Whether I miss it or miss it very much, I can't tell anymore. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

I know my best friend is gone forever.

There is nowhere to tell the sorrow in my heart.

Sit on the bed with your head on your lap.

I have shed too many tears in the past few days, my heart is dead, and there is nothing left.

Gu Liansheng still accompanied me, and he said: "I will never leave you until you get better, and I hope I will never leave you in this life." Su girl, do you know how hard I love you? ”

I raised my eyes and gave him a sad smile, I didn't speak, I had nothing to say, didn't I love him hard?

If I had known that I would be hurt so much for this man, I don't think I would have fallen in love with him.

But if time can really be turned back, I hope that I am still best friends with Mengmeng, and that Phantom can still live.

She can still tolerate my willfulness, and she can dance with me crazy, and don't complain that I sing ugly songs to torture her ears......

If it is, but there is no if there is.

Gu Liansheng, I always felt that he would leave me in the end.

Is it because I'm afraid he'll leave me? Or is it because I love him more and more?

I just want to be so bland, but how can such a world tolerate such simplicity.

I restrain myself and love Gu Liansheng more, I hate Gu Liansheng, why did he destroy all the good things around me?

I am a lonely person, I only have so many friends, but because of Gu Liansheng, I am even more lonely.

I wanted to drive him away, but I couldn't. Phantom, should I love him? Will we be together?

"Su girl, don't be sad, okay? I'll be with you. Gu Liansheng sat on the bed and held me in his arms, and I didn't struggle.

I need comfort so much, I feel that everything I have is getting farther and farther away from me, and I am afraid that it will really disappear in the future, so I can only feel a little bit of security if I try to hold on to what I have now.

"Gu Liansheng, I'm sad." I leaned against his chest and felt the warmth he gave me.

"I know." Gu Liansheng stroked my head and said, and after a long pause, he continued: "Su girl, let me tell you a story!"

"What?" I looked up and asked him, but I kissed him on the chin, "Su girl, you seduced me again, I said I couldn't stand your temptation." ”

"I didn't." I moved, Gu Liansheng didn't let me move, but hugged me tighter, I couldn't move anymore, my heart was beating fast. Gu Liansheng, you're seducing me, okay?!

"I'll tell you a story about my crush."

"Huh??"

"You must not interject until I finish speaking, or else ...... I interjected...... Hehe, I'll make you uncomfortable during the day......" I knew what he meant, so I lowered my head and stopped talking. He always wants to give me everything he has, and he doesn't care if I'm uncomfortable or not, hey, are men like this? Alas......

He was holding me, and I looked at his face, and no, all I could see was his chin, the place where I had just accidentally kissed.

"In high school, I had a crush on a girl, but that girl had a crush on my best friend."

He looked at me and smiled, and I wanted to open my mouth, but I shut up at the thought of what he had just said. He put his chin on my head and he kissed me on the top of the head every word he spoke.

I looked out the window, a gloomy sky, winter is coming, it's getting colder and colder, but my illusion won't accompany me through the winter anymore, every winter is cold alone......

At that time, she worked hard to do well in the exam, and then she could choose the position where she could see her beloved boy in the back...... However, she didn't know that I had been sitting in the seat closest to her. She silently has a crush on that boy, and I silently has a crush on this girl. I don't think she'll ever know that I have a crush on her for the rest of her life. ”

"I know now." I smiled and saw that his face changed all of a sudden, and I was a little unhappy, and then kissed me on the lips, and then cracked my mouth and smiled, and said, "Do you know how bitter my crush is?" It is definitely no less than your crush on Zheng Xiaoyang's feelings, back then, I was sad again and again. ”

"At that time, it was very painful, really, a plain girl. I wanted to run up to the girl and say I liked her, but I didn't dare because she liked my best friend. If I confess, she doesn't like me, what if she is sad? I knew that Zheng Xiaoyang didn't like her, and I knew it from the beginning. ”

"How do you know?"

Gu Liansheng frowned, I knew I was wrong again, so I didn't dare to speak more, "Su girl, have you forgotten?" He's a good buddy with me. Actually, you don't know, I fell in love with you just a few days after we started school, I don't dare to say, we weren't familiar with each other at that time, and then it didn't take long for me to know that you liked Zheng Xiaoyang, so I chose to be friends with Zheng Xiaoyang, speaking of which, I liked you much earlier than you liked Zheng Xiaoyang. ”

"When?" I raised my eyes and didn't care, this thing is very strange, why does Gu Liansheng like me when I like Zheng Xiaoyang? How did I not know?

Gu Liansheng glanced at me, "Su girl, I have nothing to do with you." ”

"Remember when I told you I owed you a set of clothes?" I nodded, I still remember the first time I reunited with Gu Liansheng.

In the underbuilding, Gu Liansheng inexplicably told me that he owed me a set of clothes, saying that he would compensate me for a beautiful dress. I didn't pay attention at the time, I just felt that he was weird.

"Do you know how excited I am to meet you again that day? At that time, I had a feeling, and I wanted to take you into a pre-building without the lights on...... However, I don't dare, I'm afraid that you will hate me, and in the end I won't even have a chance to be friends with you. I drove Jiang Haiyang away just so that I could be alone with you. I've always wanted to tell you, but you said that you still like Zheng Xiaoyang and want me to help you...... When I heard this, my heart died, and I thought you had forgotten him, but I didn't expect you to like him for so many years, and you forgot me, alas-"

"What? I'm not pretty, how could you possibly like me. "I'm surprised, I'm probably one of the least pretty girls.

"You're not pretty now!" Gu Liansheng smiled very badly, "You ......" I'm not beautiful in the first place, I know it myself, you Gu Liansheng don't say it obviously!

"Beautiful women don't have a good heart!!" Gu Liansheng was silent for a moment when he said this.

"How do you like me? You said I wasn't a pretty woman. "Although this is true, I am still not happy to say it from Gu Liansheng's mouth.

"You forgot about me when I asked you before I was in the building." Gu Liansheng was a little lost, and I suddenly remembered that he told me that he was not good at musical instruments, but he said to Phantom that he was the best at piano.

"Didn't you tell me you weren't good at musical instruments? Why did you tell Phantom that you like piano the most? ”

"Actually, I want to write a song for you, I've never written a song myself, it's all about other people. Because you said that "The Woman on the Bread Tree" Lin Fangwen wrote a song for Cheng Yun very romantic. I also tried to write songs for you, but because of my limited talent, I always couldn't write well. ”

"Flowers in Dreams, Blooming in Dreams"?" "I suddenly remembered what Gu Liansheng left on my desk.

"That's right!" Gu Liansheng replied, I looked at him, and I was very happy, but he still remembered what I said unintentionally. "I'm imitating "Hongchen Laughs at Me I Laugh at Hongchen", but unfortunately it wasn't written."

"It's okay, as long as you have a heart, I'm content." I don't know why I just couldn't be happy, and I left us before I heard Gu Liansheng sing......

"I've got your dress made, I designed it myself. Su girl, I'll surprise you when the illusionary matter is dealt with. ”

"You haven't told me why you gave me a dress?"

"You haven't remembered yet!" Gu Liansheng was a little sad, and I shook my head, "If you tell me, I may remember." ”

"Okay. You went out of the classroom that day to wash your pens, and you were squeezing the ink inside, but I rushed in, and the ink got on your uniform. The school uniform back then was blue and white, and the ink just happened to smear the white part of your chest, which was ugly to death, and it was the first time I hugged a girl at that time, and I felt that your chest was soft. ”

"Hooligans!!" I hit him, this must be the first time I've been insulted by a man! Gu Liansheng smiled embarrassedly, and said evilly: "You are still soft, softer than before."

"Gu Liansheng ......"

"Okay, I'm not going to talk about it......"

"I can't remember." Gu Liansheng asked me, and I shook my head.

Actually, I remembered that I didn't scold him back then, because I was a good student in the eyes of my teachers and classmates, but I had already scolded him many times in my heart. Originally, that school uniform was ugly, the ink was on the chest, and I couldn't wash it off, and I was always ridiculed by those classmates who were against me, could I not be angry?!

"Okay, forget it if you don't remember." Gu Liansheng was a little sad, I suddenly remembered someone, he was a crush, could it be Gu Liansheng?

But I think it can't be him, he doesn't have such a good literary talent, his grades were worse than mine back then, especially in Chinese, it seems that he never passed. And the crush has been missing for a long time and hasn't been contacted again, I shook my head.

"What's wrong?"

"I have a friend who is missing."

"Who??"

"Crush."

"Hehe, that person is my ......"

"Impossible, Gu Liansheng, I remember that your grades were very poor back then, and you never passed the language."

"Alright! It's been many years since you were the first in your Chinese class, and you're still using this to pressure me? Haha, I'm not afraid. ”

"The heroes don't mention the courage of the year."

"You're a woman."

"Okay, then I'm the best in the world, won't I?"

"No, I can't beat you?"

"You're going to hit me?"

"No!"

"Why do you say that you are a crush, Gu Liansheng, you are lying to me again."

"No, do you remember that day when you said in the hospital that you were going to go back to your 'heart' to report to Sister Qiqi and Uncle Enron? I knew it was probably you! Later, when I went back, I published an article "Time on the Other Side, I'm Waiting for You", which was actually written for you, but I didn't expect you to publish "First Eyes Meet, Your Smile" in the second issue of "Heart". I'm sure it's you. Su girl, you see how fate we have! Sister Qiqi told me your contact information, hehe......"

"Let's be honest, Gu Liansheng, the eyes I wrote are your eyes, and it is your gentleness that has deceived me again and again, you are so annoying!!"

"Really? You don't like my tenderness? Seeing Gu Liansheng smile evilly, he smiled evilly......

"Yes!!" Gu Liansheng, it's daytime! You......

"Then I'll be violent to you......"

"Hmm-"

......

"Holding sand in your hand, raising and falling flowers; Touching face, your eyes. ”

Gu Liansheng, maybe we're all right!

But why am I so sad?