None of those who lived around the alleys for the sake of their ideals came to the rescue. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

Years later, I thought, the so-called "ideals" are sometimes so stinky.

Why do you want to criticize others? This world may be as Yuan Zheng said, it is all a business circle, and everyone is doing business at a clear price, trading souls and personalities.

In the society of acquaintances, trust crises are everywhere, everyone is tired and unable to protect themselves, and they cannot occupy the commanding heights to criticize others.

We don't know how many times we have walked through this alley, but we have never felt that it is so cold and strange, like a passage to hell, which can never be finished.

Fu Wenxin howled desperately. One of them said: "You stupid things, you can't even handle a bitch, first lock her hands, press her feet, spread her legs, and see how this beautiful girl is still struggling, and then struggling tonight is also a plaything under the crotch." ”

"What are you doing? Let her go! It was Geng Hao's voice.

"Which road is on the **, pull aside, and then play when you finish playing, don't sweep the master's hall."

Then there is the sound of beatings and fights, the sound of trash cans tipping over, the sound of people banging against walls.

Fu Wen exclaimed: "Someone! Help me! ”

"Geng Hao! Geng Hao! Fu Wenxin suddenly shouted in horror.

For some reason, the hooligans dispersed and ran away.

I tried to prop myself up, and as soon as I exerted myself, my brain felt like a high-voltage electricity, and then I lost consciousness and didn't know anything.

The body floats in an unknown space, rising subtle and grotesque sensations that seem to have been in my childhood nightmares, in which there were no characters, not even any real objects, only darkness and mixed floats around, and then a terrifying fall...... I had such strange dreams more than once when I was young, and every time I had such dreams, I would get sick.

Hearing the sound of carrying a stretcher, I smelled the smell of Laisu water, and every hospital has this suffocating smell of potion, which is its professional taste.

Opening my eyes slightly, I was lying on a stretcher and being pushed away, and I saw Fu Wenxin's tear-stained face. A gaping hole was ripped out of the sleeve of her shirt.

I held her hand tightly and asked eagerly, "Are you okay?" ”

"I'm fine, I'm fine, Geng Hao beat them away, but Geng Hao ...... He was stabbed with a dagger. Fu Wenxin said and cried.

As soon as I heard that Geng Hao had been stabbed and was about to struggle to get up, the doctor held me down: "Don't move!" You have severe head trauma and can't move! Your friend has been taken to the emergency room. ”

I was also pushed into the emergency room, and Fu Wenxin was stopped outside, and then, my eyes went black and I lost consciousness again......

When I opened my eyes, the first thing I saw was Chen Fei and Bai Zongze, which I didn't expect.

When Chen Fei saw me wake up, he hurriedly woke up Bai Zongze, who was dozing off next to him: "Xiaobai, take the chicken soup." ”

Xiaobai hurriedly wrapped a thermos flask from the table.

Chen Fei sat next to me and said, "Sleep God, you can sleep!" ”

"How long have I been asleep?"

"It's been fourteen hours, and I thought you were in a vegetative state."

"Do you think it's a Korean brain-dead drama?"

"Yo, look at your virtue, you can still be poor."

Chen Fei wants to feed me chicken soup.

I asked, "How is Geng Hao?" ”

"It's next door, it's okay, I hurt the muscles in my abdomen, I didn't hurt my internal organs, and I can go down to the ground after a few days of cultivation."

"I'm going to see him." Saying I'm going to get up.

"Don't, don't!" Chen Fei pressed me, "You can't move now, you know?" Sister Wen Xin and the others went downstairs to eat, and they will come back in a while. ”

I had to lie still, touching my head with a thick bandage.

My throat was dry and hot, like a layer of hot mud, and I said I wanted to drink water. Chen Fei hurriedly handed me the water cup.

Looking around the ward, it is estimated to be 80 square meters, the interior decoration is exquisite, and the material of the furniture and curtains is high-end at a glance. After thinking about it, I haven't graduated yet, how can I have the money to pay for this medical bill, is it really a trend of selling dried blood and kidneys like Chen Fei said.

"This ward is too luxurious." I took a bite of the chicken soup that Chen Fei fed me and said.

"Don't worry, my brother paid for your two medical expenses to repay you for saving your life."

"A life-saving grace? Are you kidding? What do you mean, when did we save Yuan Zheng? ”

Chen Fei put down the lunch box in his hand and looked at me in surprise: "Don't be kidding. ”

"No kidding, what a life-saving grace, make it clear." I also looked at Chen Fei in surprise.

"Remember your graduation trip?"

"I remember, but I haven't prepared yet, I have this plan."

"Kangding, mudslide, Mulong Village, Tibetan brothers and sisters Pubu and Mima, can you remember?"

I searched in my mind for these key words that Chen Fei said, but I couldn't find the slightest relevant information, and the harder I thought about it, the more I felt that there was a small drum pounding in my head. Suddenly, he began to gasp for air as if he had woken up from a nightmare.

"Don't think about it, don't think about it, maybe it's because you got hit on the head and had temporary amnesia, just raise it for a few days." Chen Fei said with concern and began to feed me chicken soup again, but my mind was already wandering, swallowing mechanically, and I didn't know what I was swallowing.

Soon, Fu Wenxin, Yuan Zheng, Yin Deji, Lu Zehuan, Mei Ge, and Xu Lu walked into the ward.

As soon as Brother Mei came in, he pulled this high-pitched voice: "Wow! You're finally awake! Yes! That's great! ”

Lu Zehuan hurriedly shushed at him and motioned for her to be quiet.

Brother Mei realized his gaffe at this time, stuck out his tongue cutely, and said, "I'm sorry, I'm too excited." ”

"It's okay, you've got a good control of your decibels." I smiled at her.

She made another embarrassed look.

Fu Wenxin hurriedly came over and looked at me with concern: "How do you feel?" ”

"I'm in good health, it's fine. What about you? It must have scared me. ”

"Well, I'm fine."

Yin Deji said: "We are all worried to death, Wen Xin didn't sleep in front of your bed all night last night, we asked her to go back to sleep but she refused, hey." ”

I looked at her gratefully, the tiredness on my face was obvious, but it was still beautiful. Thinking of what she suffered last night, she said to her: "You have worked hard, I'm sorry ......"

"You can take care of your injuries, and you'll be fine." She said.

I said to Yuan Zheng: "Yuan Zheng, I really can't remember any life-saving grace to you, am I amnesia?" It's fucking dramatic, isn't it? ”

"Really?" Yuan Zheng's expression became serious, "Think about it, what is the earliest memory you can think of, what is the latest memory?" ”

"I remember all these people in front of me, F4, needless to say, grew up with pee and mud in open crotch pants when I was a child. Wenxin and Brother Mei, best friends in high school, we came to Beijing to go to school and eloped with Brother Mei, Wenxin went to the United States and returned to the University of Liberal Arts. Yuan Zheng and Yang Chenjun, my college roommates, by the way, Monk Yang went to get back together with his split-leg girlfriend. Chen Fei, Yuan Zheng's cousin, accidentally messed up her dress at Yuan Zheng's birthday party. Xu Lu, the daughter of Aunt Miao, Yuan Zheng's father's classmate. Bai Zongze, a talented law student at Yale University, and Chen Fei's little follower, are my memories correct? "I pointed to the people in front of me one by one and recalled the things related to them.

Bai Zongze heard me say that he was a "little follower", his face was unconvinced, but he didn't dare to do anything to me, so he had to swallow this grievance bitterly.

"That's right!" Yin Deji said.

Yuan Zheng asked: "Yang Chenjun's split-leg girlfriend has come to Beijing, do you know about this?" ”

I thought for a while and said, "I remember promising Fu Wenxin to go on a graduation trip, and I remember that chat very clearly, and then ...... And then...... We were in the dormitory, and Yang Chenjun said he was going to Shanghai...... He was going to Shanghai to find his ex-girlfriend and couldn't go on a trip with us. Then, at the last supper before graduation, Fu Wenxin and I met the gang of miscellaneous ...... in the alley."

"That is to say, you chatted with Wen Xin and said that you were going on a graduation trip, and then Yang Chenjun said that he would not go with us, and then you remember what you and Wen Xin met in the alley?" Yuan Zheng asked.

"Yes......" I pondered, but I couldn't remember anything else in between.

I was even more surprised when they told me something was wrong.

Yuan Zheng took a deep breath: "That is to say, the two days we are preparing for the graduation trip, the 15 days of the graduation trip, and the 3 days after the graduation trip back, you can't remember what happened in these 20 days." ”

I desperately recalled chatting with Fu Wenxin about the graduation trip, but I still couldn't remember any fragments and information, and the next memory was everything I encountered with Fu Wenxin in the alley.

I lowered my head, frowned, pondered for a moment, and said, "I can't remember what we've done in the past 20 days. ”

Yuan Zheng called the attending doctor of the brain department, an old man in his 50s with glasses and white hair, amiable, like an uncle next door.

He took my magnetoencephalogram and said, "After repeated examinations, there was no damage in the skull, there was a concussion, and we were hospitalized for a few days for observation." ”

He pointed to an arc-shaped area on the left side of the brain and said, "The hippocampus is not damaged, but the trauma is right in the hippocampal tissue, and the hippocampus is impacted." In medicine, the hippocampus is an internal fold area of the cerebral cortex, which forms an arcuate bulge around the choroidal fissure at the bottom of the lateral ventricle, shaped like a hippocampus, so it is called the hippocampus. The hippocampus is mainly responsible for storing information, which is the key part of human learning and memory, and the function of the hippocampus is in charge of the main memory of human beings in the near future. ”

"Teacher, can you be more popular?" Brother Mei asked with a grin.

"To put it simply, the hippocampus is a temporary storage system, when a piece of information is contacted, it is stored in the hippocampus, and then the brain will periodically check whether this information has been used again, if this information has been used many times in a certain period of time, then it will determine that this information is useful, and then transfer it to another part of the brain. If you temporarily forget the memories of those 20 days, it's likely that the hippocampus's post-shock stress response caused a memory rift. There's a good chance that your memories will come back as you recover from your injury, so don't worry too much. ”

"Thank you, doctor, thank you very much." Yuan Zheng said.

"Don't thank me, take care of your injuries, don't have any pressure." He said with a kind smile.

When the doctor went out, I said, "Isn't it just 20 days of memory?" If not, there will be none, just have you here. ”

Yin Deji said: "We went to many beautiful places in Saibei and western Sichuan, Lu Zehuan had a high fever and encountered a mudslide, you were the first to warn, inform us to evacuate, and forcefully dragged Geng Hao and Yuan Zheng out of the mudslide, big hero, think about it again?" ”

"Look at the palm of your left hand," Fu Wenxin said, "that's what was cut out of the bush when you grabbed it in the mudslide." ”

I opened my left hand, and a few wounds that had just healed, as if they had been scratched by the claws of a beast. I stroked them, my mind going blank.

Later, Fu Wenxin showed me the photos taken along the way, but I didn't react, and I couldn't remember the scene in the photos at all.

I said to her, "It's okay, I'll remember all this one day." I won't let go of the group of people who frightened and hurt Geng Hao, and I want them to pay the price, because what they stole was probably the most beautiful memory of my life. ”

Fu Wen said faintly: "We are all safe and sound, we are already lucky, I don't want you to live in hatred." Watching you wake up the moment, I let go of everything, and I'm fine, Geng Hao is fine, if you have any three long and two short, no one will accompany me in the rain in the future, read books with me, chat with me, run with me, watch movies with me, how boring it is. ”

I looked at her tenderly, "Did anything happen between us while we went on our graduation trip?" Why do I always feel like I'm not as bad as you used to be? ”

Her eyes were slightly melancholy, and she said, "No, it's beautiful for you, what can happen to us?" ”

"Well," I was reluctant, "are you sure nothing has happened?" ”

"No, don't think about it, take care of your injuries, and when you're ready, I'll take you to western Sichuan to get your memories back." There was a sad affection on her face, and I couldn't escape my eyes, and I knew what she was hiding.