I stood in front of the window for a while, and only then did I go back to bed. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info I lay flat, and the melody reverberated over and over again as if it wanted to be burned in my head. It's very resentful and desolate. It made my whole mood become depressed along with it. I even felt the urge to cry.

With my eyes closed, the plaintive voice kept echoing in my head. After a while, I fell asleep. I'm used to dreaming when I'm asleep. Only this time I seemed to be looking for something. I was in the park first, kept walking, kept looking, the whole park was very crowded and quiet, I don't know if there was a problem with my ears or who pressed the mute button. The crowd of people coming and going didn't make a sound, and even the old men and women who were singing in a group only opened their mouths and didn't make a sound, as if I was watching a TV series without sound. A very absurd feeling welled up in my heart.

I had a search in my mind, but I didn't know what I was looking for. My subconscious tells me that what I'm looking for must be in a very hidden place. So, I picked a place with few people. As I walked, I suddenly noticed that the people who had been exercising and strolling around the park had disappeared, and I didn't know where I had gone.

I just don't think it's a park. I looked around, it seemed to be a cemetery, but there was no tombstone, and I wanted to turn back and go back the way I came, but when I turned around, the way I came was gone. I was standing in a place that looked like a cemetery but was not a cemetery, and although it was daytime and I could see the dazzling sun in the sky, I still felt eerie, and I didn't know why.

I knew in my heart that it was a dream, but I didn't want to intervene, I wanted to let it run its course, because I had a hunch that this dream might tell me something. Maybe tell me what I'm looking for! I want to see everything in my dreams. Maybe I'm looking for them in the middle of them. But when I tried to see everything, I couldn't see it clearly. I can only look at the approximation. Suddenly. I saw a little girl in a red dress and a cute headdress on her head coming from a distance, holding a doll in her hand.

The little girl, who looked like she was eleven or twelve years old, very white, and smiled sweetly, came up to me, stood still, and asked, "Who are you?" What are you doing here? ”

The little girl's voice is very crisp, which makes people feel like it. I told her, "I'm lost, I don't know what I'm doing here!" ”

When the little girl heard me say this, she smiled sweetly at me. He said, "Then come with me, and I'll take you out!" ”

I couldn't help but follow, and the little girl jumped up and down to lead the way, and I followed her farther and farther. I felt like I had walked a long way, but I didn't feel tired, until I saw the green trees on both sides, and the familiar little wooden bridge, and I felt like I was back in the park, and the little girl stopped. smiled and said to me: "Don't walk around in the future, it's my home, if my sister knows, I should be unhappy!" ”

As soon as I heard her say she had an older sister. With a move in my heart, I blurted out and asked, "Who is your sister and what is her name?" ”

"My sister won't let me tell strangers, 'Let's go!'" The little girl said to me, "If my sister comes back." She should be upset! ”

I sincerely said to the little girl, "Thank you so much today, otherwise I would have been lost!" What is your name? ”

The little girl thought for a moment, and said mischievously, "My sister won't let me tell anyone my name." But you can call me Nana! If you're okay, you can come here and play with me, I'm bored! ”

"Are you here every day?" I asked curiously.

The little girl said, "I am at home every day, but if you call me here, I will be heard, I will be able to come out, and you will be able to play with me!" ”

"Okay!" I smiled and said to Nana, "What toys do you like, I'll buy them for you the next time I come to see you!" ”

"Buy me a new doll! I'm not fun, it's all old! As she spoke, the little girl handed me the doll she was carrying, and when I looked down, I exclaimed, "Ah! ――”

Then I woke up from my dream, and my mind was full of dolls in the little girl's hand, it wasn't a doll at all, it was a dead child who had been blackened and rotted, and there were maggots in his eyes, nose and mouth!

I sat on the bed in a cold sweat, thinking back to the strange dream just now, I still don't understand what I was looking for in the dream, and the moment I woke up, I even thought I was looking for the person who sang the song in the park downstairs, but this idea was immediately rejected by myself, and my subconscious told me that I guessed wrong! But the last place where the little girl spoke to me in the dream, I remember, was the little wooden bridge downstairs in the park, from where I used to walk often......

What is it exactly? I can't be at peace! It's like a ghost, always by my side, and whenever I want to forget, it comes out to tease me and remind me of its existence.

I haven't chanted the scriptures for a long time, and if it weren't for the ominous dreams at night, I guess I wouldn't have thought of chanting the scriptures. I washed my face and sobered myself up, this time I didn't go to the Buddha hall to recite, I recited in front of my hall list, I said hello to them before reciting, I want to recite the scriptures, I want to hear it. I glanced at the hall camp, and there were really many immortals coming out, sitting in the square in the middle, quietly waiting for me to recite the scriptures.

Because I was so impressed by the dead child who gave birth to maggots just now, I wanted to read a copy of the Vajra Prajnaparamita Sutra to dispel the horror of the dream scene that made me feel like I was recognizing the false as the real and the false as the true. I can't be selfless, nobody, sentient beings, and lifeless. I can only use this scripture to break the horror in my heart and let me see my true heart.

The evil demon outer way is to achieve their purpose by influencing people's spirits, and people who can't see their own hearts clearly are most likely to be influenced, especially when they are extremely afraid, their minds are broken through a crack by fear, and the evil demons take the opportunity to enter or their own souls take the opportunity to slip out.

The former is to hit the evil, the latter is to lose the soul, people have three souls and seven souls, lose one soul, this person will be sluggish, lose two souls, people will fall asleep, lose three souls, then you can only meet in the underworld! The same is true for the seven spirits, some people look very normal, but when they encounter problems, they are confused, or they are usually quite healthy, and suddenly their bodies are weak, and in the case of ruling out real diseases, this is a symptom of lack of spirit or loss of spirit.

I had just been taken aback by the dead child, and I felt that my mind was already unstable, so I needed to consolidate it.

The Diamond Sutra is extremely powerful, and it is the most powerful way to stabilize the mind and destroy falsehood, so I chose this scripture.

The sutra I read was translated by Kumarosh, and it was also the most widely circulated, very short sutra, and I finished it in a short time. After I finished the dedication, I looked up at the fairy family who was shaking their heads and shook their heads, and I couldn't help but laugh, and I didn't know if they really couldn't help but hear the wonderful thing, or if they couldn't understand the circle and play there.

Seeing that I stopped, all the immortals who listened to the scriptures bowed to me and retreated. In fact, they do not worship me, but the scriptures. The immortal family rarely had the opportunity to listen to the scriptures before they established a hall, so they cherished every opportunity. Even if you have a hall, there are a few younger brothers and horses who can preach the scriptures, because today's great gods have too few high levels of education, and most of the scriptures are in classical Chinese and traditional characters, not to mention reading, it is difficult to recognize. I don't recognize it all, but fortunately I'm a phonetic book......

When I closed the book, I felt much calmer. The negative emotions just now have basically been dispelled. I feel like I'm nervous, I always run into this, the firepower is getting lower and lower, the lower it is, the more it touches, it's almost a vicious circle.

During dinner, my mom called my dad and asked him to come back, saying that there was something to discuss at home. When my dad came back, he was surprised to see me at home, and then he happily asked my mom to buy two bottles of beer.

My mom saw that when my dad came back, he took a plastic bag with a bulging bag and asked him what it was. My dad said it was money. When I asked what was going on, it turned out that my dad thought that my mom had come to ask for an account when she said that someone had come to ask for an account when she went home to discuss things, and she had specially borrowed 20,000 yuan from the unit and came back.

When he saw the numbers on my passbook, he didn't show too much surprise and gently placed them on the table. He told me, "I've inquired about it, it's not good that you make a lot of money in this business, if you can go back, go back, or you will be punished!" ”

My mom glared at my dad, "Phew! What nonsense! If you can't speak, don't speak! This is our son saving the lives of other people's children, isn't it worth the price? ”

My dad impatiently said to my mom, "You know a fart, how many of you can do well?" The more money you ask, the better it is, I contact so many people in the unit every day, I don't know more than you know? When dealing with ghosts and gods, you can't be too greedy, and if you are greedy, you will be punished! ”

I nodded and said to my dad, "You're right, but my money was collected by the fairy family for me, I deserve it, you can rest assured!" It's just that I have advanced my fortune a little bit, if I can accumulate more virtue and do good deeds in the future, our family will not be able to cut off the way of wealth, on the contrary, if I am a mind to recognize money, then I really have no good fruit to eat! But don't worry about this money, I didn't say anything! ”

My dad confirmed it a few more times, and after making sure that my money really wouldn't have a bad impact on me, he immediately asked my mother to buy a bottle of 58 ° Niulanshan, and I won't go to work tonight, so I must have a good drink and celebrate, my dad patted me on the shoulder: "Stinky boy, your dad and I can finally retire early!" (To be continued.) )