March 24th. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

Shang Dongcai fainted on the floor of the ward again, showing symptoms of cerebral congestion.

After several hours of rescue by doctors, Shang Dongcai was almost pulled back from the brink of death.

It is a miracle that she has survived until now, more than a month ago, the results of several top doctors in the world were diagnosed with less than a month. However, by now, she had been forced to hold out for almost a month.

From the death notice at the end of February to the end of March, however, Lin Xiaoxi and her attending doctor were not happy.

Forcibly holding on until now, offsetting the pain of death, tormenting Shang Dongcai, it is good to live one more day, but the pain will be worse day by day.

The attending doctors began to wonder if it was the right decision to let Shang Dongcai continue to live. Living one more day is just one more day to endure, and after all, you can't escape the nightmare of death.

What is it that supports this girl's belief, stubbornly living until now, and still maintaining that original smile!

A few days ago, the epidermis of Shang Dongcai's body became dry and the water has been lost. A large amount of supplemental nutrition is also no match for the loss of nutrients.

She grew thinner and thinner, and now she was so thin that she had only skin and bones, and her skin was a dull yellow, and if she lay still, she was like a dead man.

After the second experience of life and death, she asked the doctor to put a bandage on her body, leaving only the skin of her head, which had not been eroded for the time being.

"Wearing this loose hospital gown, the seniors shouldn't be able to see it, hehe."

Shang Dongcai said with a smile as she put on the lenient hospital gown sent by the doctor, so as not to let the chapped skin scare the seniors, and by the way, apply some herbs with a bandage to relieve the speed of drying.

Looking at her daughter's innocent smile, Lin Xiaoxi finally gave up her selfish thoughts, and couldn't bear to see her daughter being tortured by illness again.

Bending over and propping his hands on the side of the bed, tears dripping down the back of his hands, with a deep apology in his voice: "Dongcai, it's enough, mom has gotten enough, don't torture yourself anymore, let yourself be free......"

"Not yet, I can't give up on everyone until I see everyone happy." Shang Dongcai clasped his hands in front of his chest and said seriously and seriously.

"Fuyuna, I'm sorry, I'm sorry...... You may not see your dad at the end of the day, God bless him......"

Mom stopped halfway through speaking, but Shang Dongcai understood, nodded and said, "Well, I know, it's not that Dad doesn't want to come to see me, he just can't bear the moment I leave this world." Mom, after I leave, you must reconcile with Dad and live a happy and happy life. ”

Lin Xiaoxi didn't respond, because once he nodded, it meant accepting his daughter's death! Therefore, she hoped that if she didn't nod her head, her daughter would not die.

……

April 1

On April Fool's Day, something terrible happened. It's not about Shang Dongcai's illness, but the seniors have encountered an unprecedented crisis.

All the songs published by the seniors were banned by the government, and the reason for the ban was inexplicable, what to say about rectifying the atmosphere. Only a fool will believe it, obviously so many songs with unhealthy customs are not sealed, but they are aimed at the songs of the seniors.

Well, if you say that the atmosphere is not right, then release a song that is in the right atmosphere.

However, the results were without exception, and a few days later, the new song "Fly" released by the senior was blocked again, and the reason was not given directly.

This time, it can be determined that the official is deliberately finding fault, for fear that he will be bribed by some shameless villains to deal with the seniors.

Because those people know that the attack of business is useless to seniors. That's why they started to start from the government, and I don't know what tricks they played, as if they really invited the government to help.

Due to the heavy pressure, the senior's mood has become more and more unstable recently.

April 11th

After a few days, the senior finally came to visit the hospital.

Shang Dongcai's first reaction when she saw her senior was to pounce on her, but she was inconvenient to move and almost fell to the ground.

Fortunately, the senior supported her in time and said calmly: "The mentality is calm at any time, and impatience will aggravate the condition." ”

The senior behaved like a machine, and his face revealed a dead air, and he looked the same as the condition of the dying Shang Dongcai.

Shang Dongcai hugged the senior tightly and shouted incoherently: "Senior, it's okay, even if everything is gone, you still have me, you still have the president, you still have Sister Jiaxue, please don't despair about this world, I ...... I love this world the most! ”

However, her words, the senior listened to it without touching his heart: "Please calm down." ”

The senior's numb words could still hear the feelings of love, but the love was cold, Shang Dongcai couldn't adapt, and pushed the senior showdown and asked: "Senior, you have never been able to let go of Senior Sister Meng Ruoxi, why don't you want to admit it?" ”

"What doesn't belong to me has long been put down." The senior replied without hesitation, as if the truth was really like what he said.

Shang Dongcai didn't believe it, and said, "Okay, since you put it down, then you can go to Copenhagen on the Western Continent with me to play." ”

"No way, your condition doesn't allow you to go out, stay in the hospital for me." The senior refused without thinking, and sat lightly on the chair next to him: "Besides, I can't let go of Meng Ruoxi, what does it have to do with you?" ”

"Of course it matters, as long as Senior Sister Ruoxi returns to the senior, the senior will not be as painful as he is now. I'm sorry, I can't help with the ban on the senior's song.

But I won't give up, I will save the senior from other channels, and before I leave this world, I must meet the previous senior. ”

The senior was not shocked in his heart, and discussed a serious matter as a trivial matter: "This is very simple, as long as you say a word, I can become your former senior." ”

"No, I don't want that, that's not a real senior, I want a senior to turn back into himself, not to be instructed by others."

Shang Dongcai shouted with tears in her eyes, the current seniors don't say they are decadent, they don't even look like people. Every word spoken is like a message from a machine, without any emotion.

Although the senior is alive, he is dead.

The senior was silent for a long time, but what he gave was an apology: "I'm sorry." ”

Even he didn't think he could turn back into the old Jue Ling, and chose to apologize, unable to fulfill Shang Dongcai's last wish.

"Seniors don't need to apologize, please come with me to Copenhagen." Shang Dongcai asked sincerely, and then said while unwrapping the bandage on his hand:

"Recently, I have had two consecutive episodes, both of which narrowly escaped a life. I don't have a few days left to live, probably in this month. Mom allowed me to go out, senior, please. ”

Shang Dongcai said so, and the senior couldn't refuse again: "No problem, as long as Aunt Lin really allows you to go out!" ”