"I've actually been thankful for those days, those days as an alternate agent!" Yan Huiqi pouted, and there was a slight tremor in her heart. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

"What is an agent?" Tang Caiyi, who had been quietly listening to Yan Huiqi's words, interjected.

Yan Huiqi looked at Tang Caiyi and scratched the back of her head, "It's fine, the meaning of finesse, you should understand!" ”

Tang Caiyi blinked and lowered his head, "Why?" ”

Ay? Yan Huiqi didn't understand what Tang Caiyi was asking.

"Why would you be grateful for that kind of day of meticulous work, how is it possible!" Tang Caiyi raised his face, his eyes full of disbelief.

Yan Huiqi scratched her head, modern agents can still be seen as people, but ancient agents are estimated not to be treated as people. Thinking of this, Yan Huiqi patted Tang Caiyi's shoulder, "Today, I missed something, I leaked wine, we should not get drunk and not return!" ”

"Is it okay to be drunk?" Tang Caiyi shook his head: "Is it useful to be drunk?" ”

"It's useless!" Yan Huiqi stood up, "But if you are drunk, you have the courage to face the problems that you have been avoiding in the past, even if you just say it, it is also a kind of face, buried in the bottom of your heart, it will only make them all rot!" ”

Tang Caiyi lowered his head and thought about it, and also stood up, "Okay, don't vomit and be unhappy!" She also figured it out, even if Yan Huiqi is really someone else's meticulous work, she doesn't want to care anymore, people always die, and sometimes they have to be presumptuous so that it is not in vain.

Yan Huiqi sat down, "Whether you believe it or not, but I swear to God, every word I say now is true, if it is not true, let me be punished by thunder and thunder!" ”

Tang Caiyi sat down and covered Yan Huiqi's mouth, "What do you say, this girl, whether it's true or not, I believe you!" ”

Yan Huiqi looked at Tang Caiyi with a smile, and then looked at the stars in the sky and said carefully, "Actually, I am not a meticulous work, I should say that I am an agent." In our country, you need to check whether you meet the standards of an agent before you officially become an agent. Of course, you may not understand when I say that you have to go through a lot of tests, just like practicing martial arts, you have to train all the time, train, and then be selected! ”

Tang Caiyi nodded, "I understand, I was sent to that place by my mother to receive training, but I have always been very poor, and few people remember me!" ”

"I may ......" Yan Huiqi tilted her head and thought for a while, "I may have been sent by my biological parents, or I may have been picked up, but I always feel very strange, why did I not enter the welfare home, but went to the alternate secret service department!" ”

Tang Caiyi thought about it, and didn't understand what the welfare house meant, nor did she understand what Yan Huiqi was wondering, "You can make a lot of money by selling it to others as a fine work!" ”

Yan Huiqi squinted at Tang Caiyi and smiled, "I know, I know, it's just a question I've been thinking about." I haven't met my dad or my mother even once, and I don't know what my dad does, and I can't find them no matter what method I use! ”

"The world, how do you find it?"

Yan Huiqi suddenly stopped, and the leap of a hundred years was like an impassable cliff. Tang Caiyi would not understand what Yan Huiqi was anxious about.

Secret Service (Spy), also known as secret police and political police, is a police officer who usually acts in a covert manner to target domestic threats and protect national security. With Yan Huiqi's investigative ability, there is no reason why an ordinary citizen cannot be found. Since the young Yan Huiqi can be sent to the alternate secret service department, Yan Huiqi believes that her parents must have secret identities, or, they should not be ordinary people.

couldn't find out their identities, Yan Huiqi strengthened her inner thoughts, during the days in the secret service department, no matter how hard and tiring she was, as long as she thought of finding out her parents, all the hardships and tiredness were nothing.

I met Arlan when she was in the Alternate Secret Service, and she was supposedly selected for her excellent performance. At that time, Yan Huiqi only cared about practicing by herself, and she was not very familiar with the people around her. And when Yalan came in, only Yan Huiqi was left with a bed by her side, and the two met like this. But how exactly they played together, Yan Huiqi doesn't remember very well now.

"What are you thinking?" Tang Caiyi interrupted Yan Huiqi's train of thought with a loud voice.

Yan Huiqi smiled and shook her head, "I'm wondering if it's right or wrong for me to quit the agent!" ”

"Can I still quit?" Tang Caiyi also looked at the stars in the sky and asked with some curiosity.

"Yes, you can do as long as you want, have you ever killed someone?"

"Me?" Tang Caiyi was silent for a moment, and then nodded slightly, "I've killed, I've killed too much, and I won't take it to heart anymore!" ”

"We're alternate agents, we're not allowed to kill people in the line of duty, we're only responsible for intelligence gathering, but!" Yan Huiqi sighed and didn't continue the rest of the words.

Tang Caiyi looked at Yan Huiqi's expression, and it was not expected to be a pleasant thing, so he accompanied Yan Huiqi to be silent.

The surroundings suddenly became quiet, but Yan Huiqi's thoughts were pulled back by this sudden silence. She looked at the starry sky above her head, the ancient starry sky and the modern starry sky looked like there was no difference, they were all the same, but if you looked closely, you would find that they were different, Yan Huiqi patted Tang Caiyi's shoulder.

"It's important to be yourself!" Tang Caiyi didn't understand why Yan Huiqi gave herself such a piece of advice, so she just nodded.

Yan Huiqi lay down outside the palace wall, staring at the starry sky in a daze.

She thought she would never forget those things for the rest of her life.

For example, she was adopted.

However, the adoption did not last two years, and she was threatened to rejoin the Secret Service, but she did not tell her adoptive parents and adoptive parents.

Another example is that on the last mission of her secret service career, Arlan collapsed in a pool of blood, and the captain stopped her from shooting.

The shot eventually went off, saving Arran's life, not her leg. Then, Yan Huiqi received all kinds of criticism until she chose to quit her career as a secret agent.

Aran went to the museum, saying it was a museum, but it was actually a transit station. Arran's legs restricted her movements, and she had to mingle in the museum.

After Yan Huiqi got the money, she lived not far from Yalan, she declined the invitation of her parents to adopt her, and hid by herself.

She hid herself, and she cut off a lot of ways to find her biological parents, did she really do the right thing? She has never understood the meaning of the success of the mission at the expense of the person she wants to protect the most, she is very selfish and does not want to be brainwashed, she just hopes that the moment she finds her biological parents in the future, she also has the ability to protect the person she wants to protect.

However, now that she thinks back repeatedly, Yan Huiqi still can't determine whether what she did was right or not.

"Is it really possible to quit?" Tang Caiyi also followed Yan Huiqi's example and lay down outside the palace wall, she turned her head to Yan Huiqi and said.

Yan Huiqi smiled a little apologetically, she was thinking about her own affairs, but she ignored Tang Caiyi in front of her, she closed her eyes, thought about it and replied, "Maybe it's okay, maybe it's not!" ”

"It's okay because as long as you don't kill people and don't live for any other purpose, then you're quitting. Say no, because you've killed someone, and you have to carry this resentment, or other feelings. Maybe they will be threatened, maybe they will be sought for revenge. Quitting the rivers and lakes is not such a simple word. ”

After a pause, Yan Huiqi closed her eyes and quietly felt the air around her. "But if you really want to quit, who can stop you? The big deal is death, what else can a dead person do? Now, I'm really glad I'm alive and can live so cheerfully and so freely."

"Freedom?"

"Freedom is to do whatever you want, to protect the people you want to protect, and not to care about the rules and regulations of the world. The mind is free, even if the body is not free. Caiyi, you're really lacking in love, you know? Sometimes your indifferent stabbing is not to attack the enemy, but to protect yourself from harm! ”

Tang Caiyi smiled sarcastically, "Love? What is love? ”

"Love is that I will feel bad when I see you become desperate and ruthless, love is that I will feel sad when I see you standing in a corner where the sun does not shine, love is that I want to hold your hand and tell you that you still have a friend. We are friends, in this deep palace, others look at you funny, I don't think it at all, I know your feelings, and I know the pain of being an outcast. I want to approach you, just because of you! Yan Huiqi sighed again after speaking, "However, with such an unreliable friend as me, you will suffer a lot." I'm just a lot of enthusiasm, others are wise and foolish, I am stupid and wise, and I say that I am an alternate agent, in fact, now it seems that I have almost forgotten the basic qualities of being an agent!

Tang Caiyi stared at Yan Huiqi with some curiosity: "Basic literacy? ”

"I love to be confused more, really, it's good to get by, I've been emphasizing to my heart that it's okay to get by, whether it's really stupid and can't tell the difference, or it's already stupid. I want to live again, forget the past, and live again! After speaking, Yan Huiqi suddenly fell silent, and today, her heart finally said what she had always wanted to say but didn't dare to say.

She wants to forget the past and live again!

The past was too heavy and complicated, and she no longer had the strength to bear and solve it. When an apple is rotten, all she can think of is to throw it away and ask for it again, not how to turn the tide.

Perhaps, this is what the commander told her, she will not be able to become a real agent for the rest of her life!

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