Chapter 44: The Non-Outsider (I)
After walking back to the catering bureau, Yan Huiqi was busy in the kitchen, since she knew that Sister Ruxin's poison was caused by herself, then it was estimated that it would be fine. Pen ~ fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info is on the prince's side, Yan Huiqi has not thought of a countermeasure. However, if possible, she felt that she must act quickly, and she must join the gang before the prince really makes a move, otherwise there is really no chance of winning at all.
Yan Huiqi shook her head, there is one more thing that she is more concerned about, that is, Tang Caiyi looked at her expression at the end. That kind of dead expression made Yan Huiqi feel that the aunt of the medical bureau must have said something to Tang Caiyi that hit her death hole. That expression, she had seen, was revealed when the captain was ordered to carry out a mission with a low survival rate. That kind of expression is like making people have a mental terminal illness, wanting to die and not being able to live beyond their lives. Deprived of the last bit of hope.
If possible, Yan Huiqi would like to find Tang Caiyi today and talk to her. But when will I be able to meet her, and what should I say?
After thinking about it for a morning, in the afternoon, Yan Huiqi had a little thought. She asked someone to bring a note to the medical bureau and told the person to come back quickly if he saw Tang Caiyi being punished; If Tang Caiyi is doing something else, then find a way to hand her the note.
There were only a few words written on the note: Meet outside the wall at midnight. is very straightforward, however, Yan Huiqi thinks that Tang Caiyi will definitely understand that since she can't get in, she has to let Tang Caiyi come out.
However, Yan Huiqi has always had a faint uneasiness in her heart, she is actually worried that Tang Caiyi will not come out, or she will come out coldly.
At midnight, Yan Huiqi carried the pastries she made and went to the wall of the medical bureau alone in the dark, and Tang Caiyi leaned against the wall and squatted outside the wall. Yan Huiqi was relieved when she saw Tang Caiyi come out.
Tang Caiyi smiled weakly, and when she received the note in the afternoon, she had a very fierce ideological struggle. What the aunt of the medical bureau said to her is still vivid.
"Aunt Ben doesn't know what your intentions are, but if you dare to be clever under Aunt Ben's nose, you have to think about the consequences!"
Although this sentence is aimed at the aunt of the medical bureau, there is a deep sense of protection for Yan Huiqi in the words. She was close to Yan Huiqi, and in the eyes of her aunt in the medical bureau, it was just a heartfelt contact.
And Yan Huiqi's approach, Tang Caiyi couldn't tell whether it was a deliberate temptation or an unintentional meeting. If it's an unintentional meeting, then what's it for. In this deep palace, is there still an unintentional meeting?
"Colorful clothes!" Yan Huiqi stepped forward with a smile while carrying the pastries, and then she looked around, pulled up Tang Caiyi, and went to a relatively hidden and quiet place.
"Why are you here?" Tang Caiyi found that his tone was a little stiff, a little unfamiliar.
Yan Huiqi took Tang Caiyi's hand and paused, and then she sighed, "Not everyone is like what you think, and not everyone is not like what you think." β
Yan Huiqi turned her head and looked at Tang Caiyi, "I don't know what Aunt Medical Bureau said to you, but if you think that the friendship between the two of us is based on conspiracy purposes, then I'll leave now." I am also a human being, everyone has only one life, I am afraid of death and pain, and I can't afford to toss! β
Tang Caiyi froze in place, didn't speak, and couldn't help frowning.
"I'm still worried about whether you're going to look at me coldly. It seems that now I don't need to worry because it's already true. Since you think it's dangerous to meet me, forget it, treasure! After Yan Huiqi finished speaking, she shook her head and was about to leave.
Tang Caiyi grabbed Yan Huiqi, and after waiting for a long time, she said lightly, "I...... Not like that, I was wrong! β
Yan Huiqi pursed her lips and stuffed the pastry basket in her hand into Tang Caiyi's arms, "Wrong? Now that you know it's wrong, eat the pastry! β
Tang Caiyi looked at Yan Huiqi, then at the pastry basket, closed his eyes, reached out and grabbed a piece of pastry, just die! It's tiring to be alive.
When he tasted it, Tang Caiyi didn't chew it, and swallowed it.
"How's it going, is it delicious? Poisonous! Yan Huiqi's very proud voice sounded, and Tang Caiyi looked at Yan Huiqi with wide eyes.
Yan Huiqi shook her head and smiled, and also grabbed a piece of pastry inside and ate it, "For our heart poison, let's eat together!" β
Tang Caiyi was stunned, and suddenly reacted to Yan Huiqi's purpose, and couldn't help but shake his head slightly and smile. I really didn't taste anything just now, and Tang Caiyi thought about reaching out to grab a piece of pastry again.
Who knows, Yan Huiqi took advantage of Tang Caiyi's hand before it arrived, and brought the pastry basket aside, "What, do you still want to eat?" No, it hurts my heart so much! Say, how can you compensate me? β
Tang Caiyi was stunned, and couldn't help laughing, "How do you want to make up for it?" β
"Promise each other?" Yan Huiqi felt Tang Caiyi's instant petrification, and suddenly regretted why she had made such a bad joke. In modern times, no one will take this joke seriously, but in ancient times. Yan Huiqi secretly glanced at Tang Caiyi's expression, that is, quite, wonderful. How to look at it, how to make Yan Huiqi feel like she was molesting a woman from a good family.
"Ahem!" Yan Huiqi hurriedly coughed lightly twice and pulled Tang Caiyi's attention back, "I'm joking, don't take it seriously!" β
Tang Caiyi blinked, sullen "Oh! I guess she was also very depressed.
Yan Huiqi shrugged innocently, pulled Tang Caiyi to sit down, and put the pastry basket between the two of them. I had a piece to eat, Tang Caiyi was stunned, and followed closely, and the atmosphere eased down.
Tang Caiyi told Yan Huiqi's aunt of the medical bureau, Yan Huiqi's heart felt very strange, she didn't know the aunt of the medical bureau, and the aunt of the medical bureau did this either by someone or for another purpose. But what will be the purpose?
Yan Huiqi shook her head and ate another piece of pastry, "So, why did you enter the medical bureau in the first place?" β
Tang Caiyi was slightly stunned, and shook his head, "The master commanded so, and I did the same." As for why, in fact, I don't know, it's really lucky that an outcast like me can still receive orders from his master! β
"If you're unlucky, you have to say otherwise, you just accepted the fate of being used as a pawn by others all your life? Didn't think about resisting? β
"yes, it's another story if you're unlucky!" Tang Caiyi thought carefully about Yan Huiqi's words: "Resistance? How can I resist, it shouldn't be reasonable and reasonable, the master saved me, and my life has long been the master's! β
Yan Huiqi looked at Tang Caiyi and shook her head a little hopelessly, "I don't think so, how cheap it is, how cheap your life should be, just put on a master's shoulder." β
"I'm just a subordinate, what else can I do?" Tang Caiyi interrupted Yan Huiqi's words and laughed self-deprecatingly.
Yan Huiqi looked at Tang Caiyi, "What is the next person?" Before Tang Caiyi could answer, Yan Huiqi said to herself, "Those who have been abandoned, those who have not had a father and mother since birth, those who have not been hurt by anyone, and those who cannot be treated fairly by people?" β
Tang Caiyi looked at Yan Huiqi with some surprise, and Yan Huiqi continued, "This is just a congenital condition, not that what happens after birth, what will happen later." I am also an orphan, and when I met my current parents, the only people with me were my teachers and ...... A friend. I like the saying that if you work hard, you still have half the chance to get out of the status quo, and if you don't work hard, there is nothing. However, I am naturally lacking in love, and because I lack it, I cherish it even more. is also because of cherishing, at some times it is very naΓ―ve, which hurts a lot of people! β
Tang Caiyi looked at Yan Huiqi, and then at the pastry basket, "I don't understand!" β
"To put it bluntly, it's how you plan to live in the future, it's okay to repay your kindness, but you must have a degree, you are independent, not an accessory, and you can't sell yourself like an item because of an accidental rescue. Heaven gave you a birth, naturally it has its reasons, but it is by no means as a foil. You can have others on the stage of your life, but if you yourself are the protagonist, if you yourself feel that you are not the protagonist, how can you ask others to treat you as a person? Yan Huiqi was a little excited, these words did not come from her mouth, but the captain who was on a mission said to her back then. I can't imagine that now, she would actually use these words that scolded her in the past to scold others, is this considered facing the past?
Yan Huiqi felt that a corner of her heart had collapsed, and this corner was clinging to her past, Yalan's past, and some of the questions she had been running away from.
The captain scolded her for being a deserter, and the commander just sighed. Her worthless stubbornness and rebellion. She was suddenly grateful for the opportunity to say something that the past captain had said to her.
Speaking it shows that it can be faced, and being able to face it up to it means that there is still room for negotiation. She doesn't need to talk to other people, what she needs is to talk to herself, to face her current self in the past.
Tang Caiyi didn't know that at this moment, Yan Huiqi's thoughts had drifted far away, Yan Huiqi's words were like a window, opening the door of Tang Caiyi's originally difficult heart, but when this window opened, was it hope or despair that greeted her?
Tang Caiyi didn't understand, she just tasted the pastries made by Yan Huiqi one by one, and she had never eaten the taste inside. She looked at Yan Huiqi, and suddenly stopped being jealous of her, and became happy with her appearance, and at the same time longed for her to always appear in her life.
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