, how can I take away the love and happiness that belonged to Mengmeng in the first place?
He doesn't love me, he doesn't love me at all, and if he loves me, why does he have the heart to deceive me again and again? Can I love him? No, I don't have that qualification, never! However, he is so fragile, how I want to hold him in my arms and love him well, but, Mengmeng......
I retreated and retreated into the room, where Gu Liansheng stood there, not moving, leaning against the door, looking at me all the time, still quietly crying.
Those tearful eyes once again opened my heart.
Should I let him in?
I hesitated, I looked at him, I couldn't tell if it was wine or tears on my neck, the collar of my white shirt was soaked. On his chest, a button fell, revealing a little of the man's resolute chest, his clothes were soaked, looming his body, and his body was ......
I swallowed my saliva, I admit that I am a lustful woman, in the face of such a temptation, in the face of a man who has been quietly in my heart for more than a year, how can I not have desire?!
I'm also a normal woman, and I also need a man to love me......
I looked at him, speechless, thirsty, I want to drink water, should I let him in?
Where is there water to drink, I'm really thirsty, so thirsty......
"I, in, thinking, thinking, you ......" Gu Liansheng opened his mouth and said softly word by word, I looked at him, his mouth was very dry, and he couldn't speak. I want to drink water, and I don't want to listen to him right now.
I shook my head, my head was messy, my feet had no strength, I was drunk, but I didn't drink! I turned around, and I was going to find water to drink.
The soles of my feet were soft, and I hadn't turned around yet, and Gu Liansheng's words reached my ears again.
"Su girl, I said, I, in, think, miss, you!!" Gu Liansheng repeated again, is he calling me? He always called me Su girl......
He hasn't turned around yet, no, I'm leaving, I'm leaving him. I don't want him to occupy my heart, I don't want him to rob the last whes of wretched sobriety in my head with his gentleness......
I don't want to be sorry for Mengmeng, I've been sorry for her once, it's been two years, it's been almost two years, and she hasn't contacted me, does she hate me so much?
But why did Gu Liansheng appear in my world when I was about to forget him, just like Zheng Xiaoyang? Again and again, but in the end, it hurt me. Gu Liansheng, do you know that I hate you so much?
"Sue girl!" He roared, in the night, so loud, so powerless.
"What?" I replied habitually, turned around, and looked at him.
Then I saw the wicked smile on his lips, and he ......
"Gu Liansheng, what are you playing again?" I turned away angrily, no, I couldn't be fooled by his gentleness.
My head is full of dreams...... the way she smiled at me; The way she was coquettish beside me; She looked at Gu Liansheng's happy appearance; The way she ran away from me with tears in her eyes......
The dreams of this moment linger in my memory.
"No, you can't make a mistake again!" I said to myself like this, I wanted to close the door, turned around, and moved my hand, Gu Liansheng's words penetrated the air and reached my ears, "Su girl, I and Mengmeng have already broken up!" ”
What the? I trembled in my heart when I heard this, although I also fantasized about Gu Liansheng and Mengmeng breaking up, but I couldn't believe it when this sentence came out of Gu Liansheng's mouth.
I walked away, far away, just to want Mengmeng to grow old with her beloved Gu Liansheng.
But now that he says he broke up with Mengmeng, is it true? If so, why? Because of me? But Mengmeng didn't tell me.
"Su girl......" The voice of pity, before I could come back to my senses to know what he wanted to do, he hugged me with his arm, "Ah" "I trembled in my heart, he hooked his foot and closed the door.
"Gu Liansheng, you let go, let go!" I struggled, but I thought to myself that he would hold him a little tighter and tighter...... I have had this embrace for one night but I have missed it for two years, Gu Liansheng...... However, I slowly gave up struggling, and my head dominated my behavior, but Gu Liansheng, you lied to me so many times, will you lie to me again?
Gu Liansheng rested his chin on my head, and I felt him kiss my head once as soon as he breathed it. His arms wrapped around my back and squeezed the petite me into his arms.
"I ...... I'm almost out of breath, Gu Liansheng, are you trying to kill me? Why not ...... with a kiss"
I thought to myself, wouldn't it prove that I was if I took the initiative? Doesn't it mean that women in love are too active and destined not to be cherished? Well, I'll admit I'm......
I moved, if I continue like this, I will be hugged by Gu Liansheng and fainted.
"Su girl, you're seducing me." Gu Liansheng said clearly, what? Isn't he drunk?
"Hmm-" Before I could ask him, his lips sealed my mouth, soft lips, why didn't I feel familiar, was it because we were too familiar with each other, or were we not familiar enough?
The scattered kisses fell on my lips and slowly moved to my cheeks to my neck, so itchy......
"Ahh......h
I...... No, don't kiss my ears, Gu Liansheng, how do you know that my ears are the most sensitive place, Gu Liansheng, you make me so sad......
I was hit by him again and again under my navel against his strongest place, but he was still grabbing my neck with his left hand...... Kisses, deep and shallow kisses...... Gu Liansheng, how many women have you had, and how many women will I be you?
"Su girl...... "It took a long time for him to let go of me, put me on the edge of life and death, and put me in a situation of happiness and pain, Gu Liansheng, you are very happy, aren't you?"
I lifted my eyes to look at him, slammed into the ground, jumped away, and kicked him.
"Oh, magnetic-" Gu Liansheng hugged his lower body and stepped back, looked at me hatefully, grinned his teeth, and roared: "Su girl, I didn't expect you to be so violent, I don't understand the amorous feelings at all!"
I glared at him and walked inside, although I still missed Gu Liansheng's warmth, I still felt a little guilty about Mengmeng in Gu Liansheng's gentle township.
I walked in, no, I must kick Gu Liansheng out, the only remaining bit of reason told me that Gu Liansheng was drunk, but he was obviously pretending to be drunk.
Tomorrow, we will still be strangers again because the alcohol is invalid, such a story has already been repeated, and there is no need to repeat it.
Turning around, "You ......" like the wind, Gu Liansheng pulled me into his arms, my body hit his body, my hand touched his shoulder, his clothes, what......
"Su girl, my brother was ravaged and injured by you, no, you have to treat it, the antidote is here......" Gu Liansheng pointed to my left heart and smiled evilly, his laughter, did he want to hook my soul away again?
His brother is injured and it's my business, why should I treat him? I'm not a doctor. Wait, what does he mean by looking down at him and smiling? His brother?
"Gu Liansheng, this is my place, it's late, hehe, you should go." I said against my will, I want to smoke myself to death at the moment, why don't I say it if I want to keep him, I obviously had a reaction just now, neurotic, I'm a normal woman and go, okay?!
However, leaving him behind, my friendship with Mengmeng was completely over...... But in my heart?
In the afterglow of his eyes, he saw Gu Liansheng picking up the shirt he had thrown in the corner.
Damn, why did Gu Liansheng grow his hair long again, why didn't I find out until now, what did I just do...... Why, his hair grows so sexy. I haven't forgotten to be lustful when he drove him away...... It's hopeless, it's completely hopeless! Yes! Yes!!
His eyes swept over my face, sad, why is he sad?
Gu Liansheng, why do you always love to use your sorrow to stab my heart?!
I was stunned, looking at him, watching him get dressed, looking at his bosom that was still warm at my fingertips, completely covered by that nasty shirt, that button, how did I go back, didn't I lose it?
"Su girl......" He stopped looking at me, turned his eyes to the chandelier on the ceiling, and said, "Yang Xiaosu, I know you hate me, I'll leave immediately." But can I sing you another song before I leave? Just one song, just one song, okay? Gu Liansheng half-tilted his head in my eyes, he didn't look at me.
"Gu Liansheng, you?" Is he saying goodbye to me? Could it be that he's leaving? Where is he going?
"This time, I don't want you to order another song, I'll sing it myself, and after singing this song, I'll ...... ......I don't know what Gu Liansheng's expression is, but I can hear his sadness, infinite sadness, I haven't answered yet, I haven't opened my mouth yet, he hurriedly sang his song.
Gentle, low, like weeping.
"Alone on this night, it's so lonely that it's hard to sleep.
I really want to find someone to accompany me, and I don't want to get drunk alone.
When you get drunk, you will cry and count the sorrows you give.
Why do you always make me haggard, don't say my tears you don't care.
Seeing me crying, you don't look back, and after crying, your tears dry and your heart turns to ashes.
The beauty I want, you don't want to give it yet, how to face my broken heart.
Love is given to you, I don't regret it, I just want you to give me a chance.
Let me chase, let me fly.
After all, a loved heart needs comfort, it needs your comfort. ”
When I raised my eyes, I saw the tears on Gu Liansheng's face, why did he cry, why did he cry again?
Is he confessing to me?
But, Gu Liansheng, why do you love me?
What comfort can I give you?
I walked past, and all time stood still, hovering on the edge of love and pain......
If it hurts, Gu Liansheng, let's hurt together!!
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